Rainbows 'N' Sun Showers

Dunno what was up with me today..
but i feel so much more elated than i do recently..
But its not like feeling elated is a bad thing..
just i dunno the world around me seems just so wonderous atm..
(hmm wonder what tragedy im getting over?
yah know..
the whole "i never new the world was so beautiful
until this crisis occured so i treasure the world oh so much more" thing?)

ANY ways..
was in the car this morning..
n looking outta the window..
through the dark haze of the looming storm like clouds..
there stood.. a glimmer of this rainbow..
not entirely in its full coloured glory..
but in a dim.. through and after a storm sorta rainbow...
(hmm what really is up with me?)
well i dunno bout thru the storm..
coz well aren't rainbows after?
anyways..
it was SO beautiful.. just the plane contrast
of this dark opaque haze..
and the transparency of this glowering rainbow..
*sigh* so pretty..

and well..
walking towards the lockers..
the haze was letting up..
well if not then there was no haze in the direction where i was going..
but anyways..
the sun was out..
n it wasnt the whole glare n burning sun..
but just mild on an autumns day type
nice n warm n soft..
and then it began to shower..
and i was like "awww.."
like it seemed so...
i dunno
but thinkin bout it..
its the water from the rain n the light from the sun..
which gives the plants its energy..
the life giver
the essence of life..
hmm maybe.. maybe not..
but still
water is like the lifeline of living beings..
and it just lightly danced its way down..
well it wasnt snowing..
(and hmm i seem to be romantisising all this -.-)
but that's seriously what it seemed like..
it had this sorta healing good feeling..
just to walk thru it all
n totally forget..
for those few moments..
just to drift through this warm light whilst just sprinkled
by this delicate shower

and well on the gross side it turned into rain.
and well rain n uniform = BAD..
my blazer STUNK.. ><

but anyways..
it just felt so good..
such a new start to the day.
n when i got home
just the fact that the week's over..
n that a weekend is on its way..
everything felt so good..
n i had a nice long singing session..
well in my backyard..
so yeah belle ended up having to listen to it all
since no one else was round..
but ah well

I guess with exams upcoming..
this overburdening cloud that's ever present..
it just for today lifted..
well that is before n after school..
school sorta = assessments..
and just for those moments..
to as if i was walking thru a dream...
so happy ^^

and well
later on and well now since i just got back..
went to see "Trojan Women" a play by Euripides
same playwright for my lit drama text...
so was recommended to watch it..
so was in nb round 7..
walked round for bout half an hour..
then walked down to the door of the stage
when it was time..
then we realised that we didnt have the tickets!!
><
we LOST em!!
there were 3 tickets in an envelope
*sigh*
frantically ran back n round looking for it..
of which in that time i tried running AROUND a couple
but in the end STACKED it..
in the middle of a pathway -.- *sigh*
in the end we were allowed in coz we asked em for their ticket sales records..
and our names were there..
so it worked out..
but sitting down on stage..
dia realised she had tucked em up her sleeve -.-
we went searching ALL that time...
to realise she had em on her the whole time
ah well at least we got to go n watch it..

lasting bout an hour..
it really was bout dispair n desparation of the women..
of their pain and agony for their loss..
of their loved ones
of a city
of their home destroyed (
and well as the name suggests the city was troy)

i guess in light of this..
i was happy for well before n afterschool today..
but what sparked it other than the weather..
i dunno
i think it was just the shear beauty..
or the disillusionment..
the illusion of a rainbow..
the romantisism of anything..
the fact that nearly anything can be romantisied
just present it right..
and well you could just sell it of as something else
disguised and hidden from the eyes..
but in the end..
isnt the plain bland confrontational truth
covered up a total lie..?
the truthfulness of anything can be sugar-laced?
sweetened..
and in that case..
is it totally toning down really what the thing deserves?
or is it that facing it gonna help anymore?
an attempt is an attempt..
just that..

hmm of which im thinking im digging into some issues..
of which i dont even know what or why..

but in the end..
im glad today happend..
that in the end..
there are the highlights..
the memories of which brightens our life
for without it there would be no happiness..
for pain n angony would be but normality.
and without the pain and agony happines would be but norm
and we would not know of either..

so till the ends of this..
i guess all i can say is that
at least life is interesting in its own ways :D

*hugs*
-Del

Pointless...

