Just One Last Time...?

unless you think about particular occurences
it seems just too easy it seems
to float along in life
not realising what happens
or thinking about the effects or repecussions
of what you do, say, n well even think
(attitude affecting behaviour?)

tho sometimes things happen to make you wonder
if there really is a god above
at least you think about it
and hope for least someone who has the power
to be overwatching you and possibly guiding you
someone who cares...?

its just like this occurence
reported on the ninemsn videos..
hmm well it caught my eye.
but since i cant actually load the video
coz the net is slow and will take forever to load.
im basing this on the single sentence recap

an american couple who
tragically lost their three children
in a car accident
have been blessed with the news
that they are expecting triplets

like.. awww
god? karma? or like random spontaneous luck??

atm. i just wanna believe.
no. i hope that things dont happen jus coz of random coincidence.
anyways.
something better left for another day's thinking
headachey and after 3 days of exams and morning crams
im just so not up to thinking..
at all..
i have now even lost my ability to count..
sadly. i was having troubles counting to 20
to make sure the 20 pages of exam was actually there
oh god..
and bout my previous posts
its not uni.. its ME

*hugs*
nite nite