*sigh*
there are so many unanswered questions in tha world...
and yet so few answers....
y is mi sista so different 4m me? and yet so similar?
(damn i talkin bout mi sista again..)
i mean she's SO literate...
she takes thingz so literaly..
do i do that???
hmmm...
but on tha outside we're so similar...
i mean she's catchin up on me...
she's nearly tha same height...
and now there is only 1 SIZE DIFFERENCE between our shoe sizes...
(hmm did i say that last time????)
oh well...
y are pplz either so paranoid, obssessed and/or scared?!?!?!?
i mean mi uncle is obssessed bout cleanliness as well as bein paranoid bout bein robbed and stuff bein stolen... (well.. guess since he is a tour guide he prob had 2 many experience of bein robbed)
scar obssessed bout constipation atm... or so it seemz...
pplz have a word obssessions....
there is fear everywhere...
and there is stress..
and embarressment...
*sigh*
there are all these emotionz round...
everywhere different experiences...
but y?
pplz react differently in each situationz i noe that but y?
would it be part of their personality or would it be affected but past experiencez???
y do certain pplz make certain decisionz?
and wen parentz say itz 4 ure own good sometimez i wonder...
wat good???
are they bein ova protective?
or do they already noe tha possible resultz coz they've experienced it???
but then...
mi parentz jus have recently become paranoid bout tha net...
but then itz not like they use it that much...
could it be they forbid thingz coz they fear it or becoz they judge accordin 2 wat they noe or hear? or experiencez?
?.?
oh well...
some parentz explain...
othaz dont...
different pplz learn and teach in different waiz...
still i wonder...
y is there fear??
are we taught to fear or do we develop it???
y are we against some moralz???
are we taught 2 or do we decide such thingz???
are we different coz we have wat we think as an education which teachez wats 'rite'????
are we that gullible? do we take info that is given 2 us and jus believe it???
i mean in some countriez itz normal 4 violence and 2 kill anmialz etc..
but pplz ova here in our western society are different...
we are against cruety 2 animalz...
do we decide that ourselvez?...
or we are told that...??
there is violence against women also....
yet again...
if tha pplz who commit violence against women were educated against violence against women would they do wat they do now??? would it depend...
but then there is also hypocritz....
preach and dont act...
covered up truth...
nothin is known....
is ne thing permanent?
to us personally i guess there are memoriez...
memoriez of happiness...
but then that eventualli maybe forgotten...
or we may die...
but then wat of structures?
concrete thingz...
do they last?
or do they break down slowly???
wat of love?
would that last?
hmm... i dunno...
but then there are alwaiz obstaclez...
probz...
but would it last?
even if 1 of tha parnerz were dead?
would it continue?
is that perminant??
wat does last forever?
there is a balance i do believe...
would that mean that nothing lasts?
there is the construction and the equal distruction...
beginnin and end...
happiness and sadness...
all opposites...
are there oppositez 4 everythin in tha world? if there are are they equal???
there are upz and downz in life...
but are there timez wen there seemz to only be upz?
wen everything is good???
would that be followed by an equalli long time of bad thingz???
*sigh*
wat would happen wen tha world endz???
would it eva end???
how would it end???
by destruction... caused by humankind???
becoz of our stupidity????
our ignorance???
or a natural disaster????
how would i end???
of old age????
of sickness???
all by miself???
or die wit some1 like in a car crash????
deep thoughtz...
some questionz could be answered some wouldnt...
wz our world created by some super bein???
for in this world wen i dare to look around i see...
delicate patterns of work...
a rose for example...
so pretty..
yet...
has thorns...
smells so sweet...
but still there are the thorns...
painful...
and each other plant and animal...
so unique...
so special and different in their own way...
did some1 plan and design it all???
or was it all a product of evolution???
or maybe both???
were there realli iceagez???
were there actualli dinosaurz???
can science actualli support these theoriez?
wat about chem???
about atomic and valence structures?
all theoriez...
is there a truth out there???
how about another place where there is life???
wat will happen afta our time????
damn...
mi mum callin...
i g2g...
nite nite..
*hugz
(i guess this is the end of this post....)
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Friday, June 18, 2004
hmm.. jus got bak 4m cadets...
i'm sorta considerin changin templates again..
but then tha 1 i decided 2 had 2 much blak
in mi opinion so i jus loaded tha pic jus like scar told me 2....
hmmm... got chinese 2moro...
i havent gone in like 3 weeks...
hope they aint angry...
but then i dont realli care...
i'm in tha 'adults' class and there's like 4 pplz...
and we had this class room but since tha numbers have grown in tha otha classes we've been kikd in2 tha meditation room...
-_-"
i mean realli.... there are not tables in there and all we get 2 sitt on is this hard coushion thingy...
no point realli...
mite as well sit and meditate...
but wit those seats there is no bakin so mi bak starts 2 ache...
-_-"
so bad...
oh well....
maybe i'll quit...
but not ne use coz mi mum and dad are gonna find some otha
skool which'll prob be twice as hard.. -_-"
...
hmm..
gettin late..
betta go...
nite nite
*hugz
i'm sorta considerin changin templates again..
but then tha 1 i decided 2 had 2 much blak
in mi opinion so i jus loaded tha pic jus like scar told me 2....
hmmm... got chinese 2moro...
i havent gone in like 3 weeks...
hope they aint angry...
but then i dont realli care...
i'm in tha 'adults' class and there's like 4 pplz...
and we had this class room but since tha numbers have grown in tha otha classes we've been kikd in2 tha meditation room...
-_-"
i mean realli.... there are not tables in there and all we get 2 sitt on is this hard coushion thingy...
no point realli...
mite as well sit and meditate...
but wit those seats there is no bakin so mi bak starts 2 ache...
-_-"
so bad...
oh well....
maybe i'll quit...
but not ne use coz mi mum and dad are gonna find some otha
skool which'll prob be twice as hard.. -_-"
...
hmm..
gettin late..
betta go...
nite nite
*hugz
Thursday, June 17, 2004
today...
wat happen???
hmm... had skool...
then paul dillion came in as a guest speaker...
had voice lesson half way thru tha speech..
had guides 2 look afta...
they had international nite so i wz in trad chinese clothes...
2 piece this time... i wz in tah cheng sam last time...
oh well...
mum scoldin..
i g2g
nite nite
*hugz
wat happen???
hmm... had skool...
then paul dillion came in as a guest speaker...
had voice lesson half way thru tha speech..
had guides 2 look afta...
they had international nite so i wz in trad chinese clothes...
2 piece this time... i wz in tah cheng sam last time...
oh well...
mum scoldin..
i g2g
nite nite
*hugz
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
IT
hmmm...
in IT now...
i should be workin on tha task of makin a website..
but i realli cant be stuffed..
its not like i'm that good...
and then i dont have ne interests in tha topics that wz given...
so i jus decided 2 do it on tha products we're makin 4 commerce...
but then i dont have picz of tha products...
so i'm jus spendin time sittin round in class...
oh well....
hopefulli i'll get picz of them soon...
if i can be stuffed... -_-"
and plus...
every1z doing webpages wit flash and me..
i'm jus sittin here wonderin how tha hell do i work flash...
i mean tha onli thing i noe how 2 do is jus make picz move...
so ye...
i mean tha teacha lookz at tha screen i've got...
and gives suggestions and i jus sit there goin 'wat tha???'
hmm...
enough of mi depressing life in IT...
yesterday...
had S+e and maths in tha morning...
then had recess... and then health... -_-" year... lunch and science and IT...
mi Major Chem Test is 2day...
i'm still wonderin whether or not i wanna do it...
i mean i can do it 2moro..
but then taht would have more time 2 study but then if i got a low mark 4 that that'd mean i'd have 2 spend a late nite up 2 do that assignment 2 hand in...
if i do it 2 day i'd have less time 2 prepare...
but then i'd have more time 2 do tha assignment if i did bad in tha test...
thing is if i do well in tha test i dont have 2 hand in tha assignment at all!!!!
oh well...
i'll prob do it 2day..
*sigh* i mean i look round tha class again and every1z (well mainly every1z)workin on their task and i'm jus sittin here stuffin round...
i worry that i mite not be able 2 hand it in coz i dont have photoshop or flash at home...
oh well..
20 mins till end of class...
-_-"
OMG...
ms samson wz jus standin behind me lookin at tha screenn....
and jus standing there staring...
-_-"
starin at wat i'd done...
a CRAP lil pic of this lil pom pom caterpilla on a pic of a garden... -_-"
and she's like wat does that do???
-_-"
oh well..
betta get some work done....
(if that is possible) or jus pretend again...
bye
in IT now...
i should be workin on tha task of makin a website..
but i realli cant be stuffed..
its not like i'm that good...
and then i dont have ne interests in tha topics that wz given...
so i jus decided 2 do it on tha products we're makin 4 commerce...
but then i dont have picz of tha products...
so i'm jus spendin time sittin round in class...
oh well....
hopefulli i'll get picz of them soon...
if i can be stuffed... -_-"
and plus...
every1z doing webpages wit flash and me..
i'm jus sittin here wonderin how tha hell do i work flash...
i mean tha onli thing i noe how 2 do is jus make picz move...
so ye...
i mean tha teacha lookz at tha screen i've got...
and gives suggestions and i jus sit there goin 'wat tha???'
hmm...
enough of mi depressing life in IT...
yesterday...
had S+e and maths in tha morning...
then had recess... and then health... -_-" year... lunch and science and IT...
mi Major Chem Test is 2day...
i'm still wonderin whether or not i wanna do it...
i mean i can do it 2moro..
but then taht would have more time 2 study but then if i got a low mark 4 that that'd mean i'd have 2 spend a late nite up 2 do that assignment 2 hand in...
if i do it 2 day i'd have less time 2 prepare...
but then i'd have more time 2 do tha assignment if i did bad in tha test...
thing is if i do well in tha test i dont have 2 hand in tha assignment at all!!!!
oh well...
i'll prob do it 2day..
*sigh* i mean i look round tha class again and every1z (well mainly every1z)workin on their task and i'm jus sittin here stuffin round...
i worry that i mite not be able 2 hand it in coz i dont have photoshop or flash at home...
oh well..
20 mins till end of class...
-_-"
OMG...
ms samson wz jus standin behind me lookin at tha screenn....
and jus standing there staring...
-_-"
starin at wat i'd done...
a CRAP lil pic of this lil pom pom caterpilla on a pic of a garden... -_-"
and she's like wat does that do???
-_-"
oh well..
betta get some work done....
(if that is possible) or jus pretend again...
bye
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
s+e
so happi...
jus got mi geography comp bak!!!
in s+e now...
nothin 2 do...
i realli cant believe that i loved skool so much wen i wz lil...
strange thought...
now daiz its jus 2 much work...
oh well...
i may have been a strange child wen i wz lil..
but at least not as strange as mi lil sista..
i have maths next...
oh well...
ccgs vs mlc netball 2 day at lunch...
should i go watch???
i'm not realli sure...
damn... class finish
g2g
bye
jus got mi geography comp bak!!!
in s+e now...
nothin 2 do...
i realli cant believe that i loved skool so much wen i wz lil...
strange thought...
now daiz its jus 2 much work...
oh well...
i may have been a strange child wen i wz lil..
but at least not as strange as mi lil sista..
i have maths next...
oh well...
ccgs vs mlc netball 2 day at lunch...
should i go watch???
i'm not realli sure...
damn... class finish
g2g
bye
Monday, June 14, 2004
skool
hmm...
garz i'm updatin now... happi??
hmm...
sortin thru quotes...
damn...
lost tha quotes on tha old comp.. -_-"
oh well...
now i gotta start collectin otha 1s again...
oh well...
i dunno wat 2 say realli...
nothin realli 2 talk bout...
i had skool 2 day... -_-"
had maths,
then commerce,
harp,
house acts,
french
and english...
practicalli died playin basketball... corinth players were SO competitive!!!
i mean there wz steppin on feet,
elbowing,
scratchin,
kikin,
even 1 trippin (poor bonnie)
but i hope they were accedental...
not intended...
oh well...
i g2g
(mums gettin pissed)
nite nite
garz i'm updatin now... happi??
hmm...
sortin thru quotes...
damn...
lost tha quotes on tha old comp.. -_-"
oh well...
now i gotta start collectin otha 1s again...
oh well...
i dunno wat 2 say realli...
nothin realli 2 talk bout...
i had skool 2 day... -_-"
had maths,
then commerce,
harp,
house acts,
french
and english...
practicalli died playin basketball... corinth players were SO competitive!!!
i mean there wz steppin on feet,
elbowing,
scratchin,
kikin,
even 1 trippin (poor bonnie)
but i hope they were accedental...
not intended...
oh well...
i g2g
(mums gettin pissed)
nite nite
Saturday, June 12, 2004
youth group las nite and day out
hmm... didnt rite ne thin bout yesterday...
i'll rite bout it now...
i had choir in tha mornin
and then skool
then INSTEAD of cadets...
i stayed wit mi cousins 4 their music lesson
and then walked em 2 tha youth group...
i joined in since i not goin 2 cadets...
ate nachos there as well as icecream 4 dessert
(hmm i realli gwettin fat)
and then wen home...
slept
2day-
got up round 8:30
wen 2 tha shoppin centre place near tha ct...
dunno wat its called..
ne waiz went shoppin 4 bout 2 hours ....
bought a pair of boots (yay yay yay!!!!!!!)
amazingly lina's feet size have shot up!!!!
i mean atm mi shoe size is round between 7-8
and lina fit a size 7 shoe!!!
i mean there is a 4 yr difference..
and she's catchin up...
and then went home 2 let lina get changed...
sent lina 2 her friend's house so they could go watch hp3 at tha ace cinema...
then wen 2 tha movies wit gar, dia and mona...
i arrived earliest (for once)
and then dia...
then we bought tha tickets ( i bought 5)..
then mona arrived...
ate at han's cafe...
garz came...
told me that kat wznt comin...
so we had 1 extra ticket...
so we wondered round findin som1 2 sell it 2...
found this lil asian guy (i think he wz viet)
sold it 2 him...
and whist waitin 4 his dad 2 come and pay
we saw scott and a friend of his...
went in 2 tha cinema...
tried 2 find seats but tha onli ones left were at tha side at tha front..
so sorta an angled view...
scott and friend found where we were and sat next 2 dia...
we watched tha movie...
it wz alrite realli but then at least i read tha book..
it wz bit hard 2 understand...
coz i could jus barely rememeber it...
strangely i started 2 laugh during tha part where tha dementor enters tha carriage harry's sittin in on tha way 2 hogwarts... i wonder how that is funny???
but yes..
i started laughing and garz wz sittin next 2 me wonderin if i wz ok whist on her otha side mona wz bit freaked out... lolz
aftawards wen movie finished...
dia discovered that she'd lost her wallet...
she went bak 2 look but couldnt find it...
so we went 2 timezone 2 play a bit...
came across scott and friend again.. -_-"
played a few games (i played so bad maybe i shouldnt even try next time... that way i'd avoid embarressment)...
mona left first coz her mum wz goin
then garz went then dia and i went 2 tha ticket desk 2 say that she lost her wallet...
and some1 had found it!!!!
so ye..
she got it bak!! how lucky wz that???
ne waiz..
diaz mum sent me home (say thanx again 2 ure mum dia)
walked round vietnosh and spices..
walked between them.. 2 and 4m...
then went home..
and i jus ate pizza...
i realli gotta stop eatin so much junk food...
i mean 2 day i've eaten(outta junk food that is):
1 packet of chips
round bout (in total) 1/2pak of starburst lollies
1/4 of a pizza
1 chocky bar...
i gotta start eatin healthy and exercise!!!
i mean i gained 5kg!!!
oh well...
untill then i'll jus hope..
(but then that'll do nothing...)
well i g2g its gettin late...
nite nite
*hugz
i'll rite bout it now...
i had choir in tha mornin
and then skool
then INSTEAD of cadets...
i stayed wit mi cousins 4 their music lesson
and then walked em 2 tha youth group...
i joined in since i not goin 2 cadets...
ate nachos there as well as icecream 4 dessert
(hmm i realli gwettin fat)
and then wen home...
slept
2day-
got up round 8:30
wen 2 tha shoppin centre place near tha ct...
dunno wat its called..
ne waiz went shoppin 4 bout 2 hours ....
bought a pair of boots (yay yay yay!!!!!!!)
amazingly lina's feet size have shot up!!!!
i mean atm mi shoe size is round between 7-8
and lina fit a size 7 shoe!!!
i mean there is a 4 yr difference..
and she's catchin up...
and then went home 2 let lina get changed...
sent lina 2 her friend's house so they could go watch hp3 at tha ace cinema...
then wen 2 tha movies wit gar, dia and mona...
i arrived earliest (for once)
and then dia...
then we bought tha tickets ( i bought 5)..
then mona arrived...
ate at han's cafe...
garz came...
told me that kat wznt comin...
so we had 1 extra ticket...
so we wondered round findin som1 2 sell it 2...
found this lil asian guy (i think he wz viet)
sold it 2 him...
and whist waitin 4 his dad 2 come and pay
we saw scott and a friend of his...
went in 2 tha cinema...
tried 2 find seats but tha onli ones left were at tha side at tha front..
so sorta an angled view...
scott and friend found where we were and sat next 2 dia...
we watched tha movie...
it wz alrite realli but then at least i read tha book..
it wz bit hard 2 understand...
coz i could jus barely rememeber it...
strangely i started 2 laugh during tha part where tha dementor enters tha carriage harry's sittin in on tha way 2 hogwarts... i wonder how that is funny???
but yes..
i started laughing and garz wz sittin next 2 me wonderin if i wz ok whist on her otha side mona wz bit freaked out... lolz
aftawards wen movie finished...
dia discovered that she'd lost her wallet...
she went bak 2 look but couldnt find it...
so we went 2 timezone 2 play a bit...
came across scott and friend again.. -_-"
played a few games (i played so bad maybe i shouldnt even try next time... that way i'd avoid embarressment)...
mona left first coz her mum wz goin
then garz went then dia and i went 2 tha ticket desk 2 say that she lost her wallet...
and some1 had found it!!!!
so ye..
she got it bak!! how lucky wz that???
ne waiz..
diaz mum sent me home (say thanx again 2 ure mum dia)
walked round vietnosh and spices..
walked between them.. 2 and 4m...
then went home..
and i jus ate pizza...
i realli gotta stop eatin so much junk food...
i mean 2 day i've eaten(outta junk food that is):
1 packet of chips
round bout (in total) 1/2pak of starburst lollies
1/4 of a pizza
1 chocky bar...
i gotta start eatin healthy and exercise!!!
i mean i gained 5kg!!!
oh well...
untill then i'll jus hope..
(but then that'll do nothing...)
well i g2g its gettin late...
nite nite
*hugz
Thursday, June 10, 2004
french dinna
hmm...
jus bak 4m tha french dinna....
it wz quite good...
but then i did get a lil hyper...
wen i got bak 4m skool i had girl guides 2 help out wit...
they were havin patrol nite so they were doin stuff in their groups...
tha group i wz lookin afta played tha chocolate game and poison lolly... both including heapsa sugar... and i played as well so i realli gonna regret it.... -_-"
straight afta tha lollies and chocolate i had tha dinna 4 french..
we had 2 choose entre main and dessert...
i had grilled mussles for entre...
snapper wit white sauce 4 main...
and had parfait 4 dessert...
as well as 1 chocolate mousse (that contained alcohol)...
i also ate 1 snail....
it sorta tasted like cow's tongue....
tha parfait wz frozen yoghurt wit strawberry sauce and on tha side there wz like this sugar cube dipped in alcohol that wz set on fire... so cool!!!
but then mi uncle serves soup wit a fire ring round tha bowl so it wznt realli unusual....
and then i ate carmen's chocolate mousse (she didnt want it coz it had alcohol in it)...
and a bit of dia's lemon sorbet...
hmm... now i'm feelin a lil guilty bout eatin all that dessert...
oh well...
alreadi in mi stomach...
but then i did gain 5kgz ova tha 3 daiz i worked at burswood dome 4m all tha free/discounted food...
