Scar vs Del

Scarlet decided to be a sheep, and follow Adella's stand in taking quizzes to pass time. Unleashed;

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Very High
Wrath:	Very High
Sloth:	Very High
Envy:	High
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	High

Discover Your Sins - Click Here

Seems like I may be in need of a trip to the psychologists.

What is an Attention Span...??

i have officially never been so bored in my life..
well actually i may have but thats besides the point.

thank god for study vac..
but it would be so much more useful to me if i actually studied..
ive doen 2 practise exams..
of which i gave up on both at least an hour before i was meant to..
(i was timing myself you see)
-.-
i even gave myself a study break in the middle of one exam paper..
but still
NOTHING
NADA..
NO IMPROVEMENT
*sigh*

anyways..
here's some procrastinator quizzes i did..
mainly hosted by 4degreez.com
what ended up happening..
was that i thoeorised that if i chose a random blog that i know of..
then started clicking links from one to the next..
i would end up eventually on a blog im familiar with..
hence matching the idea of "blogosphere"
or blog ring.. or whatever..
*having expression issues*
so yeah.. testing it out..
i guess you could say it was h bio study
going under the practical knowledge section :P
yep..
is now..
hypothesis: if i click on enough links between blogs,
then i will end up sooner or later on a blog familiar to me..

tho guess waht?
i saw quizzes..
and yea..
quizzes = del sidetracked..
cant say much i LOVE quizzes...
so here are the results :

starting on a perth blog...
then to Malaysia..
Indonesia..
Spain..
Singapore..
Melbourne..
Tasmania..
then really the following..

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Greed:	Low
Gluttony:	Low
Wrath:	Very Low
Sloth:	Very High
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

Discover Your Sins - Click Here

as you can see..
the conclusion of this practical experiement..
is that the subject del (i) has no attention span
that lasts long enough to do a single exam paper...
(i started on a 4th quiz but it took too long to do :( )
hmm of which is totally off topic from my hypothesis..
therefore i conclude i did not disprove or prove
nor support or unsupport my hypothesis..

damn..
that was pointless..
-.-

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anyone have fluctuating moods?

like random highs.. then random lows?
or go from one extreme to another in one day?
bleh...
exams = excess blogging or fluctuating moods..
but i guess you can say pms..
i dun really care the reason why..
i just NEED to talk to SOMETHING ...
or ABOUT something

shit..
wasted another hour and a bit..
kk
back to study..
*hugz*

On the Contrary..

Lol..
on the contrary to Scar's "Crumpled Grumble"
im atm procrastinating some study..
since im trying out the new printer
my dad got to replace the old one..
so.. waiting for printing to get done..
so mite as well post..

*edit: printing never ended up happening... :(
since del managed to stuff up the printer*

was bout yesterday..
after chinese..
i began contemplating..
bout the possiblilty of "needing to be needed"
i mean really..
i get the whole human need of food water shelter
and well..
obviously heard the stressing of the need of human company
which i really heard from mr o nearly all econs in yr 10..
that we as a humans have a compulsion to feel needed or even desired..
personally i think bout it and say yeah..
who wants to feel like a reject?
obiviously there's the want of most kids just to fit in..
its just such a common thing..
just to search for acceptance..
related to their own identity much?
hmm damnit..
just thought of that lit article we got..
bout group identity...
that ppl (the youthful mainly)
want to be identified as a group and less as individualisticly...
remember? for those who're in my lit class...
since there is so much insecurity and all..
and there's that whole lack of certainty..
where one day one thing is the way it is..
the next it all falls apart.
just the idea that there is some support system
by which you identify ureself with which you can fall back on?
bleh...
when i read that article i was like OMG so TRUE...

hmm..
wrote most of that earlier today..
and really wasnt gonna bother publishing it..
but since i just came across this site whilst typing my h bio notes..
i just felt compelled to share with others..
i mean i personally find it quite intriguing..

Revelation13.net

of which from that site somethin which interests me more is
The English King James version Bible code - Part 15 - the Knights Templar, the "DaVinci Code", and the Mary Magdalene Mystery

well what's its based on is this: The Bible Code
The "Bible Code" is a way of looking for hidden prophecies and passages in the Bible, by using a software program to search for messages in the Old Testament Hebrew text. The spaces between words are eliminated, so that the Old Testament is a continuous block of Hebrew letters. Then, by skipping letters at a programmed interval, the program searches for words.

note: i did not write the explaination..
just copied it..

but i find it so much of a conincedence..
if you read the sectioned off bits, well the letters horizontally..
they do make words and seem like part of the bible text..
so the relaibility of this is uncertain..
but still..
conincedental?
i dunno.. its starting to sound freaky on my thoughts..
but im so curious at the same time..
i mean if you decide to go to the main page..
and choose other sections of the site..
theres also one on evolution..
(which would explain how i stumbled across it in the first place)
and there's all this other stuff..
like links to Nostradamus and other stuff.
god damnit.. id really read it if i had the time..
since its like pre exams..
well i have double the day after so i should be studying..
ugh..
stupid.. why NOW?!?!

its just this whole wider picture thing..
all the possibilities of the interconnections which is either
WAY TOO conicidential..
some fake..
or just the idea that there may be some wider picture out there..
that is so big we cant even begin to grasp its like complexity..
tho really intesting since im not christian but still..

hmm..
thinkin bout it maybe i shoulda read revelations from the bible..
but i really havent been bothered..
i really liked reading the first few books of the old testament
when i was younger..
lol hmm..
maybe i'll go and do christian studies in uni..
wonder how my parents would react to that :P
nah..
not THAT interested.. but still..
im so curious bout this whole site..
the connections to the bible and all..

thinkin bout it..
this person must have quite a lotta time AND faith on their hands..
to actually spend time finding links
tho clicking on the one related to the predictions for 2006/2007...
i took a glance.
and really this one is one that im quite critical of..

