Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Affection n Possessive-ness

Damnit..
im on a blogging roll..
yet i cant remember why i wanted to post
-.-

ah rite i remember..
i dunno..
the whole generation gap..
you know the diff between generations
well more of my parents vs. my view point
most of the time i sorta get it
i understand the reasoning behind things..
but being me..
and i LOVE hugs..
i wonder why the warning from my mum
when i hugged a GAY guy..
well for those who know him
i only know one guy who's gay..
but still...
why?
that's something i dont get
its not like there's the whole
strictness on the whole girl n guy thing these days
and hello? its not like i have to keep up a "rep"
of being what? chaste of hugs?

well ok its staff..
but so?
its JUST a hug..
and a friendly one at that..
*sigh* why do we live in the times of such a gen gap?
well i guess PLUS being asian...
but still the diff being before guys n girls cant even touch hands..
but i WASNT holding his hand..
just a bloody friendly hug -.-

and really..
what of the whole guy possessive-ness thing?
quoting from the bottom thing..
off Albie's blog..
If u DON'T LOVE him, he tries to POSSESS u;

why oh WHY does it seem true?
well cmon..
yeah i do like a lil bitta possessiveness in my ideal guy..
but HELLO im not going out
i dont belong to anyone..
why try to possess me??
i like my freedom atm
hell i LOVE my freedom.
well my limited freedom atm since i choose not to test it..
but for me its still there

lol of which reading what i just typed..
i dunno what im talking bout..
parental freedom or having a guyfriend/boyfriend freedom..
:S god..
talk bout multiple issues..
and i dun even know sometimes if i EVEN HAVE these issues
-.-

tho one thing's for sure
i just dislike seeing disapproval in ppl's eyes
or that some ppl voice their disapproval
well ok i have no right in stopping what they may feel
or what they say..
or maybe they're just stating their concern..
but for some..
i see it in my point of view
is taht they have no right as their own person
to repeatedly state and argue with ME..
but what I think or what I do
and just to state the obvious..
whether or not readers care..
no im not referring to my parents
since i willingly listen to their thoughts and opinions..
tho what i do with them is yet for me to decide..

you know..
this is one of the less explored thought posts.
but i guess..
maybe it just gets the point across..
im having a sorta
thought explosion of random thing..
since i dunno..
i actually am reflecting a slight bit more again

but yeah
REALLY g2g
gettin late
nite nite
*hugz*

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