Have you ever..
1.Been kicked?Yes but not hard or painful.. tho i feel sorry for some receivers of mine
2.Been punched? No not really
3.Been asked if you were brother's/sister's? yes.. well obviously i HAVE a sister..and obviously her friends ask if im her sista.. -.-" AND ive been asked if im some1 else's lil sister.. as in "IS (insert name) your brother?"
4.Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? No
5.Removed your clothing? well.. if i havent then HOW tha HELL would i change?
6.Been offered a cigarette? No
7.Been offered drugs/alcohol? Not Drugs.. but alcohol yes :D
8.Gone skinny-dipping? No.. well at least not to my memory
9.Walked in on someone while they were changing? Think i have.. cant remember who..
10.Walked in the rain without an umbrella or raincoat? most recent time.. mainly majority of time on music tour.. tho main memory was in Montreux wen the rain was worst with no shelter
11.Been outside between 3 am and 4 am with at least 6 other people? No
12.Lablled someone? huh ?
13.Been called a goth? No.
14.Bitch? Yes
15.Punk? No.
16.Prep? Prep?
17.Slut? Yes. Quite a few times.
18.Whore? No.
19.Hoe? No.
20.Sleazebag? No.
21.Douche? No.
21.Brat? Maybe behind my back when i was younger :P
22.Nerd? Not to my memory. Which these days is fading
23.Dork? No.
24.Wannabe? No.
24.Kissed someone from the same sex? No.
25.Played truth or dare? Yes
if so- taken a dare and successfully accomplished it? Strangely they tend to forget to give me dares since by the time its my turn ppl cant think of anything anymore :P
- taken a truth and actually told the truth? Yes.
26.Played spin the bottle? No.
27.Performed in some way in front of an audience of 100 or more? Yes
28.Pretended to someone on msn that you forgot an away message When you really just ignored them? No.
29.Talked behind a bestfriend's back? No.
30.Cursed while a teacher was standing right beside or behind you? Try not to curse.. well actually.. i try not to at times.. tho sometimes it jus comes out :P but hey teachers dont seem to be around :)
31.Seen a member of the opposite sex naked? Yes. Don't ask.
32.Lied to someone of the opposite sex to get closer to them? Well.. white lies or part truth ? :p but i dun think it was really to get closer to them..
33.Pretended to be scared during a movie so you could cuddle closer to someone? No.
34.Pretended to be bad at pool so someone you liked could "help" you? Well. i Was bad at pool.. still sorta bad.. but learning and No havent had "help"
35.Tanned completely naked? No.
36.Been to a nudist resort/beach/community? No, tho we nearly got to one during a p.e. walking along the beach lesson, we were told to stop before we reached the nudist beach. (thank god)
37.Gone through someone's stuff that you shouldn't have been going through? No.
38.Shoplifted? No.
39..Seen someone shoplift? Yes.
40.Punched someone? Hmm.. not really.. not punch punch.
41.Kicked someone? Yes, too many times.
42.Stolen from a teacher? Well. No.
43.Stolen from your school? Well sorta. didnt intend to but left it at home so literally "permanently" borrowed since i was in yr 7 and i cant go back to return it.
44.Cut class? Not really.
45.had an eating disorder?No.
46.Worn sunglasses on a shady day? Yes, in yr 9 when i had that random eye infection >.<
47.Been on a soccer team? Jus for p.e. in yr 9 WE WON ^^
48.Dived off a diving board? Yesss!
49.fallen off your bike? Yes. But too long ago.
50.Failed a subject? Yes. IC n GnT and maybe physics :(
One or the other?
1. Music/TV: TV
2. Guys/Girls: Both ? :P
3. Green/Blue: Blue
4. Pink/Purple: Pink
5. Sleep/Stay Up: Stay up
6. Summer/Winter: Summer
7. Spring/Fall: SPRING !!
8. Night/Day: Night
9. Hanging Out/Chilling: What's the diff? :S
10. Friends/Lovers: Both.
11. Cold/Warm: Warm.
12. Fast/Slow: Depends on what but prob fast.
13. New/Old: New
14. Dark/Light: Light
15. Sparkle/Shine: Shine.
16. Peach/Plum: Peach.
17. Apple/Orange: Both?
18. Laundry/Dishes: Laundry. I HATE DISHES
19. Hugs/Kisses: Both ^^ *sigh* tho you can have hugs from everyone ^^ so leaning more to hugs
20. Ketchup/Mustard: Ketchup
21. Glass Half full or Half empty: Half Full.
My Favourite?
1. Colour: BLUE.
2. Number: 12
3. Food: just food in general ^^
4. Non-alcoholic drink: Water
5. Alcoholic drink: Baileys.. well dun really have much of a choice at home now do i?
6. Snack: ANYTHING
7. Movie: dunno :S
8. Actor: None
9. Actress: None
10. TV Show: None
11. TV Channel: 10
12. Cartoon: None.
13. Disney characters: Mulan, Pluto ^^ Mickey n Mini
14. Song: Too Many
15. Singer: Dun have 1
16. Band: neither
17. Group: ditto
18. Sport: Most sports ^^
19. Book: Books are good.
20. Board Game: -
21. Card Game: Cheat, Big 2(cant even play that properly -.-"), Spoons. and that other random one oh yah peanut butter and jelly.
22. Smell: Babydoll, some fragrances from fragonard and Echo Woman as well as many more :P
23. Flower: Lotus :)
24. Magazine: -
25. Item of clothing: Jeans
26. Item of jewellery: Earrings, anklets and Necklaces
27. Time of the day: 8 pm
28. Day of the week: Fri
29. Week of the month: Does it really matter?
30. Month of the year: Feb :P
31. Place to be: "Home is where the heart is" Home would be the place to be :)
32. Thing to do in your spare time: MSN ?
33. Thing to do on the weekend: -
Do you..?
1.Cut yourself: No. Not purposely.
2.Kill people: WHY would i? No.
3.Plan on killing any one: Never did.
4.Hate a lot of people: Maybe some.
5.Like a lot of people: Yes.
6.Get grounded often: Never grounded
7.Yell a lot: Ask my family :P
8.Cry a lot: Read post below
9.Cry if your parents died: I'd be worried if i said No. Of Course I'd cry
10.Want to die: No.
11.Steal: No. Why would i?
12.Smoke: I'm not the 1 ruining/shortening my own life tho plz. dun smoke around me.
13.Go to church a lot: Well.. compulosory?
14.Love school: Once. a long time ago.
15.Wear dark colours: If it suits my mood.
16.Dye your hair: No. Not at all.
Randomness
1.Unwrap a starbust with your tongue? Never tried.
2.Lick your elbow? Physically Impossible.
3.Manipulate people easily? Never tried intentionally.
4.Sing well? I wish. Ask lina She HATES it :P
5.Open your eyes underwater? Yes.
6.Eat whatever you want and not have to worry? At times :P
7.Iceskate? Yep. Not sure bout the number of times ill fall tho :P
8.Sing in front of a crowd? Yes
9.Whistle? Yes. Stuffed round today.. wolf whistled at a staff member as a joke. and a customer looked at me strangely. i think he thinks im less :(
10.Be a bitch sometimes? Can be.
11.Walk in really high heels? YES.
12.Eat super spicy foods? Definately No.
13.Play an instrument? Yes. A few. Tho Jack of all trades :P
14.Block out what someone is saying if you don’t want to hear it? At times.
15.Act like you like somebody you hate? Yes.
16.Attract a lot of boys? I wouldnt know. Nor would I.
17.Skateboard? Dun have 1.
18.Sleep with lights on? Hallway light always on. But i dun mind pitch darkness.
19.Multitask? I wish sometimes.
20.Touch your nose with your tongue? Definate no.
21.Fall asleep easily in a car? Depends on tiredness level.
22.Catwalk? Dun think so. BUT would be fun to try :P
23.Do the 1,2 step? Huh?
24.Blow your nose? Yes.
25.Do the cottoneyed joe? What's this?
26.Tell when a guy is gay? Prob some fit in stereotype, some dont >.<
27.Play DDR and not fail? Definately Not.
28.Surf? Tried long time ago. cant remember result. tho most likely fell off :P
29.Make yourself cry? No.
30.Fit in your locker? Def no.
31.Taste the difference between coke and pepsi? Sometimes.
Monday, October 10, 2005
Bitching and Stealing
========================================
finishing this off..
but it was started a few days ago
========================================
something which i dun understand here..
y do ppl bitch?
and
Y do ppl steal?
ok in like those first world countries and stuff..
where ppl dun have anything to eat..
so they resolve to stealing i understand..
sorta..
but Y in our society?
mainly..
well in the suburbs around us?
ok..
now bitchin?
ugh..
hate it but then again so easy to do?
i jus hope i dun bitch that much
tho some ppl *shakes head*
but y would they do that?
hate? or jealousy? or...
i dunno..
=====================================
sorta lost the drift of things..
but ill try
=====================================
hmm realised i could slightly be bitchin bout ppl..
but im making a comment..
maybe thats what they as themselves are thinking?
and the thing of "bitching" labelled as a girl thing right?
-.-"
they still talk..
question: do i know enough guys to draw that conclusion
prob no..
*sigh*
but hey..
there are still words that go round..
Eg. "slut"
tho then again guys are most likely to be using em :P
but why is it that females more likely to bitch?
here's some of my thoughts?
a) we have need something to talk bout
b) we have a longer extent of want of talking in comparison to guys who tend to grunt alot.. (esp wen it comes to my relatives -.-")
c) we can talk whilst working.. its part of multitaskin :P
d) for some.. the thought of down troddening some1 else makes them feel empowered?
e) i said it before.. jealousy..
what is the point of this post?
i personally do not know..
oh well at least its finished :P
ne waiz
*hugz*
finishing this off..
but it was started a few days ago
========================================
something which i dun understand here..
y do ppl bitch?
and
Y do ppl steal?
ok in like those first world countries and stuff..
where ppl dun have anything to eat..
so they resolve to stealing i understand..
sorta..
but Y in our society?
mainly..
well in the suburbs around us?
ok..
now bitchin?
ugh..
hate it but then again so easy to do?
i jus hope i dun bitch that much
tho some ppl *shakes head*
but y would they do that?
hate? or jealousy? or...
i dunno..
=====================================
sorta lost the drift of things..
but ill try
=====================================
hmm realised i could slightly be bitchin bout ppl..
but im making a comment..
maybe thats what they as themselves are thinking?
and the thing of "bitching" labelled as a girl thing right?
-.-"
they still talk..
question: do i know enough guys to draw that conclusion
prob no..
*sigh*
but hey..
there are still words that go round..
Eg. "slut"
tho then again guys are most likely to be using em :P
but why is it that females more likely to bitch?
here's some of my thoughts?
a) we have need something to talk bout
b) we have a longer extent of want of talking in comparison to guys who tend to grunt alot.. (esp wen it comes to my relatives -.-")
c) we can talk whilst working.. its part of multitaskin :P
d) for some.. the thought of down troddening some1 else makes them feel empowered?
e) i said it before.. jealousy..
what is the point of this post?
i personally do not know..
oh well at least its finished :P
ne waiz
*hugz*
WARNING: LONG EMOTIONAL POST (#250)
ok..
lost my last post..
have to type it up again..
last thurs..
spent the day doing paperwork..
driving around getting this done that done..
and we stopped by the ct..
and we bought a pedometer for dad..
this morning i woke up early..
and found that he had left it so i thought..
hmm let me try it..
(as slightly inaccurate as it will be since its set for my dad)
stayin at home wouldnt really work..
so i decided to help out at the shop..
nothing really to do cept act as a messenger between the shop and resto..
good i guess walking increase pedometer :D
but there seemed so be something i noticed..
i always walked the front way..
that is along the st where there's lots of shops and restos..
and i realised..
many shops = many windows.
many windows = many reflections
AND I COULDNT STOP LOOKIN AT MYSELF IN THE REFLECTIONS
therefore today's question:
am i EXTREMELY self-conscious or jus SELF obssessed in they way i dress?
funny thing tho..
in the morning..
i neva care bout teh way i dress..
well not entirely true..
coz i dun always wanna look like a total hag
but i walk out the house with MINIMUM care of my image
===============================================
THANK god for recover post...
nearly had to restart a third time..
i jus realised that it was there -.-"
===============================================
ok back to waht i was talking bout..
-.-" lost the drift of things..
umm..
oh yah and whilst i was waiting for mum..
wen we were bout to go home..
it was a while before
i realised was staring at the reflection of myself on the car window
-.-"
worrying...
anyways..
since i dun feel like talkin taht anymore..
i just thought bout something
what is up with some ppl and their one tracked minds?
ok ok
there is the female multitasking thing
but hey..
u dun go and NEVER talk to some1..
then out of the blue talk to them
then ignore em after you get the info you want..
maybe i jus cant get over this topic.
but i seriously find it annoying
you dont not talk to some1 then go talk to them jus coz u need help.
ok a person should be helpful and all
but still
isnt it rude?!?!
get what u want..
then after that say bye and start ignoring them all over again?
*sigh*
im going round in circles..
and the blog post that i still havent published taht i spent days on..
since i had to keep starting it ova and ova
coz of the windows closing due to some error or the other..
i dunno what to do with it..
i dun feel like finishing it either..
and its jus gonna sit there..
oo this is my 250th post!!!
happy 250th post..
hmmm saddening my life is isnt it?
what else is there to talk bout..
its 4:21 in tha arvo..
and i bored to death..
my organic chem booklet is only half finished
and its the only subject ive started on..
ooo
heres something to talk of..
I CANT SLEEP
i dunno HUGE problems sleeping these days..
not the whole i cant sleep coz im thinking of some1 prob..
but more of i cant get to sleep
it thinketh that it could partly be stress..
stress of gettin things handed in etc..
not sure if everyone noes..
IM GOING TO TAIWAN!!!!
tho not a perfectly good thing...
since its 6 weeks of study in my SUMMER HOLIDAYS >.<
back to the sleep thing..
its weird coz like i wanna sleep...
and wen i try to sleep i think ...
i think of parents
i think of school
i think of life.
i think of my sister.. :S
i think of music
i think of annabel
i think of resto
i think of jane mann and the whole brain tumour ting
i think of the tragic things on the news
i think of EMBARESSING memories
i think of memories in general
i think of TOO many things..
and then somewhere along the way..
i drift into this random state where im still thinking..
but im also asleep.. but not asleep asleep if u noe wat i mean?
like im still conscious and thinking and all
but rested..
i dunno how to better say it..
then later on
i think of im gonna wake up
i think of no back to sleep
i think of no wake up
i think of back to sleep
i start aguing with myself whether or not to wake up !??!!?!
what tha?
and then if i continue sleeping..
i wake up later on..
still realising i havent really slept slept..
look at the clock and its O.o
FOUR AM
-.-"
and sometimes wen im in tah half thinkin sleeping thing..
my sister kiks the door
(her bed is now blocking the door..
therefore her leg can reach it)
and its this HUGE BOOM
and it wakes me up >.<
at like TWO AM
I CANT SLEEP
AGH!?!?!
and also..
ive noticed..
i sorta tear..
like i dun fully cry and bawl out and everything..
and its not the whole shruddering watery nose thing..
its jus tears that keep falling..
drip drip dripping..
falling
down down down
but i dunno y i cry?
*sigh*
there really isnt anything to cry about really..
nothing i feel emotionally saddened about...
jus this whole numbness when ever i think of things sad..
yet i "cry" wen im trying to sleep
a silent weep if you can call it that..
its a numbing weep..?
im really confused i guess.
and sometiems it feels like theres no1 one
round to talk bout anything to..
could be overall stress..
but i dunno
and i mean thinking too much...
really can literally drive you insane..
like you get all these mixed emotions..
going from one thought to another..
sorta goes from a dull lack of thinking on the computer..
to a numbing flood of thoughts and emotions..
plus the fact taht my sight is gettin worse due to spending my time
in front of the comp this whole hols..
i need a hug :'(
ah well..
like ive told so many
life goes on..
i can do fine by myself..
and jus go on as if nothing happens..
but what does all this end in but drifting??
and where is the drifting me ?
lack of study..
and the belief that ill get good marks even if i dun study..
which nowadays dun work that way..
well ive reached a conclusion i guess..
the source of my not studying..
but how DO you study?
you know?
sometimes thinking of somethings..
jus runs shivers up my back..
there's this cold feeling..
a lacking of something..
this coldness..
this strange alien feeling..
maybe its jus the loneliness.
its not like my sister cares
and dont you just love that quote..?
"you can be in a room full of people and still feel as lonely as ever"
i dunno if i really love it..
but it seems so true..
time passes..
time may change things..
but somethings never change..
some too fast
too fast to grasp..
but what caused the change?
what is the catalyst..
or the peservative?
time keeps turning
but us people caught within the spokes..
may be tossed around
swinging from one personality to another
or stuck at the bottom remaining unchanged at all
and dejavu?
i dream up these things..
and some of them come true.
question is..
if we were reincarnated..
maybe this life has happend before
and we were sent to correct something
is it that our dreams are meant to remind us that something WILL reoccur
or tha something should be prevented from happening?
are things we dream things that should happen or not?
as real as they feel in the dream?
*sigh*
like i said before.
thinking can drive you insane..
and i still..
need a hug...
have a good avo..
*hugz*
lost my last post..
have to type it up again..
last thurs..
spent the day doing paperwork..
driving around getting this done that done..
and we stopped by the ct..
and we bought a pedometer for dad..
this morning i woke up early..
and found that he had left it so i thought..
hmm let me try it..