Year Matrices for 2006 - 2007


teh fact that the number 2007 seems to be in context of the bible text..
so really..
since the bible text itself is read horizontally..
and inputted that way.
and quite a number of them are horizontal words found...

thinkin bout it now..
really is that just a total scaring of ppl..
is it going on extremes when you try to find links ot the current world
encoded in a text of a single particular faith??
each person's choice i guess..
whether or not you choose to believe it..
personally..
ive yet to decide...

anyways..
back to study..
nite nite
*hugz*

A crumpled grumble

To those who've been requesting a font change to Adella behind my back, change your screen contrast/brightness darker you git, or go check your eyes. And yes, I don't care who you are, whether I know you or not, its still the same. Adella blogs for leisure, and is NOT submitting a lit essay which she will of course get 25/25. A little deviation here -->when I read 'unreadable coloured fonts' (which is quite often), I highlight the damned thing which is unreadable to the eyes, so that I don't have to bother the author of the site to change it just because my eyesight sucks. Now that Adella's changed the shade a bit, no more complaining ok? Poor Adella has exams next week, she needs to study, instead of changing the font colour on her blog. Now go eat some carrots you. I'm terribly sorry if I've offended, but I am a person who is driven by impulses, and not the brain=)

Anyway, because I'm procrastinating; having an inability to study, let me show some random pics:

Shoes!!++Greedy Del eating two cakes

Nat's yummy recess++The beautiful & the ugly

Umm yep, enough said.

I'm sleepy now, bye! (Going to dream about standard deviations with residuals and exponential regression lines floating around in the background now)

Tribute to Male Teachers

(before i launch off on some random rant...
for those who find this text colour annoying..
and well PLZ i welcome you..
if it hurts your eyes?
find a HTML colour code that will go with the white background..
that doesnt contrast as bad but still isnt too light for ppl so they can see..
since the change of colour is due to comment wishing for darker text..
so if you hate this colour PLEASE find a good one since...

A) I am HTML illiterate
B) I am pretty colour uncoordinated..

so feel free to leave a colour coding number thingy on the tagboard..
or under the comments bit)

hmm..
maybe time to start the actual main part of the post...

anyways..
i was on my way walking to the carpark from sumner today..
and scar goes and points out to me

forma strutting is NOT a good thing

wondering wat teh hell she was on bout..
i looked out.. and OMG...
he was ACTUALLY STRUTTING!!
like ok.. thinking "strutting" scarlet-ty word..
coulda just been like her use of "trotting"
but NO he was LITTERALLY STRUTTING..
mocking these school girls of the way they could possibly walk..
lol an image that really will be burned into my brain for a while yet..

anyways...
i was thinkin bout it..
then i started thinkin bout all the male teachers ive had over the years..
and really..
other than my primary school one..
which really means of the ones ive had for high school
they've been HEAPS fun..
ok fine so maybe we do blame em quite a lot for a whole bunch of
things just coz of the fact that they're so lax..
but still thinkin bout my school years..

i realised..

my whole high school experience
would have been so much more of a bore without em..
there's always been some kind of thing that i could talk bout..
when it comes to the male teachers of our school..
i mean seriously..
we may complain bout this..
or we may laugh bout some other uncomfortable situation they may have been in..
since they do teach at an all girls school..
eg. pre-ball fever + the number 69
something i doubt i'd forget for a while too...
tho thinkin bout it..
i wonder why the hell i didnt record forma strutting
maybe something i may regret now that i think of it..
it was scarring at that particular moment.
but it would be something which is something
to look back on and laugh like hell...

and what of wilson?
and mr O?
and how could we forget..
dear mr row..?
and well the new edition to the school...
mr nguyen..?
really..
for those who call em weird..
and annoying..
and well anything else..

each of them really have their own "thing"..
whatever it may be..
whether random facts..
being WAY too lax..
not being able to control the class..
having funny stories to share...
harsh marking of tests...
being funny..
giving lectures..
loves pracs...
believes in freedom of students...
loves to be the bystanders when accidents occur to see what we do..
be the receiving end of jokes of any kind...

thinking bout it..
the profession of teaching really is femininely dominated at the current...
(well it is isnt it? not sure since it may be diff elsewhere)
well esp when it comes to primary school teaching...
so really i think that with all the crap that the male teachers deal with..
(hmm some may get crap and others dont)
but anyways..
i just feel so grateful that they taught me over the years..
hmm and yeah.. thats my thoughtful/grateful post of the month..
not that it occurs often..

anyways..
nite nite
*hugz*

ps. was workin at the resto tonite
and i saw kim beazely eating at the resto..
i was like WOW..!! tho initially i didnt see him
and my dad was like "look KIMBERLY is eating at OUR resto"
and i was like "who teh hell is Kimberly"
until i looked in the general direction..
and realised..
OMG it was Beazely baby..
so yeah...
we "dont see Beazely baby jogging.. but i saw him at the resto"

Masks... Which One Should It Be Today?

Masks...
the thought sound familiar?
hmmm..
i'd say an "intertextual" link..
but it sorta isnt but anyways..
the link would be "masks" sound familiar?
Disney's Mulan the song "Reflection"
and well...
study of Gwen Harwood's Poem "Littoral"
the other day in lit really struck the thought..
the idea of "social masks"
and the line which goes along the lines of

dry pebbles in an empty skull
hear the old cliches roll!

just the idea of that common courtesy
and all those cliches and
that social routine that occurs

ie.
person 1: [insert greeting]
person 2: [insert greeting] how are you?
person 1: im good you?
person 2: great...

despite the fact that in some cases..
common courtesy and manners may sometimes be lacking
if really said in the wrong tone..
its just feels SO fake..
ok so if its some random off the street....
fine it makes sense common courtesy is required..
peeople say hi to you you say hi back and ask how they are..
some customer or clientele who u dun wanna sustain a convo with..
fine as well..
but ugh i dunno the whole structure thing seems to be
such a big part of the whole social facade..
and yeah i do it too
but still sometimes i just really hate that feeling...
like that whole appearing so friendly..
when really im in the worst possible mood on earth..
but still i just still go on and plaster on a smile
and sound just so "happy" -.-
i dunno
maybe im just a total hermit crab who likes my own lil solitude...
well at least i enjoy being round ppl who im really familiar with..
but put me outside the comfrot zone and i feel fake..
unrealistic.. like taking on some form or another..

how much do ppl put on masks?
like scar's once posted analogy on her blog not mine...
each person's different side being a form of foundation..
whether or not the concealer is a good one?

