Voice... Gone?!

being sick
you know that yeah
you're not gonna get better over night
but who'd think
that fine one day where you can sing fine
and the next morning
you cant even whisper?
annoying.

and as frustrating as it is
i really thank god im pretty much normal
human functioning wise and all
lucky me
can run, talk, see, smell, taste
do mostly what i want
its like they say

when you look up above you,
you feel so sorry for yourself
but its not till you look below
that you understand how lucky you are..

well not exactly word for word
but that's basically the gist.

tho lately
i cant help but feel like
a giant walking advertisement
not that its really such a new thing
with word of mouth and all
but you know
lately it just seems that much more pronounced
probs with the whole charity thing
always trying to think of ways
to talk, to encourage people to buy a ticket
to get people to donate
to share it along to others
but its taking a bitta time
and it seems as if its getting a bit much

talked to faye about someone else
you just realise
that even over time
yet again. even for geographical distances
somethings will just never change
or for that person,
there is no incentive for a particular characteristic
to be changed and so it remains
and time goes, and they come back
and it may just be as if no time's passed at all
that even in an entirely different environment
its still the same
and its to those people that you realise
that you feel as if you've known em for so long
coz its just something that wont change that easily
for the people you've grown to be with
you've survived something together
and it links you
to know someone on such a level
is something to be cherished
its really special
i hope that i'm lucky enough
to meet more people like that

to be optimisitic
sometimes is a very pessimistic view

nite nite
*hugs*
-Del