On the Contrary..

Lol..
on the contrary to Scar's "Crumpled Grumble"
im atm procrastinating some study..
since im trying out the new printer
my dad got to replace the old one..
so.. waiting for printing to get done..
so mite as well post..

*edit: printing never ended up happening... :(
since del managed to stuff up the printer*

was bout yesterday..
after chinese..
i began contemplating..
bout the possiblilty of "needing to be needed"
i mean really..
i get the whole human need of food water shelter
and well..
obviously heard the stressing of the need of human company
which i really heard from mr o nearly all econs in yr 10..
that we as a humans have a compulsion to feel needed or even desired..
personally i think bout it and say yeah..
who wants to feel like a reject?
obiviously there's the want of most kids just to fit in..
its just such a common thing..
just to search for acceptance..
related to their own identity much?
hmm damnit..
just thought of that lit article we got..
bout group identity...
that ppl (the youthful mainly)
want to be identified as a group and less as individualisticly...
remember? for those who're in my lit class...
since there is so much insecurity and all..
and there's that whole lack of certainty..
where one day one thing is the way it is..
the next it all falls apart.
just the idea that there is some support system
by which you identify ureself with which you can fall back on?
bleh...
when i read that article i was like OMG so TRUE...

hmm..
wrote most of that earlier today..
and really wasnt gonna bother publishing it..
but since i just came across this site whilst typing my h bio notes..
i just felt compelled to share with others..
i mean i personally find it quite intriguing..

Revelation13.net

of which from that site somethin which interests me more is
The English King James version Bible code - Part 15 - the Knights Templar, the "DaVinci Code", and the Mary Magdalene Mystery

well what's its based on is this: The Bible Code
The "Bible Code" is a way of looking for hidden prophecies and passages in the Bible, by using a software program to search for messages in the Old Testament Hebrew text. The spaces between words are eliminated, so that the Old Testament is a continuous block of Hebrew letters. Then, by skipping letters at a programmed interval, the program searches for words.

note: i did not write the explaination..
just copied it..

but i find it so much of a conincedence..
if you read the sectioned off bits, well the letters horizontally..
they do make words and seem like part of the bible text..
so the relaibility of this is uncertain..
but still..
conincedental?
i dunno.. its starting to sound freaky on my thoughts..
but im so curious at the same time..
i mean if you decide to go to the main page..
and choose other sections of the site..
theres also one on evolution..
(which would explain how i stumbled across it in the first place)
and there's all this other stuff..
like links to Nostradamus and other stuff.
god damnit.. id really read it if i had the time..
since its like pre exams..
well i have double the day after so i should be studying..
ugh..
stupid.. why NOW?!?!

its just this whole wider picture thing..
all the possibilities of the interconnections which is either
WAY TOO conicidential..
some fake..
or just the idea that there may be some wider picture out there..
that is so big we cant even begin to grasp its like complexity..
tho really intesting since im not christian but still..

hmm..
thinkin bout it maybe i shoulda read revelations from the bible..
but i really havent been bothered..
i really liked reading the first few books of the old testament
when i was younger..
lol hmm..
maybe i'll go and do christian studies in uni..
wonder how my parents would react to that :P
nah..
not THAT interested.. but still..
im so curious bout this whole site..
the connections to the bible and all..

thinkin bout it..
this person must have quite a lotta time AND faith on their hands..
to actually spend time finding links
tho clicking on the one related to the predictions for 2006/2007...
i took a glance.
and really this one is one that im quite critical of..

Year Matrices for 2006 - 2007


teh fact that the number 2007 seems to be in context of the bible text..
so really..
since the bible text itself is read horizontally..
and inputted that way.
and quite a number of them are horizontal words found...

thinkin bout it now..
really is that just a total scaring of ppl..
is it going on extremes when you try to find links ot the current world
encoded in a text of a single particular faith??
each person's choice i guess..
whether or not you choose to believe it..
personally..
ive yet to decide...

anyways..
back to study..
nite nite
*hugz*