Another thought is that of the whole
is it our choice to be so friendly and cheerful when addressing ppl?
or just teh fact that yeah its just total social expectation?
do we "choose" to do something to conform to the ideologies
of expected social behaviour
which is meant to be part of "civilised society"

*note the " "*

or that we just do it for the sake of it out of no particular thought..
just coz thats what we've developed as a habit..
since we've been brought up that way..
its the way in which we choose to relate to each other at first meeting?
(you know since this is actually written over like 3 days..
i think ive lost the main point of this post..
but anyways i try to continue...)

bleh..
ill just accept the fact that its just outta total habit..
cbb continuing a train of thought that's been derailed .. -.-

nite nite...
will start a new post some time tonite...
*hugs*

Cadets rocks my jocks....

Today I learnt that one of Adella's dearest friends, namely Panda from Melbourne will be visiting Perth soon. Following his departure, Albie should be arriving soon? Yay, Adella has been missing you guys like crazy. Behave yourselves ok? Don't upset Adella, don't pull her hair, don't draw on her with pen, don't invite yourself to search through her pencil case without permission, don't not take pictures with Adella, don't not go out at least once to meet Adella, Understand? The previous are things which are forbidden. Understood? I take that as a no, but anyhow, REMEMBER it!!

PS. Scarlet welcomes bribes, and accepts money orders, cheques, food, chocolate, icecream, credit cards, travelling cheques and any electronics but sadly not western union money transfer, direct debit, bpay, paypal, or BOBs.

Thank you for your cooperation

Just to piss Adella off, I'll just scribble a few words here. Yes, Adella's previous post seemed to follow Scarlet's style of writing. Scarlet was reading, eyes bulging and all and going "whoa baby, someone is capable of impersonating scarlet the great"

Anyhow I shall depart now, (and stop floating between first and third person point of view). Bye everyone!

PS. Adella seems to be hooked onto these quizzes. Maybe she's addicted to it!

How Grown Up Are You...?

Since i have recentlyly developed
an attention span of about 20 mins
well actually..
it may have been there for quite a while
but im just using it as an excuse :P
so i thought i'd post up...
but first a lil quizzie thing..
havent done one in ages..
plus i thought i had some idea bout what i was gonna post..
cept i cant remember any more..
so it mite remind me over time..

oh and for those who have or havent noticed..
quite off these quizzes i got off ppl off friendster..

How Grown Up Are You?
[..] I actually act my age (something i question)
[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] I do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself (doesnt mean i do :P)
[x] I do my chores after being told once
[ ] I clean the house for no reason
[ ] I always do my homework/work
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[ ] I think politics are exciting!
[ ] My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers
[x] I show up for school/work everyday unless I'm sick..really sick
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a ticket (cant drive)
[ ] I watch talk shows and point out the incredibility of it all
[x] I know what incredibility means with out looking it up
[ ] I drink black coffee
[x] I know how to run the dish washer..or do the dishes
[x] I don't get caught when I do bad things..
or I just don't do bad things
[x] I can count in more than one language
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it
[ ] I mow the lawn
[ ] I wash my car...or I would if I had one
[ ] I can be witty and make adults laugh..
with out being stupid (let's conclude im just not funny
and if i was.. prob not intentional...)
[ ] I remember to water my plants
[ ] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work (at times...)
[ ] I rememeber to feed my pets
[ ] I'm generally organized
[x] I know the meaning of cruel punishment from experience
[x] I can spell experience without looking at the line above
[x] I clean up my own messes
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[x] I can go to the store with out getting something I don't need
[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said
[x] I listen to my parents/elders
[x] I understand the fact that the world always screws someone over
[x] I enjoy bathing...or showering (it feels so good to be clean
hmmm actually maybe that was just a lil too much info. :P
ah well.. too bad)
[x] I can type fast, because I type every day (to some degree)
[x] My choice in clothing is acceptable in an office or something like that
[ ] I can watch politics and laugh because I understand what is going on
[ ] I have realized that the weather forecastchanges every hour
[x] I can look at someone hot and not think of sex
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously
unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it
[x] People have said that I act older than I am
[ ] I can be sent on an errand and not get sidetracked

hmm still lost for talk..
and i really feel like posting too :(

ah well..
lets talk of del's absolute existance of the last 2 weeks
of which back to school felt like it was entirely..
lets just say the "bubble world" i live in..
well it was no longer filled with happy things..
it was filled with a solution of assessments and assignments..
(and hmm.. this is not my writing style..
or at least it doesnt seem so..
seems more scarlet-ty..)

well really..
ive practically been just in a mode of bare exisitance..
where every day was an assessment.
where's all the fun gone..?
well actually i wonder if it existed at all in the past..
but still..
basically..
tomorrow the "week before exams amnesty" officially begins..
and now its sorta semi started..
i utterly THANK GOD for it..
tho the last 2 weeks i was practically cursing it..
^^"

well due to this amnesty...
which means there can be no assessments the week before exams
therefore all teachers who want an extra assessment in before exams
decided to cram it all the 1 and half weeks before the amnesty.
resulting in..
a test everyday minimum...
with the exams upcoming..
minus the actual exam bit..
im acutally really welcoming the exams..
giving me a bitta time at home to get study done..
tho whether i get any study done is a whole nother story..

i was thinking this morning..
the fact that mr forma was like

you are a completely new person every 7 years

ah back in the day's of forma's class..
truthfully thinking back..
i miss those times..

anyways..
i was thinkin bout it..
and realised with the whole 21st being so important..
its also a multiple of 7..
which means at that age..
every single cell of your body has been regenerated..
tho im not sure bout the whole neurons thing tho..
(learning bout CNS and brain atm for h bio)
hmmm any connection? :P
like 18 is an official age to be considered to be an adult..
and well before for girls 16 was the debutante ball
which is like coming out ball
and now its sweet 16 age of consent..
but what rite of passage is 21?
personally i dunno
but i sorta concluded.. "you are a whole new person" :P
hmm... that was pointless...

