Waiting on the World to Change...

mm...
waiting lectopia.
so what am i doing??
i be-eth reading... my blog.
:)
how sad.
and procratty
but interesting.
and procratty.

what am i thinking?
YEAR'S NEARLY OVER!
is it a good thing...
maybe.
bye bye first yr of uni...
(well after exams that is)
but still
wow. i survived it
what does it say many posts before?
"half the yr's gone by
my first sem's over already"
or something of the like..
i like paraphrased it - despite quotation marks

anyways
wow it really has
and supposedly.
so many things have happened
day to day. i go around n meh
it feels like. 'just another day'
but really unless i bother to stop n reflect
it just seems like there's nothing there
really. you cant appreciate anything
unless you actually think about what it means to you
and that i think is why i like reading my bloggie
its when i actually think about things
or least process things through secretions
(neurotransmitters mind you.. im studying h bio)
'life is sad really..
its basically always about secretion and absorption'
and in a way true.. that is taking the physiological perspective
hmm dunno if im even using 'physiological' right or not.
bleh

i liked that last-ish molec bio lecturer..
he somewhat reminded me of forma
tho thing is we got so much less freedom..
i like the freedom bit bout being in forma's class ^^
mm that and pracs readily available to be doing :P
anyways back to lecturer
he was good. but he spent forever on somethings
meaning he fell behind in lectures
but he gave random facts.. :p
hmm i still cant belive forma wrote textbooks.

but anyways.
what has uni done to me..?
reduced my attention span..
what used to be 'omg the lecture's over already'
at the start of the yr due to class time/lecture time differences
has become
'OMG...
i cant believe
there's another half hour of this to go..
its only been 15 mins!?'
hmm back in time class was 65 mins.
now lectures only 45 mins.
or.. its just the plain fact
that i stopped trying to write notes in lectures anymore
not that i wrote notes in class in the first place..

mm i give up waiting.
and since my memory is proving to get rusty
i think i really should catch up on the needed sleep
nite
*hugs*