(as slightly inaccurate as it will be since its set for my dad)
stayin at home wouldnt really work..
so i decided to help out at the shop..
nothing really to do cept act as a messenger between the shop and resto..
good i guess walking increase pedometer :D
but there seemed so be something i noticed..
i always walked the front way..
that is along the st where there's lots of shops and restos..
and i realised..
many shops = many windows.
many windows = many reflections
AND I COULDNT STOP LOOKIN AT MYSELF IN THE REFLECTIONS
therefore today's question:
am i EXTREMELY self-conscious or jus SELF obssessed in they way i dress?
funny thing tho..
in the morning..
i neva care bout teh way i dress..
well not entirely true..
coz i dun always wanna look like a total hag
but i walk out the house with MINIMUM care of my image
===============================================
THANK god for recover post...
nearly had to restart a third time..
i jus realised that it was there -.-"
===============================================
ok back to waht i was talking bout..
-.-" lost the drift of things..
umm..
oh yah and whilst i was waiting for mum..
wen we were bout to go home..
it was a while before
i realised was staring at the reflection of myself on the car window
-.-"
worrying...
anyways..
since i dun feel like talkin taht anymore..
i just thought bout something
what is up with some ppl and their one tracked minds?
ok ok
there is the female multitasking thing
but hey..
u dun go and NEVER talk to some1..
then out of the blue talk to them
then ignore em after you get the info you want..
maybe i jus cant get over this topic.
but i seriously find it annoying
you dont not talk to some1 then go talk to them jus coz u need help.
ok a person should be helpful and all
but still
isnt it rude?!?!
get what u want..
then after that say bye and start ignoring them all over again?
*sigh*
im going round in circles..
and the blog post that i still havent published taht i spent days on..
since i had to keep starting it ova and ova
coz of the windows closing due to some error or the other..
i dunno what to do with it..
i dun feel like finishing it either..
and its jus gonna sit there..
oo this is my 250th post!!!
happy 250th post..
hmmm saddening my life is isnt it?
what else is there to talk bout..
its 4:21 in tha arvo..
and i bored to death..
my organic chem booklet is only half finished
and its the only subject ive started on..
ooo
heres something to talk of..
I CANT SLEEP
i dunno HUGE problems sleeping these days..
not the whole i cant sleep coz im thinking of some1 prob..
but more of i cant get to sleep
it thinketh that it could partly be stress..
stress of gettin things handed in etc..
not sure if everyone noes..
IM GOING TO TAIWAN!!!!
tho not a perfectly good thing...
since its 6 weeks of study in my SUMMER HOLIDAYS >.<
back to the sleep thing..
its weird coz like i wanna sleep...
and wen i try to sleep i think ...
i think of parents
i think of school
i think of life.
i think of my sister.. :S
i think of music
i think of annabel
i think of resto
i think of jane mann and the whole brain tumour ting
i think of the tragic things on the news
i think of EMBARESSING memories
i think of memories in general
i think of TOO many things..
and then somewhere along the way..
i drift into this random state where im still thinking..
but im also asleep.. but not asleep asleep if u noe wat i mean?
like im still conscious and thinking and all
but rested..
i dunno how to better say it..
then later on
i think of im gonna wake up
i think of no back to sleep
i think of no wake up
i think of back to sleep
i start aguing with myself whether or not to wake up !??!!?!
what tha?
and then if i continue sleeping..
i wake up later on..
still realising i havent really slept slept..
look at the clock and its O.o
FOUR AM
-.-"
and sometimes wen im in tah half thinkin sleeping thing..
my sister kiks the door
(her bed is now blocking the door..
therefore her leg can reach it)
and its this HUGE BOOM
and it wakes me up >.<
at like TWO AM
I CANT SLEEP
AGH!?!?!
and also..
ive noticed..
i sorta tear..
like i dun fully cry and bawl out and everything..
and its not the whole shruddering watery nose thing..
its jus tears that keep falling..
drip drip dripping..
falling
down down down
but i dunno y i cry?
*sigh*
there really isnt anything to cry about really..
nothing i feel emotionally saddened about...
jus this whole numbness when ever i think of things sad..
yet i "cry" wen im trying to sleep
a silent weep if you can call it that..
its a numbing weep..?
im really confused i guess.
and sometiems it feels like theres no1 one
round to talk bout anything to..
could be overall stress..
but i dunno
and i mean thinking too much...
really can literally drive you insane..
like you get all these mixed emotions..
going from one thought to another..
sorta goes from a dull lack of thinking on the computer..
to a numbing flood of thoughts and emotions..
plus the fact taht my sight is gettin worse due to spending my time
in front of the comp this whole hols..
i need a hug :'(
ah well..
like ive told so many
life goes on..
i can do fine by myself..
and jus go on as if nothing happens..
but what does all this end in but drifting??
and where is the drifting me ?
lack of study..
and the belief that ill get good marks even if i dun study..
which nowadays dun work that way..
well ive reached a conclusion i guess..
the source of my not studying..
but how DO you study?
you know?
sometimes thinking of somethings..
jus runs shivers up my back..
there's this cold feeling..
a lacking of something..
this coldness..
this strange alien feeling..
maybe its jus the loneliness.
its not like my sister cares
and dont you just love that quote..?
"you can be in a room full of people and still feel as lonely as ever"
i dunno if i really love it..
but it seems so true..
time passes..
time may change things..
but somethings never change..
some too fast
too fast to grasp..
but what caused the change?
what is the catalyst..
or the peservative?
time keeps turning
but us people caught within the spokes..
may be tossed around
swinging from one personality to another
or stuck at the bottom remaining unchanged at all
and dejavu?
i dream up these things..
and some of them come true.
question is..
if we were reincarnated..
maybe this life has happend before
and we were sent to correct something
is it that our dreams are meant to remind us that something WILL reoccur
or tha something should be prevented from happening?
are things we dream things that should happen or not?
as real as they feel in the dream?
*sigh*
like i said before.
thinking can drive you insane..
and i still..
need a hug...
have a good avo..
*hugz*
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
hols..
u'd think in tha hols
id blog more often..
guess NOT..
nothing seems to have been happening..
well other than tha random outbreak of emotion a while ago..
i havent done an inch of hw..
i spent the first three days of hols with family..
well more of spent the evenings doing so...
cant remember them exactly..
tho i noe i went to sizzlers
and also the dragon resto for seafood steamboat buffet..
went to the ct and nb on wed..
saw ron on the train to ct..
went with mona, scar, sheila, gar (tho left a while later)
oh and steven(mona's bro) was tehre a while..
till we got to nb..
had korean for lunch..
cant remember the rest of it..
thurs..
went to royal show..
late again >.<
sheila, maxy, scar and me..
walked around a while..
had some of that "twisty" chips..
watched fireworks..
went out to nb afta
and ate some congee..
god its been ages since i ate out..
got home late..
well it was the latest i eva got home from goin out..
not sure wat my parents think of it..
fri..
cant really remember it..
i think i stayed at home
sat..
went out wit mum to show..
spent most of the arvo out there...
all we did was spend the whole time in the pavilions
lookin at stuff we could buy..
since we had 2 free passes in..
so mite as well use em
i bought 1 of those halos..
was walkin across the street from train station
and had ppl call out
"look an angel.. look (name of person) therez an angel over there"
-.-"
wonderin if i shoulda bought it and worn it at all..
sun..
stayed at home
mon..
woke up early :S
which is unusal for me
and at 6:30..
which is like unbelievable for me in tha hols..
went out to shop..
stood at cashier till bout 11:30
picked up lina from home..
went out to ct and nb
with penny, ron, raymond
and jemmy later on afta his exam
i learnt how to play pool is one thing..
otha than that didnt get anything outta tha day..
went home..
and spent most of last nite reordering stock with mum
and today.
went out with parents in the morning
back to the resto..
got told by my grandma heaps to help out wit the resto
but each time i was outside there was nothing to do..
then spent the evening jus wondering between shop and resto
helped out a bit with the checking of ordered stock
thats bout all that's been happening
nite nite
*hugz*
id blog more often..
guess NOT..
nothing seems to have been happening..
well other than tha random outbreak of emotion a while ago..
i havent done an inch of hw..
i spent the first three days of hols with family..
well more of spent the evenings doing so...
cant remember them exactly..
tho i noe i went to sizzlers
and also the dragon resto for seafood steamboat buffet..
went to the ct and nb on wed..
saw ron on the train to ct..
went with mona, scar, sheila, gar (tho left a while later)
oh and steven(mona's bro) was tehre a while..
till we got to nb..
had korean for lunch..
cant remember the rest of it..
thurs..
went to royal show..
late again >.<
sheila, maxy, scar and me..
walked around a while..
had some of that "twisty" chips..
watched fireworks..
went out to nb afta
and ate some congee..
god its been ages since i ate out..
got home late..
well it was the latest i eva got home from goin out..
not sure wat my parents think of it..
fri..
cant really remember it..
i think i stayed at home
sat..
went out wit mum to show..
spent most of the arvo out there...
all we did was spend the whole time in the pavilions
lookin at stuff we could buy..
since we had 2 free passes in..
so mite as well use em
i bought 1 of those halos..
was walkin across the street from train station
and had ppl call out
"look an angel.. look (name of person) therez an angel over there"
-.-"
wonderin if i shoulda bought it and worn it at all..
sun..
stayed at home
mon..
woke up early :S
which is unusal for me
and at 6:30..
which is like unbelievable for me in tha hols..
went out to shop..
stood at cashier till bout 11:30
picked up lina from home..
went out to ct and nb
with penny, ron, raymond
and jemmy later on afta his exam
i learnt how to play pool is one thing..
otha than that didnt get anything outta tha day..
went home..
and spent most of last nite reordering stock with mum
and today.
went out with parents in the morning
back to the resto..
got told by my grandma heaps to help out wit the resto
but each time i was outside there was nothing to do..
then spent the evening jus wondering between shop and resto
helped out a bit with the checking of ordered stock
thats bout all that's been happening
nite nite
*hugz*
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Friday, September 23, 2005
HOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay..
hols..
but now sorta feelin bored..
soz ive sorta neglected this whole bloggie business... :(
but then again..
i wonder if ppl are actually reading
since therez sorta been a lack of response at all on taggie
*tear*
what to write about these days?
hmm
you know..
i think im sorta realising..
that sometimes i tend to dislike some ppl..
jus cos they seem to show slight similarities to me :S
its like i see something in them..
maybe some quality that seems like
(or at least it seems so to me..)
me or some part of me now or in the past...
OR
the basic possibility of twinges of jealousy?
as much as i dun like admitting it?
could be..
and i dunno..
there seems to be this really strange feeling these daiz..
i mean this morning i was on SUCH a high..
wonderin? ask kat...
i was SKIPPING!?!?!?
despite the fact i was running on 6 hours sleep
(which isnt enough for me usually)
AND no breaky at all
and now on a total low..
(which isnt surprisin)
but its like im not feelin happy
or sad..
its this numbness..
its back again
>.<
music affecting the mood?
it works if im standing in front of a blaring speaker..
and dancin
but othawise..
:S
have to actually express something..
need somthing which will take my mind off...
well off nothing..
its so weird..
half the time im thinkin my self into numbness
the otha half its jus i jus sit there and get consumed..
it jus encloses me..
y is it that ...
yyyyyyyyyyyy?
i dun even noe what im thinking..
its jus all wierd..
im not even lookin at the screen...
jus an occasional glance just to check spelling..
but its jus like i zone out and every thin jus feels so blanked out..
y dont i care bout my marks?
i dun wanna end up totally stressed ova a simple mark..
but then again..
i dun wanna be as slack as i am..
when did i lose my interest for school?
or didnt i haev a passion for it in the first place..
and if so..
would that mean that i've been living the life that my parents?
have i just been existing..
not caring? or jus some living puppet..
living off the ideals ppl have created for me?
i mean i barely know what i want or need.. or wish for...
what am i?
some sadistic...
i dunno..
*sigh*
blocking out the music..
the melody coming from my comp.
it jus feels as tho i dun want the harmony..
tho if i listen.. there seems to be a slight elation..
fomr the state where im sinking..
sinking lower and lower..
y is it that with some ppl...
they only talk to you when they want something?
or when they want entertainment?
ok..
i prob do that sometimes..
but i mean
i talk to ppl..
either they're really bz but dun tell me
and it jus seems they're totally not interested..
not interested in talkin at all..
you'd think that there'd at least be some reply of sorts..
ne wiaz..
g2g
or else lack of sleep for consecutive nites = grumpy della
nite nite
*hugz*
hols..
but now sorta feelin bored..
soz ive sorta neglected this whole bloggie business... :(
but then again..
i wonder if ppl are actually reading
since therez sorta been a lack of response at all on taggie
*tear*
what to write about these days?
hmm
you know..
i think im sorta realising..
that sometimes i tend to dislike some ppl..
jus cos they seem to show slight similarities to me :S
its like i see something in them..
maybe some quality that seems like
(or at least it seems so to me..)
me or some part of me now or in the past...
OR
the basic possibility of twinges of jealousy?
as much as i dun like admitting it?
could be..
and i dunno..
there seems to be this really strange feeling these daiz..
i mean this morning i was on SUCH a high..
wonderin? ask kat...
i was SKIPPING!?!?!?
despite the fact i was running on 6 hours sleep
(which isnt enough for me usually)
AND no breaky at all
and now on a total low..
(which isnt surprisin)
but its like im not feelin happy
or sad..
its this numbness..
its back again
>.<
music affecting the mood?
it works if im standing in front of a blaring speaker..
and dancin
but othawise..
:S
have to actually express something..
need somthing which will take my mind off...
well off nothing..
its so weird..
half the time im thinkin my self into numbness
the otha half its jus i jus sit there and get consumed..
it jus encloses me..
y is it that ...
yyyyyyyyyyyy?
i dun even noe what im thinking..
its jus all wierd..
im not even lookin at the screen...
jus an occasional glance just to check spelling..
but its jus like i zone out and every thin jus feels so blanked out..
y dont i care bout my marks?
i dun wanna end up totally stressed ova a simple mark..
but then again..
i dun wanna be as slack as i am..
when did i lose my interest for school?
or didnt i haev a passion for it in the first place..
and if so..
would that mean that i've been living the life that my parents?
have i just been existing..
not caring? or jus some living puppet..
living off the ideals ppl have created for me?
i mean i barely know what i want or need.. or wish for...
what am i?
some sadistic...
i dunno..
*sigh*
blocking out the music..
the melody coming from my comp.
it jus feels as tho i dun want the harmony..
tho if i listen.. there seems to be a slight elation..
fomr the state where im sinking..
sinking lower and lower..
y is it that with some ppl...
they only talk to you when they want something?
or when they want entertainment?
ok..
i prob do that sometimes..
but i mean
i talk to ppl..
either they're really bz but dun tell me
and it jus seems they're totally not interested..
not interested in talkin at all..
you'd think that there'd at least be some reply of sorts..
ne wiaz..
g2g
or else lack of sleep for consecutive nites = grumpy della
nite nite
*hugz*
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Misinterpretations...
saturday today..
half way thru the w/e...
but then again
5 days of school left before hols..
today was actually quite a good day..
tho i think its the fact that i actually went OUT somewhere
had chinese this morning
spent the first bit rewritin tah essay..
then bout 2 hours rehresal for that performance tonight
lunch..
then was gonna stay at temple all day due to the performance
but instead..
went to jemmy's house..
stayed for a while
left stuff there..
went out to city
with ronald, raymond, jemmy and kevin
spent like 2 hours in tea fusion
saw so many ppl...
esp to me since im not used to seein so many ppl outside of school
saw
mona, hyemi, fong-yeng, ada, sheila, maxy, eileen
ccgs guys.. andy..
sorta started learning to play CS...
god i'm CRAP :P
but slowly learning.. :)
got back to jemmy's place to get stuff..
walked back to FKS...
it started to rain on the way back
(uh.. so regretted not accepting car lift
but then again i shouldnt be gettin into cars with "randoms")
got back to FKS..
quickly changed..
(i had brought the dress with me when i went to school this mornin)
got dragged off by a teacher to be powdered all over with make up..
(LOL raymond.. BLUSH and LIPSTICK :P so funny)
the teacher did my face twice
since apparently after the first time
"it wasnt bright enough"
i looked like i had a permanent blush afta that
like BRIGHT RED
but hey i blush easily ^^"
performance was ok..
stuffed up a bit..
with the order of tha performance taht was..
thank god my part was only being the english narrator..
easily done ^^
watched lion dancing.. dances..
etc... and games ^^
sold raffle tickets..
but ended up being rejected so many times
cos all the girls in teh school was selling them
so most ppl bought some already..
i won a set of cups in some quiz game :S
tho funnily..
i spent the whole evening in that dress..
the blue trad chinese dress "cheung sam"
ugh wateva.. my pronouciation is absolute SHYTE
so randoms were randomly staring -.-"
aftawards went back to resto..
some ppl thought i had jus come back from a ball..
:P
on the note of misinterpretation..
which is the whole title of this post..
well other day..
i displayed pic of my cous
and some ppl asked me "is that ure bf?"
