S+E

in s+e atm...
maybe scar iz rite..
im neva doin tha thing im meant 2 be doin or at tha place im meant 2 be....
i mean seriously...
yet again im listenin 2 music...
and typin away at mi blog instead of actualli researchin "Nam"
i mean i should be a lil interested in tha viet war..
as that iz 1 of tha reasons im actualli here in tha first place...
but i cant be stuffed sortin thru all taht info thatz available on tah net or in bookz...

ugh...
ms fletcher is FULLY supervisin us..
i mean she walkz round and starez and readz watz on each screen...
funnily enough...
wen she wz doin tha roll...
she had me down as away on peer support work...?!?!?!?!?
but im not a peer support leader..
so y...????
oh wellz...

i dunno y some pplz seem 2 annoy me so...
i mean i dun wanna talk bout it or think bout it..
but some pplz DO annoy me...
and itz funny how sometimez i can trust tha strangest pplz...
even if i wouldnt actualli normalli trust them...
wait..
i think i talked bout that a while ago..
cant remember tho..
yet it alwaiz feelz like im repeatin miself all tah time..
and most of tha time itz tru -.-"
soon thiz blog'll be SO borin....
wait...
it already iz...
oh wellz..
some way 4 me jus 2 rite out most of mi thoughtz...

tha teacha iz realli buggin me atm >.<
itz like some random alwaiz tryin 2 find out wat ure doin..
coz i keep seein her at tha corner of mi eye and itz realli freakin me out...

im lookin thru galleriez of pix 4m tha viet war..
itz realli freakin me out..
i mean they had pix of lil boiz out there actin like soldierz..
it scarez me now...
like wat if that wz wat happend 2 1 of mi parentz...???
*shrudderz*
some pix are jus 2 much 2 bear..
i mean realli..
y are there warz...?
is tha consequence of a war realli a worth payin for what tha pplz wanted...???
oh wellz..
itz already ova...

nearly time 4 mathz >.<
i dun wanna do mathz...
i dunno y i dun wanna do ne more skool..
itz like i jus wanna give up on everythin...
just 4get bout education and jus drift along in life

english...

in english

i didnt noe that andrew worked at our resto...!?!?!?!?!?
and he drivez..?
and i alwaiz thought he wz younger than me
-.-"
oh wellz...

ne waiz...
i wz in french b4...
and realised i have 30 cousins and 1 "nephew"
-.-"
how big is mi family...?
and i have no idea how many second couz i have...
*shrudderz*
scarez me that thought realli...
end of class...
maybe type more later

,.-~^*^~-.,.-~^*^~-.,.-~^*^~-. later @ home.-~^*^~-.,.-~^*^~-.,.-~^*^~-.,

-.-"
cant be stuffed thinkin up somethin 2 rite...
i opend this page up like 2 hourz ago..
and went off 2 read....
so ya..
havnet typed ne thin..
ne waiz
nite nite
*hugz*

crappy daiz gettin worse and worse...

-.-"
me in realli BAD mood atm..

okz...
well mi week so far...

well thur - i cant remember...

fri - well i had skool then cadetz... think mi cold got worse... wz loner all nite >.<

sat - well obviously yesterday wz our lovely outin 2 watch bjd2 ^^...
all in all i guezz it worked out quite well
tho i had 2 leave chinese early which i used as a bribe 4 mi sista..
had lunch at oriental inn...
walked round nb...
then watch movie... then went home...

and 2day...
it wz a pretty bad day..
tho i guezz couldnt be that bad compared 2 some pplz...
well i woke up round 10...
did mathz catchup 4 tha time i missed out durin mi trip ova seaz...
got a headache 4m that...
and still didnt get a word of it (i got mathz test 2moro)
then wz told i had bout 10 minz b4 i had 2 work at tha resto...
since one of tha employeez wz gonna be late...
so i went out and helped...
mi mum promised me that i'd be home by 8...

continued workin...
then had thiz pair of guyz apparently watch me most of tha nite...
*shrudderz*
like im not sure if ne 1z had that feelin where u feel as if they're alwaiz beein watched...
then tha LONG winded man came in 4 dinna...
-.-"
which meanz he TALKED so much..
i mean it... but of ALL nitez it had 2 be 2nite -.-"
i tried avoidin his table 2 avoid listenin 2 him talk...
and had 2 serve this otha table..
turned out it wz of tah table of 3 wit 2 guyz that were starin at me -.-"

and then 1 of tha guyz started battin his eyelashes..
and i wz like WAT THA?!?!?!?!
left 2 get more dishez...
then 1 of them asked me " watz that red thing on ure face?"
-.-"
how bout somethin called a cheek..? or a pimple? or an insectbite...?
went of again...
walked past...
and tha otha guy asks me "u seem bz need ne help?"
funnily enough... onli half tha resto wz full...
tha employee that wz gonna be late didnt end up comin...
and didnt even call 2 say she couldnt come...
so i kept workin...

then i cleared tha table 4 tha pplz...
and 1 of tah guyz askz mi 4 mi name...
me thinkin it wz pretty normal jus answered wit mi name..
then tha guy next 2 him asked 4 mi phone number...
-.-"
halloz!?!??! couldnt they see i wz younger than em...!?!?!?!
they were like in their 20z..
and NO i didnt give em mi number...

and then later on on top of all that...
i jus found out that i have a new baby couz AGAIN...
im not sure if i should be happy...
or sad that im LAST 2 noe again
>.<

sometimez i wonder...
y do pplz seek 4 wat they dun have..?
i mean cant pplz jus be happi wit wat they have..?
but then i guezz if ure not satisfied wit wat u have it givez u motivation..
2 go and seek and gain wat u want...
but then therez tha failure..
and wen that doez happen...
it jus makez pplz so depressed...
oh wellz..

itz gettin late..
betta go sleep..
nite nite
*hugz*