*shakes head*
i realli need 2 stop eatin so much sugary and fatty food...
oh well...
so ye...
accordin 2 dia i had gone a lil hyper...
musta been tha lollies AND chocolate AND soft drink...
oh well...
apparently i heard that hp3 has been all booked out till tuesday...
oh well...
we could see some otha movie...
hmm...
dunno wat 2 rite now...
b4 i logged on i had heaps of stuff i wz gonna rite down...
now i jus cant remember...
oh well...
again times fly by...
hours spent wit u...
so precious...
so dear...
ure here 4 me wen i need u...
but then ure gone again...
i noe that ure bz...
and u have no time 4 me...
but its all 4 mi good u say...
all 4 mi good...
alwaiz jus tha same...
i dont want tha money i want time wit u...
hmm.. i have no poetic skills... unlike mona..
but then i jus rote some random crap...
lemme guess scar's gonna be talkin bout it SO much wen she reads it...
oh well...
did u noe that tha word 'i' is tha most widely used word in tha world???
hmmm... so dull (since i cant use boring)...
nothin interesting...
i'm sorta half knittin half typin this....
its like tha 3rd time i'm knittin this scarf....
realli i gotta stop unrolling it...
hopefulli i aint gonna unravel it wen i finish...
i'm gonna knit a featha scarf next...
but till then i can onli hope i finish mi current 1...
and aaron how do me and mi friend seem vunerable and defenseless??? jus coz u percieve us this way doesnt mean that we are THAT vunerable...
well its gettin late...
i g2g
nite nite
jus bak 4m tha french dinna....
it wz quite good...
but then i did get a lil hyper...
wen i got bak 4m skool i had girl guides 2 help out wit...
they were havin patrol nite so they were doin stuff in their groups...
tha group i wz lookin afta played tha chocolate game and poison lolly... both including heapsa sugar... and i played as well so i realli gonna regret it.... -_-"
straight afta tha lollies and chocolate i had tha dinna 4 french..
we had 2 choose entre main and dessert...
i had grilled mussles for entre...
snapper wit white sauce 4 main...
and had parfait 4 dessert...
as well as 1 chocolate mousse (that contained alcohol)...
i also ate 1 snail....
it sorta tasted like cow's tongue....
tha parfait wz frozen yoghurt wit strawberry sauce and on tha side there wz like this sugar cube dipped in alcohol that wz set on fire... so cool!!!
but then mi uncle serves soup wit a fire ring round tha bowl so it wznt realli unusual....
and then i ate carmen's chocolate mousse (she didnt want it coz it had alcohol in it)...
and a bit of dia's lemon sorbet...
hmm... now i'm feelin a lil guilty bout eatin all that dessert...
oh well...
alreadi in mi stomach...
but then i did gain 5kgz ova tha 3 daiz i worked at burswood dome 4m all tha free/discounted food...
*shakes head*
i realli need 2 stop eatin so much sugary and fatty food...
oh well...
so ye...
accordin 2 dia i had gone a lil hyper...
musta been tha lollies AND chocolate AND soft drink...
oh well...
apparently i heard that hp3 has been all booked out till tuesday...
oh well...
we could see some otha movie...
hmm...
dunno wat 2 rite now...
b4 i logged on i had heaps of stuff i wz gonna rite down...
now i jus cant remember...
oh well...
again times fly by...
hours spent wit u...
so precious...
so dear...
ure here 4 me wen i need u...
but then ure gone again...
i noe that ure bz...
and u have no time 4 me...
but its all 4 mi good u say...
all 4 mi good...
alwaiz jus tha same...
i dont want tha money i want time wit u...
hmm.. i have no poetic skills... unlike mona..
but then i jus rote some random crap...
lemme guess scar's gonna be talkin bout it SO much wen she reads it...
oh well...
did u noe that tha word 'i' is tha most widely used word in tha world???
hmmm... so dull (since i cant use boring)...
nothin interesting...
i'm sorta half knittin half typin this....
its like tha 3rd time i'm knittin this scarf....
realli i gotta stop unrolling it...
hopefulli i aint gonna unravel it wen i finish...
i'm gonna knit a featha scarf next...
but till then i can onli hope i finish mi current 1...
and aaron how do me and mi friend seem vunerable and defenseless??? jus coz u percieve us this way doesnt mean that we are THAT vunerable...
well its gettin late...
i g2g
nite nite
Monday, June 07, 2004
last day of food and wine festival..
hmm...
last day 2 day...
got 2 burswood dome at bout 10:30..
sold tha food...
left at round 1:30 pm...
this time at least i ate a total of 1 pie... that wz it...
which wz good... less fat and less money used...
well... ye...
nothin much
g2g
nite nite
last day 2 day...
got 2 burswood dome at bout 10:30..
sold tha food...
left at round 1:30 pm...
this time at least i ate a total of 1 pie... that wz it...
which wz good... less fat and less money used...
well... ye...
nothin much
g2g
nite nite
Sunday, June 06, 2004
day 2 of food and wine festival...
started off at 11am this mornin...
nothin much happened realli...
added some new foods 4 sale...
we had tha spring rolls (fresh and fried) jus like yesterday and no scarlet they weren't left ovas they were new...
and we had those pork stikz...
round bout lunch time mi dad brought in a bbq... -_-"
he got it past all tha crowd...
and so we started selling bbq/grilled chicken...
but then we didnt have ne plastic sporks or ne thing... -_-"
so mi dad went bak 2 get em...
ugh... ate so much 2 day...
in total:
2 icecreams
3 pies
1 slice of pizza
1/4 glass of wine
1 fried vege spring roll
i cant remember if i ate ne thing else...
been such a long day...
but ne waiz...
wit all that food i realli will get REALLI FAT
and tha thing is i keep gettin tha icecream free!!
well ne waiz...
saw kat and her mum...
she wz all quiet and her mum did most of tha talkin...
we gave her a spring roll...
she ate it and on her way bak her mum gave us a tasting voucher..
we (mi sista and i) got bored so decided 2 go for a walk round tha expo...
came across this drunk dude... this is how convo went:
him: hi ladies...
me: er.. hi
him: had a drink yet lady?
me: no thanx
him: think ure 2 young eh?
me: ye...
him: ure neva 2 young
me and mi sista: no thanx *walk away as quick as possible*
gwad...
i mean how drunk do ppl get there??? at tha end of tha nite wen u walk round in tha car park u can hear glass smashin on tha ground coz ppl so drunk they dropp em...
hmm... wat else???
lina believes that she got hyper on an 1/8 th of a glass of wine... i highly doubt it coz aint alcohol a depressant????
and she keeps goin on about it... even at this instant...
hmm...
betta log off...gettin late...
nite nite
nothin much happened realli...
added some new foods 4 sale...
we had tha spring rolls (fresh and fried) jus like yesterday and no scarlet they weren't left ovas they were new...
and we had those pork stikz...
round bout lunch time mi dad brought in a bbq... -_-"
he got it past all tha crowd...
and so we started selling bbq/grilled chicken...
but then we didnt have ne plastic sporks or ne thing... -_-"
so mi dad went bak 2 get em...
ugh... ate so much 2 day...
in total:
2 icecreams
3 pies
1 slice of pizza
1/4 glass of wine
1 fried vege spring roll
i cant remember if i ate ne thing else...
been such a long day...
but ne waiz...
wit all that food i realli will get REALLI FAT
and tha thing is i keep gettin tha icecream free!!
well ne waiz...
saw kat and her mum...
she wz all quiet and her mum did most of tha talkin...
we gave her a spring roll...
she ate it and on her way bak her mum gave us a tasting voucher..
we (mi sista and i) got bored so decided 2 go for a walk round tha expo...
came across this drunk dude... this is how convo went:
him: hi ladies...
me: er.. hi
him: had a drink yet lady?
me: no thanx
him: think ure 2 young eh?
me: ye...
him: ure neva 2 young
me and mi sista: no thanx *walk away as quick as possible*
gwad...
i mean how drunk do ppl get there??? at tha end of tha nite wen u walk round in tha car park u can hear glass smashin on tha ground coz ppl so drunk they dropp em...
hmm... wat else???
lina believes that she got hyper on an 1/8 th of a glass of wine... i highly doubt it coz aint alcohol a depressant????
and she keeps goin on about it... even at this instant...
hmm...
betta log off...gettin late...
nite nite
Saturday, June 05, 2004
day 1 of food and wine expo
hmmm...
thanx 2 mi parents i have lost mi long weekend 2 workin...
oh well...
at least i'll see em a lil more often than usual...
well ne waiz... mi dad got told that there wz a stand area that wz free 4 tha food and wine expo on thurs nite and so he excepted it... that meant 0 time of preparation...
ne waiz... we got told yesterday that we'd be workin coz there'd be a lack of staff... so i had 2 give up mi long weekend 2 work there...
ne waiz...
got up bout 8:50...
got 2 burswood dome bout 10:30...
set up and stuff...
ppl started coming in2 tha expo round bout 2pm...
and and we jus stood there and let ppl taste sample spring rolls which were cut in2 portions of 3...
not much happened...
but then we sorta found ourselves each a job...
mi sista cuttin tha rolls up...
me jus standing there tellin ppl wat each roll wz and wat sauce each sauce wz...
and mai jus served ppl who wanted 2 buy stuff...
time passed...
i didnt eat ne thing 4 breaky so i went round 2 tha otha stalls 4 food...
did u noe tha entrance fee 4 tha place is like $18 per person??? ne waiz...
there were all these stalls wit delicious food...
i mean coz i got this name tag/badge 2 say that i wz part of tha staff of 1 of tha stalls ppl gave me some food 4 free...
and that worst thing wz that tha stands nearby had
pizza... ice cream and pies...
in tha space of 1 arvo i ate
2 icecreams...
1/2 a pizza...
1 pie...
and bout 50g of candied peanuts...
not good 4 mi weight... i mean by tha end of this i'll prob gain like 5 kgs...
oh well...
ne waiz... everything wz goin fine and then like this BITCH who had bought fresh spring rolls came bak and wz screamin at us saying that we didnt tell her tha food wz cold and that it tasted HORRIBLE...
i mean realli...
we had samples there 4 a reason...
-_-"
that BITCH... and she like stormed off....
nothing happened much afta that...
then wat i wz sayin started 2 get 2 me... i had repeated tha same words 2 many times i started 2 sorta hear em in mi head and i sorta got confused...
"this 1 is prawn (points at rolls wit prawn), chicken (points at rolls wit chicken) and this 1 vegetarian (points at vegetarian rolls)... and these 2 sauces are sweet and sour chilli and hoi sin sauce... tha red/orange 1 is sweet and sour chilli and tha brown 1 is hoi sin..."
ne waiz...
repeated miself tha whole arvo...
then bout 8pm ppl started gettin a lil 2 drunk...
i mean i got a lil freaked out...
there wz this drunk guy and when i wz standin infront of stall he asked me 2 walk closer... so cautiously i stepped ova... then he puts his hand on mi bak and tried 2 look down mi top -_-" whilst askin me questions...
him: hi
me: er... hi
him: how are u?
me: er... ok
him: how old are u?
me: 15
him: u look pretty hot for 15
me (thinkin): -_-" get away 4m me u freak!!!
and i walked as fast as i could bak 2 mi stall...
ne waiz...
that wznt tha onli example of ppl bein drunk...
i mean tha second main 1 wz round 9pm wen tha expo had finished...
me and mi grandpa were walkin bak 2 mi mum's car 2 take stuff home...
as we were loading tha stuff in2 tha boot...
this random jumps in2 tha boot and sits in there an calls for 1 of his friends 2 close tha boot 4 him coz he wz apparently gonna catch a ride wit us...
his friend comes a long (wit a glass of wine in hand btw) and asks me if i were married 2 mi grandpa... and i wz like: ?.? wat tha F***?!?!?!?!?!?!? and then he asked me if i wz korean and i wz like: what tha????? ne waiz... at least afta a while they left and i wz walkin bak 2 find mi mum and mi sista...
weird stuff alcohol can do 2 pplz minds eh???
i mean there wz even this breathaliser test near tha enterance i think... oh well... i jus hope tha next few daiz go ok unlike tha one 2 day...
on tha total amount of sales 2 day i'm SO disappointed... i mean ppl kept goin up and down tha aisle jus eatin tha samples instead of BLOODY buyin em 2 eat... i mean of tha 300 boxes we had bout 50 of them were actualli sold... tha majority of em were eaten by ppl walkin past repeatedly... i mean i even recognised this lady who ate at least 10 of em... oh well....
g2g if i gonna get up in time 4 work 2morro
-_-"
nite nite
thanx 2 mi parents i have lost mi long weekend 2 workin...
oh well...
at least i'll see em a lil more often than usual...
well ne waiz... mi dad got told that there wz a stand area that wz free 4 tha food and wine expo on thurs nite and so he excepted it... that meant 0 time of preparation...
ne waiz... we got told yesterday that we'd be workin coz there'd be a lack of staff... so i had 2 give up mi long weekend 2 work there...
ne waiz...
got up bout 8:50...
got 2 burswood dome bout 10:30...
set up and stuff...
ppl started coming in2 tha expo round bout 2pm...
and and we jus stood there and let ppl taste sample spring rolls which were cut in2 portions of 3...
not much happened...
but then we sorta found ourselves each a job...
mi sista cuttin tha rolls up...
me jus standing there tellin ppl wat each roll wz and wat sauce each sauce wz...
and mai jus served ppl who wanted 2 buy stuff...
time passed...
i didnt eat ne thing 4 breaky so i went round 2 tha otha stalls 4 food...
did u noe tha entrance fee 4 tha place is like $18 per person??? ne waiz...
there were all these stalls wit delicious food...
i mean coz i got this name tag/badge 2 say that i wz part of tha staff of 1 of tha stalls ppl gave me some food 4 free...
and that worst thing wz that tha stands nearby had
pizza... ice cream and pies...
in tha space of 1 arvo i ate
2 icecreams...
1/2 a pizza...
1 pie...
and bout 50g of candied peanuts...
not good 4 mi weight... i mean by tha end of this i'll prob gain like 5 kgs...
oh well...
ne waiz... everything wz goin fine and then like this BITCH who had bought fresh spring rolls came bak and wz screamin at us saying that we didnt tell her tha food wz cold and that it tasted HORRIBLE...
i mean realli...
we had samples there 4 a reason...
-_-"
that BITCH... and she like stormed off....
nothing happened much afta that...
then wat i wz sayin started 2 get 2 me... i had repeated tha same words 2 many times i started 2 sorta hear em in mi head and i sorta got confused...
"this 1 is prawn (points at rolls wit prawn), chicken (points at rolls wit chicken) and this 1 vegetarian (points at vegetarian rolls)... and these 2 sauces are sweet and sour chilli and hoi sin sauce... tha red/orange 1 is sweet and sour chilli and tha brown 1 is hoi sin..."
ne waiz...
repeated miself tha whole arvo...
then bout 8pm ppl started gettin a lil 2 drunk...
i mean i got a lil freaked out...
there wz this drunk guy and when i wz standin infront of stall he asked me 2 walk closer... so cautiously i stepped ova... then he puts his hand on mi bak and tried 2 look down mi top -_-" whilst askin me questions...
him: hi
me: er... hi
him: how are u?
me: er... ok
him: how old are u?
me: 15
him: u look pretty hot for 15
me (thinkin): -_-" get away 4m me u freak!!!
and i walked as fast as i could bak 2 mi stall...
ne waiz...
that wznt tha onli example of ppl bein drunk...
i mean tha second main 1 wz round 9pm wen tha expo had finished...
me and mi grandpa were walkin bak 2 mi mum's car 2 take stuff home...
as we were loading tha stuff in2 tha boot...
this random jumps in2 tha boot and sits in there an calls for 1 of his friends 2 close tha boot 4 him coz he wz apparently gonna catch a ride wit us...
his friend comes a long (wit a glass of wine in hand btw) and asks me if i were married 2 mi grandpa... and i wz like: ?.? wat tha F***?!?!?!?!?!?!? and then he asked me if i wz korean and i wz like: what tha????? ne waiz... at least afta a while they left and i wz walkin bak 2 find mi mum and mi sista...
weird stuff alcohol can do 2 pplz minds eh???
i mean there wz even this breathaliser test near tha enterance i think... oh well... i jus hope tha next few daiz go ok unlike tha one 2 day...
on tha total amount of sales 2 day i'm SO disappointed... i mean ppl kept goin up and down tha aisle jus eatin tha samples instead of BLOODY buyin em 2 eat... i mean of tha 300 boxes we had bout 50 of them were actualli sold... tha majority of em were eaten by ppl walkin past repeatedly... i mean i even recognised this lady who ate at least 10 of em... oh well....
g2g if i gonna get up in time 4 work 2morro
-_-"
nite nite
Friday, June 04, 2004
Thursday, June 03, 2004
y do ppl judge and compare so much???? i mean i noe that its like a human thing.... u do it sometimes witout noeing but y????
i mean 4 example i wz at tha resto this evening and mi dad came 2 tha bak 4 a rest and then we sat there and talked a lil and then here's a bitta our convo:
dad: r u doin exams atm?
me: no.... y?
dad: rn't u meant be in exams??? every1 is doing exams...
me:no its 4 yr 11s and 12s
dad:well rn't u in yr 11???
me: -_-" no i'm in yr 10
dad: oh.... but then apparently Callum is doing exams and he's in yr 10
me: well i go 2 mlc NOT ccgs.... -_-"
dad: u got ne awards yet?
me: no... :(
dad: well maybe u need more tutoring... because ....'s (i left this blank coz i dunno wat name in english) son jus got this scholarship / award thing.... y arnt u gettin ne??
me: -_-"
i mean realli....
how much do parents compare and judge so much??????
i mean i'm not saying that
i dont compare or judge ppl but still!!!!
but then is it coz they wanna show off and be proud?
or jus wanna noe that their child is excelling???
oh well... think 2 much and it gonna give me a head ache...
hmmm.... long weekend now....
wat gonna do???
dia, garz, kat and i are thinkin bout goin 4 a ride in kings park but then we havent been able 2 organise it yet -_-"
maybe it'll prob end up as one of those things that'll neva happen....
got cadets 2moro... should i go or not???
hmm... make up mi mind 2moro...
then i got chinese...
hmm... did i go last week???
i think i didnt... oh yes...
i remember i had tha parade....
i wonder if there wz ne hw...
do i go on tha net 2 often now daiz???
hmm... i mean i jus sit round chattin 2 ppl...
and distracted...
i wonder if i didnt have tha net if mi skool work would be betta???
but then that would meant that i wouldnt be able 2 reasearch off tha net cept at skool...
hmm... maybe i'll spend weekend knittin scarf... somethin 2 do at least...
well i g2g
nite nite
i mean 4 example i wz at tha resto this evening and mi dad came 2 tha bak 4 a rest and then we sat there and talked a lil and then here's a bitta our convo:
dad: r u doin exams atm?
me: no.... y?
dad: rn't u meant be in exams??? every1 is doing exams...
me:no its 4 yr 11s and 12s
dad:well rn't u in yr 11???
me: -_-" no i'm in yr 10
dad: oh.... but then apparently Callum is doing exams and he's in yr 10
me: well i go 2 mlc NOT ccgs.... -_-"
dad: u got ne awards yet?
me: no... :(
dad: well maybe u need more tutoring... because ....'s (i left this blank coz i dunno wat name in english) son jus got this scholarship / award thing.... y arnt u gettin ne??
me: -_-"
i mean realli....
how much do parents compare and judge so much??????
i mean i'm not saying that
i dont compare or judge ppl but still!!!!
but then is it coz they wanna show off and be proud?
or jus wanna noe that their child is excelling???
oh well... think 2 much and it gonna give me a head ache...
hmmm.... long weekend now....
wat gonna do???
dia, garz, kat and i are thinkin bout goin 4 a ride in kings park but then we havent been able 2 organise it yet -_-"
maybe it'll prob end up as one of those things that'll neva happen....
got cadets 2moro... should i go or not???
hmm... make up mi mind 2moro...
then i got chinese...
hmm... did i go last week???
i think i didnt... oh yes...
i remember i had tha parade....
i wonder if there wz ne hw...
do i go on tha net 2 often now daiz???
hmm... i mean i jus sit round chattin 2 ppl...