-.-"
ITS MY COUS
cant i display my cous's pic?
and then..
today..
afta the performance..
came across this lady talkin to these 2 dudes..
the lady prob worked at the temple as volunteer
ne waiz..
was gonna walk past..
then 1 of them said hi to me..
i replied hi back..
then realised who it was ..
andy, my cousin
without the chance to say anything else
the lady was fully "ooo isnt she pretty? blah blah blah"
and we were like "no i think you've got it wrong we're cousins"
lady:*smirks* you cant fool me
him: yah its tru
me: yah
him: she's my younger cousin
lady:*says disbelievingly* still don't you think she's pretty?
-.-"
me:but we're cousins
lady:*STILL suspicious* i know what you mean
COUSINS..
DOESNT that mean ANYTHING???
ppl's lovely mind which love to
make assumptions of ppl's relationship towards others?
a pic was taken of me and raymond together..
wonder what will come up?
another set of random rumours?
a pic of me and jono taken in yr 9 social..
jus cos he happend to ask me some questions
and person comes up with camera..
a whole set of rumours?
or me and mona..
where mona looks liek a guy :P
(sad thing was it happened twice) -.-"
things we say..
so many things we say can be reinterpreted..
play around with the words and so many meanings can be formed..
a simple innocent line..
add a few words..
rearrange the sentence..
and voila !!
a new meaning..
OR
the simple not able to read the tone of voice in a text
i've got heaps more to rite bout..
but then again
its getting late..
so i'll just leave it there
nite nite
*hugz*
half way thru the w/e...
but then again
5 days of school left before hols..
today was actually quite a good day..
tho i think its the fact that i actually went OUT somewhere
had chinese this morning
spent the first bit rewritin tah essay..
then bout 2 hours rehresal for that performance tonight
lunch..
then was gonna stay at temple all day due to the performance
but instead..
went to jemmy's house..
stayed for a while
left stuff there..
went out to city
with ronald, raymond, jemmy and kevin
spent like 2 hours in tea fusion
saw so many ppl...
esp to me since im not used to seein so many ppl outside of school
saw
mona, hyemi, fong-yeng, ada, sheila, maxy, eileen
ccgs guys.. andy..
sorta started learning to play CS...
god i'm CRAP :P
but slowly learning.. :)
got back to jemmy's place to get stuff..
walked back to FKS...
it started to rain on the way back
(uh.. so regretted not accepting car lift
but then again i shouldnt be gettin into cars with "randoms")
got back to FKS..
quickly changed..
(i had brought the dress with me when i went to school this mornin)
got dragged off by a teacher to be powdered all over with make up..
(LOL raymond.. BLUSH and LIPSTICK :P so funny)
the teacher did my face twice
since apparently after the first time
"it wasnt bright enough"
i looked like i had a permanent blush afta that
like BRIGHT RED
but hey i blush easily ^^"
performance was ok..
stuffed up a bit..
with the order of tha performance taht was..
thank god my part was only being the english narrator..
easily done ^^
watched lion dancing.. dances..
etc... and games ^^
sold raffle tickets..
but ended up being rejected so many times
cos all the girls in teh school was selling them
so most ppl bought some already..
i won a set of cups in some quiz game :S
tho funnily..
i spent the whole evening in that dress..
the blue trad chinese dress "cheung sam"
ugh wateva.. my pronouciation is absolute SHYTE
so randoms were randomly staring -.-"
aftawards went back to resto..
some ppl thought i had jus come back from a ball..
:P
on the note of misinterpretation..
which is the whole title of this post..
well other day..
i displayed pic of my cous
and some ppl asked me "is that ure bf?"
-.-"
ITS MY COUS
cant i display my cous's pic?
and then..
today..
afta the performance..
came across this lady talkin to these 2 dudes..
the lady prob worked at the temple as volunteer
ne waiz..
was gonna walk past..
then 1 of them said hi to me..
i replied hi back..
then realised who it was ..
andy, my cousin
without the chance to say anything else
the lady was fully "ooo isnt she pretty? blah blah blah"
and we were like "no i think you've got it wrong we're cousins"
lady:*smirks* you cant fool me
him: yah its tru
me: yah
him: she's my younger cousin
lady:*says disbelievingly* still don't you think she's pretty?
-.-"
me:but we're cousins
lady:*STILL suspicious* i know what you mean
COUSINS..
DOESNT that mean ANYTHING???
ppl's lovely mind which love to
make assumptions of ppl's relationship towards others?
a pic was taken of me and raymond together..
wonder what will come up?
another set of random rumours?
a pic of me and jono taken in yr 9 social..
jus cos he happend to ask me some questions
and person comes up with camera..
a whole set of rumours?
or me and mona..
where mona looks liek a guy :P
(sad thing was it happened twice) -.-"
things we say..
so many things we say can be reinterpreted..
play around with the words and so many meanings can be formed..
a simple innocent line..
add a few words..
rearrange the sentence..
and voila !!
a new meaning..
OR
the simple not able to read the tone of voice in a text
i've got heaps more to rite bout..
but then again
its getting late..
so i'll just leave it there
nite nite
*hugz*
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
IGSSA aths carnvial
well...
igssa aths is ova already..
"penrose" won :P
penhros that is..
instead of staying at home..
which is what my mum had actually let me do..
coz they weren't taking yr 11s this yr..
i went to the igssa aths carnival..
and was..
A CHEERLEADER..
i cant believe it..
it was SO much fun ^^
well..
fun except for the fact that the majority of the spectators
DIDNT CHEER
-.-"
we'd go
"1 2 3"
*begin to cheer..*
they were like jus staring blankly..
but some of the ppl at the back cheered which was good..
and i saw arnina.. ^^
had fun with the spirit thing
between st hilda's and mlc..
but we kept losing it when we did it against plc..
coz plc were actually fully enthused and were cheering..
(we were sitting between st hilda's and plc)
then they would say "we cant hear u"
grrr.
so mean..
but it was so truthful
*sigh*
wat offended me a bit...
well more of just annoyed me..
was i was cheering..
penrhos walked past (the spectators that is)
since they were late
and one of them was sayin to another
"hey! they [mlc] stole our uniform"
-.-"
i wonder who was once part of mlc..??
but they coulda just been like yr 8s..
and since im shorter than most ppl...
even some yr 8s they coulda been yr 8s..
lolly wise..
i supplied again..
but school is reimbersing me..
the spectators went through THREE (3) KG of lollies...
and were still DEAD..
they were fully un-enthused
but what can you say?
i mean who would really go if they had a choice???
which brings me to the thought..
no offense but y did you go mona?
since you didnt really cheer that much..
i know you seemed sick..
but you looked TOTALLY lethargic..
and spent the whole time talking...?
ne waiz pix...
MLC aths cheerleaders 2005 :P
me and arnina
igssa aths is ova already..
"penrose" won :P
penhros that is..
instead of staying at home..
which is what my mum had actually let me do..
coz they weren't taking yr 11s this yr..
i went to the igssa aths carnival..
and was..
A CHEERLEADER..
i cant believe it..
it was SO much fun ^^
well..
fun except for the fact that the majority of the spectators
DIDNT CHEER
-.-"
we'd go
"1 2 3"
*begin to cheer..*
they were like jus staring blankly..
but some of the ppl at the back cheered which was good..
and i saw arnina.. ^^
had fun with the spirit thing
between st hilda's and mlc..
but we kept losing it when we did it against plc..
coz plc were actually fully enthused and were cheering..
(we were sitting between st hilda's and plc)
then they would say "we cant hear u"
grrr.
so mean..
but it was so truthful
*sigh*
wat offended me a bit...
well more of just annoyed me..
was i was cheering..
penrhos walked past (the spectators that is)
since they were late
and one of them was sayin to another
"hey! they [mlc] stole our uniform"
-.-"
i wonder who was once part of mlc..??
but they coulda just been like yr 8s..
and since im shorter than most ppl...
even some yr 8s they coulda been yr 8s..
lolly wise..
i supplied again..
but school is reimbersing me..
the spectators went through THREE (3) KG of lollies...
and were still DEAD..
they were fully un-enthused
but what can you say?
i mean who would really go if they had a choice???
which brings me to the thought..
no offense but y did you go mona?
since you didnt really cheer that much..
i know you seemed sick..
but you looked TOTALLY lethargic..
and spent the whole time talking...?
ne waiz pix...
Thursday, September 01, 2005
quick update
bloggie...
havent said ne thin to you in ages again.. :(
sorry..
:p
well this week has been ok..
in comparison to last week which was loaded with tests and assignments..
had gnt and ic validations..
not sure how i went with ic but im SO happy bout gnt ^^
i think i might slightly startin to get it..
oh how time flies..
barely rote ne thin b4..
ne waiz got choir 2moro mornin so
nite nite
*hugz*
havent said ne thin to you in ages again.. :(
sorry..
:p
well this week has been ok..
in comparison to last week which was loaded with tests and assignments..
had gnt and ic validations..
not sure how i went with ic but im SO happy bout gnt ^^
i think i might slightly startin to get it..
oh how time flies..
barely rote ne thin b4..
ne waiz got choir 2moro mornin so
nite nite
*hugz*
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME: *Disclosed* :P
2. WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Blue.. they're denim jeans..
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
4. WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Dinner at resto.. pho tai
5. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? When ever I see them, better to believe than not to eh?
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? BLUE!!! Tranquil, calming colour
colour of the sky and water (tho techincally water doesnt have colour but its blue in oceans and paintins :D)
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? Night.. COLD
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? :S sad person who is unloved.. i cant even remember the last phone call i had.. wait.. it was yesterday.. gar called bout her stuff..
9. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? Yes.. great friend :D but im not sure bout mentioning her name on bloggie
10. FAVOURITE DRINK? WATER!!! well.. water is ok but i LOVE fizzy drinks who doesnt? and course there's the alcoholic beverages but will not go into that
11. FAVOURITE SPORT? sport in general.. i just love sport but am CRAP at them..
12. HAIR COLOUR? black
13. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Nope..
14. SIBLINGS? yes lina *rolls eyes*
15. FAVOURITE MONTH? Feb.. it's special since its shortest and obviously my bday is in it :P AND its summer and beginning of autumn
17. FAVOURITE FOOD? food in general?
18. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? First Daughter
19. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR? How can you just choose 1 day?? Everyday is different and has ups and downs. How can you pinpoint which is your fave? tho summer days are good ^^
20. WHAT DO YOU DO TO GET RID OF ANGER? anger.. um.. silence?
21. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY AS A CHILD? This lil red "creature" sorta looks like a bear but is red.. i got it for my first bday :D
22. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer
23. HUGS OR KISSES? um... both..? :P nah just hugs is fine ^^
24. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? SO BOTH!!!
25. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO E-MAIL BACK? Nope since im bloggin it
26. WHO DO YOU WANT TO REPLY? Bloggin it
27.WHO IS MOST LIKELY NOT TO RESPOND? respond as in reply? well not possible.. and no 1 will read all this junk any ways..
28. ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? I'M LOVIN IT!!.. well it is a mess i must admit but then again there are many ppl in the world who hasnt got wat i have so cherish what you have (as hard as it is)
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? eons ago.. actually im not quite sure but it must have happend this year i bet you
30. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? draws...
31. WHO IS THE FRIEND YOU HAVE HAD THE LONGEST? well guess must be every1 in yr 8 since ive sorta lost contact with my primary school friends.. have seen some of them again but then again it does seem awkward..
32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? Spent the time doin my lit essay which was due today and slept at 2 am
33. FAVOURITE SMELL? Flowers
34. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? Music.. thoughts... self motivation (well the little scrap of it that is left that is)
35. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? Bein lonely.. and the dark ^^"
36. PLAIN, BUTTERED OR SALTED POPCORN? Buttered and/or salted
37. FAVOURITE CAR? --- dun ever ask me bout cars... but i love my mum's car ^^
38. FAVOURITE FLOWER? roses tho all flowers are beautiful
39. NUMBER OF KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? 2
40. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK? Sunday
41. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? sleep ova.
42. HOW MANY SUBURBS HAVE YOU LIVED IN? 2
43. HOW MANY COUNTRIES HAVE YOU LIVED IN? 2
44. BEST FRIENDS? every1 in the world ^^ (well that's wishful thinking.. :P)
45. FRIENDS THAT ARE OLDER THAN YOU? a few.. not that many..
46. ONE PERSON THAT YOU LIKE TALKIN TO THE MOST ON MSN? v few ppl talk to me on msn.. tho sadly im on so often.. question is WHY???
47. ONE PERSON THAT YOU MOST LOOK FORWARD TO RECIEVING A SMS FROM? now that would be givin ideas away now wouldnt it?
48. ONE THING YOU MOST WISH YOU COULD DO? do better in school..? make my parents and lina more happy?
49. ONE THING YOU REALLY WANT TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR? Gettin an EXCELLENT Exam Mark
2. WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Blue.. they're denim jeans..
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
4. WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Dinner at resto.. pho tai
5. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? When ever I see them, better to believe than not to eh?
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? BLUE!!! Tranquil, calming colour
colour of the sky and water (tho techincally water doesnt have colour but its blue in oceans and paintins :D)
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? Night.. COLD
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? :S sad person who is unloved.. i cant even remember the last phone call i had.. wait.. it was yesterday.. gar called bout her stuff..
9. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? Yes.. great friend :D but im not sure bout mentioning her name on bloggie
10. FAVOURITE DRINK? WATER!!! well.. water is ok but i LOVE fizzy drinks who doesnt? and course there's the alcoholic beverages but will not go into that
11. FAVOURITE SPORT? sport in general.. i just love sport but am CRAP at them..
12. HAIR COLOUR? black
13. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Nope..
14. SIBLINGS? yes lina *rolls eyes*
15. FAVOURITE MONTH? Feb.. it's special since its shortest and obviously my bday is in it :P AND its summer and beginning of autumn
17. FAVOURITE FOOD? food in general?
18. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? First Daughter
19. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR? How can you just choose 1 day?? Everyday is different and has ups and downs. How can you pinpoint which is your fave? tho summer days are good ^^
20. WHAT DO YOU DO TO GET RID OF ANGER? anger.. um.. silence?
21. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY AS A CHILD? This lil red "creature" sorta looks like a bear but is red.. i got it for my first bday :D
22. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer
23. HUGS OR KISSES? um... both..? :P nah just hugs is fine ^^
24. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? SO BOTH!!!
25. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO E-MAIL BACK? Nope since im bloggin it
26. WHO DO YOU WANT TO REPLY? Bloggin it
27.WHO IS MOST LIKELY NOT TO RESPOND? respond as in reply? well not possible.. and no 1 will read all this junk any ways..
28. ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? I'M LOVIN IT!!.. well it is a mess i must admit but then again there are many ppl in the world who hasnt got wat i have so cherish what you have (as hard as it is)
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? eons ago.. actually im not quite sure but it must have happend this year i bet you
30. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? draws...
31. WHO IS THE FRIEND YOU HAVE HAD THE LONGEST? well guess must be every1 in yr 8 since ive sorta lost contact with my primary school friends.. have seen some of them again but then again it does seem awkward..
32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? Spent the time doin my lit essay which was due today and slept at 2 am
33. FAVOURITE SMELL? Flowers
34. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? Music.. thoughts... self motivation (well the little scrap of it that is left that is)
35. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? Bein lonely.. and the dark ^^"
36. PLAIN, BUTTERED OR SALTED POPCORN? Buttered and/or salted
37. FAVOURITE CAR? --- dun ever ask me bout cars... but i love my mum's car ^^
38. FAVOURITE FLOWER? roses tho all flowers are beautiful
39. NUMBER OF KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? 2
40. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK? Sunday
41. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? sleep ova.
42. HOW MANY SUBURBS HAVE YOU LIVED IN? 2
43. HOW MANY COUNTRIES HAVE YOU LIVED IN? 2
44. BEST FRIENDS? every1 in the world ^^ (well that's wishful thinking.. :P)
45. FRIENDS THAT ARE OLDER THAN YOU? a few.. not that many..
46. ONE PERSON THAT YOU LIKE TALKIN TO THE MOST ON MSN? v few ppl talk to me on msn.. tho sadly im on so often.. question is WHY???
47. ONE PERSON THAT YOU MOST LOOK FORWARD TO RECIEVING A SMS FROM? now that would be givin ideas away now wouldnt it?
48. ONE THING YOU MOST WISH YOU COULD DO? do better in school..? make my parents and lina more happy?
49. ONE THING YOU REALLY WANT TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR? Gettin an EXCELLENT Exam Mark
Saturday, August 20, 2005
blog blog blog..
need to blog.
anyways..
sometimes i feel so lonely..
*sigh*
but hey the feeling brushes over soon enough ^^
this w/e had james, ann, dia, gar n kat ova ^^
YAYYYY
had dinner...
watched movies..
pizza for supper :P
then slept..
next day we had a few rounds of badminton/2 square
(since we only have 2 raquets)
made tacos for lunch
went to dome
and harbour town...
gar your stuff is still at mi house..
had chinese today..
>.<
ne waiz gettin late
say more next time
nite nite
*hugz*
need to blog.
anyways..
sometimes i feel so lonely..
*sigh*
but hey the feeling brushes over soon enough ^^
this w/e had james, ann, dia, gar n kat ova ^^
YAYYYY
had dinner...
watched movies..
pizza for supper :P
then slept..
next day we had a few rounds of badminton/2 square
(since we only have 2 raquets)
made tacos for lunch
went to dome
and harbour town...
gar your stuff is still at mi house..
had chinese today..
