okz... havent posted since thurz... thatz mainly coz of tha english story assignment... i wz tryin 2 do but wz distracted by msn... so it took 2 nitez instead of 1... nothin seemz 2 have happend ne waiz.... dia i repeat... if u quit cadetz... our class (prof 2) will be reduced 2 a total of 6... coz there iz no prof 1 class coz tha basic 2 class got held bak... so... therez gonna be thiz huge gap... and even if u not gonna turn up... maybe jus com once in a while insteada quittin...? that betta than quittin.... hmm... wat happend since wed...? no main thingz realli... had skool... went 2 tha parent info nite on thur nite... stayed at tha boardin house b4 that... fri had skool... cadetz... thiz mornin... had chinese skool... went out wit mi parentz... for once since agez... came home... thatz bout all thatz happend 2 me in tha last 3 daiz... *sigh* mi borin life... but then i realli shouldnt complain... i should be happi that i am quite lucky... i do go 2 skool... and i do get wat i want most of tha time... but then i guezz itz jus that whole repeatative thing... 2 much 2 do... maybe i should drop bak on some stuff... oh well... till next yr... nothin more 2 say realli... nite nite... *hugz

====== continuin 4m last post ====== tha bio test wz okz... i fini 20 min b4 every1 else... handed tha test in and looked round... pplz were like on tha 2nd last page or somethin... and then i started worryin that i may have missed a page... or somethin.... so strange... i hope i did okz... social pix up 2day... i havent seen em yet... parrently they pretty bad... oh well... i neva said i wz photogenic... ugh... got mi bank statement... bit bad... oh well... tha interest ratez hav gone up... nothin interestin... lalalalala... wat 2 talk bout??? oh as every1 noez... ms lawson gave out tha warnin bout bloggin... and all... hmm... i wonder would mi blog be threatenin 2 othaz??? i mean am i realli givin out that much info??? oh well... jus gotta be a lil more cautious i guezz... i neva thought bout that... hmmmm... okz... need next subject 2 talk bout... i jus got bak 4m tha ct afta dark tour... a lil diff thiz yr... but tha main topix were tha same... but then i also had nic steele wit us thiz time... y did i totalli 4got that i mite have him take us on tha tour??? oh well... we walked past tha metro... heapza pplz... musta been pete murray concert... wait... okz jus told heapza stuff bout where i am... -.-" so much 4 bein cautious... oh well... damn.. french exam 2moro... -.-" oh well... i'll jus fail that... hmmm... wen we think of thingz... do we think of em bcoz we wanna think bout it??? or iz it coz ure mind jus wonderz... and change from one topic 2 anotha... until... u just think of somethin totalli different... 4m wat i start thinkin of... oh well... could jus be me... ... me in pain... still sufferin 4m that violent basketball game we had yesterday... i mean seriously... how competative??? pplz scratchin... and clawing (scar)... elbowin me in tha face (twice)... ugh... god... and ova wat??? a "friendly" match of basketball... *sigh* i wonder... wit tha ms lawson warnin thing... i wonder which staff member found em... and how long they've been readin... and whoz site they readin... and y not voice their veiwz??? we have a rite 2 noe who readz our blogz.... dont we??? wait... by ms lawson tellin us.. they did voice their veiw.. well... sorta... okz... i take bak wat i say... got voice 2moro... and guezz speaker... -.-" oh well... uh oh.. gettin late... niten nite *hugz

IT

i gotta stop bloggin durin IT...
but itz so borin...
i guezz tha onli reason i took it wz coz mi dad wanted me 2....

2 day i had...
s+e... mathz...health... bio.. and IT...
i had inclass essay 4 s+e...
we were given 1 page (double sided..)
i ended up ritin 5 pagez...
2 much...
it wz on tha electoral process...
i couldnt remember a single thing bout it in tha mornin...
but i thought i knew tha gist...
tha otha pplz in class were complainin bout how they didnt understand....
and guezz wat???
mr O as usual doez tha slack thing he usualli doez...
and goez and explainz it 2 us...
-.-"
wat iz tha point of ritin notez and listenin in class...
and revisin tha nite b4...
wen tha next day tha teacha jus practicalli givez u tha answer...
rite b4 tha essay???
all tha pplz had 2 do wz remember wat he said bout 10 minz ago...
and convert it in2 essay form...
-.-"

then we had mathz...
and yee lian said shez doin that mathz olympiad...
i saw tha examplez of last yrz test q...
OMG...
they so bloody hard...
there iz no way i'm gonna try out 4 that no matter wat mi parentz say...
i mean me stuck in there doin stuff like factorialz wit out a calc...
i guezz i jus 2 dependant on tha calc...

health...
we spent time listenin 2 ms hughez...
blabin on bout tha importance of bein assertive in a sexual relationship...
and then how we had 2 work out which 1 we are...
and how we communicate...
whether we are a passive person, assertive or aggressive...
me thinkz me iz passive...
or am i??
oh well...
wat eva...

i had bio test 4 bio...
end of class i fini later....

