Friday, May 26, 2006

State of Mind: Higgledy - Piggledy / Multi-topic-ed / Confuzzled / Jittery (Call it what you will there just aint a specific topic)

Time to steal a quiz back from Allan
(since someone refuses to spell my name correctly)
*hmph*

How Asian Are You??

[x] You take your shoes off before entering the house (Ever since the Annabel lived outside its now my room.. esp since we found out she has a random habit/love for placing shoes along our drive way at regular intervals but before that it was always outside the house)
[x] You eat rice often.
[x] You use chopsticks.
[x] You can speak an asian language.
[x] Your parents want good grades from you.
[x] Your parents insist you don't date until college/uni.
[x] Your parents want you to go to Berkeley or some other good university like that. Stanford or Harvard, even better.
(Well really.. what they deem as the best possible uni.. of which for me in my case is UWA.. -.- im not even allowed to go interstate.. it MUST be UWA *sigh* but anyways... damn Americanised quiz...)
[x] Your parents believe in Feng Shui.
[x] You listen to those horoscopes/zodiac signs.
[x] Your parents love to gossip with the other parents about you.
[ ] You have relatives other than your immediate family living with you.
[x] Most or all of your friends are asian. (Most is the answer to that)
[ ] You don't even know 10 people who aren't asian.
[x] Your ancestors came from Asia.
[x] You are obsessed with the computer and can't get enough.
[ ] You know how to put a computer together.
[x] You listen to asian music. (To some degree..)
[x] You can actually understand the lyrics.
[x] You have to keep things from your parents, even if they're not bad, because you know they'd THINK it's bad. (Provided im acutally out of the house and would do anything possibly bad.. more of a would be situation than a current thing..)
[x] Your relatives love to bring you clothes that are bright in color with cute cartoons on them. If you're lucky, it might even have english words on them that dont make sense. (Now days.. its bright and pastel with lots of frilly bits -.- *shrudders at one of the most recent pink and extremely frilly top i got*)
[x] You love your ethnic food.
[x] You have taken/still take piano and/or violin.
[ ] Classical music is the best music ever, next to asian music.
[x] You are good at math. (Well i was once.. to some degree.. now its jus down the drain..)
Multiply by 4

I am 80% Asian...

and from an email forward..from Jen Yang


----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
*Abstract thoughts.
*Loves reality and abstract worlds.
*Intelligent and clever.
*Changing personality.
*Attractive.
*Sexiest out of everyone
*Tempermental.
*Quiet, shy and humble.
*Honest and loyal.
*Determined to reach goals.
*Loves Freedom.
*Rebellious when restricted.
*Loves aggressiveness.
*Too sensitive and easily hurt.
*Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
*Dislikes unnecessary things.
*Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
*Daring and stubborn.
*Ambitious.
*Realisingn dreams and hopes.
*Sharp.
*Loves entertainment and leisure.
*Romantic on the inside not outside.
*Superstitious and ludicrous.
*Spendthrift.
*Tries to learn to show emotions.

one thing always to question...
how accurate..?

Tell me..
who does not once ever in their life..
wonder or doubt who they are?
even the most confident would most likely have one moment of doubt
if not of what or why they're doing something
then.. who are they?
who doesnt in their life..
hope that they left some sort of a lasting impression
on at least one person..
to have made a difference to some other person's life?
or just even to have just been there to brighten up their day?
on that note..
mona had that email she i think forwarded? :S
But anyways..
i thought it was so sweet..
i just decided to copy and paste it here..



PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a God-send and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

THANK YOU for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.


what does everyone want to be known as?
there's that line that says
"people can be identified by the people they spend their time with"
paraphrased obviously..
would this be what you wanted to be remembered as?
as the grouped identity of your particular group?

you know what?
at times i seriously dun wanna god damn care..
i think bout why the hell i have a conscience..
ok fine without it i wouldnt regret things i did
and obviously..
regretting anything is part of being a human..
provided you heed to your conscience..
but...
the thing is why the hell cant i let go of somethings?
i mean seriously..
it would make everyone so much happier..
bloody dwelling on things doesnt help
i know that..
but can i do that?
lol
thinking about it in that way...
how likely am i to go offtrack in my life?
who knows what the future holds..
yet..'
damnit..
i keep jumping thoughts..

ah well mumble jumble multiple topic post it shall be..
i was listening to the radio this morning..
and they were talking bout the new "stage" in kids..
its no longer
Infanthood/Childhood/Adolecence/Adulthood
it seems to be
Infanthood/Childhood/Tweenagers/Adolecents/Adulthood
thing is?
Kids GROWING UP TOO fast
yeah adults talk bout how they remember us younger like it was yesterday
but this is an entirely diff thing..
when you have 7-12 yr olds buying bras..
that i think is worrying..
bras of which go under "lacy lengerie"
that is just too bloody freaky for my mind to even THINK of
its just GOD DAMN WRONG
imagine a lil 7 yr old kid walkin round with a bra
or crop top or those what'd you call ems... Bralettes
*sigh*
what the hell has this world come to?
for christ sakes...
my cousin who's 4/5 even talks like a bloody adult..
normal? maybe...
but a kids round 10 doing dirty dance moves they saw off mtv
ABSOLUTELY F-ING WRONG
yeah they have the tv recommendations
of G or PG or M and stuff
but hello all the media?
oh and what of BB uncut?
well now officially known know as "late nite bb"
i caught my sister watching it a few days/weeks ago..
and the content?
they show both the male and female anatomy..
fine its not really that bad for either of us..
since we've taken health ed..
but hello?
its on tv..!!
public FREE TV
at 10..
when i was 6 i wouldnt be asleep till 11 or 12..
and my god..
with the amount of tv i watched back then...
and curiosity PLUS the adds they have on NORMAL viewing hours..
who aint curious?
i was up at that time and i woulda watched..
poor kids with scarred minds *shakes head*
but then again..
i guess i cant put that context on everyone..
main point/moral of the story: KIDS GROWING UP WAY TOO FAST
hmm
actually..
if they didnt see it on tv they woulda learnt it off their friends anyways -.-

hmmm
somethings really werent finished..
but i really have lost the main point in some of my thoughts..
anyways
nite nite
*hugz*

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