>.<
ne waiz gettin late
say more next time
nite nite
*hugz*
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Post # 241
well..
since my muse has left me once again
*tear*
i really havent had any thoughts in the recent days..
or it could have gone on vacation since it has been working on my lit essay
^^
so i guess not really gonna have much of a post..
hmm
didnt get shortlisted for prefect candidate..
i'm a lil disappointed now that i think of it.
but then again i wasnt really expecting anything
and at least my parents dont care
which could be a plus
in not having to have any disappointments from my parents
tho in my next tests..
i WILL study for them
must must must !!!
ne waiz..
nite nite
*hugz*
since my muse has left me once again
*tear*
i really havent had any thoughts in the recent days..
or it could have gone on vacation since it has been working on my lit essay
^^
so i guess not really gonna have much of a post..
hmm
didnt get shortlisted for prefect candidate..
i'm a lil disappointed now that i think of it.
but then again i wasnt really expecting anything
and at least my parents dont care
which could be a plus
in not having to have any disappointments from my parents
tho in my next tests..
i WILL study for them
must must must !!!
ne waiz..
nite nite
*hugz*
Monday, August 08, 2005
Post # 240
yes..
its officially my 240th post..
seems like so long ago that i had my first post on THIS blog..
yay!!!
of all blogs this 1 has lasted the longest
hehe..
and also nearing the end of the 2nd year of blogging..
and this bloggie entering its 3rd year of life :D
ok..
i realli am in a random mood...
and for those who've seen my nick 4 msn..
well..
it saiz -
so so true..
a nice quote from a friend of mine..
but then again not surprising as he is a player..
very guarded person i see..
but then if u never put ure heart into anything..
what is the point in doing anything at all?
if its going to be all half hearted what is the point?
might as well not do what eva ure gonna do..
Prefect candidates is coming out tomorrow
and the nerves are practically driving me insane..
i want to get in but then again i dont
aggghhhhh
i'm thinking whether or not to just get rid of the password thingy again..
therez some ppl who i noe i dun want to read it..
but then again in the case of mi sista..
i recently realised she can some how access this blog
on her comp wit out the password pop up thingy come up.. :S
YAA is ok..
but its so busy and everything is so rushed
since we only have one and a half months left to make AND sell
and break even at which our break even point is pretty high up..
my lit essay is getting no where..
i keep wanting to start but i never do..
and physics i dun even wanna think about
I found out today that today that to get into medicine at UWA..
that to actually do the UMAT..
u must at first already have a TER of 96
AGGHHHH
there goes my parents hopeful course for me...
i mean HOW THA HELL since this year my av is like 60 or 70
>.<
I read this article today..
it was on the factors of a good marriage..
and the fact that it said that
one of the main factors that lead to a marriage
that had lasted more than 30 years
was good communication (duh)
the couple's ability to resolve problems
and/or just a sense of comfort and trust in each other's company
the ability to just talk one's most inner most feelings with
would ensure a relationship lasting
which realli means that there is someone
whom u can trust and talk things about openly
and thinking about it..
how sad is it that there may be some people who don't even have this
people who believe that they cannot trust anyone that they know
from either previous experience of losing their trust in someone
through betrayal of trust or maybe just being bullied
*sigh*
or even the simple idea that although you have all these people around..
you just don't seem to have this real connection where you have complete confidence with anyone..
and thinking about me...
how sad is it that i at times
to type out my confidences and thoughts out to an online journal
any waiz..
time to sleep
nite nite
*hugz*
its officially my 240th post..
seems like so long ago that i had my first post on THIS blog..
yay!!!
of all blogs this 1 has lasted the longest
hehe..
and also nearing the end of the 2nd year of blogging..
and this bloggie entering its 3rd year of life :D
ok..
i realli am in a random mood...
and for those who've seen my nick 4 msn..
well..
it saiz -
Don't put your heart into anything.. then it won't get hurt
so so true..
a nice quote from a friend of mine..
but then again not surprising as he is a player..
very guarded person i see..
but then if u never put ure heart into anything..
what is the point in doing anything at all?
if its going to be all half hearted what is the point?
might as well not do what eva ure gonna do..
Prefect candidates is coming out tomorrow
and the nerves are practically driving me insane..
i want to get in but then again i dont
aggghhhhh
i'm thinking whether or not to just get rid of the password thingy again..
therez some ppl who i noe i dun want to read it..
but then again in the case of mi sista..
i recently realised she can some how access this blog
on her comp wit out the password pop up thingy come up.. :S
YAA is ok..
but its so busy and everything is so rushed
since we only have one and a half months left to make AND sell
and break even at which our break even point is pretty high up..
my lit essay is getting no where..
i keep wanting to start but i never do..
and physics i dun even wanna think about
I found out today that today that to get into medicine at UWA..
that to actually do the UMAT..
u must at first already have a TER of 96
AGGHHHH
there goes my parents hopeful course for me...
i mean HOW THA HELL since this year my av is like 60 or 70
>.<
I read this article today..
it was on the factors of a good marriage..
and the fact that it said that
one of the main factors that lead to a marriage
that had lasted more than 30 years
was good communication (duh)
the couple's ability to resolve problems
and/or just a sense of comfort and trust in each other's company
the ability to just talk one's most inner most feelings with
would ensure a relationship lasting
which realli means that there is someone
whom u can trust and talk things about openly
and thinking about it..
how sad is it that there may be some people who don't even have this
people who believe that they cannot trust anyone that they know
from either previous experience of losing their trust in someone
through betrayal of trust or maybe just being bullied
*sigh*
or even the simple idea that although you have all these people around..
you just don't seem to have this real connection where you have complete confidence with anyone..
and thinking about me...
how sad is it that i at times
to type out my confidences and thoughts out to an online journal
any waiz..
time to sleep
nite nite
*hugz*
Friday, August 05, 2005
Thursday, August 04, 2005
ye olde art of poketh...
kk...
talking of blogging..
time to settle back and start the routine again..
and sometimes as little as it seems that goes on..
there are times when i have things to talk bout and when i dont..
[oh my muse just comes and goes oh so often.. *sigh* :P]
my newest thought...
"the poketh"
aka. *poke*
i mean ive just recently realised how much its done..
esp. wen it happens to me..
ok..
i had written a full on report like thing on it before..
but due to the loss of my last post..
oh well
cbb...
of the things i understand..
there seems to be this thing where
*people poke to annoy...
*people poke to get attention..
*people poke to suprise some1...
but then again..
y poke ppl 4 no reason at all..
just walk past them and *poke*
i mean in the last yr..
ive been:
*poked till i fell off a chair..
*poked until i ran outside a room..
*poked while i was working..
*poked until i gave something back (that i had taken from them :P)
*poked until i started getting work done
*poked for no reason at all
*poked for leaning against a wall
*poked coz there wz no conversation happening
and many more pokes >.<
*poke poke poke*
what is with poeople and poking..
i dun get it..
but then again with people there are many things i still dun get..
*rolls eyes*
and since i have choir 2moro morning
i have to sleep
(and ill try to keep regular posts)
to ensure ppl that im alive :P
nite nite
*hugz*
talking of blogging..
time to settle back and start the routine again..
and sometimes as little as it seems that goes on..
there are times when i have things to talk bout and when i dont..
[oh my muse just comes and goes oh so often.. *sigh* :P]
my newest thought...
"the poketh"
aka. *poke*
i mean ive just recently realised how much its done..
esp. wen it happens to me..
ok..
i had written a full on report like thing on it before..
but due to the loss of my last post..
oh well
cbb...
of the things i understand..
there seems to be this thing where
*people poke to annoy...
*people poke to get attention..
*people poke to suprise some1...
but then again..
y poke ppl 4 no reason at all..
just walk past them and *poke*
i mean in the last yr..
ive been:
*poked till i fell off a chair..
*poked until i ran outside a room..
*poked while i was working..
*poked until i gave something back (that i had taken from them :P)
*poked until i started getting work done
*poked for no reason at all
*poked for leaning against a wall
*poked coz there wz no conversation happening
and many more pokes >.<
*poke poke poke*
what is with poeople and poking..
i dun get it..
but then again with people there are many things i still dun get..
*rolls eyes*
and since i have choir 2moro morning
i have to sleep
(and ill try to keep regular posts)
to ensure ppl that im alive :P
nite nite
*hugz*
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
dear neglected bloggie...
my dear neglected bloggie..
havent written to u in ages
(although there have been repeated attempts
which were deleted)
i seem to always have something to say..
something..
anything..
can be on my mind..
so many things
some i wish to discuss and yet somes seem so "if-fy"
and everytime..
i just feel like it would just be easier to get it written down..
as if it would seem much more simple when in written form
but i mean working things out..
there just has to be a release somewhere...
i mean for some its through sport..
or through just being around people...
reading a book
or watching a movie..
or music
just some form of escapism.
yet no matter how far we run
it catches up eventually...
the thing is sometimes instead of needing some where to rite the day's events..
i just need somewhere to put my thoughts.
Through music..
its a wonderful way..
artistically poetry and music seem so together
well obviously through the connection of song lyrics and verses..
but its like an output..
when i listen to music or even sing :P
this whole feeling overcomes me.
not exactly happiness nor sadness..
and its not like some strong emotion..
but something like contentment..
a simple peace like feeling
liek everything is going to be ok..
this flowing sense of security..
And also through this blog..
i dont reread anything i write..
everything..
every thought as soon as it comes up goes straight onto the screen
its like im writing out my mind..
ne waiz..
im glad 2 be bak
g2g
nite nite
*hugz*
havent written to u in ages
(although there have been repeated attempts
which were deleted)
i seem to always have something to say..
something..
anything..
can be on my mind..
so many things
some i wish to discuss and yet somes seem so "if-fy"
and everytime..
i just feel like it would just be easier to get it written down..
as if it would seem much more simple when in written form
but i mean working things out..
there just has to be a release somewhere...
i mean for some its through sport..
or through just being around people...
reading a book
or watching a movie..
or music
just some form of escapism.
yet no matter how far we run
it catches up eventually...
the thing is sometimes instead of needing some where to rite the day's events..
i just need somewhere to put my thoughts.
Through music..
its a wonderful way..
artistically poetry and music seem so together
well obviously through the connection of song lyrics and verses..
but its like an output..
when i listen to music or even sing :P
this whole feeling overcomes me.
not exactly happiness nor sadness..
and its not like some strong emotion..
but something like contentment..
a simple peace like feeling
liek everything is going to be ok..
this flowing sense of security..
And also through this blog..
i dont reread anything i write..
everything..
every thought as soon as it comes up goes straight onto the screen
its like im writing out my mind..
ne waiz..
im glad 2 be bak
g2g
nite nite
*hugz*
Saturday, June 11, 2005
holland 1
Ok at last I have tha actual time 2 type up something 4 mi blog..
I attempted in the car ride from the air port to Tilburg
but I ended up jus closin coz there wz so lil that i had ritten..
I havent ritten ne thin 4 mi blog in AGES…
Therez tha whole exams thing and long plane trip thing, tha food n wine festival and on top of all of that is mi usual random comments and thoughts on obvious things in life which i randomly state coz i just seemed 2 just have realised em.. or have opinions on em..
ne waiz wit tha exams..
they were actualli ok and enjoyed em ^^
well i still shoulda studied…
that may have actualli helped in actualli getting a better mark..
but i just hope mi marks went ok.
tha food n wine festival..
well i didnt spend as much time there as i did last yr..
mainly coz of tha whole i need 2 clean mi room and pack..
it wz held in tha perth convention centre..
and it wz HUGE.. well tha fact that I haven’t been in there…
we had stall 349, and turned there wz anotha stall that apparently sold viet foods as well..
it wz some deli 4m some place that like sold bread rolls and some fried spring rolls and fried dim sum… -.-“
i came across a few drunks again tho I dun think it wz as freaky as last yr..
tha fact that I wznt there at tha times that there wz most drunks prob helped..
there were a group of guyz that walked past
and asked “do u want a crumbed cheese sausage?!”
i dunno wat they were on bout..
and then tha otha random who wz at this chocolate stall
i ate some chocolate and he
asked me if i wz alwaiz this pretty..
and i said no and he said “musta been tha chocolate”
I think it wz tha wine..
Tha whole festival wz pretty quiet this yr..
like there wz no ppl there practically..
Either that or like no ppl bought ne thin..
Oh well..
I liked wz tha choc fondue fountain^^
n tha huge block of rocky road that wz taller than me -.-“
then on tue nite it wz full on packin up of tha show
and then tha packing up of tha stall..
went home and then finished packin rest of stuff..
and flew tue arvo..
it seemed so random..
like time flew so quickly…
ne waiz usual time for flight to HK
stayed in tha air port for 3 hours while I felt sick all tha time along..
and felt realli sick..
then afta wz tha flight 4m HK straight to amsterdam..
it wz SO Long >.<
and then tha whole i felt sick..
barely got ne sleep coz i kept wakin then sleepin then wakin again..
tho wen tha sky wz brite again..
looked out tha window and just stared out at tha sky and clouds..
OMG they were SO pretty ^^
Like we could see just like puffy cotton balls squished 2gether
Then later on wen it cleared up a bit..
We could see a cloud here and there and ud jus see it floating which wz sorta random but pretty ^^ like fungus on a petri dish of fungi we grew in bio last yr.
(OMG im comparing stuff 2 bio O.O)
got 2 tha airport at round 6 am in amsterdam..
welcomed by a few uncles..(1st, 3rd, 6th, 7th)
then ended up waitin at tha airport
coz Vanessa (紅姊姊oldest couz) and leslie (姊夫mi now bro in law :P) wz arriving few hours later)
2 hour drive bak 2 tilburg..
All welcomes and hi’s 2 all family ^^
then we went 2 some sea side place…
a few hours drive -.-“
it wz like near Holland casino..
place wz pretty nice but COLD..
thing is summer ova here 2 me seems 2 have a sorta diff meaning..
Still have tha whole sunny..
But therez also WINDY..
And tha tiem that tha sun STARTS setting is like 10pm..
-.-“
So like at 10pm at nite it feels like 5 pm 2 me..
I jus cant get mi head round tha fact that its 10 pm and not 5 or 6 or 7 pm
Next day we went 2 brussels in Belgium..
MORE hours sittin in tha car..
Omg..
Tha car trips were SO annoying..
We had a queen of complaints…
Who either wz screaming out songs such as yankee doodle..
OR wz like screaming her complaints on how many injuries she has..
OR doesn’t wanna go 2 tha dentist who will pull her teeth out
OR how she needed 2 go 2 tha toilet..
OR tha totalli “original” line “are we there yet?”
And many othas -.-“
On top of all that we had tha fact that us kids were sitting
A single bakseat like tha 3 seats in a row…
Well it wz that and a mini ledge that wz facing it
(we were sittin in a van)
And on those 2 surfaces we sat 8 ppl..
talk bout squished..
oh well at least we got 2 sit 2gether..
brussels wz ok..
then long drive bak home afta that..
then yesterday..
we went swimming for the day..
well actualli by the time got there it wz like 2:30pm.
ne waiz, afta tha swimming we went home and had dinner 4 公公
it wz pretty nice since like we had every1 there..
chi dong, alex and julia came 4 dinner
which wz good ^^
huge reunion
and now im typin up this all on mi lap top in tha lounge room in mi uncle’s house..
dunno wat we’re gonna do 2day tho seems like its gonna be nothng..
its bout 1pm I think :S
I attempted in the car ride from the air port to Tilburg
but I ended up jus closin coz there wz so lil that i had ritten..
I havent ritten ne thin 4 mi blog in AGES…
Therez tha whole exams thing and long plane trip thing, tha food n wine festival and on top of all of that is mi usual random comments and thoughts on obvious things in life which i randomly state coz i just seemed 2 just have realised em.. or have opinions on em..
ne waiz wit tha exams..
they were actualli ok and enjoyed em ^^
well i still shoulda studied…
that may have actualli helped in actualli getting a better mark..
but i just hope mi marks went ok.
tha food n wine festival..
well i didnt spend as much time there as i did last yr..
mainly coz of tha whole i need 2 clean mi room and pack..
it wz held in tha perth convention centre..
and it wz HUGE.. well tha fact that I haven’t been in there…
we had stall 349, and turned there wz anotha stall that apparently sold viet foods as well..
it wz some deli 4m some place that like sold bread rolls and some fried spring rolls and fried dim sum… -.-“
i came across a few drunks again tho I dun think it wz as freaky as last yr..
tha fact that I wznt there at tha times that there wz most drunks prob helped..
there were a group of guyz that walked past
and asked “do u want a crumbed cheese sausage?!”
i dunno wat they were on bout..
and then tha otha random who wz at this chocolate stall
i ate some chocolate and he
asked me if i wz alwaiz this pretty..
and i said no and he said “musta been tha chocolate”
I think it wz tha wine..
Tha whole festival wz pretty quiet this yr..
like there wz no ppl there practically..
Either that or like no ppl bought ne thin..
Oh well..
I liked wz tha choc fondue fountain^^
n tha huge block of rocky road that wz taller than me -.-“
then on tue nite it wz full on packin up of tha show
and then tha packing up of tha stall..
went home and then finished packin rest of stuff..
and flew tue arvo..
it seemed so random..
like time flew so quickly…
ne waiz usual time for flight to HK
stayed in tha air port for 3 hours while I felt sick all tha time along..
and felt realli sick..
then afta wz tha flight 4m HK straight to amsterdam..
it wz SO Long >.<
and then tha whole i felt sick..
barely got ne sleep coz i kept wakin then sleepin then wakin again..
tho wen tha sky wz brite again..
looked out tha window and just stared out at tha sky and clouds..
OMG they were SO pretty ^^
Like we could see just like puffy cotton balls squished 2gether
Then later on wen it cleared up a bit..