okz... doin hw now... and half studyin... so much stuff iz due thiz week... -.-" oh well... i guezz thatz tah life in skool.... we got our subject selection formz 2day... every1z talkin bout which subjectz 2 choose... i still wonderin if i wanna do 3 science and 2 mathz and lit.. if i can bearly cope atm... i wonder wat life will be like next yr... or maybe i'll adjust 2 it... which i highly doubt but then i'd neva noe... or maybe i mite drop a day off in tha afternoonz... time iz flyin by... i keep sayin it ova and ova again... and sometimez it feelz like i wasted most of mi time... and done nothing particularly excitin.. or worthwhile... but then onli bout 1/4 of mi life has passed... seemz like a lot tho... betta get 2 sleep... so much 2 do 2moro... nite nite *hugz

commerce

in commerce....
nothing 2 do...
i wonder sometimez y i even took commerce...
oh well...
getting along slowly....
maybe i should have taken another subject instead...
2 late 2 change now tho...

i'm so tired...
i feel like loggin on 2 msn and findin some 1 2 talk 2...
but then skool blocked out emessenger...
now nothing 2 do...
ms quenel iz eyein me evilly....
i mean she keepz walkin thiz way...
there realli iz nothin 2 do...
or it could be me slackin off agian...

talkin bout slackkin off...
i wz thinkin maybe i should try out wat ms padman said...
and jus try and study hard 4 tha examz...
and see if i can improve heapz in a short amount of time...
but then i doubt i'd be bothad 2...

yee lianz doin her debate....
melissa and joanne have their compz open 2 friendster...
and me..
bloggin...
no 1 can be bothaed ne more...
well...
joannez jus started cuttin up a pom pom...
but mainly commerce iz gettin borin...
i mite as well play gamez...

bye...
*hugz

nm happen at skool 2 day as usual... had s+e.... commerce... harp... science.... english & pe... most classes as borin as usual... played modcross in pe.... sorta a modified version of lacrosse... it wz okz... as hard as i remember it 2 be.... wz playin against elissa... and she stepz on mi foot and i ended up trippin ova... -.-" painful... damn... fini eatin anotha box of chocolatez... i realli gotta watch wat i eat... or soon i'll jus grow fatter and fatter... i dunno y... these daiz i jus cravin 2 eat more and more sweetz... hmm... is there ne otha place 2 get tagboardz 4m??? i mean fooble onli workz half tha time... and tagboard.com i dont exactly like... i'll jus keep lookin i guezz... till then... oh well.. itz late... betta go sleep... nite nite

day of cleanin

got up at 12pm 2day.. spent notha day of cleanin again... nothing much happened... dad tried 2 teach me 2 drive... jus mainly tha basicz.... i talked 2 mi uncle ova msn... talkin bout msn... i sorta dont like tha fact that on msn that u dont talk 2 tha person in person... u dont get 2 hear their voice... unless u have tha mic 4 an audio convo.... but then... i guezz there are some advantagez of talkin 2 pplz wit out facin them... and tha fact u can talk 2 pplz who are ovaseaz.... and everythin u read iz of ure own inference... how u interpret it... it may not come out tha way it wz intended... specialli 4 pplz who are prodominantly audio... itz harder... but then.. wit tha disadvantage of not hearin tha person's voice... unless u have a mic... u can still see them if they have a webcam i guezz... but havin both webcam and audio... that'd practicalli talkin 2 tha person but at home... instead of actualli goin out... are we as pplz slowly closin tha world out??? cant be stuffed goin out wen we can talk 2 pplz at home??? i mean therez also tha phone... but then u cant have a large convo wit heapza pplz... and not wit all pplz at tha same time... and then therez sms... convenience i guess... thatz wat itz all bout i guezz... convenience 4 pplz wit bz livez... communicationz... improvin i guezz... but then somtimez... wit tha new technologiez... i guezz simple pleasurez are lost... i mean personalli i prefer... sittin outside... on tha grass in tha sun and jus chattin wit pplz... or jus sittin in silence... and jus enjoy tha company... or stayin indoorz... and jus sit round a table or ne where... and jus simply talk... or i could jus be a simple person... i guess i jus am that way.... the simpleton that i am.... i actualli had quite a good weekend... come 2 think of it... i mean i got 2 have a nice but short talk 2 mi dad... and got 2 learn how 2 drive witout acceloratin 2 much... and talked quite a lot of pplz... got heapza sleep done... bak 2 chinese skool and tha timetablez pretty good.... talk 2 pplz at chinese skool... tha social wz okz... had mona and scar ova... and got 2 see mi couzinz... compared 2 most weekendz it wz quite good.... i feel pretty content... but i mean i woulda liked 2 have gone out somewhere... i mean mi dad offered 2 take me 2 tha ct... and let me wonder round... maybe watch a movie... but i'm happi i kept mi prioritiez in order... i had hw 2 do.. and i did do most of it... cept 4 tha journal.. -.-" but me happi!!! i guezz life can be fun... as long as i look at it 4m a positive view... like i alwaiz did b4... oh well... gettin late nite nite