and distracted...
i wonder if i didnt have tha net if mi skool work would be betta???
but then that would meant that i wouldnt be able 2 reasearch off tha net cept at skool...
hmm... maybe i'll spend weekend knittin scarf... somethin 2 do at least...
well i g2g
nite nite
Sunday, May 30, 2004
day out (at last...)
well got up at bout 10am this mornin
mum took us 2 tha temple out in nb 4 buddha's b'day
ate lunch... saw penny -_-"
went 2 anotha temple... wen i got there i wz shocked... there wz like no order... i mean there were ppl eatin everywhere!!! i mean on tha ground... standin up... even in cars i mean realli...
ne waiz yet AGAIN i saw PENNY!!! i mean realli... or it coulda jus been a coincedence...
and afta we went 2 tha ct... and then i sorta then realised 1 of tha reasons y i dont realli go shoppin much... (otha than tha reason of no time) usualli i dont realli have disagreements wit mi mum.... but then tha whole thing changes wen we go shopping... i mean in tha time span of 30mins mi mum gave me tha same lecture at least twice... and then we had an argument ova buyin a book which cost bout 10 bucks... i mean she wz sayin she wouldnt by fiction books 4 me coz they jus a waste of money... i mean realli... and when i wanna by a book that has some 'use' accordin 2 her ie maths books she would make me swear that i would use it b4 she would let me buy it... i mean realli... and then she jus goes on walkin leavin me there....ugh... betta stop ramblin on ure all gonna get bored...
oh well... i cnat think of ne thing else 2 say...
nite nite
bye
mum took us 2 tha temple out in nb 4 buddha's b'day
ate lunch... saw penny -_-"
went 2 anotha temple... wen i got there i wz shocked... there wz like no order... i mean there were ppl eatin everywhere!!! i mean on tha ground... standin up... even in cars i mean realli...
ne waiz yet AGAIN i saw PENNY!!! i mean realli... or it coulda jus been a coincedence...
and afta we went 2 tha ct... and then i sorta then realised 1 of tha reasons y i dont realli go shoppin much... (otha than tha reason of no time) usualli i dont realli have disagreements wit mi mum.... but then tha whole thing changes wen we go shopping... i mean in tha time span of 30mins mi mum gave me tha same lecture at least twice... and then we had an argument ova buyin a book which cost bout 10 bucks... i mean she wz sayin she wouldnt by fiction books 4 me coz they jus a waste of money... i mean realli... and when i wanna by a book that has some 'use' accordin 2 her ie maths books she would make me swear that i would use it b4 she would let me buy it... i mean realli... and then she jus goes on walkin leavin me there....ugh... betta stop ramblin on ure all gonna get bored...
oh well... i cnat think of ne thing else 2 say...
nite nite
bye
Saturday, May 29, 2004
Wing parade
jus got bak 4m wing parade... i mean realli heads r gonna roll wen we get bak 2 cadets next fri..
i mean bout 10 turned up outta like 50 cadets... i mean there wz 1 ccpl, 2 lcdts (me and dia) and 7 cadets... i mean thats excluding tha cfsgt and higher... and then there were like all these country cadets... not that i'm sayin ne thing bad bout them....
i saw quite alot of ppl 4m mi GST camp... i mean wen i saw em i could jus recognise them but i doubt they could recognise me... either that or they couldnt remember mi name.... but then bak then most of mi flight wz country cadets so they're all like higher rank than me :( oh well... or maybe i wz jus 2 antisocial on that GST that no 1 remembered... oh well...
the actual parade wz quite ok... we had 2 rehersals then tha final thing... everything wz quite good except 4 that bloody asshole that had that stupid attitude prob... i mean wat wz rong wit him??? i mean by tha way his drill wz and tha way he acted he doesnt even deserve his bloody rank!!! and then on top of that i doubt he noe a there is a thing called deoderant that exists... he stunk like hell.... if i were his DI i would so kik his ass 4 how he acted!!! but then i aint.... stupid f****** ass hole!!!! i mean even 1 of our induction cadets at the moment noe how 2 keep in step, how 2 pay attention and obey commands and they noe that wen ure at tha attention position or tha at ease u cant move, ure meant 2 keep ure mouth shut and ure eyes should be facing tha front.... he wz a bloody LCDT and he wz talkin, he couldnt keep in step, he wz bloody movin in tha attention AND at ease, his eyes kept wondering everywhere, and on top of all that he had an attidute prob which all lead 2 him bein totally unaware of his suroundings... and because of his bloody ignorance he stuffed up tha dressing of our whole entire flight... well mainly mi file that is -_-"
ne waiz.... we finished an hour early so waited 4 our parents 2 come.... mrs punselie and mi mum came at tha same time... and then wen we drove off our cars were like parallel 4 a while... it seemed so funny... i mean i shoulda asked dia 2 car pool wit me... that way we woundnt have 2 cars heading in tha same direction....
oh well...
had cadets last nite as well... wen i went home i had pain runnin straight down mi left side... i had a painfull knee since fieldcraft camp wen i smashed it on a rock... i mean it doesnt hurt usualli unless i do 2 much drill and mi left shoulder wz hurtin coz of tha weight of tha file in mi bag... 2 heavy...
and so afta tha wing parade most of this morning i now have a bloody knee which kills weneva i walk... hmm... maybe i shouldnta gone 2 tha wing parade... oh well... i feel so proud coz i survived a major event... since i didnt last nite coz i had tha rong uniform on coz i wz uninformed.... both of them included tha group captain...
hmmm.... come 2 think of it mi blog posts have sorta gotten longer ova time... i mean wen i started bloggin at first i didnt realli say much or noe wat 2 say realli so ye i think i've improved...
oh well...
g2g
bye
i mean bout 10 turned up outta like 50 cadets... i mean there wz 1 ccpl, 2 lcdts (me and dia) and 7 cadets... i mean thats excluding tha cfsgt and higher... and then there were like all these country cadets... not that i'm sayin ne thing bad bout them....
i saw quite alot of ppl 4m mi GST camp... i mean wen i saw em i could jus recognise them but i doubt they could recognise me... either that or they couldnt remember mi name.... but then bak then most of mi flight wz country cadets so they're all like higher rank than me :( oh well... or maybe i wz jus 2 antisocial on that GST that no 1 remembered... oh well...
the actual parade wz quite ok... we had 2 rehersals then tha final thing... everything wz quite good except 4 that bloody asshole that had that stupid attitude prob... i mean wat wz rong wit him??? i mean by tha way his drill wz and tha way he acted he doesnt even deserve his bloody rank!!! and then on top of that i doubt he noe a there is a thing called deoderant that exists... he stunk like hell.... if i were his DI i would so kik his ass 4 how he acted!!! but then i aint.... stupid f****** ass hole!!!! i mean even 1 of our induction cadets at the moment noe how 2 keep in step, how 2 pay attention and obey commands and they noe that wen ure at tha attention position or tha at ease u cant move, ure meant 2 keep ure mouth shut and ure eyes should be facing tha front.... he wz a bloody LCDT and he wz talkin, he couldnt keep in step, he wz bloody movin in tha attention AND at ease, his eyes kept wondering everywhere, and on top of all that he had an attidute prob which all lead 2 him bein totally unaware of his suroundings... and because of his bloody ignorance he stuffed up tha dressing of our whole entire flight... well mainly mi file that is -_-"
ne waiz.... we finished an hour early so waited 4 our parents 2 come.... mrs punselie and mi mum came at tha same time... and then wen we drove off our cars were like parallel 4 a while... it seemed so funny... i mean i shoulda asked dia 2 car pool wit me... that way we woundnt have 2 cars heading in tha same direction....
oh well...
had cadets last nite as well... wen i went home i had pain runnin straight down mi left side... i had a painfull knee since fieldcraft camp wen i smashed it on a rock... i mean it doesnt hurt usualli unless i do 2 much drill and mi left shoulder wz hurtin coz of tha weight of tha file in mi bag... 2 heavy...
and so afta tha wing parade most of this morning i now have a bloody knee which kills weneva i walk... hmm... maybe i shouldnta gone 2 tha wing parade... oh well... i feel so proud coz i survived a major event... since i didnt last nite coz i had tha rong uniform on coz i wz uninformed.... both of them included tha group captain...
hmmm.... come 2 think of it mi blog posts have sorta gotten longer ova time... i mean wen i started bloggin at first i didnt realli say much or noe wat 2 say realli so ye i think i've improved...
oh well...
g2g
bye
Friday, May 28, 2004
hmmm... so bored... this is mi last lesson 2 do mi english thing... *sigh*
i realli cant be stuffed....
we're doin this thing where we have 2 chose a line 4m tha Shakespearian play Much Ado About Nothing and visualli interpret it in with another meanin...
i jus realli cant be stuffed....
its jus 2 sickenin 2 go and look 4 tha pictures coz like some realli disgusting 1s come up... i mean not sick but jus realli sad coz of those poor children who were hurt by war and every thing and i jus look at that picture i jus wanna look away... jus pretend that it doesnt happen but then i have 2 face that fact that it is happening and even if they r jus pictures i have 2 be able 2 get mi work done... *sigh* i mean how poor and sad???
*sigh* i wish i could like help them or something but jus lookin at tha pictures makes me wanna close tha window...oh well... facts of life... for when there is wealthy there are alwaiz tha poor 2 balance it out... i mean if the world wz equal financially i doubt i'd be at this skool... but then mi parents do do alot of donations.... and its so scary that tha fact that there are many countries out there which have suffering... i mean i look around me at the moment... mi life and every thing i see is every1 has at least some form of wealth, and are happy in some way even if they do have problems on their minds and have at least enough 2 eat at least 3 meals a day... and there are ppl out there who are starving... and the fact that we ourselves who have a computer which access to the internet at our age is a minority compared 2 tha ppl in tha world realli scares me... well i guess i'll jus have 2 become more and more aware... but then i did noe bout it wen i wz lil but i guess u noe it but u dont realli think bout it...
oh well...
i'm in tha comp room in sumner... it so strange 2 be using the old comps again... i mean its so different...time changes so quick!!! i mean i can still remember life bak in primary skool!!
ugh... i need 2 learn how 2 keep mi mouth shut sometimes... ppl have like conversations and wen they talk 2 loud it jus seems like their talkin 2 me... i have 2 try 2 stop miself 4m replyin wen they ask otha ppl not me...
hmm... have wing parade 2moro mornin... damn... have 2 get up early again... and got exam 4 cadets 2 nite... -_-"
class fini now... betta go 2 pe
bye
i realli cant be stuffed....
we're doin this thing where we have 2 chose a line 4m tha Shakespearian play Much Ado About Nothing and visualli interpret it in with another meanin...
i jus realli cant be stuffed....
its jus 2 sickenin 2 go and look 4 tha pictures coz like some realli disgusting 1s come up... i mean not sick but jus realli sad coz of those poor children who were hurt by war and every thing and i jus look at that picture i jus wanna look away... jus pretend that it doesnt happen but then i have 2 face that fact that it is happening and even if they r jus pictures i have 2 be able 2 get mi work done... *sigh* i mean how poor and sad???
*sigh* i wish i could like help them or something but jus lookin at tha pictures makes me wanna close tha window...oh well... facts of life... for when there is wealthy there are alwaiz tha poor 2 balance it out... i mean if the world wz equal financially i doubt i'd be at this skool... but then mi parents do do alot of donations.... and its so scary that tha fact that there are many countries out there which have suffering... i mean i look around me at the moment... mi life and every thing i see is every1 has at least some form of wealth, and are happy in some way even if they do have problems on their minds and have at least enough 2 eat at least 3 meals a day... and there are ppl out there who are starving... and the fact that we ourselves who have a computer which access to the internet at our age is a minority compared 2 tha ppl in tha world realli scares me... well i guess i'll jus have 2 become more and more aware... but then i did noe bout it wen i wz lil but i guess u noe it but u dont realli think bout it...
oh well...
i'm in tha comp room in sumner... it so strange 2 be using the old comps again... i mean its so different...time changes so quick!!! i mean i can still remember life bak in primary skool!!
ugh... i need 2 learn how 2 keep mi mouth shut sometimes... ppl have like conversations and wen they talk 2 loud it jus seems like their talkin 2 me... i have 2 try 2 stop miself 4m replyin wen they ask otha ppl not me...
hmm... have wing parade 2moro mornin... damn... have 2 get up early again... and got exam 4 cadets 2 nite... -_-"
class fini now... betta go 2 pe
bye
Monday, May 24, 2004
kz... jus got bak 4m tha amnesty meetin down at aquinas...
garz u didnt miss out on much... but then it wz so funny... and sad... -_-"
i mean mi mum picked us up 4m skool and sent us 2 aquinas... nm happened... had a nice chat in tha car... lolz... and then arrived at aquinas... guided by guys 2 tha formation centre... sat down and watched video bout 3 refugee's experiences... then we actualli talked 2 one of tha gals that were on tha tape... it wz filmed last yr and we met tha gal now... so different... but she so shy... i feel so sorry for her i mean she went thru so much and for me so easy... oh how ppl take things 4 granted...but then i sometimes am 1 of those ppl...
then 5 min break... then amnesty lady talk 2 us...
then some guy... then we have break 2 'socialise' jus b4 we went home... but funnily dia,mona, sarah, bec and i jus took some fruit, a can of coke and jus walked off 2 talk between ourselves... then sadly went hyper on only 1 can of coke... lolz... wat is rong wit me??? i laughed so much that coke ended up comin outta mi nose...
ewwww!! so gross...
but then ye... ppl jus looked at us whilst we talked at us and laughed and seemed so weird... i mean we were talkin bout tha slogan 4 Harvey Fresh orange juice... Lolz... i realli cant get ova that or tha slogan 4 Schwepps Sarsparrila... how sad... thing is we were so loud!!!!
then wz sent home by dia'z mum... dia say thanx 2 her 4m me again!!!
well i betta go do mi hw
bye
garz u didnt miss out on much... but then it wz so funny... and sad... -_-"
i mean mi mum picked us up 4m skool and sent us 2 aquinas... nm happened... had a nice chat in tha car... lolz... and then arrived at aquinas... guided by guys 2 tha formation centre... sat down and watched video bout 3 refugee's experiences... then we actualli talked 2 one of tha gals that were on tha tape... it wz filmed last yr and we met tha gal now... so different... but she so shy... i feel so sorry for her i mean she went thru so much and for me so easy... oh how ppl take things 4 granted...but then i sometimes am 1 of those ppl...
then 5 min break... then amnesty lady talk 2 us...
then some guy... then we have break 2 'socialise' jus b4 we went home... but funnily dia,mona, sarah, bec and i jus took some fruit, a can of coke and jus walked off 2 talk between ourselves... then sadly went hyper on only 1 can of coke... lolz... wat is rong wit me??? i laughed so much that coke ended up comin outta mi nose...
ewwww!! so gross...
but then ye... ppl jus looked at us whilst we talked at us and laughed and seemed so weird... i mean we were talkin bout tha slogan 4 Harvey Fresh orange juice... Lolz... i realli cant get ova that or tha slogan 4 Schwepps Sarsparrila... how sad... thing is we were so loud!!!!
then wz sent home by dia'z mum... dia say thanx 2 her 4m me again!!!
well i betta go do mi hw
bye
Saturday, May 22, 2004
hmmm... had chinese skool 2day...
life is so dull...
dia u missed out on alot wen u didnt come last nite... u betta come next week or they not gonna be happi... coz tha high rank ppl 4m eastern states are comin ova 2 our sqn... eg. air commodore... air vice marshal... commander of aafc... eh..
cant remember ne more... ne waiz wat time ure rowing regatta finish?? coz u might jus be able 2 go but then i doubt u come... ne waiz tha main changes are
*that there are now onli 2 lectures a fri... we have an exam 4 air rec next week (i think)...
*4m now on if we wanna move durin drill have 2 breakstep 1st... umm...
*we have survival camp on tha 11-13 of june (i think *again*)... er...
*cfsgt crossi (i think thats how u spell it) taped ppls arms down coz they were swingin em wen they were doin bout turns... so funni but then how sad would it be if it were me???... wait... that aint a change... well main point need 2 improve drill...
*ure emailz thingy 4 tha cadetnet thingy is stuffed up... u noe how ure service number goes cf***** well ures on tha login thing wz set rong so its like cm***** lol... ures wz set as a male's...
well i g2g
tell u rest later... if i remember them...
life is so dull...
dia u missed out on alot wen u didnt come last nite... u betta come next week or they not gonna be happi... coz tha high rank ppl 4m eastern states are comin ova 2 our sqn... eg. air commodore... air vice marshal... commander of aafc... eh..
cant remember ne more... ne waiz wat time ure rowing regatta finish?? coz u might jus be able 2 go but then i doubt u come... ne waiz tha main changes are
*that there are now onli 2 lectures a fri... we have an exam 4 air rec next week (i think)...
*4m now on if we wanna move durin drill have 2 breakstep 1st... umm...
*we have survival camp on tha 11-13 of june (i think *again*)... er...
*cfsgt crossi (i think thats how u spell it) taped ppls arms down coz they were swingin em wen they were doin bout turns... so funni but then how sad would it be if it were me???... wait... that aint a change... well main point need 2 improve drill...
*ure emailz thingy 4 tha cadetnet thingy is stuffed up... u noe how ure service number goes cf***** well ures on tha login thing wz set rong so its like cm***** lol... ures wz set as a male's...
well i g2g
tell u rest later... if i remember them...
Thursday, May 20, 2004
scinece
hmmm... in science now...
i'm meant 2 be workin on mi task 4 tha properties on different types of substances but tha comp i'm on cant read tha pendrive i have so i thought i might as well find somethin 2 rite bout... ugh... guess i'll have 2 have alot of hw 2 nite...
hmm... jus had mi voice lesson b4 and apparentli i've like hurt tha vocal chords or something like that (according 2 mi voice teacha) so i'm not allowed 2 talk 4 bout 4days or until it recovers... this is gonna be quite hard... not being allowed 2 talk... but then... do i talk heaps??? at least i've got tha weekend... but i've got a college choir rehersal 2 moro morining... -_-" oh and tha choral list thingys are gonna be up 2morro morinin... i doubt i got in...
well i g2g
bye
i'm meant 2 be workin on mi task 4 tha properties on different types of substances but tha comp i'm on cant read tha pendrive i have so i thought i might as well find somethin 2 rite bout... ugh... guess i'll have 2 have alot of hw 2 nite...
hmm... jus had mi voice lesson b4 and apparentli i've like hurt tha vocal chords or something like that (according 2 mi voice teacha) so i'm not allowed 2 talk 4 bout 4days or until it recovers... this is gonna be quite hard... not being allowed 2 talk... but then... do i talk heaps??? at least i've got tha weekend... but i've got a college choir rehersal 2 moro morining... -_-" oh and tha choral list thingys are gonna be up 2morro morinin... i doubt i got in...
well i g2g
bye
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
nu cousin
dia - tha thing 4 tha wing trophy is on tha 29th of may!!! plz check ure diary 2 see if u can come??? plz come!!! damn... its eitha ure rowing regatta or this... plz come along... but then no pressure ure choice on wat ure priority committments are... oh well... ure choice i have no comment...
:)
so happi... well kinda...
last nite anotha baby wz born... anotha cousin of mine!!!
hmmm... but then realli... i'm gettin 2 many cousins... so far at least 25 on both sides... wait lemme check...
1.. 2.. 3... ugh... 27 cousins and 1 'so called' nephew or second cousin... and then cousins of cousins i have bout... umm...i onli noe of like 5... but then thats onli tha cousins of one of mi cousins... -_-"
i mean how far could mi family extend 2 if i counted all mi second cousins???
well ne waiz... yesteday spent period 4 and 5 down at tha electoral commission for an S+E excursion... been there done that so it wz a bit of a bore... jus sat down in this 'theatrette' and watched this screen where there wz this wax/plastic figure had a projector on it talk bout election time... i mean it actualli looked real... and ye... there were emotions and everything but then it wz no suprise 2 me coz i went there in yr 5 -_-" five years ago and i still remembered wat wz gonna happen... and then afta that there wz some otha room we went 2 where we had 2 vote 4 our favourite fast food...sorta an election thingy and they had like all tha voting screens and stuff... it wz outta pizza, hungry jacks, KFC and Maccas... and hungry jacks won by 1 vote... to pizza...
had a dental appointment 2day... mi teeth hurt now... :( in gr8 pain... its as if i jus had mi braces tightened cept its jus tha retainer been taken in a bit... :(
hmm... wat i got 2 morro??? damn maths ingvestagation...
well i gonna go now... (teeth hurt 2 much...)
nite nitez
:)
so happi... well kinda...
last nite anotha baby wz born... anotha cousin of mine!!!
hmmm... but then realli... i'm gettin 2 many cousins... so far at least 25 on both sides... wait lemme check...