god..
and over the night..
since i sorta stopped typing a while ago..
ive dropped back into that little state of
in between numbness and i dunno..
just this sorta how would you say it..
like crest fallen attitude?
i dunno..
whatever it is i hate it yet..
it comes creeping in so often..
*sigh*

you know today..
school finished..
and since i had a geog test last period..
i went to the locker and was like
YAY!! its the weekend
-.-
shows how much i wish it hadn't flown by eh?

funny..
im lacking so much sleep yet i havent gone to sleep yet..
guess its sorta still early...

oh and the note..
new template/layout..
since i began to realise that stuff was getting cut off
the end of the last template on my posts and well..
that meant that if anyone read it really meant having to scroll
sideways..
personally i hate that..
so :(
so sad had to go layout searching all over again..
and i had just changed it
*sigh*
and after bout an hours worth..
guess this is what ill have to deal with for a while..

and due to the whole "disappearing" of tagboard..
once in a while..
well a lot lately..
well to compensate for taht..
ive put back in the whole comments bit at the bottom of the post..
so if it disappears again..
feel free to just comment at the bottom of each post instead
^^

exams next week..
have i said that already?
dunno..

hmm..
over the weekend..
was the CCGS ball
followed by Mother's Day..
one helluva LONG weekend it was..
well actually it was so busy it flew by..
but i feel like ive lacked a weekend
so the last 2 weeks plus this one..
feels like its dragged together to combine into some
REALLY long school period ><

ball..
was good..
tho i guess half way thru the night..
i sorta worked out waht the glitch was..
and well found out the full story behind that by the end of the nite..
and really..
all i can say..
is that if i knew..
if i'd known the truth earlier
then i think that i dont think i woulda gone..
it was his ball..
im grateful for what he did..
but it really was his ball..
he coulda just ditched me i wouldnt mind..
i mean face it its happened too often for me to personally care..
he had the rite in the whole choice thing..
but i guess its over...
so lets just put that in the past..
so summing that bit up..
minus the glitch it was great :D
but cmon lets face it..
not as good as MLC over all :P
ah well id say that since not all my friends were there..

Mother's Day..
well i woke up at 7 am..
and had the annual ritual of assistance of flower selling..
so therefore there was no afters attendance..
im a good girl ^^
so yeah...
of which for the first time..
i was sitting with my sister waiting outside..
for like customers..
and we were at a bench..
my arm round my sister..
and this lady walks past..
and says

Happy Potential Mother's Day

something of which..
im still personally questioning..
whether or not it should be taken as an insult..
or just some random comment or greeting..
ah well..
to that matter i guess i shouldnt bother wasting thought.
when i should be studying..
but still it was just such a strange thing for me..
*shrugs*
then went to temple..
then went to grandma's for family gathering..
and that's my Mother's Day..

totally exhausting..
tho really typing it out like that it seems like nothing..

hmmm..
parents home..
and i betta get some sleep
nite nite
*hugz*

-Del-

I'm a Big Shot Baby!! :P What are you..?

Since del is currently existing in a world of assessments
and is counting on whatever is left of her brain to survive..
she has a lacking of an ability to form a decent blog post..
therefore the following has been used as a substitute..
sorry for any inconveniences..
and to scarlet.. yes im nothing but a rip off of you :P

Birth Test
Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our
inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the
challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the
numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until
there is only one digit.

A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it
will just color your choice differently and give you a little
insight.

Example: March 20, 1950
3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973
1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20
2 + 0 = 2

Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 2 is the Birth
Number to read for the Birth Date in the example.

#1 THE ORIGINATOR
#2 THE PEACEMAKER
#3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY
#4 THE CONSERVATIVE
#5 THE NONCONFORMIST
#6 THE ROMANTIC
#7 THE INTELLECTUAL
#8 THE BIG SHOT
#9 THE PERFORMER
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# 1 - THE ORIGINATOR -
1s are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them labeled as being stubborn and arrogant. 1s are extremely honest and do well to learn some diplomacy skills. They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses, as they like to be the best. Being self-employed is definitely helpful for them. Lesson to learn: Others' ideas might be just as good or better and to stay open minded.
{Famous 1s - Tom Hanks, Robert Redford, Hulk Hogan, Carol Burnett,
Wynona Judd, Nancy Reagan, Raquel Welch.}

#2 - THE PEACEMAKER -
2s are the born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they'd rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy, they sh ould learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off.
{Famous 2s - President Bill Clinton, Madonna, Whoopie Goldberg, Thomas
Edison, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.}

# 3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY -
3s are idealists. They are very creative, social, charming, romantic, and easygoing. They start many things, but don't always see them through. They like others to be happy and go to great lengths to achieve it. They are very popular and idealistic. They should learn to see the world from a more realistic point of view.
{Famous 3s - Alan Alda, Ann Landers, Bill Cosby, Melanie Griffith, Salvador Dali, Jodi Foster}

# 4 - THE CONSERVATIVE -
4s are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fu lly understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves.
{Famous 4s - Neil Diamond, Margaret Thatcher, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tina
Turner, Paul Hogan, Oprah Winfrey}

# 5 - THE NONCONFORMIST -
5s are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risk taking, and enthusiasm often land them in hot water. They need diversity, and don't like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation. The questions never stop. They are well advised to look before they take action and make sure they have all the facts before jumping to conclusions.
{Famous 5s - Abraham Lincoln, Charlotte Bronte, Jessica Walter, Vincent
Van Gogh, Bette Midler, Helen Keller and Mark Hail.}

# 6 - THE ROMANTIC - 6s
are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy.
A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence
their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to
help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6s should learn to
differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.
{Famous 6s - Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep,
Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn}

