Deep long meaningless thoughts....

hmm.. already 3rd week of term 2!!!
time pass so quick...

ne waiz Mother's day yesterday...
woke up early for once on a sunday mornin...
helped out at tha shop 2 sell flowers...
no 1 ended up coming 2 buy coz of rain...
all wet and windy outside...
so went home...

then l8r that evening...
helped out at resto...
dia, kev and their mum came 2 eat....
very few customers...
so boring...
nothing 2 do....

so went home later that nite...
and went online....
talked 2 vincent 4 that first time...
he thought i wz some random -_-"...

and went 2 sleep....

so that wz realli all of mother's day... mi dad, mi sista and i bought a cake 4 mi mum... and we ate it 2 getha at tha table that evening... something done 2getha 4 once... i mean our family is like there but not there... sorta here but alwaiz bz...
oh well...

i mean we live in such a materialistic society so i guess its either time spent 2getha or jus work heaps and heaps 2 get money 2 buy stuff... but then love cant realli be bought... i mean these things we buy can bring a lil enjoyment but it doesnt quite compare to quality time spent wit family and friends... all lonelyness surrounded by things... things we want at first then later on jus ends up in some forgotten corner of the house....

yet family, friends and pets are tha main things... the simple part of our life... the part which doesnt want ne thing... jus tha essentials... but now its all technological everything so complicated...

hmmm... or i guess it could be said as progress... but then wat would be more important??? to enhance, improve and progress or jus stay tha same???

but then there is also tha argument of knowledge and opinions... i mean if there wz no progress... no improvement... would there still be rites 4 women and children??? would freedom of speech be in practise??? or would there be a different system of government??? would there be voting and majority rules???

hmm....
and would the ideals we hold be the same or would they be different??? how would our point of view be like??? would the world be more united??? would there be an overall dictator???

hmmm... and if there were a dictator would that be good??? i guess its jus realli depending on their personality... greed and evil or jus genorosity and kindess??? i mean if there were such thing as a nice dictator... or jus a good role model...i mean if there werent so many points of view on something wouldnt we accept wat we're given and told???

and also wat bout celebrities??? do they realli deserve 2 be put up on a pedestool as they r atm??? i mean all they realli do is provide simple entertainment... yet if we had simple lives and were less materialistic would that mean tha celebs would no longer be so high up in tha social classes???

hmm... and then there is education... wat if there was no education system??? wat if we were all to be schooled at home by our parents choice??? hmm... then we'd have lost our rite in education... some would be illiterate... so they would be less aware of the world around them... more ignorant... would that be bad or good??? i mean there would be less pressure 4 gettin high marks 4 exams coz there wouldnt be exams but then people would be less trustworthy of others who may not be qualified in wat they're doing... they do wat they like and there would be no order because they dont care....

agghhh this is realli starting 2 get outta hand... i could go on 4 eva... betta stop now...
getting l8 ne waiz...
well
nite nite