thiz week seemz 2 have flown by coz i can barely remember wat happend on mon...
and tha exams seem as if they were done last yr...
ne waiz...
on wed we went 2 tha show..
thur i stayed at home.. then went 2 mirrabooka... then worked in tha resto
and 2day ive mainly spend tha time wonderin round tha house...
okz now talk bout each day in detail... well as much as i can remember...
wed - well wat can i say royal show... it wz a rainy-ish windy day... not a good idea 4 tha show...
but we went ne waiz...
i went wit mi sista...maxy... sheila... and scar...
got there at 9 am...
waited 4 sheila maxy and scar 2 arrive...
then we went 2 look at tha show bags.. went walkin round lookin at tha exhibitions...
like tha dogs.. tha products 4 sale in tha pavilions...
tehn went 2 sideshow alley...
walked round... then went bak 2 tha otha side of tha show 2 buy show bags... bought some caps which u can personalise.. u choose wat u want on it and they rite 4 u... maxy had 'panda', sheila bought 1 4 her friend and lina and i bought 1 sayin 'angel'
and then sheila lina and i got an air brush tattoo... mine on mi bak jus below mi neck.. it wz of a heart wit black and blue wingz... then took a ride on tha chairlifts 2 sideshow alley again..
this time we sat on tha chair lifts... maxy and sheila chose 2 walk...
then met up again at tha ferris wheel...
sheila spent $40 on gamez tryin 2 win tha dice.. 2 later discover it onli cost $25 to buy...
then we sorta wondered round tha show grounds...
in total i think we walked round tha entire show grounds at least 4 timez..
we went on tha rage and splash down... strangely i keep promising miself every yr that ill neva go on tha rage EVA again yet i keep breaking tha promise...
and i think i lost mi hair clip thingy there... *sobs*
then round 6 we stopped down 2 watch tha evening show stuff...
maxy sheila and mi sista jus sat round at tha place...
and scar and i went walking...
coz scar decided 2 buy a morish nuts showbag 4 her mum...
and then we bought some cotton candy/fairy floss... wateva u like 2 call it
on a stick..
scar and i shared 1 then walked bak 2 tha place tha otherz were sittin then gave em anotha stick..
then scar and i went walkin again...
i think tha sugar wz a bit 2 much coz then scar and i got hyper on it..
we sat on a rode side randomly singin 2 wat eva song wz on..
i think it wz a medley consistin of 'watlzing matilda'... 'home among tha gum trees'.... 'i am australian'... ' tie me kangaroo down'.... 'still call australia home' and some otha songs...
then we bought some corn cobs on a stick and ate that and got bak jus in time 2 see tha fireworks at 8:30 especialli on early 4 scar ^^ since she wanted 2 see it that bad...
at tha end of tha fireworks mi sista claimed that she could hear us singing b4 >.<
so i sorta got worried bout how loud i wz singin and off tune...
and maxy and scar went 2 tha train station 2 catch tha train bak..
and sheila went wit me and mi sista since mi mum wz gonna drop her home...
i think i wz bit 2 hyper coz i practically couldnt sleep that nite...
very bad...
on thurs i woke up at 11:30 i think...
2 find mi sista on tha net... eatin ice cream 4 breaky... >.<
i spent tha day doin more cleanin up of tha house...
it wz practicalli spent jus like sat and sun...
me doin tha house work whilst she wz playin on tha net...
and beggin me 2 take her rollerbladin again...
and wen i said no she jus turned bak 2 tha net and kept playin...
not a single bit of help...
and then in tha arvo mi mum took us 2 mirrabooka...
spent an hour there then mi dad called up sayin that pplz called in sick so there'd be no1 workin
so we had 2 go bak 2 tha resto...
i helped out at tha resto whilst mi sista looked afta tha shop..
round 8 it wz close up time 4 tha shop...
and lina still hadnt come 2 tha resto so i had 2 go 2 tha shop 2 chek out y she hadnt come...
2 find that minh and wah wz jus standin at tha front of tha shop...
they saw me and asked if they could close up and i wz like ?.?
wznt lina meant 2 give u tha key and ask u 2 close up?
i went 2 tha bak 2 discover that mi sista had spent her time watchin tv...
i nearly lost it there and then...
i helped close up and went bak 2 tha resto...
closed up tha resto that nite...
and i wz given a lecture on how much mi parents worked wen they were 8 (again)...
i couldnt help it i wz bout 2 scream...
i mean i try 2 get some stuff done..
but wat bout mi sista...???
shez round tha age wen they claimed that they helped their parents...
y wont she get that lecture...???
it jus drives me crazy...
tha fact that ive heard that lecture since i wz in yr 3
and ive tried 2 help where eva i can...
and mi sista has alwaiz been tha exception...
itz like they want me 2 jus drown in guilt...
i guezz they jus see mi sista as still a baby..
i mean i did all this work..
and wen mi paretns come home they jus go...
wat did u do 2day..
i say wat ive done and they say...
well u could've done more...
agghhhhh
itz like a total put down...
and then i hear a lecture...
and mi sistaz still attached 2 her comp..
and then i get told 2 do some chores...
wat bout mi sista!?!?!?!?!
and mi mum repliez
shez still 2 young...
wat tha!?!?!?!?!?
i get tha lectures bout how mi parents helped mi grandparents wen they were 8...
and mi sistaz 2 young!?!?!?!?
shez bloody 11...
and i have 2 still look afta her...
and i cant leave her alone at home....
>.<
y not???
i wz left at home alone at that age...
itz jus realli unfair...
i mean seriously..
everywhere i go i have 2 take her...
i have 2 make sure she eats...
i have 2 cook 4 her 2 eat..
i have 2 keep askin her 2 get off tha net or off tha fone...
i have 2 listen 2 wat she wants...
the neva endin nagging of 'i want this... i want that...'
sometimez it seemz as tho ive become her mother...
and i dont see it as mi TOTAL responsibility 2 look afta her...
i had 2 teach her stuff b4 like manners and stuff wen she wz lil..
but now u'd think she'd have learnt...
and that she would have some slight bit of common sense...
but no...
she has none of it...
AND 2 top it all off...
she wont bloody listen 2 me tha first time wen i ask her..
so i end up repeatin mi self so many times it seems as if itz become a bloody habit....
and wen i do lose it and raise mi voice at her...
seh jus runs 2 her room and pulls her covers ova her head...
OR
calls mum...
and hten i get in bloody trouble again...
*sigh*
im gettin sick and tired of mi life...
im alwaiz on tha receivin end of lectures...
and wen i actualli talk bak...
tha time length of tha lecture increases...
and mi end result is an increase of feelin of guilt
and mi sista gets off free..
not a prob... not a care in tha world... not even a stab of guilt...
no consequence...
*sigh*
sometimez tha stresses is drive me crazy...
and i want time 2 miself...
or jus some time where i dont see ne of mi family...
jus take tha stresses away...
i mean itz eitha tha stress of skool or tha stress of family life >.<
cant seem 2 get away 4m both
i dunno wat 2 do....
oh well...
*sigh*
*hugz*
bye