#7 - THE INTELLECTUAL -
7s are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don't sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start, and their motto is "slow and steady wins the race." They come across as philosophers and being very knowledgeable, and sometimes as loners. They are technically inclined and make great researchers uncovering information. They like secrets. They live in their own world and should learn what is acceptable
and what is not in the world at large.
{Famous 7s - William Shakespeare, Lucille Ball, Michael Jackson, Joan Baez,
Princess Diana, Vince Ricciardi}

# 8 - THE BIG SHOT -
8s are the problem solvers. They are professional, blunt and to the point, have good jud gment and are decisive. They have grand plans and like to live the good life. They take charge of people. They view people objectively. They let you know in no uncertain terms that they are the boss. They should learn to base their decisions on their own needs rather than on what others want.
{Famous 8s - Edgar Cayce, Barbra Streisand, George Harrison, Jane Fonda,
Pablo Picasso, Aretha Franklin, Nostradamus}

#9 - THE PERFORMER -
9s are natural entertainers. They are very caring and
generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm, they
have
no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so
many different personalities that people around them have a hard time
understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and
blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes
in fortune and mood. To be successful, they need to build a loving
foundation.
{Famous 9s - Albert Schweitzer, Shirley MacLaine, Harrison Ford, Jimmy
Carter, Elvis Presley}


-Del-

Somethings just never change...

*sigh*
first day back..
term 2..
and find out its bout 19 days till exams..
of which i did zero hw over the hols..
and have a 2 week cram period of assessments..
follow by not so amneste-ic amnesty..

anyways..
so yeah it was first day back..
but bleh..

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funny..
i go and open up the blog..
then other than a single draft ^ (look up)
i literally disappear off from any posts..

yeah and really like scar mentioned before..
i do have a few drafts..
tho they always end up to only be like 5 lines long only
coz i find that they seem to be like pointless to publish
but i never get back to finishing em..
-.-

think it was like on anzac day evening..
or the nite after..
was stuck at the resto so started watching today tonight
since there was nothing on..
and they had some thing on how turkish guys were sneaking
into aust legally
bout how guys "lure" the aussie girls into believing that
they love em then get married to them to gain a spouse visa to live in aust..
or something along those lines
and have these women go on bout how they feel cheated...
and how their husband walked out on them
a few days after their spouse visa was approved
and for some they had kids before they were married
so the aussi wives are left with a pending divorce
as well as children to look after..
and a hubby who apparently gets to keep the spouse visa..
or wahtever..
but i just found it really too "coincedental"
that they chose to show that particular story..
just before their next which was..

the inclusion of turkish ppl in the anzac march this year for the first time ever

that those died in gallipoli on the other side of the war lines
get honoured as well under the anzac day..
and just the previous story hads to be a negative story..
followed by the positive one..
whether or not it was intended that the
first story cast a dark light over the next..
or the second story to cast a more positive view over the negative one..
i just find it a bit suss...
with the whole majority of stories on the show
either full on adverts on which household thing is better?
or the scary affect of some thing or the other on kids
or schooling stuff..

on the whole lack of posting..
really ive been up at 430 last thurs and fri morning..
rushing to get belated holiday hw done..
which ended up in me with awakeness in the day..
and physically tired all this w/e
:S and shaky today.. ><

i was just thinking the other day..
wolfwhistles...
would ppl take it as a compliment or insult..?
like if ure confident of ure own body image and all
you could jus say yay! someone thinks im hot..
yet again theres those out there its like
"im not some object or animal.. treat me decently as a fellow human"
like it can be an insult i guess..
depends how you take it..

ah well random thought from a random day...

life statment..
still go that for RE..
ive done bout like 1 and 1/4 pages..
but it slightly seems pointless since half of it is like
random talk..bout nothing but my like context and what ive done recently..

tired..
g2g
nite nite
*hugz*

ps. no promise on posts till like after exam period..
so sometime in June...
or in the week pre exam...

My nutrigrain has finished, so I'm munching on a carrot right now...

Because Adella is damn lazy and has like a million draft posts which she to date hasn't completed yet, I shall enlighten this blog with my presence. (Yes it is the wondrous Scarlet again)

Well today Adella had a great day, she set off wanting to rent a dress, but she ended up buying one! Go Adella! I'm sure you'll look dam fine in it! =) (God knows who can be actually bothered reading this, but still...)

Last night I was aggravated as hell, because unexpectantly my phone decided to die. Well actually it didn't exactly decide as such, however it just went *BEEP* with an alert flashing on the screen every 5 seconds 'WARNING -- LOW BATTERY', and decided to suicide exactly approximately one hour, forty-seven minutes and 15 seconds later.

I shall post an exclusive DRAFT-post from my xanga here:

I'm so bored right now ><

I did my Chem test today instead of next Friday, because I don't exactly want five tests next week. So yeah =) I have geog on 15 May (Mon), --> day after Mother's Day. That weekend I'm not going to get any study done so I have to do it next week =/

Today I got exam timetable. I don't like it man! Yes its all very good and yadda yadda, but I wanted a five day weekend! Arghh stupid physics.

Yes, I do not approve of abusive behaviour, however at times, the yr 8's just send me running off a cliff. They STAND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LOCKER ROOM AND TALK! Bl**dy Hell, can you PLEASE go OUTSIDE if you want to talk? You are obstructing the free flow of students -- namely Year 12s. Effing hell, your lockers are so damn big, put your schoolbags INSIDE your locker. All I ever see is the lockerroom lined with schoolbags.
Yes I admit, not everyone is like this, but I'm just aggravated at the majority, because they obviously need to learnt that mummykins is NOT going to come and pick up after them.

