Well..
Originally a procrastination post..
but really
OMG
i just received the news and im totally estatic!!
GO dia!!
well anyways..
she's goin over to sydney
to sail against the "hot-rods" quote dia..
*screams*
i'm SO proud of you!!
but really..
details later..
since i sorta dont have the full story..
my procrastination post?
*sigh*
dunno what happened to it now..
it just disappeared into thin air after i heard dia's news.
hmm reading back to tagboard..
guess ill go over my weekend..
gist?
Saturday:
*Chinese
*Temple Work
*Resto Function Help
Sunday:
*Temple
*Work
*Didnt get home till late
due to lack of staff
relating to tag?
"meanwhilst i have the urge to stab anyone
who has a bf/gf who thinks EVERYOTHER person
in the world has one too..>< "
well actually that wasnt a total correctly put statement..
what i meant??
since i was so tired by the time i typed it
i may have put it wrongly
should be:
"meanwhilst i have the urge to stab anyone
who has a bf/gf who thinks that it is incredelous that
there is an existance of people MY AGE that are single"
i mean seriously...
being MY PARENTS friends..
and well being younger than my parents..
but like late 20s/early 30s
its not long ago that you were probs dating..
but like OMG
maybe im taking it WAY too personally..
actually i think i may just am..
but i feel like a vent..
:P
so its vent-intentional
need something to vent bout..
and topic came up..
anyways..
OMG..
like just the disbelief in the face..
i just cant like why is it not normal..
am i SERIOUSLY defected
or ABnormal
if i dont HAVE a bf at this age..
what? am i meant to be going round sleeping round..
coz im all drugged up on some thing or the other..?
Damn stereotypes -.-
hmm and i guess..
its the fact that hello.. MY personal life..
you're coming for dinner..
not getting to know ME personally..
not likely to see you anytime soon
WHY the HECK?
so the excuse of trying to make conversation?
they asked me just before they were to leave..
that isnt soemthing you ask ppl..
before you say BYE
mm
and as well..
ive lost count of the ppl who WANT to know if i have one or not..?
ok interested in me?
makes sense..
im on a plane flight bout to get off a plane.
and ure a flight attendant?
big HUH?
or..
ppl like scar noted..
who randomly talk bout their other halves?
i dont wanna know how you CHEATED on em..
-.-
for christ's sakes..
i also dont wanna know how you lost "it"
way TOO much info
for general convo
seriously..
dont wanna know how many ppl you slept with..
what is up with ppl?
ok..
thats nough fo my ramble..
im so gonna regret typing this n wasting half hours sleep..
nite nite
*hugz*
Monday, August 07, 2006
Numerology...
Yess...
a filler post..
Your Inner or Soul's Urge - This is spiritual and emotional expression more than physical. It is your heart-felt desires, your incentive, how you look at life. Here are your areas of personal satisfaction.
Deep down, you desire the best life has to offer. This includes living your inner life in peace and silence. You have a keen sense of perfection and like to meditate and analyze, dissect, examine, and consider things from every angle. And you can definitely do without poverty, the transitory, and the noise and confusion of the business world.
You love huge libraries, old and well-maintained gardens, classic pictures, and time mellowed furniture. You are intellectual, scientific, philosophical, deeply intuitive, and a well of secrecy. You are sought after for your wisdom. Probably you are somewhat shy and deeply emotional, but with a horror of showing it.
For more complete personal understanding of life, work on expressing your emotions, trusting your feelings, less avoidance, and being sympathetic and understanding with people. You possess a tremendous inner wisdom.
Your Personality - This is physical expression more than spiritual or emotional; your outer self, the way you express when meeting others. It may or may not be the real you.
You appear dignified and poised, intellectual, and somewhat aloof. When first meeting someone, you appear hard to know, but are friendly and a good talker when better acquainted. You emit a strong sense of self-knowledge.
While discussing familiar topics, you are convincing and appear at ease. However, in unfamiliar areas you can make statements you later regret.
Your personality gains when well-dressed and groomed; good style with straight lines and touches of color and sparkle, possibly of expensive materials.
Your Quiescent Self - Stripping away all outside influences, aspirations, ambitions, "shoulds", and "shouldn'ts" -- this is you when you are alone; just you and your dreams..
You have a cosmic connection with spiritual wisdom. The Ancients are no stranger to you. In fact, you share their knowledge. You are known for who you are, and people seek you out to hear your words of wisdom. You live in an old, beautifully restored house; your library is full of precious and rare books and your study is adorned with classic art.