1.. 2.. 3... ugh... 27 cousins and 1 'so called' nephew or second cousin... and then cousins of cousins i have bout... umm...i onli noe of like 5... but then thats onli tha cousins of one of mi cousins... -_-"
i mean how far could mi family extend 2 if i counted all mi second cousins???
well ne waiz... yesteday spent period 4 and 5 down at tha electoral commission for an S+E excursion... been there done that so it wz a bit of a bore... jus sat down in this 'theatrette' and watched this screen where there wz this wax/plastic figure had a projector on it talk bout election time... i mean it actualli looked real... and ye... there were emotions and everything but then it wz no suprise 2 me coz i went there in yr 5 -_-" five years ago and i still remembered wat wz gonna happen... and then afta that there wz some otha room we went 2 where we had 2 vote 4 our favourite fast food...sorta an election thingy and they had like all tha voting screens and stuff... it wz outta pizza, hungry jacks, KFC and Maccas... and hungry jacks won by 1 vote... to pizza...
had a dental appointment 2day... mi teeth hurt now... :( in gr8 pain... its as if i jus had mi braces tightened cept its jus tha retainer been taken in a bit... :(
hmm... wat i got 2 morro??? damn maths ingvestagation...
well i gonna go now... (teeth hurt 2 much...)
nite nitez
Monday, May 17, 2004
survey fiingo
Found this on a forward e-mailz... hmm... mite as well do it since i barely eva do em...
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? = Adela
Birthplace = perth
DOB = 15 Feb
Age = 15
Age you act = hmm... ne 1 care 2 answer this 4 me???
Current location = mi room... mi house...
Eye color = dark brown
Hair color = black
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? = Ritey
Zodiac sign? = Aquarius
Height? = bout 1.6 metre something???
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your hair = Straight black... quite long...
Your fears = hmm... heights... but strangely low heights... eg tha bridge ova stirling hwy
ur perfect room = hmmm... i think i'm happi wit mi room atm but if it were cleaner... iguess i'll have 2 work on that...
What you practically do in a day = Wake up, (choir on fri), skool, some avo thing (either piano, guitar, helping out at that guides thing or cadets) go home, net, sleep
[x] Part 3 --What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse = umm i dunn realli noe...
Phrases you overuse = cant think of ne... i noe i cant be stuffed....
Your first thought when you wake up = 'plz not skool again?!?!?!'
Your greatest accomplishment =nothing... -_-"
Something you want to do = finish skool asap... but then i got uni.... -_-"
[x] Part 4 --This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke = coke!!!!!!!
McDonald's or Burger Kings = neither...
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera = prob Christina if i had 2 make a choice...but then again... neither...
Chocolate or vanilla = Chocolate!!!!
adidas or Nike = dunno....
Black or white = umm... black???
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) = Bills... iguess they are lighter 2 carry round...
Burgers or hot dogs = Hot dogs... wait... no... y do i have 2 remmeber things??? agghh jus remembered *angel incedent...* agghh wat is rong wit me???
Egypt or France = France... neva been 2 Egypt...
Rock or rap = prob rock...
[x] Part 5 --Do you...[x]
Smoke = nope... i h8 it
Cuss = wat this???
Sing well = ask mr gallo maybe??? or some music teacher???
sing in the shower = once in a while...
Talk to yourself --a lot-- = hmm.... some times depends on how i feel...
Believe in yourself = wat u mean by htat???
Like taking these longass surveys? = i usualli cant be stuffed fillin em in... jus delete em most of tha time...
Play an instrument = er... do i have 2 answer this??? oh well... might as well... piano, guitar(relearning now...) harp at skool, voice at skool... well those r tha current ones i guess... i used 2 play trombone, recorder, tha flute thing i have... well thats all i remember atm...
Want to go to college? = do u mean uni??? answer is prob yes ne waiz...
Want to get married? = guess so...
Want to have children? = maybe but then there is tha responsiblities and time needed... dunno yet...
Think you're a health freak? = definately not in mi opinion...
Get along with your parents = hmm... how would i put this... i do wat they say... and i have no voice in this topic...
Get along with your siblings? = practically... but then mi sista is a brat...
Think you're popular = highly doubt it...
[x] Part 6 --In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state = nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos = nope but prob an equivalent of a box in some otha type of junk food...
Been on stage = hmmm... jus yesterday...
Gone skinny dipping = lol nope
Been dumped = neva had tha chance of this... havent gone out wit ne1 yet..
Dyed your hair = nope... parents wont let me... but then not that interested...
Stolen anything = nope... y would i????
[x] Part 7 --The Last... [x]
Last dream = i cant remember... :(
Last nightmare = wen i wz lil...
Car ride = this evening 4m Mrs Tan's...
Last time you cried = yet again cant remember... but a few months ago i think...
Last movie seen = finding nemo... hehe
Last book read = Earthsea Quartet....
Last word said = Lina...
Last phone call = last nite wen i wz talkiin 2 mi cousin???
Last song you listened to = black betty... it on tha radio...
Last annoyance = ppl at mi chinese skool and performance??
IM = umm... cant remmeber... i thiink it wz bonnie...
Last person you hugged = Jade this arvo
Last person you yelled at = Mi sista...
Last time you wore a skirt = 2day
Last time you've been evil = I'm evil?!?!Sarcastic? = wat u think???
Last time you fought with your parents = not many fights between mi parents and i....
Last time you wished upon a star = i havent been outside 4 a while... :(
Played Truth or Dare = few months ago wen aaron dared me... but i didnt accept...
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? = Adela
Birthplace = perth
DOB = 15 Feb
Age = 15
Age you act = hmm... ne 1 care 2 answer this 4 me???
Current location = mi room... mi house...
Eye color = dark brown
Hair color = black
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? = Ritey
Zodiac sign? = Aquarius
Height? = bout 1.6 metre something???
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your hair = Straight black... quite long...
Your fears = hmm... heights... but strangely low heights... eg tha bridge ova stirling hwy
ur perfect room = hmmm... i think i'm happi wit mi room atm but if it were cleaner... iguess i'll have 2 work on that...
What you practically do in a day = Wake up, (choir on fri), skool, some avo thing (either piano, guitar, helping out at that guides thing or cadets) go home, net, sleep
[x] Part 3 --What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse = umm i dunn realli noe...
Phrases you overuse = cant think of ne... i noe i cant be stuffed....
Your first thought when you wake up = 'plz not skool again?!?!?!'
Your greatest accomplishment =nothing... -_-"
Something you want to do = finish skool asap... but then i got uni.... -_-"
[x] Part 4 --This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke = coke!!!!!!!
McDonald's or Burger Kings = neither...
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera = prob Christina if i had 2 make a choice...but then again... neither...
Chocolate or vanilla = Chocolate!!!!
adidas or Nike = dunno....
Black or white = umm... black???
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) = Bills... iguess they are lighter 2 carry round...
Burgers or hot dogs = Hot dogs... wait... no... y do i have 2 remmeber things??? agghh jus remembered *angel incedent...* agghh wat is rong wit me???
Egypt or France = France... neva been 2 Egypt...
Rock or rap = prob rock...
[x] Part 5 --Do you...[x]
Smoke = nope... i h8 it
Cuss = wat this???
Sing well = ask mr gallo maybe??? or some music teacher???
sing in the shower = once in a while...
Talk to yourself --a lot-- = hmm.... some times depends on how i feel...
Believe in yourself = wat u mean by htat???
Like taking these longass surveys? = i usualli cant be stuffed fillin em in... jus delete em most of tha time...
Play an instrument = er... do i have 2 answer this??? oh well... might as well... piano, guitar(relearning now...) harp at skool, voice at skool... well those r tha current ones i guess... i used 2 play trombone, recorder, tha flute thing i have... well thats all i remember atm...
Want to go to college? = do u mean uni??? answer is prob yes ne waiz...
Want to get married? = guess so...
Want to have children? = maybe but then there is tha responsiblities and time needed... dunno yet...
Think you're a health freak? = definately not in mi opinion...
Get along with your parents = hmm... how would i put this... i do wat they say... and i have no voice in this topic...
Get along with your siblings? = practically... but then mi sista is a brat...
Think you're popular = highly doubt it...
[x] Part 6 --In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state = nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos = nope but prob an equivalent of a box in some otha type of junk food...
Been on stage = hmmm... jus yesterday...
Gone skinny dipping = lol nope
Been dumped = neva had tha chance of this... havent gone out wit ne1 yet..
Dyed your hair = nope... parents wont let me... but then not that interested...
Stolen anything = nope... y would i????
[x] Part 7 --The Last... [x]
Last dream = i cant remember... :(
Last nightmare = wen i wz lil...
Car ride = this evening 4m Mrs Tan's...
Last time you cried = yet again cant remember... but a few months ago i think...
Last movie seen = finding nemo... hehe
Last book read = Earthsea Quartet....
Last word said = Lina...
Last phone call = last nite wen i wz talkiin 2 mi cousin???
Last song you listened to = black betty... it on tha radio...
Last annoyance = ppl at mi chinese skool and performance??
IM = umm... cant remmeber... i thiink it wz bonnie...
Last person you hugged = Jade this arvo
Last person you yelled at = Mi sista...
Last time you wore a skirt = 2day
Last time you've been evil = I'm evil?!?!Sarcastic? = wat u think???
Last time you fought with your parents = not many fights between mi parents and i....
Last time you wished upon a star = i havent been outside 4 a while... :(
Played Truth or Dare = few months ago wen aaron dared me... but i didnt accept...
Sunday, May 16, 2004
bout tha last post... thing is that minh saw me... he had a camera and he works 4 mi dad... mi dad'll probly want a copy and then i'll neva hear the end of mi performance... it wz jus meant 2 be dance... ova...4get bout it...
and ontop of that that vice-principal guy who alwaiz gives those long talks wz there wz wit a camera 2... next thing is he'll prob either put it on tha chinese skool site or play it next sat...
oh i'm gonna die of embarresment...
-_-"
and ontop of that that vice-principal guy who alwaiz gives those long talks wz there wz wit a camera 2... next thing is he'll prob either put it on tha chinese skool site or play it next sat...
oh i'm gonna die of embarresment...
-_-"
total embarressment
ugh.... wat is rong wit me???
i mean i practicalli have no life... and then on top of that its not like i have heaps of friends... i do wateva i'm told 2 do... which isnt actualli that bad but then sometimes it jus gets 2 bad but i still do it... i mean i h8 performing yet i do it coz i'm forced i mean i coulda skipped it... but no i did it ne waiz....
so far i've had a gr8 weekend...
first it wz tha camp...
it wz pretty good actualli...
but then there some realli crap things...
first wz tha fact that tha tent i brought onli had 1 door...
i mean i thought it had 2 but then it onli had 1 and so dia and i had 2 share enterances... got realli annoyin...
then they started a fire and we sorta sat round it
but then coz we had a fire they had 2 set up a pickering rotations... we were then scheduled 4 our pickering time straight afta they told us tha dropbear legend... -_-"
which meant that every pair of buddies had 2 get up at sometime of the nite 2 watch tha fire and make sure that it dont go out...
i went bak 2 mi tent and tried 2 sleep 2 find that i forgot 2 bring a sleeping mat so i had nuts and sticks and stuff pokin mi bak... i tried 2 sleep but it got colder and colder... it wz like 1 degree celcius there... so bloody cold... and then when tha 1am shift of ppl went out 2 picker they started like this congregation and started talking and screaming... and since our tent wz nearby tha officers' tent i could hear tha officers' talking all nite... then shift afta shift they had huge groups talking and shouting so 4m 1pm onwards i wz kept awake...
and then wen it wz 4:30 it wz dia and mi shift so i didnt realli sleep well and then coz of tha cold we had a bit of trouble gettin outta tent... i put on mi thermals, a jumper, mi top and then otha coat on top.... so we were sorta late 4 our shift... so by tha time we started it wz bout 4:45... half our shift had gone by...
15 mins later we woke segeant foote and townshend up 4 their shift and stayed up eating melted marshmellows.. and stayed up tha rest of tha morning...
so yesterday we had breaky... but found that i had 4gotten 2 bring eating utensils so had 2 use tha box of cereal 2 drink milk and eat cereal... and for tha hot part of tha breakfast we got a plate, fork and knife but tha thing wz that we had 2 eat wit tha same plastic stuff all through camp so we couldnt throw it out coz apparently there wznt enough 2 go round... and straight afta breaky we were forced 2 put vegemite behind our ears coz of the
dropbear legend... yuk...
each section wz given a flag and a bunny 2 hold and we were meant 2 get otha pplz flags and bunnies... dia wz given tha bunny and i wz given tha flag... we then walked off 2 have lectures on fieldcraft... got campaint smeared all ova our faces... we then played a game where we had 2 hide in tha bush whilst othas tried 2 find me...
we then had lunch which wz sandwichs... yuk... i kept holding tha flag and dia held tha bunny... and ppl started trying 2 pull it off me whist i wz eating... even whilst i wz makin mi sandwich some1 tried 2 pull it and away flew mi lunch -_-" but at least they didnt steal it... but then i lost it to townshend coz i trusted her coz she said she wouldnt steal it... i guess it wz bit hard 2 trust her afta that 4 flight thingies....
we then had a field ex where we had 2get otha pplz flags (capture tha flag) and we were split up in2 the attack and defence groups...
dia and i were defence... we were using radios 2 keep in contact wit ppl... and so we jus sat in tha middle of no where and jus sat and looked afta our flag... we got so bored we started whistling 2 tha birds... not that it wznt fun sitting by ourselves but ova time it got boring... and then afta a while our radio's batteries ran out... so we were sorta stuck...
and wit tha little bitta electricity we had left in tha batteries
we sent a msg 2 tha FSGT and continued whistling 2 tha birds....
and in order 4 them 2 find us wen our batteries were nil we had 2 shout... and we were like "hello??? ne body out there???"
and then they finalli came... both tha FSGT and CSGT... and our base camp wz moved...
at the end of tha game 2 ppl ended up lost.... wat had happened was they split up with the group with the radio coz each group wz meant 2 have a radio... plus they were heading bak 2 where we were but we had moved....so they lost... but they ended up bak at tha camp site later on but they got so told off...
we played spotlight and i didnt get ne where near tha spotlight but then it rained so bak 2 tha tent... afta tha rained slowed down a bit we went 2 CSGT foote and townshend's tent and played bullshit/cheat and spit... then went bak 2 tent and had tha best sleep... straight 2 tha mornin.... and then wz pack up and get ready 2 leave... and the last activities were tha blind fold 1 of trust where i followed a string... thing wz it wz smeared wit vegemite, honey and all these otha stuffs... ew!!!!!!!!
and i left early coz of tha performance... i wz so proud of mi mum and mi sista!!!!! they found their way thru tha bush 2 pick me up!!!!!!!!!
so had tha performance... OMG SO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i stuffed up!!!!!!!!!! and like there were all these ppl i knew there... and some i didnt see on stage but bumped in2 later... OMG!! well ye... did a dance wit lina called 'IT' and then as a group sang 'not me, not i' by delta goodrem and 'remember' by S.H.E.
but tha thing is afta tha performance there were like all these ppl came up 4 congrats and i wz like standing there...:'( and mi mum wz like lets go and like i had 2 keep walking and then we kept walkin past like those ppl but then i couldnt realli talk 2 them coz i had 2 listen 2 mi mum and tha thing wz it wznt that i didnt noe that ppl but then i didnt noe them that well... and it wz like this gap...
i mean i saw... Minh, Aunty Samantha, Mi grandparents(who werent told bout it... but some how found out.. -_-"), Amy, Jason, Felicia, Andy, and OMG Chi Chi (AHHHH!!!)
i mean wit chi chi she wz like hi!!! and i wz like can we go in this direction QUICK!!!!!!! and then she saw me and like pulled me 2wards her son again.... -_-" i repeat y cant he get a life and find himself a gf???? i mean sooner that happens tha happier i'll be... and then she goes "look how tall she's grown... oh ure so talented... will u come home wit me???.... ure hair is so beautiful wat conditioner and shampoo u use???... have u had a hair cut??... (me:no not yet) well next time u get ure hair cut make sure u leave a lock of hair and give it 2 me ok??? (me [thinking]: wat tha hell do u want wit mi hair???)" and then she introduced me 2 her mum -_-" and i'm like hmm.... can i leave??
and so i walked off....
whoa... long post...
well
g2g
nite nite
i mean i practicalli have no life... and then on top of that its not like i have heaps of friends... i do wateva i'm told 2 do... which isnt actualli that bad but then sometimes it jus gets 2 bad but i still do it... i mean i h8 performing yet i do it coz i'm forced i mean i coulda skipped it... but no i did it ne waiz....
so far i've had a gr8 weekend...
first it wz tha camp...
it wz pretty good actualli...
but then there some realli crap things...
first wz tha fact that tha tent i brought onli had 1 door...
i mean i thought it had 2 but then it onli had 1 and so dia and i had 2 share enterances... got realli annoyin...
then they started a fire and we sorta sat round it
but then coz we had a fire they had 2 set up a pickering rotations... we were then scheduled 4 our pickering time straight afta they told us tha dropbear legend... -_-"
which meant that every pair of buddies had 2 get up at sometime of the nite 2 watch tha fire and make sure that it dont go out...
i went bak 2 mi tent and tried 2 sleep 2 find that i forgot 2 bring a sleeping mat so i had nuts and sticks and stuff pokin mi bak... i tried 2 sleep but it got colder and colder... it wz like 1 degree celcius there... so bloody cold... and then when tha 1am shift of ppl went out 2 picker they started like this congregation and started talking and screaming... and since our tent wz nearby tha officers' tent i could hear tha officers' talking all nite... then shift afta shift they had huge groups talking and shouting so 4m 1pm onwards i wz kept awake...
and then wen it wz 4:30 it wz dia and mi shift so i didnt realli sleep well and then coz of tha cold we had a bit of trouble gettin outta tent... i put on mi thermals, a jumper, mi top and then otha coat on top.... so we were sorta late 4 our shift... so by tha time we started it wz bout 4:45... half our shift had gone by...