Ya know..
with exams on the rise..
i dunno guess im not thinking much..
well could be coz
im not at home alone all the time these days..
so i guess more human interaction means that
im not sitting in my chair infront of the comp
having random conversations with myself in my own mind..
ok that seems like im schitzo.. eh cant spell it..
but mental disorder..
but as it is they're never self-diagnosed..
so yay im still safe ^^

and well
not thinking much means that
i dont really have any point in my blog posts..
or just have any point in what i do wanna say..
and yet i wonder if i make any sense usually anyways..
that is what i say has a point in the first place..
i guess this post could be bout the possible pointless-ness of talking
but i dunno
seems a bit dodge.
ah well..

tho im wondering.
if life atm just seems like a total bore..
a deflation..
bubble world just went and got squished..
so its not bright n happy and full of gas..
maybe its just routine i guess..
everythings setting in and well
study sorta has to settled in...
well to some degree :P
and staying at the resto has pulled me away from the net.
which i guess in a way is good..
coz it just means that im not wasting time..
jus sitting there.. hoping for someone to talk to..
or for someone who isnt too busy to talk to me..
but on the neg.. :(
no instant replies when it comes to using email instead.
ah well.. maybe one day i'll move backward n start using the fone..

ah well
nother pointless one bout pointless-ness.
which gives it a point int he first place
but initially not meant to have a point at all..
yep my head is construed..
*hugs*
-Del

Mindless post... not really readworthy.. just felt like a rant..

well actually for me..
it was more of lake to surf..
yeah i did the 4km and well..
hmm i managed it in 40 mins..
but in a way i tired pretty much of it..
i guess in away if i really wanted a challenge
12km woulda been better
but i woulda be dead today..
wouldnt wanna get outta bed in the morning
and well
with school n all
dont think that it woulda been that good.
plus i would have had to woken up earlier for the start
and well there'd be huges crowds and i'd be in a bitta
ache n pain for next few days..
(hmm if you havent realised yet..
im self-justifying why i didnt do the 12km
and well atm have no idea if this post is gonna be
heading anywhere readworthy..)

yes..
that was my sunday.
of which following the 4km jog..
i had to walk from school back to the shop..
since dad kept saying "go to the shop" over the fone.
so i gues that woulda added nother at least 2 km on there..
yes i did bout 6 km yesterday
of which i realised today..
over the last 2 yrs.
ive managed to do bout more than
a yrs worth of exercise in one morning
that is im referring to last yrs 10 km jog
from scotch to somewhere near freo n back..
god i hurt for the next 3 days > <

and yes..
this yr it was approx 6 km of which
im pretty glad im not suffering at all.
well except for this morning's reluctance to get out of bed at all.

yah know..
i just also realised..
that i never ended up doing a recap for the ball
and neither have i done my 2005 recap..
well actually ive started it and its sitting round her somewhere unfinished
and saved as a draft..

my weekend so far?
since im sure everyone is OH SO EAGER to hear..
bleh actually i have nothing else to talk bout..
actually come to think of it i just thought of something..
but cbb now that this post so far has been so pointless..
i wasted away my friday..
had chinese on sat.. followed by LONG sleep
and then yesterday had teh run
followed by boating..
where yet AGAIN we went no where..
coz my dad ended up accidentally pulling out some pipe..
so in the end couldnt go anywhere since its sorta bit well un-piped
and dunno what's gonna be up with the boat..
so ended up discovering the joys of sleeping in a boat
thats in teh jetty..
but that's provided that you're accustomed to the actual
rocking of the boat and are not at risk of throwing up anytime soon..

and yeah..
today was just a waste of time..
and yet again..
proved to myself my great ability of procrastination
-.-
REALLY not a good thing..
and thus i gained myself another early morning..
so anyways...
nite nite..
*hugs*
-Del