ok.
was considering blogging
but then thinking about it..
i was like
'since i dont have a point
i wont actually get an actual post done
and then in that case..
it'll probs save as a draft..
and like a number of drafts of mine.
it'll just rot away to eternity
coz by the time too much time passes
i wont even remember the reasoning behind
what i was writing about..'
and it was at that moment.
that i thought about all the draft posts i ever had
and thought..
bout time to fix it up huh?
why not 'write' that wrong? :P
(yes sad n lame. but i need reasons to be happy ok?)
so here it is..
ALL the draft posts that have been sitting away
in my 'dashboard' awaiting some TLC.
well more of ive only chosen the ones
that were in at least some substantial length..
2 lines woulda been just too pointless...
so yep. here it is..
cant really say 'enjoy' but more of..
'for your procratty behaviour..
now i present to you....
A Walk Down Old Draft's Lane'
hmmm -.- is someone avoiding chem study or what?
meanwhilst do mind that some of these were written
AGES ago. so some opinions expressed
MAY or MAY NOT reflect what i think now :)
Long W/E
19 May 2005 @ 23:27
long w/e and exams are coming up so quick..
and thanx 2 gar who reminded me practicalli..
tho u do sorta understand there are things that i choose 2 do in an attempt 2 get mi mind OFF exams..
tho good point both waiz..
i cant remember bout last week..
but i wanna rite bout it >.<
oh well..
i can bearly remember tha w/e...
there wz that pipe thingy that burst near tha freeway..
so liek tha drive 4m tha ct 2 freo wz like 3 hours...
poor ppl stuck in traffic...
and it also meant 4 me that same fri nite wen i had tha music concert..
and afta an hour in tha traffic onli got like 1/4 of tha way 2 skool..
and like our performance wz like 3rd..
so didnt make it on time...
so turned tha car round and drove 2 ct...
went shopping 4 mi mum..
found her a nice suit thingy ^^
next day wz tha wedding thing..
seriously in mi whole life..
i conclude i havent been 2 a wedding thats been LESS organised -.-"
it seemed like there wz no expense or thought put in...
tho that coulda been jus a lil ceremony thing that they didnt care bout..
but i guess i grew up learning that wedding is a whole BIG day..
and like its a day that should be remembered 4 tha couple..
tha expense side i couldnt realli comment on since like ppl have different financial statuses.. but i mean they were SO disorganised.. -.-"
and one of tha funniest thingz in tha morning wz like coz they were so disorganised they didnt have liek those red pin on tags on them that like say in chinese "bride" or "groom" or like "mother in law" etc.. wen mi dad came..
(he wz MC btw) and since hez realli serious wen it comes 2 customs and stuff..
so he goes 2 them go buy them coz like it would help 2 identify who is who...
so they send some1 off 2 buy em..
wen they come bak afta a huge rush and give it 2 tha ppl..
mi dad looks at em and is like stunned and i go ova 2 look at watz so weird
and i cracked up..
they had bought 2 "groom" name things lol..
i mean u get a "bride" and "groom" not 2 "grooms"
unless they were gay..
but not tha case at this wedding
=====================================
continuation Sat 25 June..
k.. i cant remember tha fine details of that wedding ne more...
let alone most of tha stuff in that w/e..
but.. ill jus do it off tha top of mi head..
umm..
the groom wz then late...
we all went 2 bride's house..
had a lil talk thingy..
then went bak 2 tha groom's house..
where they had invited a priest 2 do tah ceremony at tha house..
afta there were some char siu buns passed round..
and i think a realli rude thing wz...
like coz tha bride's side wz christian..
and tha groom's side wz...
umm dunno but they had tah whole kitchen god.. and land god etc..
dunno wat 2 call religion..
ne waiz...
tha bride's maids.. since they were bz all morning..
so once they saw tha plate of buns..
they like started 2 grab em..
then jus b4 ne of them ate 1..
one of tha bride's maids said:
"wait.. i think they mite have been offered [as in 2 tha kitchen god etc]"
and straight away..
they jus like dropped tha buns bak on tha plate...
-.-"
i mean it wz offered 4 u 2 eat..
and its jus a suspicion..
ok i understand that yeah itz your religionz n what not
but cmon ure hungry and itz food.
you BIT it ALREADY too late huh?!
haiz food gone to waste
The Visiting of My Muse...
7 September 2005 @ 21:35
well my muse visited me..
and i now have somethin 2 vent bout..
tho personally its NOT such a good thing..
i mean..
i have found..
well not exactly found since i didnt discover it..
but more of i have concluded that...
my parent's alternative to the tv..
and internet (well not that they use it)
would be...
THE...
RADIO
not really surprisin i noe...
since tvs and radios and the net are VV new...
but im really not talkin bout the normal radio..
and the radio stations at that..
but of the lil black 1 my mum recently got..
its like an A5 sized black box with an extended antenna
and it is portble as well..
pretty old you think..?
well the main thing..
is that it broadcasts vietnamese TWENTY-FOUR/SEVEN
...
which means its on at home..
its on when my mum's at work..
its ALSO on in the car...
well my mum is enjoyin it heaps..
since she keeps listenin to it...
and lately theres sorta been less scoldings..
less comments on stuff...
good eh...?
uh uh..
