total embarressment

ugh.... wat is rong wit me???
i mean i practicalli have no life... and then on top of that its not like i have heaps of friends... i do wateva i'm told 2 do... which isnt actualli that bad but then sometimes it jus gets 2 bad but i still do it... i mean i h8 performing yet i do it coz i'm forced i mean i coulda skipped it... but no i did it ne waiz....

so far i've had a gr8 weekend...
first it wz tha camp...
it wz pretty good actualli...
but then there some realli crap things...
first wz tha fact that tha tent i brought onli had 1 door...
i mean i thought it had 2 but then it onli had 1 and so dia and i had 2 share enterances... got realli annoyin...

then they started a fire and we sorta sat round it
but then coz we had a fire they had 2 set up a pickering rotations... we were then scheduled 4 our pickering time straight afta they told us tha dropbear legend... -_-"
which meant that every pair of buddies had 2 get up at sometime of the nite 2 watch tha fire and make sure that it dont go out...

i went bak 2 mi tent and tried 2 sleep 2 find that i forgot 2 bring a sleeping mat so i had nuts and sticks and stuff pokin mi bak... i tried 2 sleep but it got colder and colder... it wz like 1 degree celcius there... so bloody cold... and then when tha 1am shift of ppl went out 2 picker they started like this congregation and started talking and screaming... and since our tent wz nearby tha officers' tent i could hear tha officers' talking all nite... then shift afta shift they had huge groups talking and shouting so 4m 1pm onwards i wz kept awake...

and then wen it wz 4:30 it wz dia and mi shift so i didnt realli sleep well and then coz of tha cold we had a bit of trouble gettin outta tent... i put on mi thermals, a jumper, mi top and then otha coat on top.... so we were sorta late 4 our shift... so by tha time we started it wz bout 4:45... half our shift had gone by...

15 mins later we woke segeant foote and townshend up 4 their shift and stayed up eating melted marshmellows.. and stayed up tha rest of tha morning...

so yesterday we had breaky... but found that i had 4gotten 2 bring eating utensils so had 2 use tha box of cereal 2 drink milk and eat cereal... and for tha hot part of tha breakfast we got a plate, fork and knife but tha thing wz that we had 2 eat wit tha same plastic stuff all through camp so we couldnt throw it out coz apparently there wznt enough 2 go round... and straight afta breaky we were forced 2 put vegemite behind our ears coz of the
dropbear legend... yuk...

each section wz given a flag and a bunny 2 hold and we were meant 2 get otha pplz flags and bunnies... dia wz given tha bunny and i wz given tha flag... we then walked off 2 have lectures on fieldcraft... got campaint smeared all ova our faces... we then played a game where we had 2 hide in tha bush whilst othas tried 2 find me...

we then had lunch which wz sandwichs... yuk... i kept holding tha flag and dia held tha bunny... and ppl started trying 2 pull it off me whist i wz eating... even whilst i wz makin mi sandwich some1 tried 2 pull it and away flew mi lunch -_-" but at least they didnt steal it... but then i lost it to townshend coz i trusted her coz she said she wouldnt steal it... i guess it wz bit hard 2 trust her afta that 4 flight thingies....

we then had a field ex where we had 2get otha pplz flags (capture tha flag) and we were split up in2 the attack and defence groups...

dia and i were defence... we were using radios 2 keep in contact wit ppl... and so we jus sat in tha middle of no where and jus sat and looked afta our flag... we got so bored we started whistling 2 tha birds... not that it wznt fun sitting by ourselves but ova time it got boring... and then afta a while our radio's batteries ran out... so we were sorta stuck...
and wit tha little bitta electricity we had left in tha batteries
we sent a msg 2 tha FSGT and continued whistling 2 tha birds....
and in order 4 them 2 find us wen our batteries were nil we had 2 shout... and we were like "hello??? ne body out there???"
and then they finalli came... both tha FSGT and CSGT... and our base camp wz moved...

at the end of tha game 2 ppl ended up lost.... wat had happened was they split up with the group with the radio coz each group wz meant 2 have a radio... plus they were heading bak 2 where we were but we had moved....so they lost... but they ended up bak at tha camp site later on but they got so told off...

we played spotlight and i didnt get ne where near tha spotlight but then it rained so bak 2 tha tent... afta tha rained slowed down a bit we went 2 CSGT foote and townshend's tent and played bullshit/cheat and spit... then went bak 2 tent and had tha best sleep... straight 2 tha mornin.... and then wz pack up and get ready 2 leave... and the last activities were tha blind fold 1 of trust where i followed a string... thing wz it wz smeared wit vegemite, honey and all these otha stuffs... ew!!!!!!!!

and i left early coz of tha performance... i wz so proud of mi mum and mi sista!!!!! they found their way thru tha bush 2 pick me up!!!!!!!!!

so had tha performance... OMG SO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i stuffed up!!!!!!!!!! and like there were all these ppl i knew there... and some i didnt see on stage but bumped in2 later... OMG!! well ye... did a dance wit lina called 'IT' and then as a group sang 'not me, not i' by delta goodrem and 'remember' by S.H.E.

but tha thing is afta tha performance there were like all these ppl came up 4 congrats and i wz like standing there...:'( and mi mum wz like lets go and like i had 2 keep walking and then we kept walkin past like those ppl but then i couldnt realli talk 2 them coz i had 2 listen 2 mi mum and tha thing wz it wznt that i didnt noe that ppl but then i didnt noe them that well... and it wz like this gap...

i mean i saw... Minh, Aunty Samantha, Mi grandparents(who werent told bout it... but some how found out.. -_-"), Amy, Jason, Felicia, Andy, and OMG Chi Chi (AHHHH!!!)

i mean wit chi chi she wz like hi!!! and i wz like can we go in this direction QUICK!!!!!!! and then she saw me and like pulled me 2wards her son again.... -_-" i repeat y cant he get a life and find himself a gf???? i mean sooner that happens tha happier i'll be... and then she goes "look how tall she's grown... oh ure so talented... will u come home wit me???.... ure hair is so beautiful wat conditioner and shampoo u use???... have u had a hair cut??... (me:no not yet) well next time u get ure hair cut make sure u leave a lock of hair and give it 2 me ok??? (me [thinking]: wat tha hell do u want wit mi hair???)" and then she introduced me 2 her mum -_-" and i'm like hmm.... can i leave??
and so i walked off....

whoa... long post...
well
g2g
nite nite