dear neglected bloggie...

my dear neglected bloggie..
havent written to u in ages
(although there have been repeated attempts
which were deleted)

i seem to always have something to say..
something..
anything..
can be on my mind..
so many things
some i wish to discuss and yet somes seem so "if-fy"
and everytime..
i just feel like it would just be easier to get it written down..
as if it would seem much more simple when in written form
but i mean working things out..
there just has to be a release somewhere...

i mean for some its through sport..
or through just being around people...
reading a book
or watching a movie..
or music
just some form of escapism.

yet no matter how far we run
it catches up eventually...

the thing is sometimes instead of needing some where to rite the day's events..
i just need somewhere to put my thoughts.

Through music..
its a wonderful way..
artistically poetry and music seem so together
well obviously through the connection of song lyrics and verses..
but its like an output..

when i listen to music or even sing :P
this whole feeling overcomes me.
not exactly happiness nor sadness..
and its not like some strong emotion..
but something like contentment..
a simple peace like feeling
liek everything is going to be ok..
this flowing sense of security..

And also through this blog..
i dont reread anything i write..
everything..
every thought as soon as it comes up goes straight onto the screen
its like im writing out my mind..

ne waiz..
im glad 2 be bak
g2g
nite nite
*hugz*