Del-ology

Courtesy of Vina off friendster.
well friendster once again basically.

- FOODOLOGY -
Q. What is your salad dressing?
French.

Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
Nandos. Cept not really sure if its fast :P

Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Dear resto. miss it so much. :(

Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
if i state more than one then i can interchange?
bound to get sick of something sooner or later
but if i had to choose.
chocolate.

Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Bacon n pineapple. or pepperoni

Q. What do you like to put on your toast?
jam?

Q. What is your favorite type of gum?
typical mint?

- TECHNOLOGY -

Q. Number of contacts in your cellphone?
97

Q. Number of contacts in your email address book?
160

Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
a negative of two puppies.
they're BLUE puppies ^^

- BIOLOGY -

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right-y

Q. Do you like your smile?
don't hate it. so why not?

Q. What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
doesnt 'heaviest' suggest most heavy ever?
and yet you add 'last' suggest last time?
so multiple most?
confused.

Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
no.

- MISCOLOGY -

Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
if its soon then yeah.
if not DEFINATELY not.

Q. Is love for real?
yep it can be.
not that it always will be.

Q. If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?
no idea.

Q. What color do you think you look best in?
blue...?

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
yeah. fly.
ewwwwwwwwww!

Q. Have you ever saved someone's life?
not that i know of.
at least not directly.

Q. Has someone ever saved yours?
yes.

- DAREOLOGY -

Q. Would you walk naked down a public street for $100,000?
nope.

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
not for $100 i wouldnt ;P

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A definate N-O

Q. Would you never go on myspace again for $50,000?
easily done.

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
nope.

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1,500?
my tastebuds arent worth that little.
i'd rather keep my ability to enjoy food thanks

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
no.

Q. Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
yep fine with me.

Q. What is in your left pocket?
nothing. its fake pocket.

Q. How much alcohol did you have this week?
nil.

Q. Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
wood

Q. Do you sit or stand in the shower?
stand.

Q. Could you live with roommates?
yep.

Q. Where were you born?
hospital

Q. Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
none as of yet.

- RANDOMOLOGY -

Q. First place you went this morning?
chinese?

Q. What's the last movie you saw?
cant remember sadly :(

Q. Do you smile often?
hope so.

Q. Are you a friendly person?
i think?

Q. What color shirt are you wearing?
black n blue

hmm.
nother random quiz
least there was question variety a bit ^^

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yes i said i would stop wasting my time?
damn -.-
-Del

Happy? Stretch? Tension? When Snap?

EXAMS.
tired.
happy.
tired.
sad.
tired.
talk-y.
tired.
silence.
ME SLEEPY.
so why am i blogging?
coz i wanted to last night.
why did i want to last night?
coz i did. and i couldnt sleep.
but why didnt i blog?
coz i couldnt go online coz it was late
so why couldnt i sleep?
coz of music blasting through the wall
from my sister's room
why was that happening?
coz she wasnt happy.
why wasnt she happy?
coz she wanted something
that she may not possibly get.

somewhere along the lines...
i heard that us western-raised kids
are highly susceptible to depression.
so is it that we're all throwing things outta proportion?
or that we're all plain spoilt brats?
or that we've all developed an inner emo?
or that we're all taking what we have for granted?
or that we're ignorant bitches?
or... or... or...
ive probs overlapped somewhere along the way?
i agree to that at least :)

but isnt it true?
something old - get a new one
something wrong - get a new one
something needed - get a new one
something outdated - get a new one
something promised - MUST GET

well yeah. good to keep promises
but everything asked has to be covered by promise?
and if not throw a tantrum?
if not. demand it?
if not. just go extremely polar
and be bitter over it
saying you didnt want it in the first place?

sometimes you just wonder
what goes on in people's minds
tho truthfully do we really wanna know?
i dont.
i just think about how people think
why they do the things they do
why dont they do this?
why did they do this?
is it true that everything is based
down to the stereotypes of pursuit
of one thing to the other?
but without that.
what's the point? if there is no goal?
just leaves us at random choice huh?
but random choice eventually has patterns
so what are the patterns?
why this pattern?
why do we question at all? -.-

happy.
what is it MEAN to be happy?
happy is to smile coz you feel like it?
happy is to slap on a smile
everytime you walk out the door?
happy is feeling this warm fuzzy feeling inside?
happy is just feeling free?
happy is doing what you wanna?
happy is making sure everyone else is happy?
happy is feeling safe and secure?
happy is feeling content?
happy is feeling in the first place?
happy is having healthy bank account?
happy is full from good meal?
happy is just knowing someone cares?
happy is saying what you wanna?
happy is seeing someone smile so you smile too?
happy is enjoying everything around you?
happy is holiday time?
happy is tipsy? :P
happy is money?
happy is promise kept and fulfilled?
happy is winning bet?
happy is day off work?
happy is going to work?
happy is material things?
happy is tranquility?
happy is calm?
happy is charity?
happy is giving?
happy is knowing someone remembered you?
happy is reflection of the golden days?
happy is homework done?
happy is success?
happy is simplicity?
happy is catching up with old friends?
happy is a life lived well?
happy is taking risks?
happy is sharing jokes?
happy is phone call?
happy is self-analysis?
happy is reward?
happy is mix of chemicals
moving around in your brain?
happy is relative.
the last one is all i know.
happy is relative.
which is it for you?

what i wanted to be blogged
only been partially blogged.
other stuff is random crap.
hmm like most of what i write
but that's besides the point.
can you tell which it is?
which is closer to the point
n the other is crap?

know me.

funny.
sometimes that's what i want
and others its what i fear.
hard to trust anyone
to let em in that easily

frustration.

