ooo
therez recover post now ^^
tho now i cant see tha colour thingos...
oh well..
its not like i use em ne waiz..

spend tha day 2day at home..
by miself whilst lina wz out wit her friends...
-.-"
ended up havin 2 work 4 mi parents whilst she wz out..
and finished jus half an hour ago (10pm)..

reminiscence..
ive found that last few daiz havin trouble sleepin..
-.-"
all that happens is i keep thinkin up random things
that have happened in tha not 2 far past..
mainly of things that happend within tha last 1 or 2 yrs...
*sigh*
annoying...
and i mean some of those moments were mainly mi most embarressin...
>.<
jus great i got 2 practicalli relive them..
and otha than that..
therez also tha all possible senarios of wat coulda happend if i had done or said somethin diff at that moment...
truthfulli its jus 2 much thought 4 mi mind 2 slow down and fall asleep 2...
maybe i jus dun feel safe enough 2 actualli sleep...? :S

ne waiz...
y is it that we find it harder 2 sometimes 4get our worst moments..?
i mean tha happier 1s i cant realli seem 2 remember..
there more vague compared to those many BAD moments...
maybe its just that i cant seem 2 accept or let go
wat i actualli DID or SAID..
*sigh*

wit mi day 2day..
i swear im SO glad in skool still..
i seriously couldnt deal wit life it mainly consisted of workin in some shop..
restocking and stocktaking..
relabelling.. repricing.. rearranging...
-.-"
and i onli did 6 hours worth and i wz SO bored..
there is no way 2 express how BORED i wz..
oh well..

howz every1z holz goin...?

on tha fact that mi sista got 2 go out..
im not allowed 2 go out till ive gotten all mi hw done
-.-"
so i should realli get it done..
but realli cant seem 2 be stuffed...
like in tha mornin..
and i sit at tha desk..
and i jus feel like watchin a movie
or jus goin online and/or findin somethin 2 read..

ne waiz.
sleep now
nit enite
*hugz*

4gotten...

well i thoguht of somethin i wz gonna talk bout yesterday but 4got bout..
but now it seems like i said b4 insignificant...

well ne waiz...
it wz on tha nite of that tour thingy i went on...
tha thing wz at tha end...
they gave out free stuff..
like every ticket 4 taht tour got a free fish and wine...

and like...
it sorta turned out 2 be a mini stampede afta they announced that ppl could start gettin their free stuff...
i mean couldnt there be NE order AT ALL???
im talkin bout middle aged 2 elderly ppl...
pushing and running 2 get a FISH AND a MINI BOTTLE OF WINE..
if u think bout it..
and thinkin as ppl as same as u ..
i couldnt help but like feel a lil ashamed..
i mean it wz a FISH
u dun run and push ppl ova jus for a FISH and like 300 mL of wine...
and me bein on tha side line wz pushed ova...
-.-"
and i noe if scar reads this she'd sorta say no offence but u were in tha way and its ure own fault u got pushed ova..
but i jus cant get ova tha fact that there is 1 Fish and 1 bottle of wine per ticket..
and it IS guarenteed that u get it..
so Y tha rush?
thats wat i dun understand..
its not like there wznt enough 2 go round..
THERE WZ.. jus Y tha rush???
oh well..
prob jus a thing i dun think ill understand 4 now..

well 2day wz spent at home again..
so nothin realli 2 talk bout..
mona suggested 2 go out wen i talked 2 her on msn..
tho i dun think ne 1 reads atm..
so *shrugz*
if ne 1 does and has a suggestion 4 ne ideas 2 go out...
feel free 2 TRY and organise it or jus put on tagboard and i try 2 think of someway of workin it out ^^

i STILL havent started on mi holiday hw yet *sigh*
i should start it..
tho i havent bothered yet..
maybe 2moro or day afta..
tho ppl do say 2moro neva comes..
but then quotin scarlett o'hara in gwtw 2moro is anotha day...
so nite nite
*hugz*

well onli a few daiz in2 tha hols..
and i guess its jus feels like an extended w/e...
like it doesnt seem 2 end but it feels like i have 2 go bak 2 skool 2moro...