15 mins later we woke segeant foote and townshend up 4 their shift and stayed up eating melted marshmellows.. and stayed up tha rest of tha morning...
so yesterday we had breaky... but found that i had 4gotten 2 bring eating utensils so had 2 use tha box of cereal 2 drink milk and eat cereal... and for tha hot part of tha breakfast we got a plate, fork and knife but tha thing wz that we had 2 eat wit tha same plastic stuff all through camp so we couldnt throw it out coz apparently there wznt enough 2 go round... and straight afta breaky we were forced 2 put vegemite behind our ears coz of the
dropbear legend... yuk...
each section wz given a flag and a bunny 2 hold and we were meant 2 get otha pplz flags and bunnies... dia wz given tha bunny and i wz given tha flag... we then walked off 2 have lectures on fieldcraft... got campaint smeared all ova our faces... we then played a game where we had 2 hide in tha bush whilst othas tried 2 find me...
we then had lunch which wz sandwichs... yuk... i kept holding tha flag and dia held tha bunny... and ppl started trying 2 pull it off me whist i wz eating... even whilst i wz makin mi sandwich some1 tried 2 pull it and away flew mi lunch -_-" but at least they didnt steal it... but then i lost it to townshend coz i trusted her coz she said she wouldnt steal it... i guess it wz bit hard 2 trust her afta that 4 flight thingies....
we then had a field ex where we had 2get otha pplz flags (capture tha flag) and we were split up in2 the attack and defence groups...
dia and i were defence... we were using radios 2 keep in contact wit ppl... and so we jus sat in tha middle of no where and jus sat and looked afta our flag... we got so bored we started whistling 2 tha birds... not that it wznt fun sitting by ourselves but ova time it got boring... and then afta a while our radio's batteries ran out... so we were sorta stuck...
and wit tha little bitta electricity we had left in tha batteries
we sent a msg 2 tha FSGT and continued whistling 2 tha birds....
and in order 4 them 2 find us wen our batteries were nil we had 2 shout... and we were like "hello??? ne body out there???"
and then they finalli came... both tha FSGT and CSGT... and our base camp wz moved...
at the end of tha game 2 ppl ended up lost.... wat had happened was they split up with the group with the radio coz each group wz meant 2 have a radio... plus they were heading bak 2 where we were but we had moved....so they lost... but they ended up bak at tha camp site later on but they got so told off...
we played spotlight and i didnt get ne where near tha spotlight but then it rained so bak 2 tha tent... afta tha rained slowed down a bit we went 2 CSGT foote and townshend's tent and played bullshit/cheat and spit... then went bak 2 tent and had tha best sleep... straight 2 tha mornin.... and then wz pack up and get ready 2 leave... and the last activities were tha blind fold 1 of trust where i followed a string... thing wz it wz smeared wit vegemite, honey and all these otha stuffs... ew!!!!!!!!
and i left early coz of tha performance... i wz so proud of mi mum and mi sista!!!!! they found their way thru tha bush 2 pick me up!!!!!!!!!
so had tha performance... OMG SO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i stuffed up!!!!!!!!!! and like there were all these ppl i knew there... and some i didnt see on stage but bumped in2 later... OMG!! well ye... did a dance wit lina called 'IT' and then as a group sang 'not me, not i' by delta goodrem and 'remember' by S.H.E.
but tha thing is afta tha performance there were like all these ppl came up 4 congrats and i wz like standing there...:'( and mi mum wz like lets go and like i had 2 keep walking and then we kept walkin past like those ppl but then i couldnt realli talk 2 them coz i had 2 listen 2 mi mum and tha thing wz it wznt that i didnt noe that ppl but then i didnt noe them that well... and it wz like this gap...
i mean i saw... Minh, Aunty Samantha, Mi grandparents(who werent told bout it... but some how found out.. -_-"), Amy, Jason, Felicia, Andy, and OMG Chi Chi (AHHHH!!!)
i mean wit chi chi she wz like hi!!! and i wz like can we go in this direction QUICK!!!!!!! and then she saw me and like pulled me 2wards her son again.... -_-" i repeat y cant he get a life and find himself a gf???? i mean sooner that happens tha happier i'll be... and then she goes "look how tall she's grown... oh ure so talented... will u come home wit me???.... ure hair is so beautiful wat conditioner and shampoo u use???... have u had a hair cut??... (me:no not yet) well next time u get ure hair cut make sure u leave a lock of hair and give it 2 me ok??? (me [thinking]: wat tha hell do u want wit mi hair???)" and then she introduced me 2 her mum -_-" and i'm like hmm.... can i leave??
and so i walked off....
whoa... long post...
well
g2g
nite nite
Monday, May 10, 2004
Deep long meaningless thoughts....
hmm.. already 3rd week of term 2!!!
time pass so quick...
ne waiz Mother's day yesterday...
woke up early for once on a sunday mornin...
helped out at tha shop 2 sell flowers...
no 1 ended up coming 2 buy coz of rain...
all wet and windy outside...
so went home...
then l8r that evening...
helped out at resto...
dia, kev and their mum came 2 eat....
very few customers...
so boring...
nothing 2 do....
so went home later that nite...
and went online....
talked 2 vincent 4 that first time...
he thought i wz some random -_-"...
and went 2 sleep....
so that wz realli all of mother's day... mi dad, mi sista and i bought a cake 4 mi mum... and we ate it 2 getha at tha table that evening... something done 2getha 4 once... i mean our family is like there but not there... sorta here but alwaiz bz...
oh well...
i mean we live in such a materialistic society so i guess its either time spent 2getha or jus work heaps and heaps 2 get money 2 buy stuff... but then love cant realli be bought... i mean these things we buy can bring a lil enjoyment but it doesnt quite compare to quality time spent wit family and friends... all lonelyness surrounded by things... things we want at first then later on jus ends up in some forgotten corner of the house....
yet family, friends and pets are tha main things... the simple part of our life... the part which doesnt want ne thing... jus tha essentials... but now its all technological everything so complicated...
hmmm... or i guess it could be said as progress... but then wat would be more important??? to enhance, improve and progress or jus stay tha same???
but then there is also tha argument of knowledge and opinions... i mean if there wz no progress... no improvement... would there still be rites 4 women and children??? would freedom of speech be in practise??? or would there be a different system of government??? would there be voting and majority rules???
hmm....
and would the ideals we hold be the same or would they be different??? how would our point of view be like??? would the world be more united??? would there be an overall dictator???
hmmm... and if there were a dictator would that be good??? i guess its jus realli depending on their personality... greed and evil or jus genorosity and kindess??? i mean if there were such thing as a nice dictator... or jus a good role model...i mean if there werent so many points of view on something wouldnt we accept wat we're given and told???
and also wat bout celebrities??? do they realli deserve 2 be put up on a pedestool as they r atm??? i mean all they realli do is provide simple entertainment... yet if we had simple lives and were less materialistic would that mean tha celebs would no longer be so high up in tha social classes???
hmm... and then there is education... wat if there was no education system??? wat if we were all to be schooled at home by our parents choice??? hmm... then we'd have lost our rite in education... some would be illiterate... so they would be less aware of the world around them... more ignorant... would that be bad or good??? i mean there would be less pressure 4 gettin high marks 4 exams coz there wouldnt be exams but then people would be less trustworthy of others who may not be qualified in wat they're doing... they do wat they like and there would be no order because they dont care....
agghhh this is realli starting 2 get outta hand... i could go on 4 eva... betta stop now...
getting l8 ne waiz...
well
nite nite
time pass so quick...
ne waiz Mother's day yesterday...
woke up early for once on a sunday mornin...
helped out at tha shop 2 sell flowers...
no 1 ended up coming 2 buy coz of rain...
all wet and windy outside...
so went home...
then l8r that evening...
helped out at resto...
dia, kev and their mum came 2 eat....
very few customers...
so boring...
nothing 2 do....
so went home later that nite...
and went online....
talked 2 vincent 4 that first time...
he thought i wz some random -_-"...
and went 2 sleep....
so that wz realli all of mother's day... mi dad, mi sista and i bought a cake 4 mi mum... and we ate it 2 getha at tha table that evening... something done 2getha 4 once... i mean our family is like there but not there... sorta here but alwaiz bz...
oh well...
i mean we live in such a materialistic society so i guess its either time spent 2getha or jus work heaps and heaps 2 get money 2 buy stuff... but then love cant realli be bought... i mean these things we buy can bring a lil enjoyment but it doesnt quite compare to quality time spent wit family and friends... all lonelyness surrounded by things... things we want at first then later on jus ends up in some forgotten corner of the house....
yet family, friends and pets are tha main things... the simple part of our life... the part which doesnt want ne thing... jus tha essentials... but now its all technological everything so complicated...
hmmm... or i guess it could be said as progress... but then wat would be more important??? to enhance, improve and progress or jus stay tha same???
but then there is also tha argument of knowledge and opinions... i mean if there wz no progress... no improvement... would there still be rites 4 women and children??? would freedom of speech be in practise??? or would there be a different system of government??? would there be voting and majority rules???
hmm....
and would the ideals we hold be the same or would they be different??? how would our point of view be like??? would the world be more united??? would there be an overall dictator???
hmmm... and if there were a dictator would that be good??? i guess its jus realli depending on their personality... greed and evil or jus genorosity and kindess??? i mean if there were such thing as a nice dictator... or jus a good role model...i mean if there werent so many points of view on something wouldnt we accept wat we're given and told???
and also wat bout celebrities??? do they realli deserve 2 be put up on a pedestool as they r atm??? i mean all they realli do is provide simple entertainment... yet if we had simple lives and were less materialistic would that mean tha celebs would no longer be so high up in tha social classes???
hmm... and then there is education... wat if there was no education system??? wat if we were all to be schooled at home by our parents choice??? hmm... then we'd have lost our rite in education... some would be illiterate... so they would be less aware of the world around them... more ignorant... would that be bad or good??? i mean there would be less pressure 4 gettin high marks 4 exams coz there wouldnt be exams but then people would be less trustworthy of others who may not be qualified in wat they're doing... they do wat they like and there would be no order because they dont care....
agghhh this is realli starting 2 get outta hand... i could go on 4 eva... betta stop now...
getting l8 ne waiz...
well
nite nite
Friday, May 07, 2004
hmm.... jus fnished commerce... spent the whole lesson siiting aaround....
y? coz i didnt have mi commerce stuff....
y? coz i didnt organise it last nite...
y? coz i had a major headache whilst i tried 2 type up tha commerce interview thingy
and guess wat??? it ended up that tha teacher wznt there 2 collect it.... -_-"
aggghhhh.....
hmmm... got house acts next.... wonder wat we gonna do now that tha oval is all wet and stuff....
but then its prob gonna be tha usual basketball, netball and hockey....
had choir this morning and jus b4 i left tha house at 7am
i wz standing outside in tha rain wit tha umbrella and i realised tha beautiful sunrise/lite wz all yellow...
and like tha plants and flowers in tha garden wz so pretty coz like tha green colour and
magenta flowers and tha leaves of the willow tree in mi garden were drooping down...
and the light rain slowly dripping down 4m tha sky made it look like a picture with
pastel colours.... it wz like such a beautiful site....
hmmm.... ppl say wit commitment also comes sacrifice and choice of which 1 is most important....
and like lately i've jus realised i've got 2 make quite a few of those choices...
i mean next weekend 4 cadets, i've got a fieldcraft camp as well as a performance on sunday as well
as at tha guides i volunteer at they got a sleepova.... so i have 2 chose either going 4 tha whole
of tha guide sleepova thingy and then go 2 tha performance... OR go for tha fieldcraft camp and come home
early 2 prepare 4 tha performance....sadly both wayz i still got 2 do tha performance.... y cant i skipp it?!?!?
and then on top of that i can either choose 4m tha french dinner or choose 2 go 2 tha amnesty international
dinner.... hmm... both ways i think i still have 2 pay but then....
g2g belll jus went
y? coz i didnt have mi commerce stuff....
y? coz i didnt organise it last nite...
y? coz i had a major headache whilst i tried 2 type up tha commerce interview thingy
and guess wat??? it ended up that tha teacher wznt there 2 collect it.... -_-"
aggghhhh.....
hmmm... got house acts next.... wonder wat we gonna do now that tha oval is all wet and stuff....
but then its prob gonna be tha usual basketball, netball and hockey....
had choir this morning and jus b4 i left tha house at 7am
i wz standing outside in tha rain wit tha umbrella and i realised tha beautiful sunrise/lite wz all yellow...
and like tha plants and flowers in tha garden wz so pretty coz like tha green colour and
magenta flowers and tha leaves of the willow tree in mi garden were drooping down...
and the light rain slowly dripping down 4m tha sky made it look like a picture with
pastel colours.... it wz like such a beautiful site....
hmmm.... ppl say wit commitment also comes sacrifice and choice of which 1 is most important....
and like lately i've jus realised i've got 2 make quite a few of those choices...
i mean next weekend 4 cadets, i've got a fieldcraft camp as well as a performance on sunday as well
as at tha guides i volunteer at they got a sleepova.... so i have 2 chose either going 4 tha whole
of tha guide sleepova thingy and then go 2 tha performance... OR go for tha fieldcraft camp and come home
early 2 prepare 4 tha performance....sadly both wayz i still got 2 do tha performance.... y cant i skipp it?!?!?
and then on top of that i can either choose 4m tha french dinner or choose 2 go 2 tha amnesty international
dinner.... hmm... both ways i think i still have 2 pay but then....
g2g belll jus went
Thursday, May 06, 2004
grrrrr
stupid skool.... stupid lina....
i mean first y do we have 2 play footy for p.e.????
its not like i dont like it but then y do we have 2 learn how 2 play it???
coz we dont play it 4 interskool or nothing...
and then we were playing and tha stupid ccgs guys jus sat there and watched....
stupid assholes....
and then straight afta pe wen i wz so exhausted i couldnt breathe
mi sista goes up 2 me and says go change
and wen u finish going up 2 ure locker 2 get ure stuff
come down and pick me up.... i said no
and told her 2 go 2 corrylynne
then afta at mi locker she calls me and tells me 2 go down
2 where she wz and come pick her up...
i asked her y i needed 2 do that and she said coz tha
skool had fenced off tha area between tha playground and corry lynne
i said no yet again and hung up on her
i mean wat is rong wit her?????
i mean if i didnt go pick her up she would have 2 walk round tha whole skool
if i did pick her up she would still have 2 walk round tha whole skool....
and tha thing is if i did listen 2 her i would have ended up walkin up and down
tha whole of tha skool 3 times!!!!
oh well....
all i can realli say is i have a brat 4 a sista... altho she looks so cute...
and then i had 2 go take mi sista 2 girl guides and help out....
i ended up shouting mi lungs out....
and guess wat? 2moro morning i have choir.... gr8.....
shouting... cold... earli moring... not good combination 4 choir rehersal.....
i mean it wz bad enough that mi music teacher could hear how off tune i wz 2day.....
oh well... gettin l8
betta go sleep
nite nite
stupid skool.... stupid lina....
i mean first y do we have 2 play footy for p.e.????
its not like i dont like it but then y do we have 2 learn how 2 play it???
coz we dont play it 4 interskool or nothing...
and then we were playing and tha stupid ccgs guys jus sat there and watched....
stupid assholes....
and then straight afta pe wen i wz so exhausted i couldnt breathe
mi sista goes up 2 me and says go change
and wen u finish going up 2 ure locker 2 get ure stuff
come down and pick me up.... i said no
and told her 2 go 2 corrylynne
then afta at mi locker she calls me and tells me 2 go down
2 where she wz and come pick her up...
i asked her y i needed 2 do that and she said coz tha
skool had fenced off tha area between tha playground and corry lynne
i said no yet again and hung up on her
i mean wat is rong wit her?????
i mean if i didnt go pick her up she would have 2 walk round tha whole skool
if i did pick her up she would still have 2 walk round tha whole skool....
and tha thing is if i did listen 2 her i would have ended up walkin up and down
tha whole of tha skool 3 times!!!!
oh well....
all i can realli say is i have a brat 4 a sista... altho she looks so cute...
and then i had 2 go take mi sista 2 girl guides and help out....
i ended up shouting mi lungs out....
and guess wat? 2moro morning i have choir.... gr8.....
shouting... cold... earli moring... not good combination 4 choir rehersal.....
i mean it wz bad enough that mi music teacher could hear how off tune i wz 2day.....
oh well... gettin l8
betta go sleep
nite nite
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
hmmm... in S+e now....
so sad....
i jus lost mi pencilcase which had mi graphics in it :'(
so sad...
i hope who eva has MISTAKENLY taken it either puts it in lost property
or at least find a way of returning it but i doubt it....
hmm... so sad... and there is like nothing 2 do
except sitting around or doing skool work...
but then i can jus sit here and whine bout how sad i am....
wat can i say.... sarah porter and i r tha onli 1s down here
coz mr oxnam is so slak wit his class... i mean what kind of teacher
lets students roam round... but then it is a benefit 2 me coz i cant be
stuffed doing tha work and i mean i have stuff that wz due in last term
that i still havent done... and he still doesnt ask me bout it...
oh well... i'll find something 2 do...
hmm... i added a new link 2 this really sad vampire game
but then wat can u say... its something 2 do wen ure realli bored....
well... gonna continue playing it...
-della
so sad....
i jus lost mi pencilcase which had mi graphics in it :'(
so sad...
i hope who eva has MISTAKENLY taken it either puts it in lost property
or at least find a way of returning it but i doubt it....
hmm... so sad... and there is like nothing 2 do
except sitting around or doing skool work...
but then i can jus sit here and whine bout how sad i am....
wat can i say.... sarah porter and i r tha onli 1s down here
coz mr oxnam is so slak wit his class... i mean what kind of teacher
lets students roam round... but then it is a benefit 2 me coz i cant be
stuffed doing tha work and i mean i have stuff that wz due in last term
that i still havent done... and he still doesnt ask me bout it...
oh well... i'll find something 2 do...
hmm... i added a new link 2 this really sad vampire game
but then wat can u say... its something 2 do wen ure realli bored....
well... gonna continue playing it...
-della
Sunday, April 25, 2004
hmm... jus came bak 4m tha ANZAC parade.... i'm so tired, PISSED OFF, hungry and weak 4m tha march and standing in tha bloody heat...
it wz ok in tha morinin then i wz told repeatedly that i had 2 take mi earrings out by all these higher ranks and i had 2 explain 2 them that i got mi ears pierced recently... and then a CPL came up 2 me an screamed at mi face saying that i had 2 take them off and then she replied "i dont care if u got them pierced recently they wont close so take them out" so i ended up taking them out...
the holes ended up closed wen i got home...
the march round tha ct wz ok... cept for tha fact there wz yet again horse shit occasionlally... this year it went 4 tha esplanade 2 Langly park instead of tha otha way round coz of some construction thing...
we then had an hour rest wen every1 hurried 2 go grab a drink... tha water ended up tastin like egg... rotten egg for that matter...
and then it wz tha service... this yr Perth Modern College's Choral sang tha hymns and stuff... and then there were tha rest of tha speeches... someone did end up fainting coz they thought they could last through it and didnt go down on his knee... he fell straight bakwards....
i jus lasted but we got 2 sit down jus afta tha guy fainted but had 2 stand up again for tha last post... then had 2mins of silence then tha rest of tha service i cant realli remember coz i gave up listenin....
then wen it wz finished i called mi dad 2 pick me up and he said 2 wait near tha bell tower... so i went there and then i wz confronted by like these 3 ladies askin me bout whether or not i wz in tha ANZAC march and then these tourists came up and there wz like this whole crowd round me askin bout stuff... but thank god tha tourists' bus came and they had 2 leave.... i wz startin 2 get realli freaked out... at least this time i didnt feel like i wz advertising for some organisation....
like last yr -_-"
well i'm gettin tired...
i'm gonna go 2 sleep 4 alittle while longer...
bye
it wz ok in tha morinin then i wz told repeatedly that i had 2 take mi earrings out by all these higher ranks and i had 2 explain 2 them that i got mi ears pierced recently... and then a CPL came up 2 me an screamed at mi face saying that i had 2 take them off and then she replied "i dont care if u got them pierced recently they wont close so take them out" so i ended up taking them out...
the holes ended up closed wen i got home...
the march round tha ct wz ok... cept for tha fact there wz yet again horse shit occasionlally... this year it went 4 tha esplanade 2 Langly park instead of tha otha way round coz of some construction thing...
we then had an hour rest wen every1 hurried 2 go grab a drink... tha water ended up tastin like egg... rotten egg for that matter...
and then it wz tha service... this yr Perth Modern College's Choral sang tha hymns and stuff... and then there were tha rest of tha speeches... someone did end up fainting coz they thought they could last through it and didnt go down on his knee... he fell straight bakwards....
i jus lasted but we got 2 sit down jus afta tha guy fainted but had 2 stand up again for tha last post... then had 2mins of silence then tha rest of tha service i cant realli remember coz i gave up listenin....
then wen it wz finished i called mi dad 2 pick me up and he said 2 wait near tha bell tower... so i went there and then i wz confronted by like these 3 ladies askin me bout whether or not i wz in tha ANZAC march and then these tourists came up and there wz like this whole crowd round me askin bout stuff... but thank god tha tourists' bus came and they had 2 leave.... i wz startin 2 get realli freaked out... at least this time i didnt feel like i wz advertising for some organisation....
like last yr -_-"
well i'm gettin tired...
i'm gonna go 2 sleep 4 alittle while longer...
bye
Saturday, April 24, 2004
bout 3 daiz till skool...
during tha last few and next few daiz not many things have happened or are gonna... well compared 2 tha last 2 weeks they are interesting but oh well...
