*sigh*

timez passin away... time slowly tickin... as we ourselvez dont notice... friendshipz driftin apart... new 1z beginnin all tha time... hmmm... wat happend 2 day..? well... i guezz we had chinese skool...and i saw andy...and then i went home... and slept.. and i've been online since i woke up... thatz mainly it... these daiz... i dunno y... mi mind and thoughtz seem 2 start wonderin... i mean itz bit strange.. coz usualli.. all that happenz is i stare out.. and mi mind jus focuses on a subject and mi mind goez blank.. but these daiz... itz liek all these thoughtz come in2 mind... itz different.... and sorta strange... oh wellz... wat else 2 talk bout...? umm... i g2g nite nite *hugz [6 daiz 2 go... ]

*sigh*

timez passin away... time slowly tickin... as we ourselvez dont notice... friendshipz driftin apart... new 1z beginnin all tha time... hmmm... wat happend 2 day..? well... i guezz we had chinese skool...and i saw andy...and then i went home... and slept.. and i've been online since i woke up... thatz mainly it... these daiz... i dunno y... mi mind and thoughtz seem 2 start wonderin... i mean itz bit strange.. coz usualli.. all that happenz is i stare out.. and mi mind jus focuses on a subject and mi mind goez blank.. but these daiz... itz liek all these thoughtz come in2 mind... itz different.... and sorta strange... oh wellz... wat else 2 talk bout...? umm... i g2g nite nite *hugz [6 daiz 2 go... ]

s+e...(again)
ne waiz...
jus finish small bzness day...
it went alrite i guezz...
but then we didnt sell everythin...
oh well...

had choir dis mornin...
and then had p1 and 2....
and then recess...
then p 3 i missed most of coz i had small bzness day...
but then it stuffed up coz i ended up bein 1 outta 4 that did tha set up...
coz 2 pplz had inclass essay so thatz okz..
i still meant 2 have melissa toh come down and help me...
but then apparently she 4got...
so i wz standin there by mi self tryin 2 work out how 2 actualli set up wen tha place wz so windy...
and then all tha paper in mi diary flew away across tha great court coz of tha huge wind.... -.-"
oh well...

wat else..?
hmmm... no 1 online... but then u can expect that..

work exp next week... agghh...
i still gotta pack...
and sorri if i snapped at ne1 dis mornin... i realli stressed out atm...

but itz all good that i have small bzness ova so no need 2 worry bout that *phew*
but still gotta make a decision on whether or not 2 perform on tha harp 4 tha music tour 4 vienna...

u realli hate makin decisions....
hmmm... got voice lesson now..
g2g
bye
*hugz*

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s+e

s+e...
nothin 2 do..
small business day 2moro...

itz so quiet.... oh well time 2 relax and reflect i guezz...
come 2 think of it...
these daiz tha onli time i get 2 jus sit and sorta relax at skool iz durin s+e...
not realli taht much work involved since i have mr o...

minin camp next week...
i gonna be so bored on tha bus trip there...
i mean sittin on tha bus for 7 hours!!!
i aint gonna liek it... but oh well..
i'll have dia and scar 2 entertain me :P

now daiz i realli startin 2 reconsider mi choicez 4 subjects next yr...
i dunno if i should change outta human bio in2 some humanitiez subject...
i realli worry bout if i stuff up then it'll go bad...
oh well....

itz artz week...
so every day this week is day x... me so happi!!
but then we've alwaiz got some random thing 2 go 2...
there wz tha talent quest 2 day as well as tha dance fest performance...
thiz year tha talent quest wz so much betta than last yrz...
so funni

half tha lesson 2 go...
and i've gotten a realli big headache...
hmm... i wonder if itz dehydration... or if i'm jus sick....

ugh...
2 much stress this week...
2 much due 2moro....
i've still got mi maths invest 2 work out... all mi pom pom hair ties 2 sew up... mi english journal thatz due... mi bio test...

i dunno if itz me...
or if itz pms... or jus otha pplz....
but these daiz itz as if i cant tolerate ne thin ne morez...
esp it seemz like in tha mornin... i jus am so pissed off...
and then also durin commerce... and some otha classes...
i dont wanna be pissed off but then pplz jus seem 2 get on mi nervez so easily...

oh well...
class is ova...
*hugz
bye

[9 daiz 2 go...]

s+e...
mr o iz jus sittin across tha room and talkin 2 pplz... typical...
nothin 2 do... and no 1 iz on msn...

so ye...
tha mid term break iz ova so quickly...
oh well..
and now i got heapza stuff 2 do coz i didnt do ne hw....
oh well...

well tha second half of tha w/e wz okz...
i went 2 tha temple on sun and had a lovely vegetarian lunch...
and then stayed at home 4 tha rest of tha day...

but now i'm sorta gettin worried bout miself...
i mean i'm not sure if i've developed an eatin disorder or somethin...
i hope not... but then i dont think i've been eatin properly..
wen i feel like eatin... i sorta lose mi appetite no matter
oh well end of class finish later...

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ne waiz... i think i wz on tha topic of mi eatin habitz...
oh well... i hope it getz betta soon..

well atm... i'm a quarter tryin 2 study 4 2moroz mathz test....
a quarter makin a pom pom 1 quarter typin dis... and 1 quater chattin...
very bad habbit..
oh wellz... it keepz me 4m stressin...
or maybe i should get mi prioritiez straight...

i dunno y... sometimez... life feelz like itz full of deceit..
and liez... and as if therez heapza pplz out there 2 jus trick u and fool u and then laugh...oh well...

and then.. yesterday..
went 2 tha ct... walked round... now i hurt all ova... >.< 2 much walkin i guezz.... mi arms and mi shoulders hurt and mi nose ?.? oh well...
well walked round... met scar and then met andy later on at joy garden.. then lina went off wit her friendz...(4 once!!! but i got told off later on 4 it... -.-") and so scar and i had 2 walk 2 and from tha ct repeatedly... and then scar left and it wz jus me and andy..
we walked round tha ct 4 a while... still havent found a prezzie 4 dad 4 father's day... and then got home round 6 or 7 some time den... and then thatz bout wat happedn 4 mi day yesterday...

mi life seemz so borin...
oh well... betta go finish studyin and then get some harp practise done or mi teachaz gonna kill me...
nite nite
*hugz

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