tha hols r ova????!!!!!

I realli cant believe it!!!!! the hols r practically ova... 2 weeks...
now there's onli tha weekend then mon an then skool again... oh well
i realli haven't done ne thin these hols come 2 think of it there wz the show which i went to 3 times... oh i 4got 2 rite bout tha third time i went with gar, dia, scar, mi sista and 2 of dia's friends but oh well... nothin realli happened, we walked round everywhere with scar an gar at the front, me, dia an mi sista behind an bout 5 metres behind wz dia's friends... no one realli talked an there wz this realli awkward (excuse mi spelling, i cant remember how 2 spell!!) silence... in the end every 1 slowly left... (we lost dia's 2 friends half way) an it wz just dia an me an mi sista... dia left then mi sista an i went an bought these swords from this stall... in total... to mi utter astonishment!... we spent approx. $500 in 3dayz!!!!!!!!!!!! aaagghhhh!!!!!!!!! i mean talk bout spendin!!!!!!!!!

i've spent tha last few dayz at home... watchin movies whilst mi sista hogged tha net... oh well... there go tha hols... wat a waste of time

Guilt, total utter guilt

This morinin mi mum had tha radio on on 96fm an they were talkin bout helpin out at telethon an stuff like that and that's just increased mi feeling of guilt, i mean its bad enough i didn't turn up an now i'v just got this realli bad feelin
oh well...
ne waiz i cant wait till skool starts... Wat is wrong with me?????????... well i cant wait 2 c every1 but wen its tha hols i'm countin down, wishin skool starts an when its tha skool term i'm sittin there all tired wishin it were tha hols... all i can realli say is that life goes on an soon the skool term will start an i'll be countin down till the hols again.
in complete an utter sadness
bye

Stuk at home

Finally, i afta all that persuading i can finally get on tha net afta mi sista whose been playin neopets for dayz.

its sun and i'm not meant 2 be at home, oh well, i'm meant 2 be in tuart hill @ tha channel 7 studio helpin out with crowd control 4 tha telethon thing but i'm not coz mi parents refuse 2 send me coz mi grandpa is sick so we went 2 his house 2 visit him an now i feel all guilty coz i had 2 visit mi grandpa but i volunteered 2 help out but in the end i didn't turn up, its tha second thing that i've volunteered 2 do an haven't turned up i mean i volunteered 2 help with tha red cross appeal thu cadets, we were allowed 2 miss skool 4 that but i didn't turn up coz i didn't noe when it wz an aftawards wz told off realli badly, and now i'm filled with guilt coz i didn't turn up
oh well...
bye