Your thoughts and pleasure are meditation on the philosophical and spiritual wisdom of the masters of old.
Your Destiny or Ultimate Goal - This is your desired lifetime accomplishment. It is a key to a useful and happy life, and to feeling fulfillment during your latter days.
Your destiny is to promote the idea of liberty for all; knowing that happiness cannot last without the right to be free. You know progress comes through change, by entertaining new ideas and trying new methods. Your destiny includes helping people live life more fully and with more joy. You are versatile and clever.
You are comfortable interacting with people of diverse races and backgrounds, a natural lecturer or teacher, an artist with written and spoken words, and capable of understanding many different viewpoints. You insist on having freedom of action and speech. Your life changes often, sometimes unpredictably, and you enjoy it because each change brings new opportunities to understand and absorb yet more aspects of life. You love travel and the open spaces, and you have the best opportunities to succeed in occupations that have those qualities and also bring you in contact with people, including sales, acting, speaking, teaching, commercial artist, legal fields, or as a writer or editor.
You are striking, attention getting, entertaining, and find it easier to move about than to make permanent associations with people or undertakings.
Your Life's Path - Here are clues to what fate has in store for you. It indicates the type of encounters, events, and opportunities you are likely to experience along your physical life path.
Your path is along commercial activity and organization, business affairs, positions of authority, and management of people. Your goals are reached most easily by cultivating a large outlook, refusing all limitation, and using your authority and power wisely.
You are a natural leader and a natural executive. Your ability to lead is limited only by your range of education and experience. You are able to deal well with the practical and material things of life, including judicious accumulation and use of money.
Your opportunities lie with fulfilling the needs of organization, efficiency, effective handling of personnel, and expressing your executive abilities. Large corporations and organizations appeal to you.
This Year's Path - Here is what you are likely to encounter this year -- your feelings, your predominant perspective, and the type of situations, circumstances, and opportunities you tend to attract during the calendar year.
This is your year for personal reflection and perfection, a year of introspection. You feel like analyzing everything you have been and are doing. You think about beauty, love, perfection, and what life is all about.
You spend a good deal of time alone, getting acquainted with yourself and your new inner power. This year you gain a better understanding of your emotions and your spiritual nature. Take time out to rest, study, read, and travel, and to look at life from a different angle. Find outlets for personal creative expression.
If you have psychic, spiritual, new age, or mystic interests, this is the year to pursue those studies.
Quality is your standard.
Next Year's Path.
This is your year of achievement, your year to make great strides in business, employment, promotions, monetary compensation, and/or the accumulation of possessions. It is your harvest time.
You feel ambition stirring, a desire to better your financial condition. To accomplish this, it is necessary to be businesslike, efficient, and practical all year.
Many opportunities present themselves. To gain your rewards, move forward in a businesslike manner and with sustained effort. Your state of mind, mental capacity, education, experience, and self-confidence are all part of your success and financial advancement.
You feel desire to make a special effort to improve or bring to a successful conclusion some of the ideas and dreams of the past years.
This is a year of action. Place your abilities on the market with a sense of self-confidence and authority.
Last Year's Path
This is a year of service for you, a duty year. You feel you're assuming new responsibilities. People make more demands of you this year. You are needed in many directions.
Warmth and good will toward others, along with love and harmony, will make everything worthwhile. Justice, fair play, and honesty are important. It is a year for unselfish service.
Take care of your health because without it you cannot help others. Find time for rest and relaxation. This is a year to be thorough and conscientious about everything that you do.
It is a year of fine and friendly influence for marriage, tranquil home conditions, and traditional family activities. You may feel a strong desire to get settled..
a filler post..
Your Inner or Soul's Urge - This is spiritual and emotional expression more than physical. It is your heart-felt desires, your incentive, how you look at life. Here are your areas of personal satisfaction.
Deep down, you desire the best life has to offer. This includes living your inner life in peace and silence. You have a keen sense of perfection and like to meditate and analyze, dissect, examine, and consider things from every angle. And you can definitely do without poverty, the transitory, and the noise and confusion of the business world.
You love huge libraries, old and well-maintained gardens, classic pictures, and time mellowed furniture. You are intellectual, scientific, philosophical, deeply intuitive, and a well of secrecy. You are sought after for your wisdom. Probably you are somewhat shy and deeply emotional, but with a horror of showing it.