*i got a new guitar
*mum got a new car
*tha chinese skool principal came 2 our house 2 teach us some dance called "It" -_-"
*apparently poo's bak... -_-"
*mi dads doin a full emptying of our house coz he hired one of those gold bin thingz..
*ANZAC march 2 morro morinin...
well its gettin late g2g
nite
during tha last few and next few daiz not many things have happened or are gonna... well compared 2 tha last 2 weeks they are interesting but oh well...
*i got a new guitar
*mum got a new car
*tha chinese skool principal came 2 our house 2 teach us some dance called "It" -_-"
*apparently poo's bak... -_-"
*mi dads doin a full emptying of our house coz he hired one of those gold bin thingz..
*ANZAC march 2 morro morinin...
well its gettin late g2g
nite
Thursday, April 22, 2004
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
nothing much has happened realli...
but then i just remebered i didnt rite down mi visit 2 graylands hospital on tha last post....
i went on easter monday...
it wz all strict and stuff... we had 2 make an appointment then got ther 5 mins early and then go thru this like metal detector... and had 2 put all our stuff in this locker thing and then afta that we were lead thru all these security doors which were all opened by this person wit this keycard thing and then we were lead in2 this room with these chairs and cameras all around and a phone on tha wall...
we were told 2 sit down then steven (friend in graylands) came in and we talked... turned out that it wz his 5th time in graylands... tha last time i saw him wz jus before he went to graylands the first time... that wz bout 2 years ago... it wz so weird... i mean he wz all think and freaky looking wit sorta dark rings around his eyes... he seemed like he wz suffering 4m withdrawl.... it wz so sad...
and then other than that nothing i can remember has happened since...
its so wierd i'm sorta surrounded by ppl like mi sista's friends and her cousins yet i'm sorta lonely coz there's sorta an age gap... i mean i'm older than them jus 4 yrs and its a bit annoying.... yet i spend time with my sister and she trys hard 2 be more mature than her own age... i mean some of her friends even call her 'mummy linnie'.... wat can u say bout that???
oh well...
g2g
bye
but then i just remebered i didnt rite down mi visit 2 graylands hospital on tha last post....
i went on easter monday...
it wz all strict and stuff... we had 2 make an appointment then got ther 5 mins early and then go thru this like metal detector... and had 2 put all our stuff in this locker thing and then afta that we were lead thru all these security doors which were all opened by this person wit this keycard thing and then we were lead in2 this room with these chairs and cameras all around and a phone on tha wall...
we were told 2 sit down then steven (friend in graylands) came in and we talked... turned out that it wz his 5th time in graylands... tha last time i saw him wz jus before he went to graylands the first time... that wz bout 2 years ago... it wz so weird... i mean he wz all think and freaky looking wit sorta dark rings around his eyes... he seemed like he wz suffering 4m withdrawl.... it wz so sad...
and then other than that nothing i can remember has happened since...
its so wierd i'm sorta surrounded by ppl like mi sista's friends and her cousins yet i'm sorta lonely coz there's sorta an age gap... i mean i'm older than them jus 4 yrs and its a bit annoying.... yet i spend time with my sister and she trys hard 2 be more mature than her own age... i mean some of her friends even call her 'mummy linnie'.... wat can u say bout that???
oh well...
g2g
bye
Monday, April 19, 2004
FINALLY!!!
mi net connection is up again...
also afta that telstra guy left he told me that tha modem wz fried... mi sista fried tha modem coz she use it too much...
its already tha second week of tha holidaiz... :(
i havent done ne thing so far but stay at home, clean tha house, look afta mi cousin and mi sista's friends when they come ova and help out in tha resto weneva they need help...
i skipped tha langly fly - in in the end coz i didnt noe wat time it wz coz there wz no net connection 2 use 2 check up on and then thankfully dia tried but didnt end up finding it...
i got mi ears pierced...
mi first week of tha hols wz alright....
*it started with me gettin up set of something i couldnt remember and i ended up hyperventalating and then mi parents got this huge shock and took me 2 pmh and were all worried and every thing 2 find that there wz nothing rong...
*then the net wz down
*then mi sista invited her friends ova
*then mi cousin came ova for a sleepova and we played table tennis...mi dad joined in later on in tha nite
*rented some movies and watched...
*ears pierced
and i guess thats all thats happend thru half of mi holidaiz...
i saw miriam yesterday... she didnt even recognise me... hmm... i guess its either she cant remeber me or afta 3yrs i've changed alot or even it means that ppl have grown so far apart they forget...
oh well...
well g2g
bye
mi net connection is up again...
also afta that telstra guy left he told me that tha modem wz fried... mi sista fried tha modem coz she use it too much...
its already tha second week of tha holidaiz... :(
i havent done ne thing so far but stay at home, clean tha house, look afta mi cousin and mi sista's friends when they come ova and help out in tha resto weneva they need help...
i skipped tha langly fly - in in the end coz i didnt noe wat time it wz coz there wz no net connection 2 use 2 check up on and then thankfully dia tried but didnt end up finding it...
i got mi ears pierced...
mi first week of tha hols wz alright....
*it started with me gettin up set of something i couldnt remember and i ended up hyperventalating and then mi parents got this huge shock and took me 2 pmh and were all worried and every thing 2 find that there wz nothing rong...
*then the net wz down
*then mi sista invited her friends ova
*then mi cousin came ova for a sleepova and we played table tennis...mi dad joined in later on in tha nite
*rented some movies and watched...
*ears pierced
and i guess thats all thats happend thru half of mi holidaiz...
i saw miriam yesterday... she didnt even recognise me... hmm... i guess its either she cant remeber me or afta 3yrs i've changed alot or even it means that ppl have grown so far apart they forget...
oh well...
well g2g
bye
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
Well i've jus come bak 4m tha house singing and drama concert...
OMG i cant believe it we WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
B4 they announced it i thought that it would be Athens coz they sung so WELL!!!!!!!!!!!
And from tha adudicators' comments our house wz either gonna get 2nd or 3rd....
but i think that tha main reason we won wz becoz of tha choice of songs... we had a sad slow song and a happy faster paced one... that wz tha main thing that tha adudicators said bout athen's choir... tha choices didnt contrast.... so if they did i realli think they shoulda won... i mean they sung excellently and then there were those realli great actions... they were simple and seemed a bit weird (tragedy) but they were SO effective... and then there wz rome they sung SO well and WITHOUT accompanyment!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean that wz amazing!!!!!!!!
Well congratulations 2 all tha ppl that performed yesterday and 2nite!!!!!!!! You were outstanding!!!!!!!!!!!! Congrats 2 Sparta who won tha play 4 tha 3rd year in a row and Congrats 2 Olympia 4 winning mime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh i feel so happi.... we watched Bridget Jones' Diary when tha otha performances were going on and a managed 2 lose my fone... but luckily it wz found again....
and then everyone left and i wz left jus standing there, reflecting... of the times that had passed... and i thought of yr 8 and then bak 2 primary skool... so strange... how fast time has past and it seems like the world around me has changed yet i havent... jus trapped in the turning of time.... lost...
Yet again there is no one online :(
maybe its coz its 2 late....
oh well...
i guess i'll jus go 2 sleep 2 then
nite nite
OMG i cant believe it we WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
B4 they announced it i thought that it would be Athens coz they sung so WELL!!!!!!!!!!!
And from tha adudicators' comments our house wz either gonna get 2nd or 3rd....
but i think that tha main reason we won wz becoz of tha choice of songs... we had a sad slow song and a happy faster paced one... that wz tha main thing that tha adudicators said bout athen's choir... tha choices didnt contrast.... so if they did i realli think they shoulda won... i mean they sung excellently and then there were those realli great actions... they were simple and seemed a bit weird (tragedy) but they were SO effective... and then there wz rome they sung SO well and WITHOUT accompanyment!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean that wz amazing!!!!!!!!
Well congratulations 2 all tha ppl that performed yesterday and 2nite!!!!!!!! You were outstanding!!!!!!!!!!!! Congrats 2 Sparta who won tha play 4 tha 3rd year in a row and Congrats 2 Olympia 4 winning mime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh i feel so happi.... we watched Bridget Jones' Diary when tha otha performances were going on and a managed 2 lose my fone... but luckily it wz found again....
and then everyone left and i wz left jus standing there, reflecting... of the times that had passed... and i thought of yr 8 and then bak 2 primary skool... so strange... how fast time has past and it seems like the world around me has changed yet i havent... jus trapped in the turning of time.... lost...
Yet again there is no one online :(
maybe its coz its 2 late....
oh well...
i guess i'll jus go 2 sleep 2 then
nite nite
Monday, April 05, 2004
hmm... should i change tha template of mi blog as well...?
i've sorta found one i liked but it seems a bit dull and dark 4 me... (its in blak and white)
i'm not sure if i like those 2 colours...
its called friends foreva by dogsunleashed... i mean its SO cute but its in blak and white....
or maybe i could use falling snow
its nice and blue but i dunno... maybe i could find another one or just use one of these....
but then i dunno if i can be stuffed....
well i guess i'll jus have 2 decide later on...
hmmm... no one's online 2 talk 2... so lonely...
oh well...
guess i'll jus have 2 go talk 2 ken ken...
gr8... no repli... he's ignoring me...
and tha onli otha ppl i can c that are online are kathleen and ken ken... oh well dunno wat 2 talk bout even if they do repli...
2moroz tha house singin, mime and drama thingy... good luck 2 all tha houses... i realli doubt it but i hope we get in tha top 3 but i highly doubt it....
well gettin late...
nite nite
i've sorta found one i liked but it seems a bit dull and dark 4 me... (its in blak and white)
i'm not sure if i like those 2 colours...
its called friends foreva by dogsunleashed... i mean its SO cute but its in blak and white....
or maybe i could use falling snow
its nice and blue but i dunno... maybe i could find another one or just use one of these....
but then i dunno if i can be stuffed....
well i guess i'll jus have 2 decide later on...
hmmm... no one's online 2 talk 2... so lonely...
oh well...
guess i'll jus have 2 go talk 2 ken ken...
gr8... no repli... he's ignoring me...
and tha onli otha ppl i can c that are online are kathleen and ken ken... oh well dunno wat 2 talk bout even if they do repli...
2moroz tha house singin, mime and drama thingy... good luck 2 all tha houses... i realli doubt it but i hope we get in tha top 3 but i highly doubt it....
well gettin late...
nite nite
Sunday, April 04, 2004
Dia - wen u open e-mailz that are apparently 4m 714 or has tha subject 'for all 714 ppl' or ne thing else like that scan tha document b4 downloading it!!!!!!!!!!!!! luckily i skaned some.... i nearly got 5 viruses 4m all those e-mailz!!!!!!!!!!!! and make sure if u realli wanna that u skann it.... coz even tho it saiz its been skanned its lying!!!!!!!!!
so tired...
got up at 8 this morning...
went 2 kings park 4 tha RAAFA memorial...
it wz ok.... onli 8 ppl turned up...
4 of them 4m 714 (including me)...
so i guess heads are gonna roll wen we get bak 2 cadets next time...
but ye... lasted bout an hour... jus standing there at attention...
mi feet started hurtin so much.... oh well...
and then there wz tha realli weird thing...
bak in our sqn... wen they say 'stand easy' it usualli means rest...
but then tha person said 'stand easy' and i sorta started moving like he said rest
and then tha otha ppl weren't then i sorta relised he didnt mean it like 'rest'.... oh well....
later on... wen i got home... i changed then went 2 freo wit mi family....
ended up going 2 this fish shop and bought some 2 marrons and 4 red bellied pawz....
then afta that... went home... had nando's chicken... then dad wen 2 work...
lina hogged tha comp....
i fell a sleep....
nothing interesting afta that....
oh well...
bak 2 skool 4 bout a week 2moro and then holidayz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i kan get mi ears pierced!!!!
well...
getting late...
nite nite
so tired...
got up at 8 this morning...
went 2 kings park 4 tha RAAFA memorial...
it wz ok.... onli 8 ppl turned up...
4 of them 4m 714 (including me)...
so i guess heads are gonna roll wen we get bak 2 cadets next time...
but ye... lasted bout an hour... jus standing there at attention...
mi feet started hurtin so much.... oh well...
and then there wz tha realli weird thing...
bak in our sqn... wen they say 'stand easy' it usualli means rest...
but then tha person said 'stand easy' and i sorta started moving like he said rest
and then tha otha ppl weren't then i sorta relised he didnt mean it like 'rest'.... oh well....
later on... wen i got home... i changed then went 2 freo wit mi family....
ended up going 2 this fish shop and bought some 2 marrons and 4 red bellied pawz....
then afta that... went home... had nando's chicken... then dad wen 2 work...
lina hogged tha comp....
i fell a sleep....
nothing interesting afta that....
oh well...
bak 2 skool 4 bout a week 2moro and then holidayz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i kan get mi ears pierced!!!!
well...
getting late...
nite nite
Saturday, April 03, 2004
kz every body i'm not trying 2 hypnotise ppl... if u want tha hearts 2 stop click 'stop' tha symbol next to tha refresh one...
ne waiz.... so bz last few daiz/week.... so many tests and assignments due....
well i got bak mi maths test... not happi bout it...onli 66%.... oh well... shoulda studied more....
all mi fault...
but then i loved tha result 4 mi science test!!!!!!!!!!!! i couldnt believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got 7B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO happi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but ye...
ne waiz..
had buffer nite 4 cadets.. free dress, watched charlie's angels 2 , and played some games which involved a little bitta drill but it wz quite fun!!!!
then i had chinese this morning... nm.... rote a composition bout miself.... had singing (sounded pathetic).... and then sat round listening 2 sharon talk 2 ppl... such a loner i am...
well... i got tha memorial thingy 2 moro 4 cadets.... well i g2g get ready 2 sleep...
nite
ne waiz.... so bz last few daiz/week.... so many tests and assignments due....
well i got bak mi maths test... not happi bout it...onli 66%.... oh well... shoulda studied more....
all mi fault...
but then i loved tha result 4 mi science test!!!!!!!!!!!! i couldnt believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got 7B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO happi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but ye...
ne waiz..
had buffer nite 4 cadets.. free dress, watched charlie's angels 2 , and played some games which involved a little bitta drill but it wz quite fun!!!!
then i had chinese this morning... nm.... rote a composition bout miself.... had singing (sounded pathetic).... and then sat round listening 2 sharon talk 2 ppl... such a loner i am...
well... i got tha memorial thingy 2 moro 4 cadets.... well i g2g get ready 2 sleep...
nite
Monday, March 29, 2004
hmmm 4 daiz no post....
nothin happen realli... time jus slowly drift pass and me jus trying 2 handle all tha hw pile up...
most of tha hw is quite boring but interestingly i'm actually bothering 2 do mi chinese hw above all mi otha hw...
well i guess it can be quite interesting... but freaky.... we're doin horoscopes and surprisingly some things are quite accurate bout me... or maybe thats how i picture miself as.... hmmm....
sometimes i wonder how boring and sad mi life is and then wen i saw this little segment of aca (whilst mi grandma wz watching it) bout this guy who's 24 and had his head knocked in and like tha skull bit bashed off and wz waiting 4 medical treatment and had 2 wait for months... well it went something like that and then i though for bout a moment how lucky i am... i have a family who love me and a little sista... who altho is annoying is.... special....
but then there are tha daiz wen i'm jus down in tha dumpz and have that realli awful time... and nothing seems 2 go rite... adn then there are jus tha times wen i'm typing in mi blog and i get all pissed at mi sista coz she's jus standing there reading as if she's marking wat i'm typing and it jus seems like i'm trapped with no freedom of speech coz someone is reading thru and is going 2 edit wat i'm typing in.... *hint, hint go away whilst i'm typing lina*
and the thing is for mi sista is she's unique and unlike other little sisters... stereotypical sista's are jus younger and more naive and jus listen 2 u and ask u stuff wen they dont understand and bug u till u tell them yet i have a sista who seems 2 me like anotha mother or lecturer... she jus seems more mature.... and yet she realli bugs me coz i have another person nagging at me... or maybe its jus me... maybe i'm tha immature one who hasnt grown up.... i realli dunno... but from mi point of view she seems like she strives 2 be the 'perfect' girl/daughter/student... i mean she offers 2 bring stuff in2 class jus coz they are relavent 2 tha subject... eg. she went 2 buy these porcelin dolls coz they were studying the swan river settlement and the dolls looked like the dolls of those times and another eg. wz wen she took a sanitary napkin 4m mi mum coz they were discussing tha health topic in class... realli if u ask me i realli cant believe her... and there is alwaiz tha phrase she uses at tha start of most sentences of wat she sais "mummy said...", "mi teacha said....", "dad said...." and it jus gets SO annoying afta a while.... but then she is mi sista and i love her heaps yet she annoys me so... and she is quite self centred if u ask me... and then that is mi point of view....
and there is tha annoying fact of tha ppl who first see her as thinking that she is SO cute.... yet it maybe me jus sounding realli jealous and rambling on and on bout it...
hmmm....
i guess i sorta ran outta stuff 2 say... but then i've jus found out 1 thing... anonymous u r rite... i do ramble on and whine bout mi sista and mi mum....
well i guess that'll be enough for 2nite or i'll jus be typing 4 eva...
nite nite
nothin happen realli... time jus slowly drift pass and me jus trying 2 handle all tha hw pile up...
most of tha hw is quite boring but interestingly i'm actually bothering 2 do mi chinese hw above all mi otha hw...
well i guess it can be quite interesting... but freaky.... we're doin horoscopes and surprisingly some things are quite accurate bout me... or maybe thats how i picture miself as.... hmmm....
sometimes i wonder how boring and sad mi life is and then wen i saw this little segment of aca (whilst mi grandma wz watching it) bout this guy who's 24 and had his head knocked in and like tha skull bit bashed off and wz waiting 4 medical treatment and had 2 wait for months... well it went something like that and then i though for bout a moment how lucky i am... i have a family who love me and a little sista... who altho is annoying is.... special....
but then there are tha daiz wen i'm jus down in tha dumpz and have that realli awful time... and nothing seems 2 go rite... adn then there are jus tha times wen i'm typing in mi blog and i get all pissed at mi sista coz she's jus standing there reading as if she's marking wat i'm typing and it jus seems like i'm trapped with no freedom of speech coz someone is reading thru and is going 2 edit wat i'm typing in.... *hint, hint go away whilst i'm typing lina*
and the thing is for mi sista is she's unique and unlike other little sisters... stereotypical sista's are jus younger and more naive and jus listen 2 u and ask u stuff wen they dont understand and bug u till u tell them yet i have a sista who seems 2 me like anotha mother or lecturer... she jus seems more mature.... and yet she realli bugs me coz i have another person nagging at me... or maybe its jus me... maybe i'm tha immature one who hasnt grown up.... i realli dunno... but from mi point of view she seems like she strives 2 be the 'perfect' girl/daughter/student... i mean she offers 2 bring stuff in2 class jus coz they are relavent 2 tha subject... eg. she went 2 buy these porcelin dolls coz they were studying the swan river settlement and the dolls looked like the dolls of those times and another eg. wz wen she took a sanitary napkin 4m mi mum coz they were discussing tha health topic in class... realli if u ask me i realli cant believe her... and there is alwaiz tha phrase she uses at tha start of most sentences of wat she sais "mummy said...", "mi teacha said....", "dad said...." and it jus gets SO annoying afta a while.... but then she is mi sista and i love her heaps yet she annoys me so... and she is quite self centred if u ask me... and then that is mi point of view....
and there is tha annoying fact of tha ppl who first see her as thinking that she is SO cute.... yet it maybe me jus sounding realli jealous and rambling on and on bout it...
hmmm....
i guess i sorta ran outta stuff 2 say... but then i've jus found out 1 thing... anonymous u r rite... i do ramble on and whine bout mi sista and mi mum....
well i guess that'll be enough for 2nite or i'll jus be typing 4 eva...
nite nite
Thursday, March 25, 2004
hmmm....
nothing 2 do.... maybe i'll try out that stream thought thingy garz keeps doing....