We could see a cloud here and there and ud jus see it floating which wz sorta random but pretty ^^ like fungus on a petri dish of fungi we grew in bio last yr.
(OMG im comparing stuff 2 bio O.O)
got 2 tha airport at round 6 am in amsterdam..
welcomed by a few uncles..(1st, 3rd, 6th, 7th)
then ended up waitin at tha airport
coz Vanessa (紅姊姊oldest couz) and leslie (姊夫mi now bro in law :P) wz arriving few hours later)
2 hour drive bak 2 tilburg..
All welcomes and hi’s 2 all family ^^
then we went 2 some sea side place…
a few hours drive -.-“
it wz like near Holland casino..
place wz pretty nice but COLD..
thing is summer ova here 2 me seems 2 have a sorta diff meaning..
Still have tha whole sunny..
But therez also WINDY..
And tha tiem that tha sun STARTS setting is like 10pm..
-.-“
So like at 10pm at nite it feels like 5 pm 2 me..
I jus cant get mi head round tha fact that its 10 pm and not 5 or 6 or 7 pm
Next day we went 2 brussels in Belgium..
MORE hours sittin in tha car..
Omg..
Tha car trips were SO annoying..
We had a queen of complaints…
Who either wz screaming out songs such as yankee doodle..
OR wz like screaming her complaints on how many injuries she has..
OR doesn’t wanna go 2 tha dentist who will pull her teeth out
OR how she needed 2 go 2 tha toilet..
OR tha totalli “original” line “are we there yet?”
And many othas -.-“
On top of all that we had tha fact that us kids were sitting
A single bakseat like tha 3 seats in a row…
Well it wz that and a mini ledge that wz facing it
(we were sittin in a van)
And on those 2 surfaces we sat 8 ppl..
talk bout squished..
oh well at least we got 2 sit 2gether..
brussels wz ok..
then long drive bak home afta that..
then yesterday..
we went swimming for the day..
well actualli by the time got there it wz like 2:30pm.
ne waiz, afta tha swimming we went home and had dinner 4 公公
it wz pretty nice since like we had every1 there..
chi dong, alex and julia came 4 dinner
which wz good ^^
huge reunion
and now im typin up this all on mi lap top in tha lounge room in mi uncle’s house..
dunno wat we’re gonna do 2day tho seems like its gonna be nothng..
its bout 1pm I think :S
Monday, May 23, 2005
fear
fear..
an emotion that may have the ability to prevent us from achieving anything..
fear...
we all fear
fear something or the other
many fear spiders
many fear heights
many fear public speaking
and many fear rejection
all occuring...
all comprised of some form of a past experience..
all which were negative
people respond differently
we all are of different contexts..
different culutral identities
different everyday lifestyles
different economical statuses
different religious beliefs
different occupations
different genders
different values
different ages
different alot of things
yet the same in so many ways
living in same society
going to same school
going to same workplace
livin in the side of the world
all having a mother and a father
all have a body, a mind, a soul
we all people..
still have fears..
they may be different or they may be the same
but sooner or later the fear will slow you down from doing anything you want
it drags you down
fears of consequences..
fears of facing the fears...
fears of rejection..
fears of talk and gossip..
consequences can be dealt with the correct decision in the first place..
or the correct handling of the problem
consequences can be resolved..
with support of family and friends..
things can be resolved..
problems fade as time passes
facing the fears..
support is always there..
friends and family..
they will help you through..
as long as you recognise your fear
and talk to them about it..
they'll share the burden
fear of rejection..
fitting in and acceptance within a mass of people is hard..
but family members will always be there..
they love you for who you are..
they love you because they look past your imperfections..
and accept you, you are one of them
for there cannot be perfection...
we are all human..
and in that way we all make mistakes..
but family throught their love will eventually forgive
fear of talk and gossip..
this is hard..
for there will always be your support system of your family and friends..
but if you fear talk between them..
then who is it that you will confide to?
with the fear increasing trust begins to crumble...
less communication
and without the communication...
the support system will collapse...
all for without being open towards the ones you love...
the loneliness surrounds and encompasses..
the sense of loss is overwhelming
and it seems as if all is lost...
if you fear of talk and gossip..
what will you do for fear of being judged?
be who you are...
be happy as who you are..
if they talk then let them talk..
it is not an easy thing..
for all talk and no action is an easy thing..
for avoidence is also easy..
or even ignorance..
or locking it all away..
hopefully never to resurface again..
but under the mask..
under deep inside it hurts..
and if it begins to rise..
then bottled up emotions will change..
it will just burst..
a time where emotions will run free..
what isnt intended to be said..
is said..
emotions of others will hurt and soon..
the support system is gone..
but to accept the fear and take action and talking openly...
over time..
time is a precious thing...
for once past will not return..
there is little..
and it is all limited to every single person..
time not used wisely...
only allows for possibilities..
the creation of an imagenary world of "what if's?"
"if i had done this..
and not that"
"if i had done this.. if i had said that"
all regret..
regret for not doing something
for fear of consequences..
for fear of talk..
for fear of rejection..
fear of anything
and on and on it cycles..
for the only way to break free..
its to stand against the fear..
to fight the fear...
or just to take the step and change your thoughts..
to not fear the actual fear..
confidence may be the thing needed..
courage...
seize the day..
or just spiral down deeper and deeper...
down in to the depths where no one can find you...
nothing but an empty shell...
and wat of fear of talk from others?
talk 4m people within tha community?
you may not care of them
yet you may still care of their talk...
would you just stay at home in fear of their talk?
not do anythink you want just because you fear what they think?
g2g
nite nite
*hugz*
an emotion that may have the ability to prevent us from achieving anything..
fear...
we all fear
fear something or the other
many fear spiders
many fear heights
many fear public speaking
and many fear rejection
all occuring...
all comprised of some form of a past experience..
all which were negative
people respond differently
we all are of different contexts..
different culutral identities
different everyday lifestyles
different economical statuses
different religious beliefs
different occupations
different genders
different values
different ages
different alot of things
yet the same in so many ways
living in same society
going to same school
going to same workplace
livin in the side of the world
all having a mother and a father
all have a body, a mind, a soul
we all people..
still have fears..
they may be different or they may be the same
but sooner or later the fear will slow you down from doing anything you want
it drags you down
fears of consequences..
fears of facing the fears...
fears of rejection..
fears of talk and gossip..
consequences can be dealt with the correct decision in the first place..
or the correct handling of the problem
consequences can be resolved..
with support of family and friends..
things can be resolved..
problems fade as time passes
facing the fears..
support is always there..
friends and family..
they will help you through..
as long as you recognise your fear
and talk to them about it..
they'll share the burden
fear of rejection..
fitting in and acceptance within a mass of people is hard..
but family members will always be there..
they love you for who you are..
they love you because they look past your imperfections..
and accept you, you are one of them
for there cannot be perfection...
we are all human..
and in that way we all make mistakes..
but family throught their love will eventually forgive
fear of talk and gossip..
this is hard..
for there will always be your support system of your family and friends..
but if you fear talk between them..
then who is it that you will confide to?
with the fear increasing trust begins to crumble...
less communication
and without the communication...
the support system will collapse...
all for without being open towards the ones you love...
the loneliness surrounds and encompasses..
the sense of loss is overwhelming
and it seems as if all is lost...
if you fear of talk and gossip..
what will you do for fear of being judged?
be who you are...
be happy as who you are..
if they talk then let them talk..
it is not an easy thing..
for all talk and no action is an easy thing..
for avoidence is also easy..
or even ignorance..
or locking it all away..
hopefully never to resurface again..
but under the mask..
under deep inside it hurts..
and if it begins to rise..
then bottled up emotions will change..
it will just burst..
a time where emotions will run free..
what isnt intended to be said..
is said..
emotions of others will hurt and soon..
the support system is gone..
but to accept the fear and take action and talking openly...
over time..
time is a precious thing...
for once past will not return..
there is little..
and it is all limited to every single person..
time not used wisely...
only allows for possibilities..
the creation of an imagenary world of "what if's?"
"if i had done this..
and not that"
"if i had done this.. if i had said that"
all regret..
regret for not doing something
for fear of consequences..
for fear of talk..
for fear of rejection..
fear of anything
and on and on it cycles..
for the only way to break free..
its to stand against the fear..
to fight the fear...
or just to take the step and change your thoughts..
to not fear the actual fear..
confidence may be the thing needed..
courage...
seize the day..
or just spiral down deeper and deeper...
down in to the depths where no one can find you...
nothing but an empty shell...
and wat of fear of talk from others?
talk 4m people within tha community?
you may not care of them
yet you may still care of their talk...
would you just stay at home in fear of their talk?
not do anythink you want just because you fear what they think?
g2g
nite nite
*hugz*
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
500 Questions
500 Questions
1.What is the most embarrassing item in your record collection? record collection? u mean CDs? dun realli have ne.. tho i think it would prob be.. umm.. aqua aquarium..?
2.Boy's names? no idea... dun realli care.. afta all "a rose by any name would smell just as sweet"
3.Where do you eat? at home...? or resto usualli..
4.Listening to? Almost Here - Delta Goodrem and Brian McFadden
5.Do you like Sublime? Sublime..? wat is Sublime?.. :S
6.What are you talking about? huh..? well talkin 2 some ppl bout exams atm on msn but nothin otha wise...
7.Do you own an *NSync CD? Nope.
8.Have you ever bought a whole CD for one song? nope not yet.. not realli up 4 tha whole spending thing...
9.What are you currently thinking of? bored bored bored.. do survey..? but survey is boring 2.. oh well... seomthin 2 do.. whilst chatting and listenin 2 music AND cleaning mi room
10.At what age do you want to get married? wat age..? um round 20s..? sounds reasonable i think...
11.Look at guys butts? um big N-O not that much of a perve.. tho i think i noe some ppl who are *coughdiacough*
12.Do you like the local music of your town? well have no idea bout local music so *shrugz*
13.Burial or cremation? i think ill think bout that later on in life..
14.Favorite song? well no idea.. i love most songs.. so yah.. i dun think i can be bothad typin em out..
15.Favorite movie? dun have 1
16.What are you currently listening to? well.. simple love sung by jay chou
17.Person you expect to send it back first? well dun think ne 1 would send it bak due 2 tha fact taht its on mi blog... so dun have answer 2 that..
18.Do you like Pink Floyd? Wats pink floyd? ugh i think this survey thing is outta date :(
19.Location? not tellin u... :P
20.Have you broken the law? well not a serious offence.. so not realli.. unless ure liek talkin bout underage drinkin or like riding a bike wit out helmet or like sittin in a car wit out a seat belt..
21.If you could go anywhere in the world on a vacation, where would you go?i guess id tour tha world and visit family ^^..
22.Gold or silver? Gold ^^
23.Favorite day of the week? saturday?
24.Have you ever given money to a bum? well dun see bumz that often so havent had a chance i guess... tho i dunno if i would...
25.Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?yah mi rite 1 but i cant raise mi left 1 :(
26.Braid your hair? cant do it miself.. 2 untalented...
27.Do you like to drive fast? havent had tha chance 2 drive now have i? tho i dun think i would since like i prefer safety...
28.What's in the CD Player? ugh... similar 2 2 of tha q b4.. -.-" im listenin 2 tha moon represents mi heart now on tha comp (its on shuffle ALL music..) sung by david tao
29.Play in a band? no but i play in a symphony orchestra is taht wat u mean by band? like skool band or like rock band?
30.Bike? yes i have a bike...
31.Do you cook? every1 can cook^^ even me.. jus diff ppl on diff levels of cooking ability and have diff abilities 2 measure stuff and follow instructions...
32.Do you collect anything?yah i started this keyring collection thing in yr 6.. got a whole bucket of keyrings now...
33.What is the car of your dreams? a blue beetle? nah dun realli mind wat mi car looks like just as long its drivable
34.What color is your bedroom? its realli realli light pink ^^
35.Favorite thing for lunch? pasta?
36.Coke or Pepsi? COKE ^^
37.What song seems to reflect you the most? dunno.. loads... and depends on mood...
38.Have you cheated on a test? yah loads wen i wz in yr 7
39.On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? depends on event.. tho its not like i have mi wallet or purse wit me most of tha time..
40.Shy? yah.. at times.. multiple personalities ^^
41.Do you like Sarah McLachlan? dun mind.. *at last a musical reference i noe*
42.Can you blow spit bubbles? could wen i wz younger.. havent tried since but i may still be able 2...
43.Ride a bike? didnt u ask bike b4? -.-" yes i can ride a bike.. tho ive neva ridden a motor bike b4...
45.What screen saver is on your computer right now? cant remember tho i think its tha flower box 1...
46.If you turned your CD player to 'radio', what kind of radio station would it be on? nova...
47.Say something nice about the person who sent this to you? didnt get sent 2 me.. jus found it online so thought id do it..
48.What kind of bed do you like? single..?
49.Pluck your eyebrows? neva tried.. and dun intend 2 ne time soon.. does it hurt...?
50.When was the last time you read a book? away.. tho not realli a book.. more of play.. 4 lit...
51.Favorite ice cream? vanilla and/or chocolate
52.Place of birth? u dun need 2 noe...
53.Drinks or shots? drinks...? tho assuming its not refering 2 alcohol...
54.Do you have anything monogrammed?watz monogrammed mean..?
55.What is your favorite board game? monopoly? or cluedo? its tha onli board games i have at home -.-"
56.Have you run away? nope neva tried
57.Marital status? single ^^ and reasonably happy that way ^^
58.Makeup? nope... none at all.. pure and natural ^^
59.Can you paint? yah but not well it looks HORRIBIBBLE
60.Who's your favorite female singer? heapza ppl.. dun have faves realli...
61.Hair drying method? air dry?
62.Thunderstorms, cool or scary? bitta both..
63.Do you own a Jay-Z CD? yay anotha reference i noe of.. but no.. dun have a Jay-Z CD
64.Do you type with you're fingers on the right keys think so..
65.Who sent this to you? told u already i found it on tha net..
66.How do you eat an apple? umm.. open mouth.. bite.. chew.. swallow and digest?
67.Why are we insensitive? we are all insensitive beings whom care bout our selves OR we jus choose 2 convince ourselves and othas round us that we care.. afta all.. tis animal instinct 2 care for our own or ourselves.. and usualli ignore tha common good..
68.What is the first thing that you think of when you wake up?well "no i dun wanna go 2 skool 2day" is tha usual thought..
69.What's under you bed?nothing? its like this block of wood..
70.What's the best advice given to you?"nothing's impossible if u put ure mind 2 it" and "happiness is lookin past all tha imperfections of life"
71.Do you own a Blink 182 CD? er.. no.. i dun exactly have a CD collection in tha first place..
72.How would you classify Fiona Apple? no idea...?
73.Are you drinking? atm? yes... water
74.Been on a plane? yah many times..
75.Are your parents married or divorced? married
76.Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend?well definatley not boyfriend since ive neva had a boyfriend in tha first place.. and girlfriend..? hmm lemme see... *think think* nah lol im straight..
77.Good singer? id like 2 think so ^^ tho not perfect singer -.-"
78.Watch movies? yah but not that often...
79.Do you own any CDs from a band that only had one hit? *shrugz* dunno...
80.Have you ever done drugs? nope.. not tha illegal ones thats if wat ure referin 2.. tho obviously we've had chocolate and caffiene and medicines..
81.Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? well depends on 2 wat extent.. i could if i realli wanted 2 ^^ tho i dun see that happenin ne time soon...
82.Favorite month? Feb ^^ its summer AND its mi bday
83.Time?hmm.. they usualli have this at tha start of tha survey...
oh well.. um 8:21 pm
84.Favorite color? BLUE ^^
85.Who was the last person you instant messaged? mona...
86.Do you like The Doors? whoz tha doors?
87.Do you own a Lit CD? Lit CD 0.0
88.Can you roll your tongue? yah i can
89.Love at first sight? do u mean have i experienced it or do i believe in it.. i dun realli believe in it and its neva happend 2 me.. tho i think ne thin could happen...
90.Why did your last relationship fail? how bout WAT relationship..?
91.If you could live anywhere where would you live? at home? where could i live?
92.Does it annoy you when they play alternative songs and country songs on pop stations? nope.. i like variety ^^
93.Do you have any enemies? i hope i dun have ne... i HOPE that is..
94.Vegetarian? i love veges ^^ and i dun mind eatin meat...
95.Do you drink alcohol? yah occasionalli and moderately..
96.What kind of watch(es) do you wear? a normal watch..?
97.Do you ever wish you hadn't wasted your money on any certain CD (and what is it)? nope..
98.Cassette or CD? CD
99.What style of clothes do you wear? dunno.. can ne 1 help me wit that?
100.Favorite fast food? *shrugz*
101.Do you like Jay-Z? dun mind...
102.Do you do drugs? u asked me already.. tah answer is NO u cant convince me 2 do them !!!!
103.Are you a morning person or a night owl? nite owl..
104.When did you last take a shower? afta skool
105.Kids? id liek a few tho i dunno..
106.Do you own a Beach Boys CD? how bout i havent 2 knowledge heard a beach boys song?
107.What's your opinion on rap/hip hop? dun mind
108.What is your curfew? dun think i have 1 since i stay at home ne waiz..
109.What's one thing you like to do alone? sing? its a thing i dun think ppl wanna hear.. me singin isnt alwaiz taht good.. more of a private thing and linas 4eva tellin me 2 shut up ne waiz..
