work

well...
a nice day of work 2day...
-.-"
there wz anotha joke bout aaranged marriage...
and then there wz tha randomz on tha street that said hi 2 me...
*rollz eyez*
um...
went shoppin 2 day 4 once...
bought nothin realli...
i bought a dvd of mean girls 4 mi sista as her xmas present...
and since i went out shoppin in a black skirt and spag top..
and wen we got bak home it wz time 4 work i had 2 work like that
-.-"

so hard 2 waitress in a skirt...
hopefulli dun have 2 do that again...

umm.. wat else..?

goin iceskatin 2moro..
wit mi sistaz friendz and mi sista -.-"
oh wellz
somethin 2 do

hmm...
i jus realised tha majority of tha friendz ive met a chinese skoolz ive been 2 r guyz...
or like hta pplz i feel closest 2 are guyz...
well in yr 1-3 i didnt realli noe tha pplz...
and afta that i got 2 noe this guy..
and we spent recesses 2getha..
then i change chinese skool..
then i went 2 tha 1 near dalkeith...
total loner..
then just got 2 noe this guy...
then change skool again..
and then loner 4 AGEZ...
then got 2 noe this girl...
then she left..
then got 2 noe this guy...
and this otha guy..
and then 1 of tha guyz left chinese...
and yah...
thatz tha gist...
of mi life as tha antisocial person at chinese...

i guezz thatz jus tha story of tha evenin...
gettin late and me got a throbbin headache >.<
nite nite
*hugz*

well these daiz still nothin 2 rite bout..
so i dun post that often ne morez...

mi mum rote up a time table 4 us 2 follow..
so life is beginnin 2 seem like skool again
wit time restrictions and tha whole repitition of wat 2 do...
herez tha time table:
(since i dun realli have ne thin 2 talk bout)

9am - get up
10:30am - readin or ritin
12:30pm - lunch
1:30pm - clean up round tha house
3:00pm - rest
4:30pm - aftanoon tea
5pm - go out 4 work
then round 8-10 come home...
then online till tha latest which is 11pm.. and sleep

work is like practicalli tha main event of event of tha day these daiz..
i mean 4 once itz actualli startin 2 get interestin...
like therez more staff that mi dad has employed then there used 2 be...
and so more variety of pplz..
and it wz close 2 more like jus a time 2 meet pplz...
and get 2 noe em...
but then realli ive onli worked wit 3 diff pplz in tha last 3 daiz..
andrew... tha playboi of tha resto...
humphery... tha interlectual whoze mum keepz tellin him hez stupid
and kim... well 4 her shez jus nicknamed "tha bitchy lady" by chewy...
and i mean im startin 2 like kim more than i used 2..
coz b4 she wz alwaiz DEAD serious bout everythin..
but now i guezz wit andrew and humphery workin
there seemz 2 be less tension between tha rest of tha staff...

wit tha work...
nothin realli...
um...
i had a total of $4.70 tip 2 day...
and sadly that wz mi highlite 4 tha day..
so i guezz it shows how bored i am dun it..?

there wz this azn guy at tha resto 2 nite...
and wen he came in they needed anotha chair 4 tha table..
and i couldnt get thru coz tha resto wz packed...
so i lifted tha chair above mi head and carried ova 2 their table...
he jus stared at me and then he asked "do u work out heapz?"
-.-"
i mean seriously...
wat am i ..? some bloody weakling..?
do us girls have 2 work out jus 2 be strong enough lift a bloody chair..
or r we so frail that we have 2 stay at home and jus sew ?!?!??!?!?!?!?!
or im just takin that comment 2 seriously..
also some random azn dude wz eyeballin me again at tha resto 2 day...
*rollz eyez*

and some pplz jus dun get a hint of wen 2 leave...
i mean i wz closin tha doorz and all they did wz stare at me and continued talkin
and then i gave em tha bill..
and they jus kept talkin..
-.-"
oh wellz

well i sorta ran outta stuff 2 talk bout..
and im startin 2 get tired so yah..
nite nite
*hugz*

regret...
wen thoughts wonder...
sometiemz it jus comes across tha things that have happened in tha past...
and sometimes all i can do is regret...
regret 4 things i have done..
and somethins which i which i should have done...
or tried 2 do...
*sigh*

ne waiz..
nothinz happend realli..
this week ive gone 2 tha ct 3 timez..
once wit jus gar..
once wit jus scar..
and once wit gar, kat, chewy, jade and some 1 else... cant reamember >.<
(soz if its u i dun mean 2 4get... jus cant think atm) or maybe that wz jus it...