tis 4:40 i'll have 2 go in 10 mins have 2 go look afta all those little kiddies who go 2 guides international nite so i guess they gonna be cookin wat a mess it'll be oops mum has woken up i jus opened mi blog up and tha music wz on and tha speakers were so loud she's woken up hmmm i got heaps a hw coz i've let it pile up again uh oh i got commerce business plan and french thingy 2 do and tha french thingy is already ova due oh well cant be stuffed doing it mi hair is still wet i jus washed it and its sorta drippin everywhere thank god i've got a towel on mi bak so tha water doesnt go every where mi mum is mumbling again coz i'm on tha net but then i've been so bored all mi life wat with all tha work and tutoring/piano i g2g eat b4 i go
byez
and nite nite
nothing 2 do.... maybe i'll try out that stream thought thingy garz keeps doing....
tis 4:40 i'll have 2 go in 10 mins have 2 go look afta all those little kiddies who go 2 guides international nite so i guess they gonna be cookin wat a mess it'll be oops mum has woken up i jus opened mi blog up and tha music wz on and tha speakers were so loud she's woken up hmmm i got heaps a hw coz i've let it pile up again uh oh i got commerce business plan and french thingy 2 do and tha french thingy is already ova due oh well cant be stuffed doing it mi hair is still wet i jus washed it and its sorta drippin everywhere thank god i've got a towel on mi bak so tha water doesnt go every where mi mum is mumbling again coz i'm on tha net but then i've been so bored all mi life wat with all tha work and tutoring/piano i g2g eat b4 i go
byez
and nite nite
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
hmm...
no one realli blogs that much ne more do they...
oh well... i jus keep ending up looking at mi own blog...
nothing realli 2 talk bout ne morez... again...
mi parents are yet again on tha debate bout whether or not 2 get me a tutor...
personally i'd prefer not 2 get one... coz tha ppl are usualli some random guy who's jus got in2 uni
or some random old guy who has children at uni and he has some gr8 method for maths and science but
tha thing is everytime i've had a tutor so far a) they jus keep blabbering on bout something i dont understand
or b) they get bored of teaching me coz they chose not 2 go ahead of tha syalbus at skool and are waitin 4 tha skool
syllabus 2 hurry up and run outta work sheets for me 2 work on so i jus sit there reviewing things repeatedly....
well... i g2g study for s+e and french tests 4 2moro
nite nite
no one realli blogs that much ne more do they...
oh well... i jus keep ending up looking at mi own blog...
nothing realli 2 talk bout ne morez... again...
mi parents are yet again on tha debate bout whether or not 2 get me a tutor...
personally i'd prefer not 2 get one... coz tha ppl are usualli some random guy who's jus got in2 uni
or some random old guy who has children at uni and he has some gr8 method for maths and science but
tha thing is everytime i've had a tutor so far a) they jus keep blabbering on bout something i dont understand
or b) they get bored of teaching me coz they chose not 2 go ahead of tha syalbus at skool and are waitin 4 tha skool
syllabus 2 hurry up and run outta work sheets for me 2 work on so i jus sit there reviewing things repeatedly....
well... i g2g study for s+e and french tests 4 2moro
nite nite
Sunday, March 21, 2004
OMG....
oh well... tha damage has been done....
i realli cant believe this....
plus Dia i'm realli sorri!!!!!!
i totalli forgot bout it.... i added it 2 mi profile last yr but bak then u didnt eva rite in ure blog so i didnt realli care....
dia i think u mite wanna change ure site addy...
coz mine doesnt realli matter coz there is nothing interesting realli on here that way
whoeva this nosey person is cant read wats on ure site... but then this randoms gonna pass it on 2 every one...
oh well... i dont realli have ne secrets on here i dont think that ne one relates 2 ne one he noes ...
btw whoeva u r, these sites were put up as a form of communication between a group of friends when eva tha rest r online.... so plz keep out!!!!!!!!!!
i cant believe this.... if u ask me this has been 1 of tha worst week ends eva...
i had choral camp in tha scorching weather, mi sista and mi mum seemed have gone out shopping wen i wz away on camp so yet again i missed out on going ne where (coz last time they went out i wz on flying camp), and now this...
i realli cant believe this as well as all the stress of tha up coming stress of tests and pile up of hw....
mi sista is screaming at me coz she wants 2 go online... when she could have gone on during tha weekend so far....
and then there are all tha lectures on top of that... i've jus found miself listening 2 another member of mi family whose become a lecturer.... mi grandmother... now i have mi mum, mi sista, mi chinese skool principal AND mi grandmother on mi bak bout being a perfect daughter/student/sister/person etc... i cant believe it.... now she jus starts accusing me of doing stuff... i mean she gave me this lecture and wz telling me 2 hug and kiss mi dad more coz wen i get older i cant coz mi mum will get jealous and suspicious and i wz like... wat tha???? i mean suspicious of wat??? me havin an affair wit mi dad???? thats jus a realli disgusting thought.... and then there wz tha time that she gave me a lecture about working hard and not slacking off when i wz doing mi hw... and then accusing me of having a boyfriend and not concerntrating on mi studies and i'm like.... ummm... i spend 95% of mi time at home, going 2 mrs tans house and going 2 girl guides (excluding skool time).... so that is impossible yet she accuses me....
i realli dunno wat 2 say...
gwad mi sista keeps annoying me... i jus come home about 2 have a shower, walk in2 tha bathroom and she then choses that particular time 2 walk in and ask me how it went... of all that time on tha car not a single word and then ask me in tha bathroom?????
kz now 2 talk bout choral camp...
we were soooooooo off tha schedule!!!!
we arrived half an hour early 2 tha place and we had dinner there and then we had rehearsals for 2 and 1/2 hours instead of just 2 and then tha next day we sang for bout 9 hours and for bout 3 hours 2day... thats a bout 14 and 1/2 hours! and then there wz tha concert and on top of that we had a quiz nite and we also had 2 make up lyrics 2 go with the tune of the brady bunch we came equal second for that... so yea thats bout
it i think of me week end...
oh well... tha damage has been done....
i realli cant believe this....
plus Dia i'm realli sorri!!!!!!
i totalli forgot bout it.... i added it 2 mi profile last yr but bak then u didnt eva rite in ure blog so i didnt realli care....
dia i think u mite wanna change ure site addy...
coz mine doesnt realli matter coz there is nothing interesting realli on here that way
whoeva this nosey person is cant read wats on ure site... but then this randoms gonna pass it on 2 every one...
oh well... i dont realli have ne secrets on here i dont think that ne one relates 2 ne one he noes ...
btw whoeva u r, these sites were put up as a form of communication between a group of friends when eva tha rest r online.... so plz keep out!!!!!!!!!!
i cant believe this.... if u ask me this has been 1 of tha worst week ends eva...
i had choral camp in tha scorching weather, mi sista and mi mum seemed have gone out shopping wen i wz away on camp so yet again i missed out on going ne where (coz last time they went out i wz on flying camp), and now this...
i realli cant believe this as well as all the stress of tha up coming stress of tests and pile up of hw....
mi sista is screaming at me coz she wants 2 go online... when she could have gone on during tha weekend so far....
and then there are all tha lectures on top of that... i've jus found miself listening 2 another member of mi family whose become a lecturer.... mi grandmother... now i have mi mum, mi sista, mi chinese skool principal AND mi grandmother on mi bak bout being a perfect daughter/student/sister/person etc... i cant believe it.... now she jus starts accusing me of doing stuff... i mean she gave me this lecture and wz telling me 2 hug and kiss mi dad more coz wen i get older i cant coz mi mum will get jealous and suspicious and i wz like... wat tha???? i mean suspicious of wat??? me havin an affair wit mi dad???? thats jus a realli disgusting thought.... and then there wz tha time that she gave me a lecture about working hard and not slacking off when i wz doing mi hw... and then accusing me of having a boyfriend and not concerntrating on mi studies and i'm like.... ummm... i spend 95% of mi time at home, going 2 mrs tans house and going 2 girl guides (excluding skool time).... so that is impossible yet she accuses me....
i realli dunno wat 2 say...
gwad mi sista keeps annoying me... i jus come home about 2 have a shower, walk in2 tha bathroom and she then choses that particular time 2 walk in and ask me how it went... of all that time on tha car not a single word and then ask me in tha bathroom?????
kz now 2 talk bout choral camp...
we were soooooooo off tha schedule!!!!
we arrived half an hour early 2 tha place and we had dinner there and then we had rehearsals for 2 and 1/2 hours instead of just 2 and then tha next day we sang for bout 9 hours and for bout 3 hours 2day... thats a bout 14 and 1/2 hours! and then there wz tha concert and on top of that we had a quiz nite and we also had 2 make up lyrics 2 go with the tune of the brady bunch we came equal second for that... so yea thats bout
it i think of me week end...
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
life is so dull these daiz....
well i do have heaps of hw to do yet i waste mi time stuffin round on the net...
i should realli be stressing and working hard to gettin higher marks since i'm in yr 10
but i jus dunno y i cant realli be stuffed... i guess its jus mi motivation realli... its nil...
and as usual there is tha whole thing where teachers somehow organise 4 everything 2 be due in tha
same week... all assessments and assignments due... and i've got choral camp just tha weekend before...
gr8!
oh well...
gar i sorta noe wat u mean no one can realli be stuffed bloggin ne more....
but then i didnt realli like it in the start... i just blogged once in a while coz scarlet made me an account...
life goes by so quickly... days pass by then weeks then days... we're nearly through term 1
and before we noe it we'll be in yr 11 startin TEE subjects and slowly we'll drift apart following our own
career choices... for me it'll be medicine... i just hope we can keep in close contact but sometimes we just
become forgotten people in the back of each other's memory of the great skool days...
i mean i dont even talk 2 ne of the friends i had in primary skool ne morez even tho we promised 2 keep in contact...
we jus carried on with our lives as though it wz jus a dream, only a long lifelike dream...
we're just living in a small small world which we ourselves are destroying quickly, moment by moment when ever we abuse availability of the resources available to us as if it were infinite... life is realli 2 short 2 waste yet i'm spending my time here typing and wasting mi time... and yet again i bring up the subject that i myself have no social life... no time off...
just stuk at home, going 2 skool, coming home, going 2 piano/guitar, go and help out at the local girl guides or jus cadets... nothing other than that... jus a revolving cycle... seems like it will never end yet very soon it will....
i spend then the rest of mi weekends staying at home... i want 2 go out yet i have 2 point of going... i end up staying at home... and yet very soon i realli will have no time 2 go ne where... jus alwaiz busy... alwaiz having 2 face up 2 deadlines
where ever i go deadlines from handing in work to returning books to the library or even time up when things will stop...
sooner or later every single person will have 2 face up to at least 1 deadline... whether u enjoyed wat u were doing or not...
sometimes i feel so isolated... so confused... there seems to be no one to turn to... i dont realli noe... it jus feels like there is no one 2 talk to although i'm surrounded by a whole college of ppl... i could even go 2 the councellors if i realli got desparate yet i feel like there is nobody there... i'm all alone... oh well... they're just deep dark thoughts... thoughts within me... thoughts i dont dare think of... yet once in a while they come 2 surface whenever i'm alone jus sitting there with nothing to think about...
oh well... i should stop thinking bout this sort of stuff 4 a while
g2g do mi hw (it gotta happen sooner or later)
bye
well i do have heaps of hw to do yet i waste mi time stuffin round on the net...
i should realli be stressing and working hard to gettin higher marks since i'm in yr 10
but i jus dunno y i cant realli be stuffed... i guess its jus mi motivation realli... its nil...
and as usual there is tha whole thing where teachers somehow organise 4 everything 2 be due in tha
same week... all assessments and assignments due... and i've got choral camp just tha weekend before...
gr8!
oh well...
gar i sorta noe wat u mean no one can realli be stuffed bloggin ne more....
but then i didnt realli like it in the start... i just blogged once in a while coz scarlet made me an account...
life goes by so quickly... days pass by then weeks then days... we're nearly through term 1
and before we noe it we'll be in yr 11 startin TEE subjects and slowly we'll drift apart following our own
career choices... for me it'll be medicine... i just hope we can keep in close contact but sometimes we just
become forgotten people in the back of each other's memory of the great skool days...
i mean i dont even talk 2 ne of the friends i had in primary skool ne morez even tho we promised 2 keep in contact...
we jus carried on with our lives as though it wz jus a dream, only a long lifelike dream...
we're just living in a small small world which we ourselves are destroying quickly, moment by moment when ever we abuse availability of the resources available to us as if it were infinite... life is realli 2 short 2 waste yet i'm spending my time here typing and wasting mi time... and yet again i bring up the subject that i myself have no social life... no time off...
just stuk at home, going 2 skool, coming home, going 2 piano/guitar, go and help out at the local girl guides or jus cadets... nothing other than that... jus a revolving cycle... seems like it will never end yet very soon it will....
i spend then the rest of mi weekends staying at home... i want 2 go out yet i have 2 point of going... i end up staying at home... and yet very soon i realli will have no time 2 go ne where... jus alwaiz busy... alwaiz having 2 face up 2 deadlines
where ever i go deadlines from handing in work to returning books to the library or even time up when things will stop...
sooner or later every single person will have 2 face up to at least 1 deadline... whether u enjoyed wat u were doing or not...
sometimes i feel so isolated... so confused... there seems to be no one to turn to... i dont realli noe... it jus feels like there is no one 2 talk to although i'm surrounded by a whole college of ppl... i could even go 2 the councellors if i realli got desparate yet i feel like there is nobody there... i'm all alone... oh well... they're just deep dark thoughts... thoughts within me... thoughts i dont dare think of... yet once in a while they come 2 surface whenever i'm alone jus sitting there with nothing to think about...
oh well... i should stop thinking bout this sort of stuff 4 a while
g2g do mi hw (it gotta happen sooner or later)
bye
Sunday, March 14, 2004
yay i got a webcam now!!!!!!!
the thing is its connected 2 mi sista's computer coz mind dont work properly :(
oh well...
i had chinese yesterday and we actually got some work done!
but if u ask me it seemed a bit usless... learn how 2 rite bout our starsigns...
we had singing afta that where we sang remember by S.H.E.
we then bought the webcam and i went bak 2 tha shop
i helped Minh out wit some of tha work...
nothing much happened... except 4 a container lady attack and seeing some ppl
she sorta walked in and complained that while she wz eating food 4m mi resto she spilt it as she wz eating it on the car on tha way of coming 2 tha shop...
and i heard her voice and hid under the counter with mi sista
and i dont noe but there is something wrong with her... she jus decided 2 go round 2 the back of tha counter and found me and mi sista and we were like 'umm... hi we didnt c u coming! soz we were jus getting somethin 4m under the counter' and surprisingly she believed us!
quickly we walked off saying that we needed 2 get something and take it 2 tha resto and began walking out tha front door but then annoyingly her van wz parked outside the shop so she began pulling me 2wards her van and saying 'u gotta go meet mi son' and i'm like "NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
well i said hi and she asked me mi age and i said 15 and her son wz 17 and she's like quite a good match coz he's still single... and i wanted 2 vomit.... there is no way this would work out!
and then she left thank goodness!
Truly the sooner chi chi's son gets a social life and finds himself a girlfriend tha happier i'll be! then i'm being a bit hypocritical since i dont have a social life of mi own....
and then other then them i saw Callum, Sam and Ben Jones....
first it wz sam, i saw him afta chi chi left, (he used 2 go 2 tha same primary skool as me) and said hi and he said hi... nothing much but the onli surprise wz wen he said hi it wz such a deep voice i nearly jumped in surprise it wz SO LOW!!!! very freaky.... i guess thats an example of ppl changing...
then it wz Ben Jones... well i dont noe him that well... he wz in mi sista's class wen she wz still in hps (Hollywood primary skool) and lina and i saw him and his dad and his dad points out 'hey ben isn't that ure good friend alina? " and they both look away... quickly lina runs 2 hide... and he goes off looking at stuff...
then i shout out 'bye lina' in some random direction coz she wz crouching next 2 mi feet in tha lunch bar and he saw me and went lookin in that direction i called 2... lol
thing is alina used 2 have this huge crush over him and has nearly gotten ova it and now she wz like OMG... lol
dia - seems like kevin has a little competition... lol
and afta that i saw callum...
that wz all i think that happened yesterday....
oh well...
the thing is its connected 2 mi sista's computer coz mind dont work properly :(
oh well...
i had chinese yesterday and we actually got some work done!
but if u ask me it seemed a bit usless... learn how 2 rite bout our starsigns...
we had singing afta that where we sang remember by S.H.E.
we then bought the webcam and i went bak 2 tha shop
i helped Minh out wit some of tha work...
nothing much happened... except 4 a container lady attack and seeing some ppl
she sorta walked in and complained that while she wz eating food 4m mi resto she spilt it as she wz eating it on the car on tha way of coming 2 tha shop...
and i heard her voice and hid under the counter with mi sista
and i dont noe but there is something wrong with her... she jus decided 2 go round 2 the back of tha counter and found me and mi sista and we were like 'umm... hi we didnt c u coming! soz we were jus getting somethin 4m under the counter' and surprisingly she believed us!
quickly we walked off saying that we needed 2 get something and take it 2 tha resto and began walking out tha front door but then annoyingly her van wz parked outside the shop so she began pulling me 2wards her van and saying 'u gotta go meet mi son' and i'm like "NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
well i said hi and she asked me mi age and i said 15 and her son wz 17 and she's like quite a good match coz he's still single... and i wanted 2 vomit.... there is no way this would work out!
and then she left thank goodness!
Truly the sooner chi chi's son gets a social life and finds himself a girlfriend tha happier i'll be! then i'm being a bit hypocritical since i dont have a social life of mi own....
and then other then them i saw Callum, Sam and Ben Jones....
first it wz sam, i saw him afta chi chi left, (he used 2 go 2 tha same primary skool as me) and said hi and he said hi... nothing much but the onli surprise wz wen he said hi it wz such a deep voice i nearly jumped in surprise it wz SO LOW!!!! very freaky.... i guess thats an example of ppl changing...
then it wz Ben Jones... well i dont noe him that well... he wz in mi sista's class wen she wz still in hps (Hollywood primary skool) and lina and i saw him and his dad and his dad points out 'hey ben isn't that ure good friend alina? " and they both look away... quickly lina runs 2 hide... and he goes off looking at stuff...
then i shout out 'bye lina' in some random direction coz she wz crouching next 2 mi feet in tha lunch bar and he saw me and went lookin in that direction i called 2... lol
thing is alina used 2 have this huge crush over him and has nearly gotten ova it and now she wz like OMG... lol
dia - seems like kevin has a little competition... lol
and afta that i saw callum...
that wz all i think that happened yesterday....
oh well...
