*Pop*

ok so now it is truly
'three to go'
but with the 'two down'
in front of it
mhmm exam finished

==========================

make that 'three down and two to go'
i never thought it was possible
but this morning
i found myself actually not being able to
WAIT till my exam started
I WANTED TO HAVE START MY EXAM at 9am
hmm...
BUT. you cant always have what you want
so was waiting away at 2 for it
and FINALLY over n done with ^^

but sadly my nightmare isnt over yet
not that its really a nightmare.
just a troublesome, bothersome assessment
meanwhilst despite the amount of time ive spent on MBC study..
which is not really alot
but in comparsion to my other units
which means WAY MORE
i still know nothing...
somehow i forsee at least one fail this sem *sigh*
well one fail for MBC
and just stating another to give myself some leeway
meh means no disappointment later if it comes true..
just hope that its not a self fullfilling one tho ><

meanwhilst during my h bio exam...
i learnt:
a) like i've said before my attention span's reduced

b) to be grateful for calculators..
despite the fact it took me a HALF HOUR
for to remember bout their existence whilst i sat there
n fumbled through trying to work out simple maths..
no wonder i dont take maths..
adding on to my shame.. what i needed to calculate was this:
1-(1/30)=...?
*sigh* half hour of my 2 hour exam WASTED.

c) i can no longer write essays.
what little i ability i used to have in writing essays
whilst lit teachers deemed as being badly expressed n what not
no longer just springs outta my mind
h bio essay...?
q chosen verily easily
but the actual words?
think as hard as i may..
not a single sentence came to mind
think think think thank thank thunk!
NOTHING. not a single string of words that could
be put together accordingly to good syntax
which could possibly pass for as 'language'
i guess in the end the psych textbook was right...
use it or lose it..
i havent written an essay in...
i have no idea. meanwhilst in the last 2 days
ive had to gather what little white and grey matter i had
that had yet to degenerate to drivel away 3 essays -.-

meh
off to sleep
nite nite
*hugs*