110.Have you ever had your heart broken? no.
111.Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? well flute? tho i think im playin enough 4 tha time bein..
112.Good storyteller? no totalli crap
113.Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted? prob yes..
114.What's the last thing you watched on tv? bitta tha opening of BB on sunday nite..
115.Do you prefer Love or Lust? *hmm thats hard*.. -.-" DUH LOVE
116.Favorite sport to watch? dun watch sport..
117.Male or female? female.. took u ages 2 ask -.-"
118.Crushed ice or ice cubes? crushed ice ^^
119.Have you ever pierced your body parts? yah ear lobes 4 earrings.. othawise No..
120.Do you want to get married? yah id liek 2..
121.Rub your stomach? wat tha hell...?
122.Have you ever mooned someone? wat does mooned mean...?
123.Age? 4 me 2 noe and u 2 find out...
124.Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer? yah sometimes..
125.Where were you born? told u b4 not tellin u..
126.Eaten a worm/mud pie? nope
127.Anorexic? nope.. and not obese either.. jus a lil fat..
128.TV or radio? TV
129.Do you glow in the dark? ugh.. would that mean im radioactive? no i dun glow in tha dark..
130.Do you own a Korn CD? no
131.Do you own a Boyz ll Men CD? nope
132.Do you prefer Gold or Silver? gold.. -.-"
133.Do you play guitar? once upon a time... ago..
134.Favorite Sesame Street character? elmo ^^
135.Jump on a trampoline? yah ive jumped on a trampoline b4..
136.Self-conscious? plz tell me who hasnt been self concious some time in their life..? usualli not.. tho am wen i see pix of me OR mirrors..
137.Bite your nails? no
138.Cake or ice cream? icecream
139.Do you smoke? no
140.Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? some particular ppl whom shall remain nameless..
141.What is your favorite number 6
142.Ever sunbathed nude? nope and dun sunbathe either..
143.Do you own a 2 Pac CD? no
144.One pillow or two? 1
145.What's the worst thing you ever said to someone? "i dun trust u"? cant remember if ive said worse..
146.Like to eat? nearly everythin and ne thin...
147.What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? depends where i am.. who im with and how i feel.. prob usualli give a shy impression..
148.Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?butter and/or salted popcorn
149.Favorite model? completely oblivious
150.Good actor/actress? *shrugz*
151.Beach, city, or country? all of em ^^ each place has its ups and downs ^^
152.Nicknames? della.. dell.. del del.. delia.. hmm jus noticed they all begin wit d.. ne waiz..
153.What are you doing tomorrow? skool.. then study (hopefully)..
154.Tall or short? short
155.What is your ideal marriage location? neva thought bout it..
156.Favorite radio station? nova
157.Where are you going to go to college? well hopefulli goin 2 uwa..
158.Sex? didnt i already tell u im female?
159.Do you play any musical instruments? yah harp and voice are mi major things atm.. i used 2 do bamboo flute.. guitar.. piano.. trombone.. and some otha stuffs...
160.Person who knows the most about you? dunno.. diff ppl noe diff sides of me sometiems..
161.Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? not realli
162.Do you own a Mya CD? no
163.Do you own a Hanson CD? no
164.Club or houseparty? neither? tho prob house party if i had 2 make a choice
165.Played 'Truth or Dare'? yah.. got dare last time.. but ppl 4got 2 dare me so got away wit out doin ne thing.. i prefer watchin and listenin..
166.Person you talk most on the phone with? nobody? dun like fone..
tho of all tha fone convos ive talked 2 scar tha most
167.Who do you want to avoid?some ppl at skool..
168.Have you ever sat through an entire 'Dawson's Creek' episode? nope..
169.Jewel or Sheryl Crow? neither? dunno either
170.Future school? im still in skool..?
171.What is one thing you are obsessed with? *shrugz* cant think of ne thin atm..
172.Blondes or brunettes? neither?
173.Backstreet Boys or *NSync? neither? i jus like songs.. i dun like tha actual boy bands...
174.Clothing? er... u think i walk round nude..? no way.. course i wear clothes..
175.What do you want in a relationship? love.. care.. some1 2 talk 2.. jus simple stuff.. dun need that much..
176.Bra? wth..? wat type of q is that?
177.Were you usually the dumper or the dumpee in your past relationships? neither? havent had a bf b4 ne waiz.. so not possible.. unless ure talkin bout dumping friends.. tho i dun think that sounds rite..
178.What's the last thing you ate and drank?hungry jacks - chips and baguette
179.Favorite communication method? MSN
180.Are you in a band? u asked me already.. -.-"
181.Bath or shower? both depending on day.. winter prefer bath.. summer prefer shower...
182.Can you cross your eyes? yah
183.Can you eat using chopsticks? yah id be worried if i couldnt..
184.Christmas Eve or Christmas Day? either? dun realli matter 2 me..
185.Who do you want to kill?no 1? i dun dislike ne 1 that much
186.Heaven? there may be 1 somewhere.. or could be somethin made up 2 ease tha fear of death... and 2 help loved 1s move on bout tha 1 they loved'ds death...*Shrugz*
187.Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? sorta.. yah.. 2 self concious..
188.Favorite restaurant? mine ^^
189.When did you last watch Bambi? neva?
190.Do you prefer diamonds or pearls? both.. they both prettiful in their own way.. ^^
191.Do you make your bed daily? not realli
192.What's sexiest on a guy/girl? i dun realli have thoughts on that tho if i did i still would not express them..
193.Good student? reasonable tho i should study more.. instead of wastin mi time on stuff liek this..
194.Do you talk in your sleep? dunno.. how could u noe if ure asleep?
195.Do you listen to boy bands? yah if they sound good
196.Sports? LOVE sports ^^ but im crap at em -.-"
197.What/who inspires you? mi family and mi peers ^^
198.How many languages do you speak? a reasonable few... um.. canto english and thats bout it fluently.. mandarin and french are sorta soso and viet i can say "i dunno how 2 speak viet" which is totali ironic -.-"
199.When's the last time you cried? a while ago.. tho i cant remember when or y..
200.How do you like your eggs? *shrugz* dun realli liek eggs...
201.Deaf or blind? neither? im happy tha way i am
202.If you died tomorrow, to whom would you leave everything you own? mi family..
203.Vanilla or chocolate? hard choice >.< i wan both
204.Politics? totalli oblivious.. i hate that topic.. did it 4 so many years...
205.Put on women's clothing and hang around in bars? well DUH wit tha put on women's clothes.. but hung round bars..? NO
206.Favorite animal? love all animals.. all unique in their own way ^^
207.Cats or dogs? dogs
208.Outgoing? not realli.. tho i can have outbursts of sorta outgoing-ness once in a while..
209.Do you like to sing on the toilet? er.. not realli..
210.Who are you going to be married to? totalli no idea..
211.Is the glass half empty or have full? me is optimist ^^ half full
212.Food or candy? both? tho food prob not make u as fat..
213.What do you cook the best? nothing?
214.Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? ne where as long as its wit mi honey ^^
215.Favorite actor? none?
216.What is on your mouse pad? tis a pic of plane.. saiz defencejobs.gov.au.. encouragin ppl 2 join defence forces.. tha pic is pretty ^^
217.Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yah
218.What's the last thing you read?away i thought i said it already..
219.Any tattoos or piercings? earring piercings othawise no
220.Favorite thing for dinner? ne thing
221.Who was the last person you touched? mum.. jus hugged her ^^
222.Hair? long black
223.Girl's names? dunno
224.Take a shower every day? HELL yes..
225.Name? wznt this meant 2 be q 1...? ne waiz della
226.What is your sign? aquarius...
227.What are you currently wearing? pj top and bottoms ^^
228.Do you sleep with the light on? no.. save electricity!!! tha world aint gonna last 4eva..
229.Do you possess magical abilities? i hope so ^^
230.What is your shoe size? 7 or 8
231.Who's your second family? mi friends..? :S dunno
232.Favorite ice cream? VANILLA OR CHOC
233.Do you prefer Green or Blue? BLUE ^^
234.Is there a TV in your room? no
235.Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
236.Most frivolous purchase? cant remember
237.Are you a ditz? at times ^^"
238.What are you doing next weekend? well friday nite got music concert.. then wedding on sat then on sun got buddha bday which means totall embarresment
239.Favorite flower? have many.. tho tha first ones i can think of r lotus and lily
240.Writing hand? right-y
241.Do you like any sort of oldies? wat u mean by that??
242.What's your Favorite Quote? have many soz cbb typin em out..
243.Do you care about how you look? at times..
244.First kiss? not sayin nothing..
245.Been in a fight? dun think so.. no
256.Do you like to sing in the shower? occasionally...
257.Strip? NO WAY
258.Do you wear glasses? yah do now...
259.Have you ever won any special awards? neva.. :'(
260.Have you ever named your breasts? ARE U KIDDING ME?!?!? soz but i dun talk 2 parts of me so i dun think they'd have a name..
261.First crush? not saying a word..
262.Have you broken a bone?nope
263.What's your favorite sexual position? OMG... -.-" totalli no idea... afta all still virgin ^^
264.How are you sitting? on a chair wit mi legz crossed under tha seat..
265.Talk on the phone? not that often.. not realli much of a talk on tha fone person..
266.What's the last CD you bought? it wz evanescence and that wz like mid year last yr..
267.What color is your bathroom? theme colour is blue.. well its mi parents bath room but hey i like it ^^
268.Do you own an Ice Cube CD? nope
269.How many schools have you been to? 2 i think :S 4 includin preprimary and kindy ..
270.Do you like making mix tapes/CDs? dunno how..
271.Eye color? brown
272.What is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy/girl? dunno.. that they're a guy..? and no im not refering 2 tha lower regions.. 2 those sick minded ppl out there...
273.Virgin? yep and proud bout it ^^
274.What kind of soap do you use? dove
275.What do you have for breakfast? ne thing realli
276.Favorite teacher? like most of mi teachas atm
277.What kind of books do you like to read? fantasy and romance ^^
278.Favorite candy? ne thing realli tho prefer chocolate...
279.On your feet? wth..?
280.The best places you have ever been? cant judge since i cant realli remember tho i noe tha best times are wit loved ones ^^
281.How many CD's do you own? no idea.. tho no more than like 20...
282.If you don't like a person, how do you show it? i try 2 ignore them and not let them get 2 me.. or i jus try not 2 show mi annoyance..
283.Matches or a lighter? matches.. they're fun 2 light ^^
284.What's one thing you're a sore loser at? dunno..
285.Ketchup or mustard? ketchup.. tho i call it tomato sauce.. americans -.-"
286.If you could choose your own name, what would you pick? im happy wit mi name atm ^^
287.Do you prefer talking on the phone or in person? in person i dun like tha fone..
288.Ever said 'I love you' and not meant it? no.. not 2 mi memory...
289.Least Favorite Colours? green ironic huh?
290.Where do you dance? wat u mean by "where"..?
291.Single or taken? single altho therez ppl who say that im taken..
292.Who do you want to look like? miself?
293.Why do we paint our nails? its jus an attempt for us 2 make us look like we care bout tha way we look which is tru.. to make it look like we're pretty.. tho choice realli...
294.What's the weather like? cold outside... and nite time..
295.Do you drive stick? wth..?
296.How many drinks before you're tipsy? neva tried goin that far.. wats so good bout gettin tipsy?
297.What makes you cry? alot of things
298.Nationality? Australian chinese
299.Favorite actress? none..
300.Nearest picture?pic of me and mi sista
301.What store do you shop at the most? mine ^^
302.Do you pee in the shower? eww.. tho if i were realli busting i mite..
303.People online now?14.
304.Do you like Korn? no
305.What are you reading now? pplz replies 2 mi convo
306.'Sunset Beach' or 'The Bold and the Beautiful'? neither?
307.Chocolate or Vanilla? asked me already 3 times as well i think it wz
-.-"
308.Is your band famous, if you're in one?not in a band tho orchestra is soso.. we mite be if we win ^^
309.Who's your favorite actor(actress)/musician? -no comment-
310.Morning or night? nite
311.What did you do for your last birthday? sleepova and dinner
312.Do you tell your friends about your sex life? wat sex life..? thats tha point -.-" tho i guess its a GOOD thing need 2 concentrate on studies
313.Do you swear? yah.. but lightly.. tho i dun see watz so astounding wen i say f*k once in a while... -.-" im not completely an angel...
314.Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know? depends on wat degree of "u didnt noe" ure talkin bout.. tho no matter.. no
315.What fabric detergent do you use? dunno.. its jus white stuff..
coz we jus have it in this bucket container thing....
316.What do you think is the biggest mistake that people tend to make in
relationships? *shrugz* dunno... depends which relationships u refer 2..
317.What kind of car do you drive? dun drive
318.Who are you talking to?ppl.. *in otha words dun wanna tell u*
319.Gloves or mittens? gloves need 2 move fingers...
320.Future child's name? dunno..
321.What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? dunno.. happy wit life atm ^^ well otha than stress..
322.Are you friends with whoever sent you this survey? i didnt get it sent 2 me..
323.Banning of guns? i find it reasonable.. but its also a form of self defence -.-"
324.How many kids do you want? dun mind.. tho 2 girls and 2 boiz would be cute but i dun think i could handle that much *shrudderz*
325.Have you loved somebody so much it makes you cry? nope
326.Which shoe goes on first? right
327.Where did you get this survey? some place online...
i wz bored so i searched "email survey" and came up wit this..
328.Have you ever experienced deja vu?heapz of times..
329.Do you like roses? Love EM ^^
330.What goes on first, bra or underwear? ok isnt it boardering on personal invasion..? im non answering
331.Do you use an alarm clock? yah but its pointless since i sleep thru it
332.Favorite writing instrument? pen
333.Favorite hangout? ne where realli.. dun realli have a "hang out"
334.Birthday? 15 feb
335.What's one of the 'funnest' things you've ever done? nothing?
336.How often do you brush your teeth? min 2wice a day
337.Do you have a job? yah waitress.. and onli occasional
338.Curly or straight hair? straight
339.What's one trait you hate in a person? i dunno..
340.Punk rock/swing/ska? *shrugz*
341.Like to listen to music? yah
342.Are you eating? no not atm
343.Favorite thing for breakfast? asked already said dunno
344.What CD is in your CD player right now? not listenin 2 cd playa and i dun have 1..
345.Phone number? not ritin here...
346.Favorite type of music? ne type realli.. tho not realli that in2 classical..
347.Ever been involved with the police? no
358.What colour are you kitchen plates? white
359.What is your favorite TV show? dun mind
360.Looking at the keyboard? no
361.What's one car you will never buy? ute
362.If you could have any job what would it be? multi billionaire..? lol or singer..? nah i like singing but dun like performing..
363.What characteristic do you despise? dunno
364.What's your favorite song at the moment? heapz...
365.Is it right to flirt if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? depends how much and how possessive he is.. and dun lead tha otha guy on 2 far.. tho all in all i think u should tell em ure taken
366.Favorite drink? *shrugz*
367.Something you love and hate? love music.. hate vomit
368.School? mlc
369.Who sent this to you? no 1
370.Favorite thing to do? sleep?
371.If you like ska, what's your favorite ska band? wat is ska..?
372.Have you ever broken someone's heart? not intentionalli.. i dunno tho..
373.What's your favorite soundtrack? dun have 1 dun think
374.Do you own a Britney Spears CD? used 2 have a britney spears tape but not CD..
375.How many online journals do you read regularly? roudn 4-7.. cbb counting..
376.How often do you shower/bathe? everyday min
377.Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? blend in
378.Alternative rock? dun mind
379.Would you rather be rich or famous? famous
380.What was your first CD? aqua aquarium
381.What band posters are on your wall? none
382.What do you wear to bed? pjs
383.Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? yah
384.Music? yah i like listenin 2 music
385.Hamburger or cheeseburger? neither
386.What's the soonest that you've slept with someone? neva?
387.Have you ever owned a Marilyn Manson CD? no
388.Good dancer? ballrooom? ok.. othawise.. -no comment- i cannot dance.. tho i love 2 dance :S dun make sense.. i love 2 dance wen its choreographed by some 1
389.Best thing you've done this summer?spent time wit family...
390.Swam in the ocean? yah tha beach
391.What's your all-time favorite song? dunno :S
392.Dream house? havent thought that far...
393.Tea or coffee? tea
394.What's the one language you want to learn? mi dadz chinese dialect which i dunno how 2 say in english
395.Pierced belly button? no
396.If you won the lottery, what would you do first? tell mi family...?
397.Eye color of choice? still brown...
398.Oranges or apples? both.. depends on quality
399.What is your middle name? dun have 1
400.Do you own an Eminem CD? no
401.Work out? onli wen i have 2 during pe and hse acts
402.Do you ever listen to pop? yah listen 2 wateva
403.How many rings until you answer your phone? dunno :S jus answer fone..
404.Pools or hot tubs?hot tub? its heated ^^
405.Do you own a Mariah Carey CD? nope
406.Mowing the lawn? tried once wen i tried 2 help mi dad..
but othawise no...
407.What fictional character do you admire the most? *shrugz*
408.Do you own a TLC CD? no
409.Who's your favorite country singer? dun mind
410.What are your future goals? parents want me 2 go in2 medicine..
411.Coke or Pepsi? told u coke
412.Ridden in a fire truck? yah wen i wz lil
413.Do you own an MTV party to go CD? no
414.Have you ever thrown a shoe at anyone? no but ive threatened 2...