I was going to post it on my xanga last night, forgot about it, and then found it on my computer just then. Sorry about my 'angry' feelings, but quite often I am quite aggressive, abusive, abrasive at times. =)

Tonight, I shall like to express my anger at tourists. Ok, this after noon I was at Fremantle (or sometimes named with more passion; 'Freo', with a huge O sound at the end), and suddenly some tourist trots up to me, and in a heavily accented english asks me "Where is ______?" (Insert some random place which is most probably located in Iceland). My in...
Wait, it shall be easier to read if I wrote it in script format...... tada--> *REWIND* *PLAY*
Tourist1: *trots up to Scarlet* *heavily accented english* Where is ____________? (Insert some random place which is most probably located in Iceland)
Scarlet: *blinks* Um, huh, hey, yeah, uh, .........Sorry I don't think I know
Tourist2: *faces Scarlet* Oh, dear, are you a tourist as well? *faces Tourist1* I went there yesterday dear, here, its in that direction *points*, its next to ____Building
I got mistaken as a %%&^$*&^% tourist!! >< Sorry for using gross colours for the above, eating this carrot has impeded the function of my brain.

Anyway, that's all from me for now -- I got to make some instant noodles now. Byee --

Opening up...

Well after much thought..
well not really...
just had a random urge the other day just to open up to everyone..
so..

welcome to my blog of 2 years..
of which for the last year has been password prompted..
and really..
since it contains so much stuff.
there's bound to be some stuff that may offend some readers
and really the point of this post is to say..
that when written...
past posts were written in the belief that there were a selection of people who would only be able to read it and since ive removed it..
if you come across any post that you may find offensive too bad..
its your choice if you choose to read
and comment at your will
but im not gonna bother going through and changing any part at all
just for the sake that people will be offended..

anyways..
enjoy..
i hope at least some of these "scribblings" provoke some logical thoughts

nite.
*hugz*

I am eating nutrigrain right now...

I know you must have been filled full of excitement when you start reading this post, thinking that it is Dearest Adella updating her fantastic blog. Well my friends, sorry to disappoint you, but this is actually Scarlet. Yes I took over her blog! (I can actually see a frown coming onto your face, and you beginning to cringe this very moment, and your preparation of weapons of mass destruction to rid this world of creatures/beings such as Scarlet)

Anyway, lets start getting to the point. Why am I invading in private thinking space? Well I am a lazybum, and can't be bothered finishing the blog post I started in my xanga, so yes, here I am, trashing Adella's little blogging haven.

To make this somewhat sad and secluded post 1% meaningful and worthwhile I've decided to be a good samaritan and post some pictures, because Adella never does so!!

Last Day of School '05

MLC Ball '06

House Singing & Drama Day

Pelican Point

Geog Excursion

Doesn't Adella look so hot?

PS. The author of this post was 999% insane when writing this post. The above post is not is based on real characters either alive or dead. The author holds no responsibility for any deaths, marriages, pregnancies, births, graduations, bankrupcies as a result from the above post.

PPS. Adella, I suggest that you change the template a bit, by where it says the author nickname, put the tag <$BlogItemAuthorNickname$> in instead of 'DELLA' =) so that people know when I invade your blog.

Opening up to the world...? oh and quiz.. :P

hmm..
you know those [x]quizzes..
strangely enough im liking em more and more...
tho could partly be because it starts off a post..
and i dont have to say much but put in an "x"
^^
so here's another one..
this time from an email i received..
tho it seems a bit familiar... :S

Put an x by all the things you've done in your life and send it to
[ ] smoked a cigarette
[ ] crashed a friend's car
[ ] stolen a car
[ ] been in love (hmm.. not sure bout this one.. i think i'll leave blank)
[ ] been dumped
[ ] shoplifted
[ ] been fired
[ ] been in a fist fight,cat fight or swearing fight
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house
[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[ ] been arrested
[ ] gone on a blind date
[x] lied to a friend
[x] skipped school
[x] seen someone die (on t.v)
[ ] had a crush on one of your internet friends
[x] been to Canada
[x] been to Mexico.
[x] been on a plane
[x] purposely set a part of yourself on fire
[x] eaten Sushi
[ ] been skiing/snowboarding
[x] met someone in person from the internet
[ ] been moshing at a concert
[x] taken painkillers
[x] love someone or miss someone right now
[x] laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
[x] made a snow angel
[x] had a tea party (lol with toys when i was lil.. and with my sister)
[x] flown a kite
[x] built a sand castle
[x] gone puddle jumping (funny i hate the rain now)
[x] played dress up
[x] jumped into a pile of leaves
[x] gone sledding
[x] cheated while playing a game (in cheat? ^^)
[x] been lonely
[ ] fallen asleep at work
[x] fallen asleep at school
[ ] used a fake id
[x] watched the sun set
[ ] felt an earthquake
[x] touched a snake
[x] slept beneath the stars (well either a tent or hoochie)
[x] been tickled
[x] been robbed
[x] been misunderstood
[ ] petted a reindeer
[x] petted a goat
[x] won a contest (yep.. those chinese school ones ^^")
[ ] run a red light (still cant drive -.-)
[ ] been suspended from school
[x] been in a car accident
[x] had braces
[x] eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (well dunno if it was a pint but it was a helluva lot ! damn american different standard measurement system -.-)
[x] had deja-vu. (too many times)
[x] danced in the moonlight
[x] liked the way youlook
[ ] witnessed a crime
[x] questioned your heart
[ ] been obsessed with post-it notes
[ ] squished barefoot through the mud
[x] been lost (both in the physical and mental sense)
[ ] been to the opposite side of the country (no but the opposite side of the world)
[x] swam in the ocean (its called the beach -.-)
[ ] felt like dying (cherish life too much..)
[x] cried yourself to sleep
[x] played cops and robbers (yep when i was lil ^^)
[ ] recently colored with crayons
[x] sang karaoke
[x] paid for a meal with only coins
[x] done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[ ] made prank phone calls
[ ] laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[x] caught a snowflake on your tongue
[ ] danced in the rain
[ ] written a letter to Santa Claus
[ ] been kissed under the mistletoe by your significant other (can i say i wish? :P)
[x] watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[x] blown bubbles
[ ] made a bonfire on the beach (bonfire yes:P.. beach no :( )
[ ] crashed a party
[x] gone rollerskating
[x] had a wish come true
[x] worn pearls
[ ] jumped off a bridge
[ ] ate dog food.
[ ] ate cat food.
[ ] told a complete stranger you loved them.
[ ] kissed a mirror
[x] sang in the shower (lol.. notice PAST TENSE :P)
[x] had a dream that you married someone (a dream i really wanna forget >< )
[x] glued your hand to something (yep..glued my hand to my hand.. as in itself >< when i was lil)
[x] got your tongue stuck to anything
[ ] kissed a fish or a frog
[ ] sat on a roof top
[x] screamed at the top of your lungs
[x] have done a one-handed cartwheel
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
[x] stayed up all night
[x] didnt take a shower for a week (the word "camp" mean much ? :P)
[ ] pick and ate an apple right off the tree
[ ] climbed a tree
[ ] had a tree house
[x] afraid to watch scary movies alone
[ ] worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others would say
[ ] gone streaking
[ ] gone doorbell ditching
[ ] played chicken (what the hell is chicken? its the second time ive seen it asked)
[ ] been pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on (no but the swannie river incident was quite recent ><)
[ ] been told you're hot by a complete stranger
[ ] broken a bone
[x] been easily amused
[x] caught a fish (net wise not fishing with rod n string n bait)
[x] ate a fish (well not a WHOLE fish.. but ive eaten fish before)
[ ] caught a butterfly (:( they always fly away from me)
[ ] laughed so hard you cried
[ ] cried so hard you laughed
[x] cheated on a test
[x] have/had a Britney Spears CD (well it was a tape)
[x] forgotten someones name (happens too often :( )
[x] Braided someones hair... (well plait..at least if not braid)
[x] gone skinny dipping in a pool/lake
[ ] been threatened to be kicked out of your house (no im a good girl ^^)
[ ] been kicked out of your house
[ ] been pushed into the snow w/ shorts on
[x] wondered if the person you like still likes you

