Post # 240

yes..
its officially my 240th post..
seems like so long ago that i had my first post on THIS blog..
yay!!!
of all blogs this 1 has lasted the longest
hehe..

and also nearing the end of the 2nd year of blogging..
and this bloggie entering its 3rd year of life :D

ok..
i realli am in a random mood...
and for those who've seen my nick 4 msn..
well..
it saiz -

Don't put your heart into anything.. then it won't get hurt

so so true..
a nice quote from a friend of mine..
but then again not surprising as he is a player..
very guarded person i see..

but then if u never put ure heart into anything..
what is the point in doing anything at all?
if its going to be all half hearted what is the point?
might as well not do what eva ure gonna do..

Prefect candidates is coming out tomorrow
and the nerves are practically driving me insane..
i want to get in but then again i dont
aggghhhhh

i'm thinking whether or not to just get rid of the password thingy again..
therez some ppl who i noe i dun want to read it..
but then again in the case of mi sista..
i recently realised she can some how access this blog
on her comp wit out the password pop up thingy come up.. :S


YAA is ok..
but its so busy and everything is so rushed
since we only have one and a half months left to make AND sell
and break even at which our break even point is pretty high up..

my lit essay is getting no where..
i keep wanting to start but i never do..
and physics i dun even wanna think about

I found out today that today that to get into medicine at UWA..
that to actually do the UMAT..
u must at first already have a TER of 96
AGGHHHH
there goes my parents hopeful course for me...
i mean HOW THA HELL since this year my av is like 60 or 70
>.<

I read this article today..
it was on the factors of a good marriage..
and the fact that it said that
one of the main factors that lead to a marriage
that had lasted more than 30 years
was good communication (duh)
the couple's ability to resolve problems
and/or just a sense of comfort and trust in each other's company
the ability to just talk one's most inner most feelings with
would ensure a relationship lasting

which realli means that there is someone
whom u can trust and talk things about openly
and thinking about it..
how sad is it that there may be some people who don't even have this
people who believe that they cannot trust anyone that they know
from either previous experience of losing their trust in someone
through betrayal of trust or maybe just being bullied
*sigh*

or even the simple idea that although you have all these people around..
you just don't seem to have this real connection where you have complete confidence with anyone..

and thinking about me...
how sad is it that i at times
to type out my confidences and thoughts out to an online journal
any waiz..
time to sleep
nite nite
*hugz*