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
couldnt ever be more wrong..
now its like "later on adela"
-.-"
eg..
after school today..
*mum picks me up..
radio is on in the car..*
me: afternoon mum
mum: good afternoon della
me:how was your day?
mum:shh della im listening..
ask me later
*later on*
me:mum, can i..?
mum: SHHH! the radio! its important
me: -.- *thinks: again still?*
[Untitled]
27 April 2006 @ 22:54
hmm
waht to say?
wanted to post so yeah..
here it is..
well not really since theres nothing actually posted..
mm what're the thoughts on those mobile/child GPS ?!
well the deal is..
designed by some mobile company i think it was..
its a combination of a GPS and a mobile..
the parent gets a fone and the child gets a fone..pro: child gets fone living in the materialistic world we are in..
and then..
whenever the parent choses..
they can look up where their child is by assuming that's where their fone is..
you know what's crappy?!?
having any form of conscience....
it can really screw your mind up..
esp when you think too much..
OR.
you live in a world where you cannot sleep..
coz all you can bloody do is lie round thinking..
what if this...? what if that...?
its this god damn bloody .... cloud of doubt..
just this thing..
taht bloody keeps me up..
and if its not one thing its another..
*sigh*
====================================
yet again a leftover post..
from like 4 days ago..
school starts tomoz..
and yeah i wanna see my friends..
no i havent gotten any work done yet -.-
and exams in 3 weeks ><
of whichi i dont even know what i have due in tomoz
since i lost my diary -.-
mm and the fact that my ipod's frozen
and my sister just left this morning :(
no not lina, Julia
on that note..
its a wonder why my parents wont let me learn to drive yet..
well not really
since i know a major factor is the fact that
they believe if you let kids learn to drive to early..
they'll have more freedom to go off anytime they like..
TROY Story...
2 July 2006 @ 17:16
With a spark of creativity..
prob an absence of del's personal voice..
and just a hint of prcrasintation..
(well lets just say my last lil fun bit
before i get into a week of endless stress)
i present to you..
a recount of Friday in...
*drum rolls*
Troy Story!!
Once upon a time...
in a land far away..
the female kingdom of MLC
all migrated to a great stadium for a day of "fun and games"
Divided into 6 different teams according to each one's characteristics..
the population including its supervisors
and one strange particular individual..
who will remain un-named.. :P
(shown below)
barracked for all of the teams in a bid to feel happy
no matter who won..
she belonged to the tribe of Troy
and it is today that we unravel the story of the Troy Tribe..
*starting from here on is an official continuation..
of a masterpiece.. minus the master that was started bout 2 or 3 weeks ago*
on this particular year,
there were a number of particular themes
Shades of Grey...
19 September 2006 @ 17:13
You know..
really on the ending weeks of term 3 classes..
i found it strange that i was feeling skeptical
n sentimental over things during H BIO...
well its just so strange being h bio that i even felt that way..
disillusioned...
ever think back n reflect..
where the memories of the past..
what seemed so happy back then seems
all suddenly like a bunch of falseness?
I Sound Like.. WHO!?!
9 March 2007 @ 07:20
with the supposed belief
that girls like guys who are like their dads
and guys like girls who are like their mums
some complex or the other..
i was thinking about it and realised
is it really suprising we sooner or later
end up taking up things from either of our parents?
if you think about it
what you choose to do is reflective
of either similar to what your parents believed
and taught to you
the complete opposite
or a mixture of both
coz like what are the other possible choices?
me for one
i never realised there are those characteristics
until i stopped.. and actually thought
why the heck did i do that?!
or
why the heck did i say that?!
=============================
the above being written about 14 days ago..
OMG about what? only two weeks ago?
jeez time flies > <
i cant even remember 2 weeks ago
seems sorta too normalised
guess im really enjoying uni then
not really any other explaination to it otherwise
=============================
and on to the above add yet another 3 days
mmhmm yep.
that's the load of it.
tho some of them sorta ended really abruptly
hmm 'abruptly' i dont like that word..
i have like pronounciation difficulties with it
i guess it sorta feels better now that they're published
or least going to be published
but still cant erase the whole 'drafts' words from my list
coz i just copied n pasted
n not actually pressed publish for each one
hmm maybe i should go back n delete them?
then it'll look all pretty again
coz then the list of posts shall not have this bright
ORANGE standing out word that reminds me of business left undone.
tho really why does that bother me..
i do have a lotta unfinished business in general..
hmm a lot of it to do with studies too :S
ah well.
it suggests that i enjoy blogging more than study maybe?
i think so *nods*
you know.
i got up this morning..
and realised something.
the further along i get with my exam cram
the more books that start appearing on my bed
so far for every exam finished..
another textbook appears on my bed..