415.Can you draw? no way
416.Have you ever (or do you) like Hanson? no
417.Do you bite your nails? no
418.Would you say you have an advanced knowledge of music? nope completely oblivious..
419.Do you like Britney Spears? dun mind
420.Like to write? sorta
421.When was the last time you talked on the phone? ages ago..
422.Favorite fabric? dunno.. silk or satin...
423.Favorite kind of porn? how bout i DUN wanna noe bout that stuff..
424.Rickie lake or Oprah Winfrey? neither
425.Good at sports?1 word.... crap
426.Weight? somewhere between 50 and 60 kg..
427.Have you ever gotten in a car accident? nope
428.Santa? i think he may still be alive.. somewhere far away ^^
429.Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up? who hasnt?
430.Why do we love Pamela Lee Anderson so much? well i dunno.. i dun like nor dislike her.. tho i think 4 tha guyz would be her large "assets"
431.Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride? yah wen i wz lil.. oh and 4 chewy on instrumental camp
432.Tattoos? nope i dun think eva
433.What is your birth name? wat tha..?
434.Favorite sport? ne thin realli tho i disliek aussie rules footy...
435.Do you eat the stems of broccoli? yah
436.Hamburger or Hotdog? hot dog
437.Favorite food? *shrugz*
438.What kind of bedding do you use? normal sheets :S
439.What are you doing this weekend? told u once not tellin u again
440.Parents? LOVE them ^^
441.If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would you choose?dunno :S
442.Hard or mild alcohol? mild.. everythin in balance ^^
443.Pen or pencil? pen
444.Hang out with friends? ne where as logn as we're 2getha ^^
445.Have you dated one of your best friends? no
446.Achiever or slacker? slacker attempting an achiever image..
-.-"
447.Do you prefer Purple or Pink? pink ^^
448.Favorite day of the week? sat..
449.Why are we so obsessed with violence? coz its shown a lot in tha media?
450.Bikini or one-piece? one piece.. dun have tha body shape 4 bikini... prob scare every1 away... lol
451.Do you own a Bone Thugs N Harmony CD? no
452.Favorite cartoon character? *shrugz*
453.Do you own a Limp Bizkit CD?no
454.When was the last time you punched someone? *shrugz*
455.How often do you have sex? how bout trying neva yet?
456.Coke or Pepsi? no ure not convertin me 2 pepsi i still choose coke
457.Do you cry in front of friends? not tha 1s i have now.. havent cried infront of em i dun think..
458.Are you a giver or a taker? bitta both?
459.Who do you want to be like? mi parents
460.Your single biggest fear? dunno :S
461.What's the last thing you bought? food?
462.What are your favorite bands? ne thin realli i listen 2 tha music dun look at band...
463.What time do you get up? 7 usualli
464.Favorite perfume? echo woman and taht blue ralph lauren 1..
465.Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great?on time ok..
466.Height? short like 160 i think...
467.Hair color? black
468.Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes
469.Do you listen to country?sometimes...
470.Favorite talk shows?dun watch
471.Hamburger or hot dog? hot dog
472.Hot or cold? hot i think :S
473.Pets? annabel.. dalmation
474.Soul mate? dunno.. may be one out there somewhere in tha world
475.What's your sleeping position? on mi side..
476.Have you ever flashed someone? no
477.Do you consider yourself materialistic?a lil
478.Why do we care about our muscles so much? coz we dun wanna be taken ova by fat?
479.Sports or news? news
480.Like to read? yah
481.How much have you grown as a person (spiritualy/menatly/emotionaly... you know, as a person)? i dunno.. i dun mark mi results..
482.What utensils do you use to eat pizza?hands?
483.Favorite Spice Girl?*shrugz*
484.What have you stolen before?no
485.Abortion?no unless its like rape
486.Do you have any pets? Yes annabel
487.Are you thinking?yes
488.Would you ever have plastic surgery? no
489.Where do you cry? in bed
490.Cann you name all four Tellitubbies? Yes tinki winki dipsy lala and poe
491.Hell? a place made up 2 enforce laws? tho there realli could be i
492.Favorite Movies? none
493.Do you snore? u mite i dunno
494.What was the last film you saw at the cinema? house of flying daggers
495.Do you like Lynyrd Skynyrd? dunno who he is
496.If you could have any colour hair what whould it be? black
497.Do you sleepwalk? i mite i dunno
498.Do you own a Jennifer Lopez CD? no
499.Can you blow smoke rings?
500.Deep sleeper? Yes sometimes
ok sorta pointles and repetative..
nit enite
*hugz*
1.What is the most embarrassing item in your record collection? record collection? u mean CDs? dun realli have ne.. tho i think it would prob be.. umm.. aqua aquarium..?
2.Boy's names? no idea... dun realli care.. afta all "a rose by any name would smell just as sweet"
3.Where do you eat? at home...? or resto usualli..
4.Listening to? Almost Here - Delta Goodrem and Brian McFadden
5.Do you like Sublime? Sublime..? wat is Sublime?.. :S
6.What are you talking about? huh..? well talkin 2 some ppl bout exams atm on msn but nothin otha wise...
7.Do you own an *NSync CD? Nope.
8.Have you ever bought a whole CD for one song? nope not yet.. not realli up 4 tha whole spending thing...
9.What are you currently thinking of? bored bored bored.. do survey..? but survey is boring 2.. oh well... seomthin 2 do.. whilst chatting and listenin 2 music AND cleaning mi room
10.At what age do you want to get married? wat age..? um round 20s..? sounds reasonable i think...
11.Look at guys butts? um big N-O not that much of a perve.. tho i think i noe some ppl who are *coughdiacough*
12.Do you like the local music of your town? well have no idea bout local music so *shrugz*
13.Burial or cremation? i think ill think bout that later on in life..
14.Favorite song? well no idea.. i love most songs.. so yah.. i dun think i can be bothad typin em out..
15.Favorite movie? dun have 1
16.What are you currently listening to? well.. simple love sung by jay chou
17.Person you expect to send it back first? well dun think ne 1 would send it bak due 2 tha fact taht its on mi blog... so dun have answer 2 that..
18.Do you like Pink Floyd? Wats pink floyd? ugh i think this survey thing is outta date :(
19.Location? not tellin u... :P
20.Have you broken the law? well not a serious offence.. so not realli.. unless ure liek talkin bout underage drinkin or like riding a bike wit out helmet or like sittin in a car wit out a seat belt..
21.If you could go anywhere in the world on a vacation, where would you go?i guess id tour tha world and visit family ^^..
22.Gold or silver? Gold ^^
23.Favorite day of the week? saturday?
24.Have you ever given money to a bum? well dun see bumz that often so havent had a chance i guess... tho i dunno if i would...
25.Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?yah mi rite 1 but i cant raise mi left 1 :(
26.Braid your hair? cant do it miself.. 2 untalented...
27.Do you like to drive fast? havent had tha chance 2 drive now have i? tho i dun think i would since like i prefer safety...
28.What's in the CD Player? ugh... similar 2 2 of tha q b4.. -.-" im listenin 2 tha moon represents mi heart now on tha comp (its on shuffle ALL music..) sung by david tao
29.Play in a band? no but i play in a symphony orchestra is taht wat u mean by band? like skool band or like rock band?
30.Bike? yes i have a bike...
31.Do you cook? every1 can cook^^ even me.. jus diff ppl on diff levels of cooking ability and have diff abilities 2 measure stuff and follow instructions...
32.Do you collect anything?yah i started this keyring collection thing in yr 6.. got a whole bucket of keyrings now...
33.What is the car of your dreams? a blue beetle? nah dun realli mind wat mi car looks like just as long its drivable
34.What color is your bedroom? its realli realli light pink ^^
35.Favorite thing for lunch? pasta?
36.Coke or Pepsi? COKE ^^
37.What song seems to reflect you the most? dunno.. loads... and depends on mood...
38.Have you cheated on a test? yah loads wen i wz in yr 7
39.On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? depends on event.. tho its not like i have mi wallet or purse wit me most of tha time..
40.Shy? yah.. at times.. multiple personalities ^^
41.Do you like Sarah McLachlan? dun mind.. *at last a musical reference i noe*
42.Can you blow spit bubbles? could wen i wz younger.. havent tried since but i may still be able 2...
43.Ride a bike? didnt u ask bike b4? -.-" yes i can ride a bike.. tho ive neva ridden a motor bike b4...
45.What screen saver is on your computer right now? cant remember tho i think its tha flower box 1...
46.If you turned your CD player to 'radio', what kind of radio station would it be on? nova...
47.Say something nice about the person who sent this to you? didnt get sent 2 me.. jus found it online so thought id do it..
48.What kind of bed do you like? single..?
49.Pluck your eyebrows? neva tried.. and dun intend 2 ne time soon.. does it hurt...?
50.When was the last time you read a book? away.. tho not realli a book.. more of play.. 4 lit...
51.Favorite ice cream? vanilla and/or chocolate
52.Place of birth? u dun need 2 noe...
53.Drinks or shots? drinks...? tho assuming its not refering 2 alcohol...
54.Do you have anything monogrammed?watz monogrammed mean..?
55.What is your favorite board game? monopoly? or cluedo? its tha onli board games i have at home -.-"
56.Have you run away? nope neva tried
57.Marital status? single ^^ and reasonably happy that way ^^
58.Makeup? nope... none at all.. pure and natural ^^
59.Can you paint? yah but not well it looks HORRIBIBBLE
60.Who's your favorite female singer? heapza ppl.. dun have faves realli...
61.Hair drying method? air dry?
62.Thunderstorms, cool or scary? bitta both..
63.Do you own a Jay-Z CD? yay anotha reference i noe of.. but no.. dun have a Jay-Z CD
64.Do you type with you're fingers on the right keys think so..
65.Who sent this to you? told u already i found it on tha net..
66.How do you eat an apple? umm.. open mouth.. bite.. chew.. swallow and digest?
67.Why are we insensitive? we are all insensitive beings whom care bout our selves OR we jus choose 2 convince ourselves and othas round us that we care.. afta all.. tis animal instinct 2 care for our own or ourselves.. and usualli ignore tha common good..
68.What is the first thing that you think of when you wake up?well "no i dun wanna go 2 skool 2day" is tha usual thought..
69.What's under you bed?nothing? its like this block of wood..
70.What's the best advice given to you?"nothing's impossible if u put ure mind 2 it" and "happiness is lookin past all tha imperfections of life"
71.Do you own a Blink 182 CD? er.. no.. i dun exactly have a CD collection in tha first place..
72.How would you classify Fiona Apple? no idea...?
73.Are you drinking? atm? yes... water
74.Been on a plane? yah many times..
75.Are your parents married or divorced? married
76.Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend?well definatley not boyfriend since ive neva had a boyfriend in tha first place.. and girlfriend..? hmm lemme see... *think think* nah lol im straight..
77.Good singer? id like 2 think so ^^ tho not perfect singer -.-"
78.Watch movies? yah but not that often...
79.Do you own any CDs from a band that only had one hit? *shrugz* dunno...
80.Have you ever done drugs? nope.. not tha illegal ones thats if wat ure referin 2.. tho obviously we've had chocolate and caffiene and medicines..
81.Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? well depends on 2 wat extent.. i could if i realli wanted 2 ^^ tho i dun see that happenin ne time soon...
82.Favorite month? Feb ^^ its summer AND its mi bday
83.Time?hmm.. they usualli have this at tha start of tha survey...
oh well.. um 8:21 pm
84.Favorite color? BLUE ^^
85.Who was the last person you instant messaged? mona...
86.Do you like The Doors? whoz tha doors?
87.Do you own a Lit CD? Lit CD 0.0
88.Can you roll your tongue? yah i can
89.Love at first sight? do u mean have i experienced it or do i believe in it.. i dun realli believe in it and its neva happend 2 me.. tho i think ne thin could happen...
90.Why did your last relationship fail? how bout WAT relationship..?
91.If you could live anywhere where would you live? at home? where could i live?
92.Does it annoy you when they play alternative songs and country songs on pop stations? nope.. i like variety ^^
93.Do you have any enemies? i hope i dun have ne... i HOPE that is..
94.Vegetarian? i love veges ^^ and i dun mind eatin meat...
95.Do you drink alcohol? yah occasionalli and moderately..
96.What kind of watch(es) do you wear? a normal watch..?
97.Do you ever wish you hadn't wasted your money on any certain CD (and what is it)? nope..
98.Cassette or CD? CD
99.What style of clothes do you wear? dunno.. can ne 1 help me wit that?
100.Favorite fast food? *shrugz*
101.Do you like Jay-Z? dun mind...
102.Do you do drugs? u asked me already.. tah answer is NO u cant convince me 2 do them !!!!
103.Are you a morning person or a night owl? nite owl..
104.When did you last take a shower? afta skool
105.Kids? id liek a few tho i dunno..
106.Do you own a Beach Boys CD? how bout i havent 2 knowledge heard a beach boys song?
107.What's your opinion on rap/hip hop? dun mind
108.What is your curfew? dun think i have 1 since i stay at home ne waiz..
109.What's one thing you like to do alone? sing? its a thing i dun think ppl wanna hear.. me singin isnt alwaiz taht good.. more of a private thing and linas 4eva tellin me 2 shut up ne waiz..
110.Have you ever had your heart broken? no.
111.Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? well flute? tho i think im playin enough 4 tha time bein..
112.Good storyteller? no totalli crap
113.Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted? prob yes..
114.What's the last thing you watched on tv? bitta tha opening of BB on sunday nite..
115.Do you prefer Love or Lust? *hmm thats hard*.. -.-" DUH LOVE
116.Favorite sport to watch? dun watch sport..
117.Male or female? female.. took u ages 2 ask -.-"
118.Crushed ice or ice cubes? crushed ice ^^
119.Have you ever pierced your body parts? yah ear lobes 4 earrings.. othawise No..
120.Do you want to get married? yah id liek 2..
121.Rub your stomach? wat tha hell...?
122.Have you ever mooned someone? wat does mooned mean...?
123.Age? 4 me 2 noe and u 2 find out...
124.Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer? yah sometimes..
125.Where were you born? told u b4 not tellin u..
126.Eaten a worm/mud pie? nope
127.Anorexic? nope.. and not obese either.. jus a lil fat..
128.TV or radio? TV
129.Do you glow in the dark? ugh.. would that mean im radioactive? no i dun glow in tha dark..
130.Do you own a Korn CD? no
131.Do you own a Boyz ll Men CD? nope
132.Do you prefer Gold or Silver? gold.. -.-"
133.Do you play guitar? once upon a time... ago..
134.Favorite Sesame Street character? elmo ^^
135.Jump on a trampoline? yah ive jumped on a trampoline b4..
136.Self-conscious? plz tell me who hasnt been self concious some time in their life..? usualli not.. tho am wen i see pix of me OR mirrors..
137.Bite your nails? no
138.Cake or ice cream? icecream
139.Do you smoke? no
140.Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? some particular ppl whom shall remain nameless..
141.What is your favorite number 6
142.Ever sunbathed nude? nope and dun sunbathe either..
143.Do you own a 2 Pac CD? no
144.One pillow or two? 1
145.What's the worst thing you ever said to someone? "i dun trust u"? cant remember if ive said worse..
146.Like to eat? nearly everythin and ne thin...
147.What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? depends where i am.. who im with and how i feel.. prob usualli give a shy impression..
148.Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?butter and/or salted popcorn
149.Favorite model? completely oblivious
150.Good actor/actress? *shrugz*
151.Beach, city, or country? all of em ^^ each place has its ups and downs ^^
152.Nicknames? della.. dell.. del del.. delia.. hmm jus noticed they all begin wit d.. ne waiz..
153.What are you doing tomorrow? skool.. then study (hopefully)..
154.Tall or short? short
155.What is your ideal marriage location? neva thought bout it..
156.Favorite radio station? nova
157.Where are you going to go to college? well hopefulli goin 2 uwa..
158.Sex? didnt i already tell u im female?
159.Do you play any musical instruments? yah harp and voice are mi major things atm.. i used 2 do bamboo flute.. guitar.. piano.. trombone.. and some otha stuffs...
160.Person who knows the most about you? dunno.. diff ppl noe diff sides of me sometiems..
161.Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? not realli
162.Do you own a Mya CD? no
163.Do you own a Hanson CD? no
164.Club or houseparty? neither? tho prob house party if i had 2 make a choice
165.Played 'Truth or Dare'? yah.. got dare last time.. but ppl 4got 2 dare me so got away wit out doin ne thing.. i prefer watchin and listenin..
166.Person you talk most on the phone with? nobody? dun like fone..
tho of all tha fone convos ive talked 2 scar tha most
167.Who do you want to avoid?some ppl at skool..
168.Have you ever sat through an entire 'Dawson's Creek' episode? nope..
169.Jewel or Sheryl Crow? neither? dunno either
170.Future school? im still in skool..?
171.What is one thing you are obsessed with? *shrugz* cant think of ne thin atm..
172.Blondes or brunettes? neither?
173.Backstreet Boys or *NSync? neither? i jus like songs.. i dun like tha actual boy bands...
174.Clothing? er... u think i walk round nude..? no way.. course i wear clothes..
175.What do you want in a relationship? love.. care.. some1 2 talk 2.. jus simple stuff.. dun need that much..
176.Bra? wth..? wat type of q is that?
177.Were you usually the dumper or the dumpee in your past relationships? neither? havent had a bf b4 ne waiz.. so not possible.. unless ure talkin bout dumping friends.. tho i dun think that sounds rite..
