Wing parade

jus got bak 4m wing parade... i mean realli heads r gonna roll wen we get bak 2 cadets next fri..

i mean bout 10 turned up outta like 50 cadets... i mean there wz 1 ccpl, 2 lcdts (me and dia) and 7 cadets... i mean thats excluding tha cfsgt and higher... and then there were like all these country cadets... not that i'm sayin ne thing bad bout them....

i saw quite alot of ppl 4m mi GST camp... i mean wen i saw em i could jus recognise them but i doubt they could recognise me... either that or they couldnt remember mi name.... but then bak then most of mi flight wz country cadets so they're all like higher rank than me :( oh well... or maybe i wz jus 2 antisocial on that GST that no 1 remembered... oh well...

the actual parade wz quite ok... we had 2 rehersals then tha final thing... everything wz quite good except 4 that bloody asshole that had that stupid attitude prob... i mean wat wz rong wit him??? i mean by tha way his drill wz and tha way he acted he doesnt even deserve his bloody rank!!! and then on top of that i doubt he noe a there is a thing called deoderant that exists... he stunk like hell.... if i were his DI i would so kik his ass 4 how he acted!!! but then i aint.... stupid f****** ass hole!!!! i mean even 1 of our induction cadets at the moment noe how 2 keep in step, how 2 pay attention and obey commands and they noe that wen ure at tha attention position or tha at ease u cant move, ure meant 2 keep ure mouth shut and ure eyes should be facing tha front.... he wz a bloody LCDT and he wz talkin, he couldnt keep in step, he wz bloody movin in tha attention AND at ease, his eyes kept wondering everywhere, and on top of all that he had an attidute prob which all lead 2 him bein totally unaware of his suroundings... and because of his bloody ignorance he stuffed up tha dressing of our whole entire flight... well mainly mi file that is -_-"

ne waiz.... we finished an hour early so waited 4 our parents 2 come.... mrs punselie and mi mum came at tha same time... and then wen we drove off our cars were like parallel 4 a while... it seemed so funny... i mean i shoulda asked dia 2 car pool wit me... that way we woundnt have 2 cars heading in tha same direction....

oh well...

had cadets last nite as well... wen i went home i had pain runnin straight down mi left side... i had a painfull knee since fieldcraft camp wen i smashed it on a rock... i mean it doesnt hurt usualli unless i do 2 much drill and mi left shoulder wz hurtin coz of tha weight of tha file in mi bag... 2 heavy...
and so afta tha wing parade most of this morning i now have a bloody knee which kills weneva i walk... hmm... maybe i shouldnta gone 2 tha wing parade... oh well... i feel so proud coz i survived a major event... since i didnt last nite coz i had tha rong uniform on coz i wz uninformed.... both of them included tha group captain...

hmmm.... come 2 think of it mi blog posts have sorta gotten longer ova time... i mean wen i started bloggin at first i didnt realli say much or noe wat 2 say realli so ye i think i've improved...
oh well...
g2g
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hmmm... so bored... this is mi last lesson 2 do mi english thing... *sigh*
i realli cant be stuffed....
we're doin this thing where we have 2 chose a line 4m tha Shakespearian play Much Ado About Nothing and visualli interpret it in with another meanin...
i jus realli cant be stuffed....

its jus 2 sickenin 2 go and look 4 tha pictures coz like some realli disgusting 1s come up... i mean not sick but jus realli sad coz of those poor children who were hurt by war and every thing and i jus look at that picture i jus wanna look away... jus pretend that it doesnt happen but then i have 2 face that fact that it is happening and even if they r jus pictures i have 2 be able 2 get mi work done... *sigh* i mean how poor and sad???
*sigh* i wish i could like help them or something but jus lookin at tha pictures makes me wanna close tha window...oh well... facts of life... for when there is wealthy there are alwaiz tha poor 2 balance it out... i mean if the world wz equal financially i doubt i'd be at this skool... but then mi parents do do alot of donations.... and its so scary that tha fact that there are many countries out there which have suffering... i mean i look around me at the moment... mi life and every thing i see is every1 has at least some form of wealth, and are happy in some way even if they do have problems on their minds and have at least enough 2 eat at least 3 meals a day... and there are ppl out there who are starving... and the fact that we ourselves who have a computer which access to the internet at our age is a minority compared 2 tha ppl in tha world realli scares me... well i guess i'll jus have 2 become more and more aware... but then i did noe bout it wen i wz lil but i guess u noe it but u dont realli think bout it...

oh well...

i'm in tha comp room in sumner... it so strange 2 be using the old comps again... i mean its so different...time changes so quick!!! i mean i can still remember life bak in primary skool!!

ugh... i need 2 learn how 2 keep mi mouth shut sometimes... ppl have like conversations and wen they talk 2 loud it jus seems like their talkin 2 me... i have 2 try 2 stop miself 4m replyin wen they ask otha ppl not me...

hmm... have wing parade 2moro mornin... damn... have 2 get up early again... and got exam 4 cadets 2 nite... -_-"

class fini now... betta go 2 pe
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kz... jus got bak 4m tha amnesty meetin down at aquinas...
garz u didnt miss out on much... but then it wz so funny... and sad... -_-"

i mean mi mum picked us up 4m skool and sent us 2 aquinas... nm happened... had a nice chat in tha car... lolz... and then arrived at aquinas... guided by guys 2 tha formation centre... sat down and watched video bout 3 refugee's experiences... then we actualli talked 2 one of tha gals that were on tha tape... it wz filmed last yr and we met tha gal now... so different... but she so shy... i feel so sorry for her i mean she went thru so much and for me so easy... oh how ppl take things 4 granted...but then i sometimes am 1 of those ppl...
then 5 min break... then amnesty lady talk 2 us...

then some guy... then we have break 2 'socialise' jus b4 we went home... but funnily dia,mona, sarah, bec and i jus took some fruit, a can of coke and jus walked off 2 talk between ourselves... then sadly went hyper on only 1 can of coke... lolz... wat is rong wit me??? i laughed so much that coke ended up comin outta mi nose...
ewwww!! so gross...

but then ye... ppl jus looked at us whilst we talked at us and laughed and seemed so weird... i mean we were talkin bout tha slogan 4 Harvey Fresh orange juice... Lolz... i realli cant get ova that or tha slogan 4 Schwepps Sarsparrila... how sad... thing is we were so loud!!!!

then wz sent home by dia'z mum... dia say thanx 2 her 4m me again!!!

well i betta go do mi hw
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