lol i think it was more of
'get outta my sight now that i'm done with you' :P
but yeah.. that meant that there was SO much space
on my desk this morning
i was like whoa!!
then looked at my bed and sorta.. yeah
sorta explained to me why my desk is near empty.
somehow.
im still amazed at how
a few hours before each exam i've had
i just sit there eager for the exam to start
its not like i know the stuff.
ive just crammed it..
so the likelihood of getting a satisfying mark for it
is like super low
but i actually couldnt wait for exams TO start.
and funny that.
im dreading the end of exams coz it means work...
huh.. how am i gonna deal with work after study?
if i am already dreading working now
and looking forwards to exams?
i think my brain has been scrambled..
dont you??
dum di dum.
im waiting for my chem lecture slides to load.
coz there's no such thing as ilecture for chem unit
damnit.
but on the plus at least i have the textbook to read outta
lol last time i was studying chem (mid sems)
my mum came in and looked at what i was studying
and goes 'how bout i test you on your unit k?'
surprised that my mum said that im like 'oh ok sure'
she closed my book
picked it up..
pointed at the picture of the flower on the cover of my textbook
and asked me...
'what type of flower is that?'
-.-"
i seriously stood there dumbfounded.
flower yes prettiful
flower name.. no idea?
studying chem. dont care bout flower
yes?
flower name not going to be tested..
somehow after that i decided
i think she was meaning to cheer me up
not actually help me with study...
ah well..
Black, Black Heart.
that's the song that's stuck in my head atm.
oh thinking about blackness.
i found a layout im happy with already..
actually two
BUT. the annoying thing..
is one is the clicky 4 box type
where you have to click them to go to different things
liek tagbox n the actual posts
n i dont like em so that one's out
and the other one..
which should actually be no problem with
im having troubles applying
coz everytime i do
the text just covers each other
and that's just from copying
and pasting the template over..
so i gotta work that out first
*sigh* troublesome.
but its pretty ^^
so until i find an alternative
ill just have to solve the prob
which is most likely to take forever..
damnit..
but then again
im also considering just why not use an old layout?
something from before?
but hmmm.. :S
not happy with anything just yet
thinking about it
after this chem exam.
its *poof* end of first yr uni.
its like whoa.
mm i still wanna get one of those uni hoodies tho..
i didnt actually end up getting round to buying one
lol i remember back in highschool seeing them
and wanting one..
and now i have the chance to.. i guess
just yet to take it.
hmm
why is it and how is it..
that people can bitch bout others so easily sometimes
i'd say i hate it like most people
and in the same breath i guess i do have to admit it that
yes i do commit the very same sin
and sometimes
i wonder how i end up coming across to others
like how i appear.. in what i do
coz for all i know
it could be aloof, friendly, closed in or just plain bitchy
n i wouldnt know.
but sometimes
when you sit down n chat in places busy with people
rushing or walking casually past
you can see.. in their air n posture
the goal oriented
the confidence
the relaxed
the happy
the sad
the sloth-like
just making their way along
just coz they have to. or coz they want to
and it just seems to roll off them in waves
sometimes its just the confidence in someone's stride
that makes you think that they're having the best of their time
enjoying what they're doing and getting along with their life
but in the same thought. i think about..
is that really what's happening? is that their entire life
encapsulated and summarised in a single walking style?
what's on their mind atm?
is it coz of their thoughts that they walk that way?
or is it another thing? is there a particular reason behind it?
and in the sight of meeting someone
from the past all over again
is it time that changes the person?
or the actual perception that's changed?
did their opinion change?
was it just the memory that's rough around the edges
or the fixedness of the memory of the person
being projected onto the person as an ideal
of what they're meant to do n say..
what's the predicted response and such
so have i really changed? or was it just you?
did you ever even know me for who i am?
that this me that's still here's the same
yet the different setting gives you the different perception?
or dont you remember me at all?
the fact that what you supposed to think i was
wasnt that at all and the memory created
is just another ideal that's fused with memory?
or the assumption that with the passing of time
ive just been stereotyped into a whole new category..
or..
could it just be the reaction to the person in general
for sometimes what you think you know
just may not be as major as you thought i was
nothing but a miniscule detail
just as you scratch the surface of something
its then that you realise
that maybe. you dont know a damned thing at all
or the fact that in the end
the conclusion came to oh so long ago
really was right
that the reason for association
was just one of convenience?
hmm
listening to music these days
i realised that along with the onset of exams
i miss my voice lessons
the day in which i looked foward to the hour arvo session
where i actually worked on a piece of music
actually take it seriously
ensuring i sang each note correctly
working on getting the expression right
not like higgledy piggledy nowadays
a random one off shot
but repeating and refining
oh guess what?
its rememberance day too.
hmm i totally forgot bout any
special days anymores
since i dont keep track with a diary
i look at reasonably constantly or what not
so yeah..
a min's silence *looks down in silence*
tho it sorta was a bit late
since its no longer the 11th hour.
ah well the thought that counts *nods*
i think that's it for now.
enjoy the day..
*hugs*
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