Ok..
so looks like the copy post off Albie didnt
get me to finish the whole draft posts lurking on my dashboard..
but oh well..
thought of something new..
well not really..
but thought of something i felt like posting on..
cant say much really..
i guess
before lack of posting could be due to the fact
that as melvin tried to do..
sorta worked for me.
drowning out my thoughts via music
the fact that i listen to my ipod more and more
leaves less room for thinking since the lyrics being sung in my head
would make up for any usual thinking i would do..
and well recently with K n Albie over..
even less thought put in anything
well my head really
since before it was always random thoughts
coz im so alone so i just sit there
and have the only convo i could possibly have when im alone..
just sitting there and thinking..
sorta having a convo with myself..
ok back to the whole point of this post..
Tell me, is it just curiosity?
the fact that there are those who just stop,
join and and take a glance at what is to be seen?
ok really what i said can be taken in many ways i guess..
there's the whole mental stop
and review the whole life.. reflection thing..
but there's also the type of stoppin in the physical sense..
stopping by a shop window,
just coz a few ppl are looking in there..
and it draws your curiosity..
the fact that only a few can gather and a herd, a group, a crowd,
just standing together, they attract more and more
just coz a single which which draws others?
is it but instinct? that as mere animals we still draw others?
for the companionship, the need to be a group
the need to stand as a larger form of the one?
the compulsion to do just one thing a as a group?
the fact that within a group
there is that comfort that we seek?
a comfort zone, a thing of familiarity?
And what of those?
those who wish to be individualistic?
do they not in themselves draw others to them?
A trend-setter for example.
but of them, there are those who would revel in the attention
if it was their intial intent then good for them..
but why are those who assuming-ly wanna be an individual
meanwhilst
to be an individual they draw on teh ideas of others?
and get annoyed at people for copying them??
coz cmon tell me..
how many TRULY original ideas are there out there?
maybe its just a pesmissitic view
but seriously..
what's the chance that an idea is ENTIRELY in itself original?
in my opinion it can only be but a modification
the fact that thoughts are internal
how can there be a claim to originality
when you have no idea whether across this vast world..
another may have thought of it once before?
yet have not had the means of which to do or express
their thought?
how much is it that we are is original anyways?
to be individualistic..
we are but conforming..
tho i guess in the ideal of free will we are
but just conforming through free will instead of through force
but is our will not also in itself affected by peer pressure?
it just seems to go round in circles..
*sigh*
just like the whole free will and free marketing thing..
well i think that's how it goes??
mm i guess really for me..
that was a long time no post ramble..
and damn! it felt good :P
anyways
nite nite
*hugz*
mite just post again..
depends on how i feel
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