i feel like a mum -.-"

possession

i past tha audition 2 go 2 tha music tour !!! ^^

jus got bak 4m tha resto...
and i have realised i cant teach...
not that i believed i could in tha first place...
jus that it has been evidently supported now..
well ne waiz..
spent round 3-4 hours in tha ct 2day...
and wen i got home i wz told 2 help out at tha resto 2nite coz therez a new person...
so i wz given tha job of teachin him...
-.-"
it wz okz..
but it felt random tryin 2 teach some1 older than u..
well jus 1 yr older...
he wz 1 of tha employee's son..
so yah..
and his name iz humphery (i dunno y i dun like that name)...
and it felt so awkward...
so i sorta jus didnt say ne thin..
and tha lady (nown 2 chewy as "that bitchy lady")
sorta tried 2 teach him..
and i sorta jus sorta taught by example...
if u can say that...
he jus watch as i did work...
i sorta didnt say much...
so.. i conclude im not a teacher..
i jus sorta lead by example..

and i wz sittin in commerce tha otha day..
playing gamez...
and listenin 2 music..
and a thought sorta hit me...

tha word possession....
do we as humans all strive 4 it...?
i mean we want 2 possess things..
2 own them..
and wen itz in our reach it sorta loses its value...
i dunno y..

and i guess its also tru wit pplz i guess..
like some pplz liek 2 play hard 2 get...
and i guess it sorta seemz 2 raise their "value"...
if u sorta noe wat i mean (i dun seem 2 be makin sense 2 miself -.-")
like u put more effort in..
tha more valueable it seemz...
tho sometiems it realli doeznt seem worht it afta some time has past..
and a new target is set i guezz...

ne waiz....
itz gettin late..
i betta go 2 sleep
nite nite
*hugz*