anyways..
after that..
you know what im wondering?
im just wondering if i should just take off the password thingy..
yeah the age-ish old question :P
ok...
first of all the main reason of its presence was once a go..
i wanted privacy from my sister..
but i realised now on her computer it just doesnt show up..
so there goes that reason..

but its really the vents that really affect ppl..
the fact that some maybe offended..
but i just dunno..

in a way its the "thing"..
the whole what ppl think i guess..
the fact that you guys get to read this..
its that yes i trust you guys enough
and invite you to read my thoughts..
an open invitation to my mind..

and really today..
ive just been thinking if i open up and take it off..
well really there's the potential that more ppl could read..
but then again..
for me it can get more restricting on what i could say
in trying to avoid offending people..

any opinions on whether or not to remove the password thing?
just feel free to tag away...
honesty is all i really want..

nite nite
*hugz*

Quiz n Talk

Scar you've prob seen this before..
got it off arnina's xanga

[x] I am shorter than 5'4. (probably?)
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (at times when ure a fish outta water)
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger(well yes if "pretty" counts?)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my school/job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Travelling

[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've been an abuse victim.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping. (when i was little)
[ ] I've played spin the bottle
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I've been bungee jumping.

Relationships

[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[/] I have a fear of commitment. (unsure at the current moment)
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[x] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my/someone's house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] Eaten shrooms
[ ] Popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I've been anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see/have seen a therapist/counselor

Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I own something from Hollister Co.

Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[ ] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[ ] I'm Independant
[ ] I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
[ ] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] my attitude is "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random

[x] I can sing well.(in my head :P )
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.(at times)
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly (well at least i did.. and now its more of i curse esp when under stress)
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.(if i can be bothered to be)
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have/had "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in aliens.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.(if i fail at what my parents want)
[x] My answers are totally honest.

you know what?
these days the most thought provokign thoughts i get
are from reading either times magazine
or from reader's digest
in the waiting rooms of medical clinics
or the hospital

namely coz i had to go to one again
coz of my sister

and dated 2004
you know how diamonds are made outta carbon atoms
strongly bonded together in a covalent network?
and we living organisms
at death have a carbon ratio of
1:10^12 C-14:C-12 ratio?
there was this thing that was talking bout
a service who with cremated remains of your loved ones
will turn it into a diamond..
therefore you literally are wearing ure own well loved one..
in a freaky sense its sorta comforting
but really..
the body of someone real close as a form of jewellery?!?!
in a spiritual sense
ok if ure a woman.. and you love diamonds..
and well think that will be a way to remember ure loved ones..
and have a twisted sense that ure loved one is always with you then fine..
but hello?
materialistic world?
what if it were stolen?
hmmm great thing to have resting on ure conscience..
"my loved one was stolen and is now probably on some black market
being sold for real cheap price"
or really gods know what has happened to it?

OR

after you die.. how much would the next possessor cherish it?
like would they just sell off ure "loved one" in a desparate need for money?
after all to them it may just be a "thing"

ah well..
and on to another thing i read...
there's a virus that makes ppl fat?!? O.o
its like adonene-36, AD-36
well either 36 or 30 cant remember any more
where it multiplies fat cells..
therefore with the virus you would just be getting fatter and fatter
its just such a scary idea..
in a world where stick thin to females = beauty..
well that is the majority im speaking of..

and there was another thing..
hmm..
think it was like yeah..
male and female perception of beauty...
that female its stick thin..
the thinner the better..
where as it tends towards teh voluptuous for male view of beauty..
ah well..
beauty is beauty..
and really confidence ups beauty..
i think that really you need both figure and the whole radiant like aura..
and all you can say is each person to their own form of beauty..

hmmm some of that was useless..
since i didnt care bout some of what i was writing..
ah well..,

after all i wrote before..
doesnt really hit much as anything that i feel like..
much about..,
well maybe the loved ones and diamonds a bit..
but really its just i dunno..
bit closed off today?
:S
not sure..

ah well
nite nite
*hugz*

Quiz n Vent

Bored so did a few quizzes...
well and i also noticed the nice quote area on this template :P
so yeah

You are a Healer.
About Healers...
You are a rare individual. Idealistic almost to a fault, the Healer is known for his or her selfless and caring nature. Oftentimes a quiet sort, you have a hidden passion for life that no one else can understand. You want to -- and you can -- make such a difference in this world. The question you often find yourself asking is, "Why can't other people see this side of me?" Unfortunately, that's just your nature. Lots of people (who you may resent) go out seeking attention, but you'd rather have it come to you. That doesn't always happen because its just not a perfect world.