umm...
jade came 2 mi house b4 tha speech nite..
and we found out that our rest iz in tha TOP 5 take away places in WA !!! ^^
ummm..
wat else..?
nothin realli happend..
got full attendance 4 chinese..
(realli saddenin award realli..
all i got wz this dodgy pen that has this pull out map of taiwan on it)

oh..
g2g
parents callin >.<
nite nite
*hugz*

okz i owe every1 a nice LONG post..
but personalli cant be stuffed ne more these daiz..
dunno y im jus not in tha mood of bloggin recently realli...
but herez a post i rote earlier in tha day...

okz im typin this in notepad atm...
coz im not allowed on tha net..
ne waiz..pplz dun have 2 read this coz itz gonna be a jumble of complaints mainly...
since this is a form of stress realease okz..?

atm in big pissed off mood at mi sista...(again)
maybe itz jus that fact that mi sista getz SO many exeptions...
and tha lack of freedom in mi part..
i mean im stuck wit responsibility 4 her..
and i miself cant go ne where wit out her..
OR
do ne thin wit out her buttin in and wen she findz me doin somethin SHE wantz 2 do it as well..

and i mean wen pplz say every 1 iz special and individual in their own way..
well seems like i have no individuality at ALL
itz like lina jus believes that we're 1 person..
or a set of twins...
EVERYTHING i DO she has 2 do...
EVERYTHING i HAVE she has 2 have...
and wen onli i have that thing...
she'll take it off me wen i dunno and it annoys me that wen i need it i cant find it..
and in a few daiz find it in her room -.-"

see perfect example..
she jus came in and asked wat i wz doin..
i said i wz typin a post in notepad so i could post it later..
and jus then she goez and saiz "im doin that TOO"
agggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i jus wanna scream and throw things..
but no i cant do that coz then mi parents'll think im thowin some temper tantrum 4 no reason...
and then wen i tell em tha whole reason it'll jus end up as some discussion between mi parents later on at nite"oh adela doeznt noe how 2 share things"
or "oh adela wont let her sista learn new things"
HOW DOES COPYING ME ALLOW 4 MI SISTA 2 LEARN!?!?!??!

so
im left wit just silently seething bottled up madness
and i guezz tha onli thing i can do iz rite it out..
but i mean i noe there are otha waiz of stress relievin...
i mean i find it quite soothing jus 2 play tha piano or some instruments..
but then half way thru
mi sista jus comes in and saiz "oh i need 2 practise TOOOOOOOOOOO"
and i say "no coz im practising atm"
and mi sista goez 2 mum (or calls her on tha fone)
and soon i hear mi mumz voice goin
"adela get off the piano and let ure sista practise"or something of that sort...

and then i try just turnin music on and upcept i cant wit out turnin tha comp on..and so lina decides to and turns on tha net and talks 2 her friends..
(she has her own cd player >.<)
and i get told off 4 lettin mi sista go on tha net...
and wit tha ban...
itz drivin me crazy..
coz mi parents are tellin me 2 disable it on her comp so that she doeznt use tha net..
cept wen i do..
she getz pissed at me 4 it..and mi parents get pissed at me if she enable it..
so i get stuck in tha middle of everything...

and ive practicalli been actin mum AND sister 4 mi sista all mi life come 2 think of it..
and itz jus realli gettin 2 me...
i mean like i have 2 be her sista and sorta her mother at tha same time...
and i find as if i cant be silly once in a while..
or jus have fun..
everythin jus seemz like it has 2 be serious...
and not laugh...
maybe thatz y seem 2 treasure tha times that im outta tha house..
itz like as if itz a place where everythin seemz so uptight..
maybe thatz y i have so many sides...
i mean i had a realli nice time yesterday..
like i felt like 4 once i could jus be carefree...
and laugh and have fun afta chinese skool..
and PLUZ mi sista wznt thereand it felt as if there wz a load taken off me..as if i had no job at all..
nothin i had 2 worry bout...

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okz..
afta that nice random ritin...
im feelin much betta...