Early Morning...

its about 5:30 am right now..
and what am i doing?
blogging coz there's these few words
that keep bugging me
not that they're annoying
just they keep going around and around and..
you get the idea

without blogging for a while YET again
i keep thinking that how the heck?
is it im just plain not thinking anymore?
or that im on overfilled brain and
that this is slight indication i wanna
blog something out

i dunno..
it feels good when i blog
just straight picking of the words
i think of going straight from my mind to the sceen
the words? (sorry for going off track)
blogging lets my mind roam..

"sweet abandon"
i dont know why?
i just wake up..
feel like total crap
yet the words sound so good to me..
i keep thinking about the two words
and then..
the next thing..
the next word "demise"

so "sweet abandon and demise"
"sweet abandon IN moral demise"?
i dunno.. too early in the morning
to be actually thinking about the meanings of the words
coz atm i dunno what they mean
well.. i know what "moral demise" means
(its from my lit essay on cloudstreet last yr)

but "sweet abandon"? still swimming in my head
maybe its from a song..
or some movie? or a book?
cant think of it anywhere atm
just the sound of it sounds good to me

"sweet demise" ?
nope dont sound the same
i still like "sweet abandon"
but i DONT UNDERSTAND WHY

gosh this feels like a diary..
a dairy where im just rambling on
as the usual happens
it feels good :)

so yep
this is a snippet of del's brain
her thoughts that she's rarely had
since like.. school started

think i should go get some reading done
not like i can sleep anyways now
-.-

enjoy the day
*hugs*