For more complete personal understanding of life, work on expressing your emotions, trusting your feelings, less avoidance, and being sympathetic and understanding with people. You possess a tremendous inner wisdom.
Your Personality - This is physical expression more than spiritual or emotional; your outer self, the way you express when meeting others. It may or may not be the real you.
You appear dignified and poised, intellectual, and somewhat aloof. When first meeting someone, you appear hard to know, but are friendly and a good talker when better acquainted. You emit a strong sense of self-knowledge.
While discussing familiar topics, you are convincing and appear at ease. However, in unfamiliar areas you can make statements you later regret.
Your personality gains when well-dressed and groomed; good style with straight lines and touches of color and sparkle, possibly of expensive materials.
Your Quiescent Self - Stripping away all outside influences, aspirations, ambitions, "shoulds", and "shouldn'ts" -- this is you when you are alone; just you and your dreams..
You have a cosmic connection with spiritual wisdom. The Ancients are no stranger to you. In fact, you share their knowledge. You are known for who you are, and people seek you out to hear your words of wisdom. You live in an old, beautifully restored house; your library is full of precious and rare books and your study is adorned with classic art.
Your thoughts and pleasure are meditation on the philosophical and spiritual wisdom of the masters of old.
Your Destiny or Ultimate Goal - This is your desired lifetime accomplishment. It is a key to a useful and happy life, and to feeling fulfillment during your latter days.
Your destiny is to promote the idea of liberty for all; knowing that happiness cannot last without the right to be free. You know progress comes through change, by entertaining new ideas and trying new methods. Your destiny includes helping people live life more fully and with more joy. You are versatile and clever.
You are comfortable interacting with people of diverse races and backgrounds, a natural lecturer or teacher, an artist with written and spoken words, and capable of understanding many different viewpoints. You insist on having freedom of action and speech. Your life changes often, sometimes unpredictably, and you enjoy it because each change brings new opportunities to understand and absorb yet more aspects of life. You love travel and the open spaces, and you have the best opportunities to succeed in occupations that have those qualities and also bring you in contact with people, including sales, acting, speaking, teaching, commercial artist, legal fields, or as a writer or editor.
You are striking, attention getting, entertaining, and find it easier to move about than to make permanent associations with people or undertakings.
Your Life's Path - Here are clues to what fate has in store for you. It indicates the type of encounters, events, and opportunities you are likely to experience along your physical life path.
Your path is along commercial activity and organization, business affairs, positions of authority, and management of people. Your goals are reached most easily by cultivating a large outlook, refusing all limitation, and using your authority and power wisely.
You are a natural leader and a natural executive. Your ability to lead is limited only by your range of education and experience. You are able to deal well with the practical and material things of life, including judicious accumulation and use of money.
Your opportunities lie with fulfilling the needs of organization, efficiency, effective handling of personnel, and expressing your executive abilities. Large corporations and organizations appeal to you.
This Year's Path - Here is what you are likely to encounter this year -- your feelings, your predominant perspective, and the type of situations, circumstances, and opportunities you tend to attract during the calendar year.
This is your year for personal reflection and perfection, a year of introspection. You feel like analyzing everything you have been and are doing. You think about beauty, love, perfection, and what life is all about.
You spend a good deal of time alone, getting acquainted with yourself and your new inner power. This year you gain a better understanding of your emotions and your spiritual nature. Take time out to rest, study, read, and travel, and to look at life from a different angle. Find outlets for personal creative expression.
If you have psychic, spiritual, new age, or mystic interests, this is the year to pursue those studies.
Quality is your standard.
Next Year's Path.
This is your year of achievement, your year to make great strides in business, employment, promotions, monetary compensation, and/or the accumulation of possessions. It is your harvest time.
You feel ambition stirring, a desire to better your financial condition. To accomplish this, it is necessary to be businesslike, efficient, and practical all year.
Many opportunities present themselves. To gain your rewards, move forward in a businesslike manner and with sustained effort. Your state of mind, mental capacity, education, experience, and self-confidence are all part of your success and financial advancement.
You feel desire to make a special effort to improve or bring to a successful conclusion some of the ideas and dreams of the past years.
This is a year of action. Place your abilities on the market with a sense of self-confidence and authority.
Last Year's Path
This is a year of service for you, a duty year. You feel you're assuming new responsibilities. People make more demands of you this year. You are needed in many directions.