Friday, March 12, 2004
yay i jus came bak 4m cadets and now i've been promoted yay!!!!!!!
but then i dont realli noe if i realli wanna be promoted....
but i guess it wz ova due coz it wz meant 2 be last yr....
i guess its jus more resposibilities and expectations...
i realli cant stand those 2 words, i realli dunno y....
and dia i cant believe u missed out on ure own promotion...
oh well it'll happen next week (if they remember)...
and also u missed out on gettin a hat badge... i'm not sure if there are ne left tho...
i wz gonna get one 4 u but they wouldnt let me.... :(
i guess thats all that's happened...
mi life realli is boring and repetitive...
list -
things that i can actualli rite bout:
*promotion
*flying camp
*choral camp (coming up soon)
*singing at tha riverside (coming up later)
*mining camp (coming up later)
*jnco (later if i go)
*horse riding camp (if i get in 2 it)
*flying camp 2 (later if i go)
hmm cant think of ne thing else...
plus its gettin late
nite nite
but then i dont realli noe if i realli wanna be promoted....
but i guess it wz ova due coz it wz meant 2 be last yr....
i guess its jus more resposibilities and expectations...
i realli cant stand those 2 words, i realli dunno y....
and dia i cant believe u missed out on ure own promotion...
oh well it'll happen next week (if they remember)...
and also u missed out on gettin a hat badge... i'm not sure if there are ne left tho...
i wz gonna get one 4 u but they wouldnt let me.... :(
i guess thats all that's happened...
mi life realli is boring and repetitive...
list -
things that i can actualli rite bout:
*promotion
*flying camp
*choral camp (coming up soon)
*singing at tha riverside (coming up later)
*mining camp (coming up later)
*jnco (later if i go)
*horse riding camp (if i get in 2 it)
*flying camp 2 (later if i go)
hmm cant think of ne thing else...
plus its gettin late
nite nite
i realli havent posted 4 ages... i guess its just i either can be stuffed or i'm doing something else
i guess its jus prob tha pile up of hw....
i mean there's such a change 4m yr 9 to yr 10 come to think of it yr 9 has been tha easiest yr so far...
oh well...
mi life is just boring...
there isn't realli ne thing 2 talk bout ne more and wen i find something 2 talk about
the person who i want 2 talk 2 it bout is not around for some reason so i end up 4getting it ne wiaz...
some times i dunno but i just feel so lonely...
nothing realli happens...
life is so repetitive...
i could talk bout flying camp but
its been a week since i came bak so its not worth talkin bout ne more...
oh well... i have 2 get off tha net now
bye
i guess its jus prob tha pile up of hw....
i mean there's such a change 4m yr 9 to yr 10 come to think of it yr 9 has been tha easiest yr so far...
oh well...
mi life is just boring...
there isn't realli ne thing 2 talk bout ne more and wen i find something 2 talk about
the person who i want 2 talk 2 it bout is not around for some reason so i end up 4getting it ne wiaz...
some times i dunno but i just feel so lonely...
nothing realli happens...
life is so repetitive...
i could talk bout flying camp but
its been a week since i came bak so its not worth talkin bout ne more...
oh well... i have 2 get off tha net now
bye
Saturday, February 28, 2004
Sometimes realli hate i hate bein tha big sister...
always the younger ones have exceptions...
they dont noe anything you have 2 help them...
i always here these types of lectures and i realli am getting sick of havin a little
sister...
for me sometimes i feel like i can hear things saying 2 me in mi head... mi mum going on bout one thing in my ear... mi sista the otha ear... its so annoying
and wen i actually try 2 be a good nice sister mi sister just rejects the help...
she goes 2 me and says she needs help with how 2 rite a picture book... i take her 2 tha libary and show her how some of tha books are formatted and then half way thru she says she's read one of tha books and says she dont want mi help how annoyin is that??
and then she needed help 4 her blog and i wz realli sleepy... i did most of it for her and wen i wanted 2 go on tha net straight afta i discovered she took mi keyboard!
and refused 2 give it bak or let me go on the comp wit mi keyboard in it (btw we have 2 comps and the keyboard she uses is stuffed up) so she is foreva tryin 2 change from mi comp wat eva is stuffed up on hers, last time it wz tha mouse so she kept takin mi mouse and now that she has a new mouse she keeps changing the keyboards coz this one is a little stuffed and wen u use it 2 long the desk starts cuttin in 2 ure skin coz tha keyboard aint raised and tha desk i have has quite a sharp edge and her desk is round... the pain....
well
i dont wanna rite ne more coz mi wrist is realli killin now
g2g
bye
always the younger ones have exceptions...
they dont noe anything you have 2 help them...
i always here these types of lectures and i realli am getting sick of havin a little
sister...
for me sometimes i feel like i can hear things saying 2 me in mi head... mi mum going on bout one thing in my ear... mi sista the otha ear... its so annoying
and wen i actually try 2 be a good nice sister mi sister just rejects the help...
she goes 2 me and says she needs help with how 2 rite a picture book... i take her 2 tha libary and show her how some of tha books are formatted and then half way thru she says she's read one of tha books and says she dont want mi help how annoyin is that??
and then she needed help 4 her blog and i wz realli sleepy... i did most of it for her and wen i wanted 2 go on tha net straight afta i discovered she took mi keyboard!
and refused 2 give it bak or let me go on the comp wit mi keyboard in it (btw we have 2 comps and the keyboard she uses is stuffed up) so she is foreva tryin 2 change from mi comp wat eva is stuffed up on hers, last time it wz tha mouse so she kept takin mi mouse and now that she has a new mouse she keeps changing the keyboards coz this one is a little stuffed and wen u use it 2 long the desk starts cuttin in 2 ure skin coz tha keyboard aint raised and tha desk i have has quite a sharp edge and her desk is round... the pain....
well
i dont wanna rite ne more coz mi wrist is realli killin now
g2g
bye
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
sometimes i wonder y life is so repetitve (how eva u spell it)...
i mean yet again i'm having one of those daiz
where i'm so angry and stressed that i jus wanna scream and
snap at every single person i see... just like one of tha posts i posted last yr...
i think it wz tha 1st of decbut ye... it is partly my fault that i have loads of hw
but at home i just realli cant stand mi sista who is foreva annoying me i mean i wz readin and she keeps trying 2
make me look in certain directions and when she catches mi attention i always end up hearing tha usual chant
made u look dirty chook sittin on tha butcher's hook... etc
it get SO annoying!
and tha thing that realli annoys me is she seems shy, cute person infront of otha ppl... i mean she has so many faces and get away with ne thing practically
jus because she is younger and 'will' make more mistakes she is always forgiven and end of
story but with me its lectures, lectures and more lectures and there is also tha extra resposibility of looking
afta tha sista which means i have 2 also make up 4 her mistakes as well sometimes...
she even got away with telling mi mum she hates her when mi mum wz in a realli pissed mood and got out of it l8r by sheddin a few fake tears and whining...
and there is alwaiz the usual things like THE COMPUTER which keeps stuffing up
i mean i've got mi commerce report thingy and this french thingy i have 2 type up but the thing is
that mi comp is stuffed up and there is no word processor on this darn computer!
aggghhhhh
oh well... i guess i'll have 2 go hand rite tha stuff
nite nite
i mean yet again i'm having one of those daiz
where i'm so angry and stressed that i jus wanna scream and
snap at every single person i see... just like one of tha posts i posted last yr...
i think it wz tha 1st of decbut ye... it is partly my fault that i have loads of hw
but at home i just realli cant stand mi sista who is foreva annoying me i mean i wz readin and she keeps trying 2
make me look in certain directions and when she catches mi attention i always end up hearing tha usual chant
made u look dirty chook sittin on tha butcher's hook... etc
it get SO annoying!
and tha thing that realli annoys me is she seems shy, cute person infront of otha ppl... i mean she has so many faces and get away with ne thing practically
jus because she is younger and 'will' make more mistakes she is always forgiven and end of
story but with me its lectures, lectures and more lectures and there is also tha extra resposibility of looking
afta tha sista which means i have 2 also make up 4 her mistakes as well sometimes...
she even got away with telling mi mum she hates her when mi mum wz in a realli pissed mood and got out of it l8r by sheddin a few fake tears and whining...
and there is alwaiz the usual things like THE COMPUTER which keeps stuffing up
i mean i've got mi commerce report thingy and this french thingy i have 2 type up but the thing is
that mi comp is stuffed up and there is no word processor on this darn computer!
aggghhhhh
oh well... i guess i'll have 2 go hand rite tha stuff
nite nite
Thursday, February 19, 2004
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
i'm in commerce now an i realli cant be stuffed typin up another copy of mi report of wat i found at tha freo markets coz it got deleted coz some one accedentaly kiked tha plug oh well.... and there is just half a period left so i realli cant be stuffed typing it again... i'll just do it later... lesson ends g2g bye
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
well, i'm supposed 2 be doing mi hw but i cant seem 2 get wat tha doppler effect is.... i mean i got this text book 4 physics and i still dont get it (well actualli there is nothing in tha text book that mentions tha doppler effect) and i've searched on tha net but i dont understand tha scientific mumble jumble their talkin bout... i'm so stupid...
ne waiz nothin's realli happened, we had our interhouse swimming carnival and obviously mi house lost as usual... i wz an official yet again but this time instead of servin drinks i just sat and cut and stapled tha results 2getha... it wz quite borin but at least tha room i wz in wz airconditioned...
i had sorta a gatherin on sun 4 mi b'day... nothin realli special... but i do apologise 2 tha ppl who didnt noe bout it and didnt come... u didnt miss out on much ne waiz it wz just a dinner, some cake, walk 2 mi house, watch 'strictly ballroom' coz there wzn't enough time 4 'mouline rouge' (plus some ppl gonna watch it 4 english)... so it wz nothin realli... btw thanx 4 tha prezzies
well... g2g do mi hw
bye
ne waiz nothin's realli happened, we had our interhouse swimming carnival and obviously mi house lost as usual... i wz an official yet again but this time instead of servin drinks i just sat and cut and stapled tha results 2getha... it wz quite borin but at least tha room i wz in wz airconditioned...
i had sorta a gatherin on sun 4 mi b'day... nothin realli special... but i do apologise 2 tha ppl who didnt noe bout it and didnt come... u didnt miss out on much ne waiz it wz just a dinner, some cake, walk 2 mi house, watch 'strictly ballroom' coz there wzn't enough time 4 'mouline rouge' (plus some ppl gonna watch it 4 english)... so it wz nothin realli... btw thanx 4 tha prezzies
well... g2g do mi hw
bye
Thursday, February 12, 2004
k, i'm just typing somethin short in coz i have 10 mins on tha net...
skool's started and nothin much has happened
mi classes r so boring... i mean there is no variety, maybe i should change...
i dunno if i do would i give up french or commerce?
maybe french, i dont think i wanna study it next year... well, its either i study french or another maths... if i give up french then i could change outta it now and do somethin else... i dunno...
btw i realli dunno wat 2 do 4 mi b'day... mi parents suggested a dinner and some cake... but i'm not sure how many 2 invite so if u wanna come jus tell me 2 moro...
or maybe i could jus do wat i did las year and jus go for a walk round tha city and maybe watch a movie... i realli dunno...
hmmm...wat else 2 say?
i put in a butterfly cursor which doesn't realli work... and i put dekap tagboard bak up again since dekap kept working...
and a counter...
well g2g
bye
skool's started and nothin much has happened
mi classes r so boring... i mean there is no variety, maybe i should change...
i dunno if i do would i give up french or commerce?
maybe french, i dont think i wanna study it next year... well, its either i study french or another maths... if i give up french then i could change outta it now and do somethin else... i dunno...
btw i realli dunno wat 2 do 4 mi b'day... mi parents suggested a dinner and some cake... but i'm not sure how many 2 invite so if u wanna come jus tell me 2 moro...
or maybe i could jus do wat i did las year and jus go for a walk round tha city and maybe watch a movie... i realli dunno...
hmmm...wat else 2 say?
i put in a butterfly cursor which doesn't realli work... and i put dekap tagboard bak up again since dekap kept working...
and a counter...
well g2g
bye
Thursday, January 29, 2004
bak!
well i was actually bak on tuesday but i've been suffering from jetlag, sore shoulders and a cold... so i've been restin and sleepin all day
well the jet lag is normal, and the cold wz 4m holland but i got sore sholders coz of carryin our luggage. it turned out that we ended taking 120 kg of luggage between me mi mum and mi sista!
:( 2 days until skool... i guess we might not be able 2 go ne where 2gether...
oh well...
i g2g
nite nite
well i was actually bak on tuesday but i've been suffering from jetlag, sore shoulders and a cold... so i've been restin and sleepin all day
well the jet lag is normal, and the cold wz 4m holland but i got sore sholders coz of carryin our luggage. it turned out that we ended taking 120 kg of luggage between me mi mum and mi sista!
:( 2 days until skool... i guess we might not be able 2 go ne where 2gether...
oh well...
i g2g
nite nite
Saturday, January 17, 2004
10 daiz 2 go till i get bak!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
well... i just came bak 4m Nice (south of france)... nuthin has realli happened... i stayed in paris 4 bout 2 daiz and then came bak 2 holland and spent bout a week at mi grandparents house and on monday i left 2 go 2 nice...
we spent 4 daiz there, me, mi mum, mi sista, grandpa and mi aunt... i ended up leadin tha way since they refused to go on tha tour... it wz so annoyin... we stopped every 5 minutes coz mi aunt kept on insistin on buyin heaps of clothes...
ne waiz howz everybody?
i'm arrivin on tha 27th of jan... which means there's bout a few daiz before skool...
tha hols r ova so quickly!
but i cant believe we'll be in yr 10!!!!!!!
it seems like i'm so OLD!!!!!! i mean i asked some of mi younger cousins 2 guess mi age and u noe wat they said? they said, 'are you 20?'
and i asked one of mi aunts tha same thinh and she guessed i wz 20 as well!!!!!!!!!
agggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
well, hope 2 cya soon!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
well... i just came bak 4m Nice (south of france)... nuthin has realli happened... i stayed in paris 4 bout 2 daiz and then came bak 2 holland and spent bout a week at mi grandparents house and on monday i left 2 go 2 nice...
we spent 4 daiz there, me, mi mum, mi sista, grandpa and mi aunt... i ended up leadin tha way since they refused to go on tha tour... it wz so annoyin... we stopped every 5 minutes coz mi aunt kept on insistin on buyin heaps of clothes...
ne waiz howz everybody?
i'm arrivin on tha 27th of jan... which means there's bout a few daiz before skool...
tha hols r ova so quickly!
but i cant believe we'll be in yr 10!!!!!!!
it seems like i'm so OLD!!!!!! i mean i asked some of mi younger cousins 2 guess mi age and u noe wat they said? they said, 'are you 20?'
and i asked one of mi aunts tha same thinh and she guessed i wz 20 as well!!!!!!!!!
agggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
well, hope 2 cya soon!
Monday, December 29, 2003
gwad i feel so depressed...
i'm ova here in holland, sleepin ova at mi cousins house and i can't seem 2 be able 2 call dia...
i also just recently realised that on mi mum's side of the family there i no one mi age... i'm either stuck between all these realli annoyin lil cousins who are complete hypocrites that keep trying 2 tickle me or slap and bug me or mi older cousins who are like aged at least 20!!! it is SO annoyin! there is no one mi age 2 talk to...
i mean i'm like stuck sittin round listenin 2 adults talk coz there's nothin 2 do...
also in addition to that, mi uncle and aunty have 2 comps which are connected to tha net... no prob rite? well mi lil cousin and mi sista spend most of tha time hoggin tha net so by tha time i actualli log on there is no one 2 talk 2 on msn...
well i'm goin 2 paris 2moro... for bout 2days and then bak again... at least i have a reason to leave mi cousin's house 2 nite! yay! u see i live at mi grandparents but wz forced 2 look afta mi sista cos she wanted 2 sleep ova at cousins house so i had 2 go there...
come to think of it i realli dunno y i wz so excited bout comin ova cept for tha fact that i'll be seein mi relatives...
well i g2g mi cousin wanna go online again...
nite nite
i'm ova here in holland, sleepin ova at mi cousins house and i can't seem 2 be able 2 call dia...
i also just recently realised that on mi mum's side of the family there i no one mi age... i'm either stuck between all these realli annoyin lil cousins who are complete hypocrites that keep trying 2 tickle me or slap and bug me or mi older cousins who are like aged at least 20!!! it is SO annoyin! there is no one mi age 2 talk to...
i mean i'm like stuck sittin round listenin 2 adults talk coz there's nothin 2 do...
also in addition to that, mi uncle and aunty have 2 comps which are connected to tha net... no prob rite? well mi lil cousin and mi sista spend most of tha time hoggin tha net so by tha time i actualli log on there is no one 2 talk 2 on msn...
well i'm goin 2 paris 2moro... for bout 2days and then bak again... at least i have a reason to leave mi cousin's house 2 nite! yay! u see i live at mi grandparents but wz forced 2 look afta mi sista cos she wanted 2 sleep ova at cousins house so i had 2 go there...
come to think of it i realli dunno y i wz so excited bout comin ova cept for tha fact that i'll be seein mi relatives...
well i g2g mi cousin wanna go online again...
nite nite
Sunday, December 21, 2003
and this is meant 2 be on dia's tag board coz i cant seem 2 post ne thing on it :
Dia, i'm realli sorri... i accedentally left ure fone no. in mi room @ home... so i dont have ure no. u got mine? btw i'm on tha net on mi cousin's comp @ her home... i dont realli have a lot of time... and i arrived this mornin, 2day... 21st! i left on tha 18th
Dia, i'm realli sorri... i accedentally left ure fone no. in mi room @ home... so i dont have ure no. u got mine? btw i'm on tha net on mi cousin's comp @ her home... i dont realli have a lot of time... and i arrived this mornin, 2day... 21st! i left on tha 18th
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Last Post 4 tha year
Leavin 2moro...
nearli all packed...
this'll prob be mi last post 4 tha year unless mi uncle has tha net and will let me use it (which i highly doubt he will)...
mi dad has been threatenin me 4 tha last week...
i mean wat ure meant 2 do in tha hols is relax and take time off not doin nethin cept 4 tha things mentioned in mi last post...
mi dad threatened that if mi room wznt clean and all mi bags were paked by 12 noon 2day that he would cut tha net connection (and would never join up 4 net service eva again) and he would clean mi room himself whilst i wz gone (which is a bad idea coz wat he calls 'cleanin' is throwin everything in sight in2 a rubbish bin...) so ye...
not good...
hmm... i jus realised tha day i leave hk is tha day b4 susan arrives in hk...
so bored...
g2g
mi sista ramblin on bout y she wanna go on tha net...
happi x-mas 2 evry1 and a happi new year!
cya all afta tha hols (but hopefully b4!)
bye
nearli all packed...
this'll prob be mi last post 4 tha year unless mi uncle has tha net and will let me use it (which i highly doubt he will)...
mi dad has been threatenin me 4 tha last week...
i mean wat ure meant 2 do in tha hols is relax and take time off not doin nethin cept 4 tha things mentioned in mi last post...
mi dad threatened that if mi room wznt clean and all mi bags were paked by 12 noon 2day that he would cut tha net connection (and would never join up 4 net service eva again) and he would clean mi room himself whilst i wz gone (which is a bad idea coz wat he calls 'cleanin' is throwin everything in sight in2 a rubbish bin...) so ye...
not good...
hmm... i jus realised tha day i leave hk is tha day b4 susan arrives in hk...
so bored...
g2g
mi sista ramblin on bout y she wanna go on tha net...
happi x-mas 2 evry1 and a happi new year!
cya all afta tha hols (but hopefully b4!)
bye
Monday, December 15, 2003
10 DAIZ TILL XMAS!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!
4 daiz since i last posted ne thing...
3 diaz till i leave!!!!!!!!
ne waiz tha last 2 weeks have been alrite...
i've spent most of tha time sleeping in and shoppin and jus watchin tv...
but i realli wonder if tha hols do me ne good?
i sleep
i eat
i watch tv
i go online
and go shoppin occasionally...
thats bout all i do...
i'm gettin realli fat now...
i mean all i do is eat and sleep
and activities which include little movement...
plus i've been eatin tonnes of sweets... i dunno wats wit me...
i'm losin mi ritin skills, i can barely spell...
i cant remember mi times table...
oh well... i'm not that smart ne waiz....
mi blog's sorta stuffed up now...
i changed tha tagboard and c tha result!
hmph... that proves mi gr8 html skills!
we went shoppin yesterday and i got a game boy advanced sp (YAY!!!!)
and a book....
i stayed up all nite readin... and strangely i'm not tired...
i've stayed up all yesterday last nite and 2day...
uh oh! mi mum's comin
g2g
nite nite
4 daiz since i last posted ne thing...
3 diaz till i leave!!!!!!!!
ne waiz tha last 2 weeks have been alrite...
i've spent most of tha time sleeping in and shoppin and jus watchin tv...
but i realli wonder if tha hols do me ne good?
i sleep
i eat
i watch tv
i go online
and go shoppin occasionally...
thats bout all i do...
i'm gettin realli fat now...
i mean all i do is eat and sleep
and activities which include little movement...
plus i've been eatin tonnes of sweets... i dunno wats wit me...
i'm losin mi ritin skills, i can barely spell...
i cant remember mi times table...
oh well... i'm not that smart ne waiz....
mi blog's sorta stuffed up now...
i changed tha tagboard and c tha result!
hmph... that proves mi gr8 html skills!
we went shoppin yesterday and i got a game boy advanced sp (YAY!!!!)
and a book....
i stayed up all nite readin... and strangely i'm not tired...
i've stayed up all yesterday last nite and 2day...
uh oh! mi mum's comin
g2g
nite nite