ever had this feelin that whilst talkin 2 some1..
and then u said somthin..
then unnoeingly seemed 2 have offended em wit out noeing..
and then they sorta dun talk 2 u..
and u wonder..
"wat did i do rong?"
and then later think.. wat did i say rong?
i hate that feelin..
esp if tha last thing i said wz prob wat had offended em..
but i mean that mainly happens on msn i guesss...
like u dun see tha person's reaction...
and u dunno if tha person is still tehre..
and then they jus put away then offline..
its like -.-"
no reaction nothin..

well so far havent done much..
friday wz an ok day..
skool still obviously..
had choir early mornin..
scar hurt her poor wrist by slippin wen we were "playin" soccer...
technicalli i dun think wat we were doin would be counted as "playin"
we cant play soccer end of story..
mi leg hurts coz i had a bruise and then some1 kiked tha ball in2 it again..
and then it rained....
so we went indoors and i discovered mi likin 4 badminton..

sat wz a day at home..
nothin 2 do..
mainly slept tha whole day thru..
due 2 mi lack of sleep coz of tha term..

sun..
woke up EARLY again -.-"
mi parents had booked us 4 an "autumn day" tour of areas near perth...
it wz like 1 day long..
we went 2 a grape farm/orchard place..
then winery.. cant remember how 2 spell company's name...
then went 2 an orange farm..
had this lil tractor ride..
we sat like on this trailer of cartons which wz attatched 2 tha tractor..
and it drove us thru tha orange orchards
we had lunch..
and played ping-pong at tha place
while we were waitin 4 otha ppl 2 have their lil ride thing...
and mi sista and i sorta lost 2 this lil guy who wz like younger than mi sista -.-"
i finally learnt how 2 serve properly by tha boy's dad...

then afta that we went to this fish farm..
they mainly had baramunddi...
so sad...
like they "killed" tha fish by puttin em in ice water..
liek coz they were tropical fish so it wz 2 cold 4 em..
so they went in2 this hibernatin/dead state..
and mi sista saw this fish that started gaspin 4 water..
and like its gills expanded and stuff..
SO rank..
and afta that mi sista sorta went vegetarian...
then afta that we went 2 tha sand hills in lancelin...
they said we could go sandboardin..
but they didnt botha 2 mention tha whole $40 extra u had 2 pay..
so like no 1 did it..
so i jus rolled down tha sand hills...
oh did i mention tha fact that 99.9% of tha ppl of tha tour elderly?

so then i wz looked upon as if i had tha mental age of 5 afta that -.-"
i mean y cant i be happy that im happy there?
if ure simple minded ull be amused by such simple things...
and i mean wats rong wit that?
it could mean i have less things 2 worry bout ^^
afta all ignorance is bliss...
and thru lack of knowledge u could jus be as happy..

NE waiz..
i wz covered in sand..
and wen i went bak on tha coach i wz sorta told off 4 havin that much sand on me..
:(
so i wz forced 2 get off tha bus and dust it all off..
then got bak on tha bus wit tha bus driver still glarin at me..

went 2 a beach as a stop off where they had busses 4 tha elderly ladies..
coz they were bound 2 need tha toilet on tha way bak coz it wz liek a 2 hour dive...
so took some nice pix...
tho gettin 2 dark -.-"
afta that we went bak 2 nb 4 dinner which wz included as part of tha tour...
ate at jade court i think its called :S ...
and it wz then wen i sat down that i sorta realised i had sand still in mi pockets..
so i went 2 tha bathroom 2 empty out mi pockets...
OMG there wz SO much sand no comment..
plus tha fact that mi hair wz filled wit 4m rollin down tha hill...

so yah that wz mi sunday..
and 2day..
mainly 2day wz stayin at home and watchin movies...

hmm..
next topic of tha day..?
dunno yet...
cant think of ne thin 2 talk bout..

hmm..
i noticed..
i dun like it wen i have 2 start convos..
its strange..
its like i sorta wait 4 ppl 2 say somethin first..
othawise i sorta jus stay quiet...
well that is SOME of tha times...
not that i can remember ne times that i have started much convo...

ne waiz..
g2g
nite nite
*hugz*
-.-"
wat happened 2 mi new yr's resolution that id sleep at 10 pm everynite this yr..?