Warmth and good will toward others, along with love and harmony, will make everything worthwhile. Justice, fair play, and honesty are important. It is a year for unselfish service.
Take care of your health because without it you cannot help others. Find time for rest and relaxation. This is a year to be thorough and conscientious about everything that you do.
It is a year of fine and friendly influence for marriage, tranquil home conditions, and traditional family activities. You may feel a strong desire to get settled..
A..B..C.. easy as 1..2..3...
A - AVAILABLE?
Yep
B - BEST FRIENDS:
the WORLD :P
C - CRUSH:
-
D - DADS NAME:
:S um disclosed
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:
Annabel :P
F - FAVE DRINK:
atm.. passionfruit anything :P
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS:
which one's sour? :P mm if neiether than gummy bears :D
H - HOMETOWN:
Oh Little town of Gnomesville
I - INSTRUMENT:
One phrase: Jack of All Trades Master of None..
Voice counted as an instrument?
J - JELLY FLAVOUR:
Lemon or lime..
OR
Lemon N Lime
K - KIDS:
maybe sometime in the V.V. distant future..
but atm.. havent ever put a thought to it
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:
mm either from LA to Grand Canyon..
OR
Car trips round Europe..
not sure.. i sorta don't sit there
and count the seconds that pass by..
that would sorta be WAY too boring
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR:
Vanilla
yep.. i admit i can be boring
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:
ONE
tho i still wish for an older brother..
anyone know of a good big brother adoption agency?:P
O - ONE WISH:
Here's a typ answer:
World Peace..
hello? its a wish..
P - PHOBIA:
dunno really..
tho im heaps scared of solitary-try
Q - QUOTE:
"Dance like no one is watching,
Sing like no one is listening,
Love like you've never been hurt
And Live as if Heaven is on Earth"
R - REASON TO SMILE:
there really isnt a reason needed..
but smile for the people around you,
smile because they smile or
just coz you feel like it..
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD:
Di Yi Tz - Guang Liang
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
7:30 am
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME:
I love the Blue Morpho Butterfly
n
today i found a ladybug..
well i nearly stepped on it..
then realised..
so i picked it up
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE:
Avocado
W - WORST HABITS:
Dunno when to shut up...
therefore digging myself endless holes n tunnels
:P
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:
:S around 2 well that's excluding teeth related ones
Y - YUMMY FOOD:
Most food is yummy.. isnt that enough?
Z - ZODIAC SIGN:
Aquarius
Yep
B - BEST FRIENDS:
the WORLD :P
C - CRUSH:
-
D - DADS NAME:
:S um disclosed
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:
Annabel :P
F - FAVE DRINK:
atm.. passionfruit anything :P
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS:
which one's sour? :P mm if neiether than gummy bears :D
H - HOMETOWN:
Oh Little town of Gnomesville
I - INSTRUMENT:
One phrase: Jack of All Trades Master of None..
Voice counted as an instrument?
J - JELLY FLAVOUR:
Lemon or lime..
OR
Lemon N Lime
K - KIDS:
maybe sometime in the V.V. distant future..
but atm.. havent ever put a thought to it
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:
mm either from LA to Grand Canyon..
OR
Car trips round Europe..
not sure.. i sorta don't sit there
and count the seconds that pass by..
that would sorta be WAY too boring
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR:
Vanilla
yep.. i admit i can be boring
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:
ONE
tho i still wish for an older brother..
anyone know of a good big brother adoption agency?:P
O - ONE WISH:
Here's a typ answer:
World Peace..
hello? its a wish..
P - PHOBIA:
dunno really..
tho im heaps scared of solitary-try
Q - QUOTE:
"Dance like no one is watching,
Sing like no one is listening,
Love like you've never been hurt
And Live as if Heaven is on Earth"
R - REASON TO SMILE:
there really isnt a reason needed..
but smile for the people around you,
smile because they smile or
just coz you feel like it..
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD:
Di Yi Tz - Guang Liang
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
7:30 am
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME:
I love the Blue Morpho Butterfly
n
today i found a ladybug..
well i nearly stepped on it..
then realised..
so i picked it up
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE:
Avocado
W - WORST HABITS:
Dunno when to shut up...
therefore digging myself endless holes n tunnels
:P
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:
:S around 2 well that's excluding teeth related ones
Y - YUMMY FOOD:
Most food is yummy.. isnt that enough?
Z - ZODIAC SIGN:
Aquarius