178.What's the last thing you ate and drank?hungry jacks - chips and baguette
179.Favorite communication method? MSN
180.Are you in a band? u asked me already.. -.-"
181.Bath or shower? both depending on day.. winter prefer bath.. summer prefer shower...
182.Can you cross your eyes? yah
183.Can you eat using chopsticks? yah id be worried if i couldnt..
184.Christmas Eve or Christmas Day? either? dun realli matter 2 me..
185.Who do you want to kill?no 1? i dun dislike ne 1 that much
186.Heaven? there may be 1 somewhere.. or could be somethin made up 2 ease tha fear of death... and 2 help loved 1s move on bout tha 1 they loved'ds death...*Shrugz*
187.Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? sorta.. yah.. 2 self concious..
188.Favorite restaurant? mine ^^
189.When did you last watch Bambi? neva?
190.Do you prefer diamonds or pearls? both.. they both prettiful in their own way.. ^^
191.Do you make your bed daily? not realli
192.What's sexiest on a guy/girl? i dun realli have thoughts on that tho if i did i still would not express them..
193.Good student? reasonable tho i should study more.. instead of wastin mi time on stuff liek this..
194.Do you talk in your sleep? dunno.. how could u noe if ure asleep?
195.Do you listen to boy bands? yah if they sound good
196.Sports? LOVE sports ^^ but im crap at em -.-"
197.What/who inspires you? mi family and mi peers ^^
198.How many languages do you speak? a reasonable few... um.. canto english and thats bout it fluently.. mandarin and french are sorta soso and viet i can say "i dunno how 2 speak viet" which is totali ironic -.-"
199.When's the last time you cried? a while ago.. tho i cant remember when or y..
200.How do you like your eggs? *shrugz* dun realli liek eggs...
201.Deaf or blind? neither? im happy tha way i am
202.If you died tomorrow, to whom would you leave everything you own? mi family..
203.Vanilla or chocolate? hard choice >.< i wan both
204.Politics? totalli oblivious.. i hate that topic.. did it 4 so many years...
205.Put on women's clothing and hang around in bars? well DUH wit tha put on women's clothes.. but hung round bars..? NO
206.Favorite animal? love all animals.. all unique in their own way ^^
207.Cats or dogs? dogs
208.Outgoing? not realli.. tho i can have outbursts of sorta outgoing-ness once in a while..
209.Do you like to sing on the toilet? er.. not realli..
210.Who are you going to be married to? totalli no idea..
211.Is the glass half empty or have full? me is optimist ^^ half full
212.Food or candy? both? tho food prob not make u as fat..
213.What do you cook the best? nothing?
214.Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? ne where as long as its wit mi honey ^^
215.Favorite actor? none?
216.What is on your mouse pad? tis a pic of plane.. saiz defencejobs.gov.au.. encouragin ppl 2 join defence forces.. tha pic is pretty ^^
217.Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yah
218.What's the last thing you read?away i thought i said it already..
219.Any tattoos or piercings? earring piercings othawise no
220.Favorite thing for dinner? ne thing
221.Who was the last person you touched? mum.. jus hugged her ^^
222.Hair? long black
223.Girl's names? dunno
224.Take a shower every day? HELL yes..
225.Name? wznt this meant 2 be q 1...? ne waiz della
226.What is your sign? aquarius...
227.What are you currently wearing? pj top and bottoms ^^
228.Do you sleep with the light on? no.. save electricity!!! tha world aint gonna last 4eva..
229.Do you possess magical abilities? i hope so ^^
230.What is your shoe size? 7 or 8
231.Who's your second family? mi friends..? :S dunno
232.Favorite ice cream? VANILLA OR CHOC
233.Do you prefer Green or Blue? BLUE ^^
234.Is there a TV in your room? no
235.Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
236.Most frivolous purchase? cant remember
237.Are you a ditz? at times ^^"
238.What are you doing next weekend? well friday nite got music concert.. then wedding on sat then on sun got buddha bday which means totall embarresment
239.Favorite flower? have many.. tho tha first ones i can think of r lotus and lily
240.Writing hand? right-y
241.Do you like any sort of oldies? wat u mean by that??
242.What's your Favorite Quote? have many soz cbb typin em out..
243.Do you care about how you look? at times..
244.First kiss? not sayin nothing..
245.Been in a fight? dun think so.. no
256.Do you like to sing in the shower? occasionally...
257.Strip? NO WAY
258.Do you wear glasses? yah do now...
259.Have you ever won any special awards? neva.. :'(
260.Have you ever named your breasts? ARE U KIDDING ME?!?!? soz but i dun talk 2 parts of me so i dun think they'd have a name..
261.First crush? not saying a word..
262.Have you broken a bone?nope
263.What's your favorite sexual position? OMG... -.-" totalli no idea... afta all still virgin ^^
264.How are you sitting? on a chair wit mi legz crossed under tha seat..
265.Talk on the phone? not that often.. not realli much of a talk on tha fone person..
266.What's the last CD you bought? it wz evanescence and that wz like mid year last yr..
267.What color is your bathroom? theme colour is blue.. well its mi parents bath room but hey i like it ^^
268.Do you own an Ice Cube CD? nope
269.How many schools have you been to? 2 i think :S 4 includin preprimary and kindy ..
270.Do you like making mix tapes/CDs? dunno how..
271.Eye color? brown
272.What is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy/girl? dunno.. that they're a guy..? and no im not refering 2 tha lower regions.. 2 those sick minded ppl out there...
273.Virgin? yep and proud bout it ^^
274.What kind of soap do you use? dove
275.What do you have for breakfast? ne thing realli
276.Favorite teacher? like most of mi teachas atm
277.What kind of books do you like to read? fantasy and romance ^^
278.Favorite candy? ne thing realli tho prefer chocolate...
279.On your feet? wth..?
280.The best places you have ever been? cant judge since i cant realli remember tho i noe tha best times are wit loved ones ^^
281.How many CD's do you own? no idea.. tho no more than like 20...
282.If you don't like a person, how do you show it? i try 2 ignore them and not let them get 2 me.. or i jus try not 2 show mi annoyance..
283.Matches or a lighter? matches.. they're fun 2 light ^^
284.What's one thing you're a sore loser at? dunno..
285.Ketchup or mustard? ketchup.. tho i call it tomato sauce.. americans -.-"
286.If you could choose your own name, what would you pick? im happy wit mi name atm ^^
287.Do you prefer talking on the phone or in person? in person i dun like tha fone..
288.Ever said 'I love you' and not meant it? no.. not 2 mi memory...
289.Least Favorite Colours? green ironic huh?
290.Where do you dance? wat u mean by "where"..?
291.Single or taken? single altho therez ppl who say that im taken..
292.Who do you want to look like? miself?
293.Why do we paint our nails? its jus an attempt for us 2 make us look like we care bout tha way we look which is tru.. to make it look like we're pretty.. tho choice realli...
294.What's the weather like? cold outside... and nite time..
295.Do you drive stick? wth..?
296.How many drinks before you're tipsy? neva tried goin that far.. wats so good bout gettin tipsy?
297.What makes you cry? alot of things
298.Nationality? Australian chinese
299.Favorite actress? none..
300.Nearest picture?pic of me and mi sista
301.What store do you shop at the most? mine ^^
302.Do you pee in the shower? eww.. tho if i were realli busting i mite..
303.People online now?14.
304.Do you like Korn? no
305.What are you reading now? pplz replies 2 mi convo
306.'Sunset Beach' or 'The Bold and the Beautiful'? neither?
307.Chocolate or Vanilla? asked me already 3 times as well i think it wz
-.-"
308.Is your band famous, if you're in one?not in a band tho orchestra is soso.. we mite be if we win ^^
309.Who's your favorite actor(actress)/musician? -no comment-
310.Morning or night? nite
311.What did you do for your last birthday? sleepova and dinner
312.Do you tell your friends about your sex life? wat sex life..? thats tha point -.-" tho i guess its a GOOD thing need 2 concentrate on studies
313.Do you swear? yah.. but lightly.. tho i dun see watz so astounding wen i say f*k once in a while... -.-" im not completely an angel...
314.Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know? depends on wat degree of "u didnt noe" ure talkin bout.. tho no matter.. no
315.What fabric detergent do you use? dunno.. its jus white stuff..
coz we jus have it in this bucket container thing....
316.What do you think is the biggest mistake that people tend to make in
relationships? *shrugz* dunno... depends which relationships u refer 2..
317.What kind of car do you drive? dun drive
318.Who are you talking to?ppl.. *in otha words dun wanna tell u*
319.Gloves or mittens? gloves need 2 move fingers...
320.Future child's name? dunno..
321.What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? dunno.. happy wit life atm ^^ well otha than stress..
322.Are you friends with whoever sent you this survey? i didnt get it sent 2 me..
323.Banning of guns? i find it reasonable.. but its also a form of self defence -.-"
324.How many kids do you want? dun mind.. tho 2 girls and 2 boiz would be cute but i dun think i could handle that much *shrudderz*
325.Have you loved somebody so much it makes you cry? nope
326.Which shoe goes on first? right
327.Where did you get this survey? some place online...
i wz bored so i searched "email survey" and came up wit this..
328.Have you ever experienced deja vu?heapz of times..
329.Do you like roses? Love EM ^^
330.What goes on first, bra or underwear? ok isnt it boardering on personal invasion..? im non answering
331.Do you use an alarm clock? yah but its pointless since i sleep thru it
332.Favorite writing instrument? pen
333.Favorite hangout? ne where realli.. dun realli have a "hang out"
334.Birthday? 15 feb
335.What's one of the 'funnest' things you've ever done? nothing?
336.How often do you brush your teeth? min 2wice a day
337.Do you have a job? yah waitress.. and onli occasional
338.Curly or straight hair? straight
339.What's one trait you hate in a person? i dunno..
340.Punk rock/swing/ska? *shrugz*
341.Like to listen to music? yah
342.Are you eating? no not atm
343.Favorite thing for breakfast? asked already said dunno
344.What CD is in your CD player right now? not listenin 2 cd playa and i dun have 1..
345.Phone number? not ritin here...
346.Favorite type of music? ne type realli.. tho not realli that in2 classical..
347.Ever been involved with the police? no
358.What colour are you kitchen plates? white
359.What is your favorite TV show? dun mind
360.Looking at the keyboard? no
361.What's one car you will never buy? ute
362.If you could have any job what would it be? multi billionaire..? lol or singer..? nah i like singing but dun like performing..
363.What characteristic do you despise? dunno
364.What's your favorite song at the moment? heapz...
365.Is it right to flirt if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? depends how much and how possessive he is.. and dun lead tha otha guy on 2 far.. tho all in all i think u should tell em ure taken
366.Favorite drink? *shrugz*
367.Something you love and hate? love music.. hate vomit
368.School? mlc
369.Who sent this to you? no 1
370.Favorite thing to do? sleep?
371.If you like ska, what's your favorite ska band? wat is ska..?
372.Have you ever broken someone's heart? not intentionalli.. i dunno tho..
373.What's your favorite soundtrack? dun have 1 dun think
374.Do you own a Britney Spears CD? used 2 have a britney spears tape but not CD..
375.How many online journals do you read regularly? roudn 4-7.. cbb counting..
376.How often do you shower/bathe? everyday min
377.Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? blend in
378.Alternative rock? dun mind
379.Would you rather be rich or famous? famous
380.What was your first CD? aqua aquarium
381.What band posters are on your wall? none
382.What do you wear to bed? pjs
383.Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? yah
384.Music? yah i like listenin 2 music
385.Hamburger or cheeseburger? neither
386.What's the soonest that you've slept with someone? neva?
387.Have you ever owned a Marilyn Manson CD? no
388.Good dancer? ballrooom? ok.. othawise.. -no comment- i cannot dance.. tho i love 2 dance :S dun make sense.. i love 2 dance wen its choreographed by some 1
389.Best thing you've done this summer?spent time wit family...
390.Swam in the ocean? yah tha beach
391.What's your all-time favorite song? dunno :S
392.Dream house? havent thought that far...
393.Tea or coffee? tea
394.What's the one language you want to learn? mi dadz chinese dialect which i dunno how 2 say in english
395.Pierced belly button? no
396.If you won the lottery, what would you do first? tell mi family...?
397.Eye color of choice? still brown...
398.Oranges or apples? both.. depends on quality
399.What is your middle name? dun have 1
400.Do you own an Eminem CD? no
401.Work out? onli wen i have 2 during pe and hse acts
402.Do you ever listen to pop? yah listen 2 wateva
403.How many rings until you answer your phone? dunno :S jus answer fone..
404.Pools or hot tubs?hot tub? its heated ^^
405.Do you own a Mariah Carey CD? nope
406.Mowing the lawn? tried once wen i tried 2 help mi dad..
but othawise no...
407.What fictional character do you admire the most? *shrugz*
408.Do you own a TLC CD? no
409.Who's your favorite country singer? dun mind
410.What are your future goals? parents want me 2 go in2 medicine..
411.Coke or Pepsi? told u coke
412.Ridden in a fire truck? yah wen i wz lil
413.Do you own an MTV party to go CD? no
414.Have you ever thrown a shoe at anyone? no but ive threatened 2...
415.Can you draw? no way
416.Have you ever (or do you) like Hanson? no
417.Do you bite your nails? no
418.Would you say you have an advanced knowledge of music? nope completely oblivious..
419.Do you like Britney Spears? dun mind
420.Like to write? sorta
421.When was the last time you talked on the phone? ages ago..
422.Favorite fabric? dunno.. silk or satin...
423.Favorite kind of porn? how bout i DUN wanna noe bout that stuff..
424.Rickie lake or Oprah Winfrey? neither
425.Good at sports?1 word.... crap
426.Weight? somewhere between 50 and 60 kg..
427.Have you ever gotten in a car accident? nope
428.Santa? i think he may still be alive.. somewhere far away ^^
429.Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up? who hasnt?
430.Why do we love Pamela Lee Anderson so much? well i dunno.. i dun like nor dislike her.. tho i think 4 tha guyz would be her large "assets"
431.Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride? yah wen i wz lil.. oh and 4 chewy on instrumental camp
432.Tattoos? nope i dun think eva
433.What is your birth name? wat tha..?
434.Favorite sport? ne thin realli tho i disliek aussie rules footy...
435.Do you eat the stems of broccoli? yah
436.Hamburger or Hotdog? hot dog
437.Favorite food? *shrugz*
438.What kind of bedding do you use? normal sheets :S
439.What are you doing this weekend? told u once not tellin u again
440.Parents? LOVE them ^^
441.If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would you choose?dunno :S
442.Hard or mild alcohol? mild.. everythin in balance ^^
443.Pen or pencil? pen
444.Hang out with friends? ne where as logn as we're 2getha ^^
445.Have you dated one of your best friends? no
446.Achiever or slacker? slacker attempting an achiever image..
-.-"
447.Do you prefer Purple or Pink? pink ^^
448.Favorite day of the week? sat..
449.Why are we so obsessed with violence? coz its shown a lot in tha media?
450.Bikini or one-piece? one piece.. dun have tha body shape 4 bikini... prob scare every1 away... lol
451.Do you own a Bone Thugs N Harmony CD? no
452.Favorite cartoon character? *shrugz*
453.Do you own a Limp Bizkit CD?no
454.When was the last time you punched someone? *shrugz*
455.How often do you have sex? how bout trying neva yet?
456.Coke or Pepsi? no ure not convertin me 2 pepsi i still choose coke
457.Do you cry in front of friends? not tha 1s i have now.. havent cried infront of em i dun think..
458.Are you a giver or a taker? bitta both?
459.Who do you want to be like? mi parents
460.Your single biggest fear? dunno :S
461.What's the last thing you bought? food?
462.What are your favorite bands? ne thin realli i listen 2 tha music dun look at band...
463.What time do you get up? 7 usualli
464.Favorite perfume? echo woman and taht blue ralph lauren 1..
465.Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great?on time ok..
466.Height? short like 160 i think...
467.Hair color? black
468.Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes
469.Do you listen to country?sometimes...
470.Favorite talk shows?dun watch
471.Hamburger or hot dog? hot dog
472.Hot or cold? hot i think :S
473.Pets? annabel.. dalmation
474.Soul mate? dunno.. may be one out there somewhere in tha world
475.What's your sleeping position? on mi side..
476.Have you ever flashed someone? no
477.Do you consider yourself materialistic?a lil
478.Why do we care about our muscles so much? coz we dun wanna be taken ova by fat?
479.Sports or news? news
480.Like to read? yah
481.How much have you grown as a person (spiritualy/menatly/emotionaly... you know, as a person)? i dunno.. i dun mark mi results..
482.What utensils do you use to eat pizza?hands?
483.Favorite Spice Girl?*shrugz*
484.What have you stolen before?no
485.Abortion?no unless its like rape
486.Do you have any pets? Yes annabel
487.Are you thinking?yes
488.Would you ever have plastic surgery? no
489.Where do you cry? in bed
490.Cann you name all four Tellitubbies? Yes tinki winki dipsy lala and poe
491.Hell? a place made up 2 enforce laws? tho there realli could be i
492.Favorite Movies? none
493.Do you snore? u mite i dunno
494.What was the last film you saw at the cinema? house of flying daggers
495.Do you like Lynyrd Skynyrd? dunno who he is
496.If you could have any colour hair what whould it be? black
497.Do you sleepwalk? i mite i dunno
498.Do you own a Jennifer Lopez CD? no
499.Can you blow smoke rings?
500.Deep sleeper? Yes sometimes
ok sorta pointles and repetative..
nit enite
*hugz*