People who don't know you might first think "boring" when speaking with you. You know better, though -- even if you are tempted to believe them at times. To those that know better, you can be an incredibly special friend. Seek out these kinds of people and you'll find life to be much richer -- let the others miss out on the hidden treasure that is you.

Throughout your life, you may face an awkward internal fight between good and bad. Your desire to do right is balanced by an equally-powerful need to avoid wrong. Everyone makes bad decisions -- that's just a part of life. But when you do something you know is wrong, that stupid conscience of yours makes you feel terrible. Oh, the horrors of being a Healer.

Possible Careers: Social Worker, College Professor

social worker...
well that seems a possibility but college professor?!?! O.o

lets jus conclude on no and i cant teach?

returning to last time..
or really whatever..
i wonder..
with the whole sperm race thing..
if the proposal actually ended up becoming reality?

you know what?
i dont feel like talking bout that...
well not anymore..

for those who read this following stuff
and from the hinting know of this following stuff
plz dont inform the actual person
i still personally believe that i do have a right to my opinion
and since ive put the password thingy back up
im assuming he wont have a chance to find this out
so do me a favour and dont let him find out
my opinion remains the same
and this is my vent

*sigh*...
why the BLOODY HELL CANT YOU LEAVE ME ALONE
yes i know blah blah and blah
but seriously..
i know you need time..
but what of me!?!?
hello im NOT over it yet..
if you havent bloody realised?
i keep avoiding you..
oh and the fact that i was congratulating cindy on kicking you?
hmm fine my mum's like you should be nice to ppl..
whether you like em or not..
fine but you know i do have my limits
and atm
its at i still cant bloody stand ure fucking presence..

sometimes like ppl say..
if you try expressing any feelings it really can end up
stuffing the whole bloody thing up
some say
"how can you turn back when you've seen the world?"
true...
but in reverse
i find out the truth
and no i dont want anything to do with you
i dont understand it but seriously

you once asked why some ppl cant look past some things
cant turn a blind eye to some things
but seriously
it really depends on each person's principles
each person relates to another in different ways
and for some
really i cant relate in that kinda way
sometimes
when ppl turn things around
it can turn a single person's point of view..
a whole idea of some one's world can turn upside down
well for me
in some things i cant really accept it..
it really is like strange
and its outta my world and concepts
and my ideas
it just cant make sense to me

some of these things i just really cant process
like it just doesnt sink in
and really i feel disgusted..
it just sickens me on such a strange level

the only way i can seem to deal really is to turn away
but what can i do?
wen its something i am forced to face frequently
and i dont want it
i dont want to have to accept anything
i just find this all TOO WRONG

everything you bloody DO annoys me
the air you breath sickens me
dont you get it?

i even was as forward as i wanted to be
i literally said
and have said many times
GO AWAY

and i still remain on the same stance
i cant help it
and its not doing good

oh and the talk?
oh its lovely
you know now how much i agree with that dude we heard of in lit?
something along the lines of
its better that women are not talked of or good or bad?
atm i totally agree
i dont want to HEAR of talk of me
im GO to a girls school'
there's bound to be plenty of bitching around

NO
i dont want to hear more outside of school
i really dont want to hear of ppl
telling me how i should treat a particular single person
coz this person has been talking to others bout the way i treat them

i am a person
i DO have the right to do what i choose
whether or not i conform to the constraints of a bloody bitch
or a player
or a ditz
or a good daddy's lil girl
or any bloody stereotype

i do as i choose
bloody hell
fine its true when i say and do things
i sometimes or even most times dont think of reactions

and really i thank scarlet to for reminding me of somethings that i say outta line
i truely thank her frankness for telling me these things
which is good
but the talk im talking of
is something which is way more diff

i dont want to hear of talk from this person
to another who then later relates it to me
i dont want ANY more guilt over this bloody person
who wont leave me alone

for christ's sake LET GO
oh and the fotos done help much now do they
let go
go away
and stop pix whether or not you take em still
i dont want to have any more run ins with cameras
OR camera fones
the dvd with all the pix sorta
up-ed the not so happy with you

you know what?
im camera paranoid at times now?
fine ive taken to taking pix of myself
but hey..
thats whenever i have random up times
wen i actually do feel comfortable with my own self esteem and body image
really
non consentual pix dont help
oh and camera fones?

dont you just love em?
why is it that every time i tend to have
run ins with fones that have cameras who also take pictures?
damnit
i really really hate them
yes they are a convenient gadget which is good
coz you dont have to bring a camera with you everywhere
but seriously
these things also have their bad side
i cant stand the site of camera fones
teh fact taht ppl using em
can potentially be taking a foto
it just is scary...

oh last note?
LET GO
the more you think about it
less likely you are to let go

oh for those who think im harsh?
think bout it
the fact that i had to be the one who had to START the whole
"face-it-i-don't-like-you-in-that-way" talk
my god
really i am disgusted i even had to go through with it
well
and teh fact that HEY it had to come from me
being FORCED by a teacher to face up to something
which i dont need to deal with
coz it wasnt a prob to me before

and really?
apparently you've had 4 years to get over it?
you said ure trying to let go?
hello i dont SEE any signs..
yes ure around less often
the pictures from before?
they still bug me
that there is that slight chance that he has them
its just way to freaky
its creepy
and its scary
and i dont want want to know

you know you can vent but HELLO?
venting to others who in turn turn around and tell me to stop doing what im doing?
i dont restrict anything you do
i avoid and if you do stuff then fine
i try my best to ignore
bloody hell

dont you get the idea of i at the current moment REALLY HATE YOU!?!?

damnit

anyways..
after the long vent..
and impossible "enter's"
(my enter key is stuffed on the laptop
nite nite

*hugz*

Ps. you know..
i think i could turn this in to a whole sectionalised topic name
QV - Quiz result AND vent :P