mmm i love repeatition these days
that and the lack of word usage.
contradictory?
ah well.
but it sorta looks pretty.
noticed?
maybe. maybe not.

confuzzled.

when i say things.
do i really mean it?
for some its a definate.
no change there
others. i wonder
if im even lying to myself

listen. hear.

do i even make anything clear?
me me me me me me
its all about me
well since its my place
to write whatever i want

place. relativity

things go round
and round and round
and on and on and on
and then there's the merry-go-round
my lil karmic circle
if not mine then something im part of
to be part of
to be within
to belong?

purpose.

so much to do.
so little time.
i care. i have reason.
i have. i have. i have.
but we came with nothing
and thus we return
so is it but nothing in the end?

hide.

snippets of my conscious
but am i consciously editing in my mind?
bad-faith exists afterall.
id, ego, superego.
reason, spirit and [insert last of plato's soul]
(damn i need to learn my phil)

truths.

is that not what some search for?
and yet others turn away from?
is it something we deserve to know?
science can only tell us so much
and for other things
its up to our individual selves to deduce.
for all we see is our own perception
and an outsider's insight to a whole nother
can someone really understand anything from text?
are we even capable of comprehending anything at all
to the entire fullest extent?

should del really be directing
her time at doing something else?
atm and looking at the time
im thinking yes.
should be study
and up-ing my organisational skills
ok. will do [soon i hope?]
sleep first now :)
nite nite
*hugs*
-Del

Pride in the Bubble World

charity dinner last night
happy with the amount raised
sad tho. that half the room was empty
by like halfway into the night :(

its about 7 hours and 15 mins till econs exam
what am i up to?
thinking about bubble worlds and pride.
gees.. im such an economical thinker... -.-
not stressed over this exam at all
just feeling foggy headed and sick

anyways bubbles.
and bubble worlds
i live in a bubble world... dont you?
i sorta love the lil analogy.
is it even considered one?
:S bleh


(yes its off the net.. but its pretty)

there's many sizes and ways of seeing it
well least i can sorta see two main ones.
a)the bubble world is everything you relate to
basically your world revolves around you

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yes.
i eventually did get study done.
well supposed study
the hours were ticking away
and yet i only felt the stress
when i got to the exam room.
with the lots and lots and lots of people
over and done with
now on to the next.

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back to my bubble worldly thoughts.
so there's the bubble world you exist in
its your lil world, the world revolves around you
neat and tightly packaged in the lil sphere.
(why is it planets are spherical?)
and someone looks at it from the outside
and its all pretty and rainbow-y
and swirly mass surrounding air
but the air outside's no diff from the air inside right?
well maybe different in composition
but its air none the same?
so its not really anything speccy yeah?
but for any outsider
to look in, through the gloss n glam
it seems life for the other seems
'oh that much better'
but in reality.. is it?

maybe. maybe not.
up to anyone?
what they want and expect from life?
familiar answers?
what about what the actual things they want?
fame? power? money? sex? pride? love? simplicity?
and what about another way of seeing the bubble world?
is there another way of seeing? or did i just talk of 2?

anyways coz its a bubble
and im studying for my dear chem exam
which im most likely to fail
lets talk of:
the properties of bubbles!
not that i know any.
just making em up coz i dont wanna study
but can put my limited knowledge to practise

on the molecular level
imagine you're a lil atom(s) within a bubble
a particle of the air
so all around you there's other particles
all spaced out and such

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everyone belonging to their own lil unit
and then you see the boundaries of hte bubble
just more and more others
a whole bunch of faces in the crowd
and there's different types of atoms
and you run around bouncing off each other

then you know when you play with bubbles
put one in your hand and if you carefully
pull them away from each other
you get two new ones
just somethings pull your world apart
and yet if you're careful enough
you can put two together again
if not? they burst.
and well that's the end
nothing more to it.

tho pride.
that was my main point originally.
till started thinking about bubbles
there's so many things that we want
and there's so many reasons for doing a thing
or for not doing a thing
but is it not true that they say
its easy to get rich after you're famous
but hard to get famous after you're rich?
well unless maybe you're super rich
(am i refering to pride or fame now?
i myself am confused.
dunno bout anyone else possibly reading this
it was a whole week ago i thought of it)
but anyways
when you complete a task
could it not be for the
actual acknowledgement of the accomplishment?
if it is that you charge no external cost?
but in the end
would the gain be but for your own name?
but the usage of anonymous-y
does it encourage any other to try an attempt it
if no one else has yet accomplished something?

bleh.
not caring about this much anymore
next topic
*hugs*
-Del

Four Down. Two To Go.

Hmm..
Almost sounds like TEE all over again.
what with six exams and high weightings.
cept now im competing go STAY in uni!?
hmm well more of not repeat a unit hopefully

exam this morning.
still sleepy from waking up earlier to cram
strange tho.
i didnt stress at all this morning
till AFTER the exam
i mean who stress AFTER what's gone n done?
no chance to change it now.
del does. :(

exam again tomorrow morning
im in deep shit.

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that was thurs night.
now?
now is sat night
officially the title is correct for current time
in a way im relieved its anth and phil
cept for the time constraints of phil ><
TWO hours. THREE essays.

wish me luck :)
-Del

Simple things.

dont you love those small gestures
that just brighten the day?
just to know that there are people out there
who arent usually around
to look out for you
but reach out a hand anyway
just coz they happen to pass by?
just to know someone cares

i'm happy.
well at least for the moment
exam study?
doesnt seem to happen much after lunch
strange. post lunch is always distractive
maybe should wake up earlier to study then

walked home today
and i LOVED the sun
seriously. like how everything it shone upon
just glowed and shined. all warm n earthy

g2g
*hugs*
-Del