Post #290

hmmm...
nearing the 300 mark..
my bloggie's getting old...
anyways..
im waiting for a song to download before i sleep..
so thought id type up a post..
that after a long time..
that is on a happier note..
tho no guarantee..
since its sorta like my mind dumping area...

i received an email forword earlier...

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart,
are really are weak and most susceptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others
are the ones that really need someone to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:
I love you, Sorry and help me

Did you know that those who dress in red
are more confident in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow
are those that enjoy their beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black,
are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone,
the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face?
But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith,
your wishes are granted?

contemplating it..
it just seems so real..
tho whether or not it is or isnt true
is yet another thing..

im not really trying to argue those statements...
but just wondering to what degree that it is true to everyone..?

i guess..
really to people..
it can be believed to be true..
if one or another thing applies to ureself..
i mean of all those things..
how would you know if they were true..
unless you experience it in some way..
damnit..
seems like im reinforcing the degree of truth in those statements
ah well...

you could be in total denial of being weak..
and not realise it yourself..
or
you could just be saying that i wear black coz it
makes me look slimmer or i like that colour
ah well each person to themselves...

the weekend's past by..
AGAIN..
and ive done NOTHING..
-.-
god damn procrastination..
but i watched legally blonde 2..

i wanna watch she's the man and scary movie 4..
anyone care to go to the cinemas with me over the hols??

True colours...
what are each person's true colours?
who are they?
i mean for those who carry their hearts on their sleeves..
is that who they really are?
or just a mask yet again?
actually
im gonna diverge from that..
since by the looks of it seems to be dipping into a low..

yay i used a physics term
"diverge"
god..
i dun even know why im still taking physics

and im updating my ipod atm..
its taking FOREVER..
since i think i recently added some pix
from the ball on to the comp..
so its being sent on to the poddie..
just taking so bloody long..
i just hope i dun get caught soon..

damnit..
my sister came in
tho thank god she didnt stay..
am i even mean to my sister?
lol
by the looks of the blog
and most posts about her you'd think i completely hate her..

mm
today's been an ok day..
sat seeemed great..
cept for the guilt..
of being caught playing mahjong at a temple..
no we weren't gambling..
but still
i feel bad bout it everytime i think bout it..

i went to my grandparents' house on sat..
for rememberance of my great grandpa...
no wait..
my great great great grandpa..
yeah thats rite..
tho i dunno anythin bout...

some of the family met up..
i got to see my nephew ^^
aww he's so damn cute..
he's 2 and half..
but he doesnt talk that much..
tho he was running round the house
holding a baton like ballon and hitting everyone with it..
and him and i had a mini "sword"/ballon baton fight..
was so funny..
the only things i heard him say clearly were
"i want to kick" and "NOOOOOOOO"

mm
and i saw my lil baby cousin
she was so cute as well
and then jackson (my nephew)
got jealous coz his dad was holding our cousin
and not him ^^
which would make it jealous of his aunt... :S
yeah our family tree sounds bit stuffed up..
but its complicated..

and today..
went shopping for next sat's wedding..
and i forgot my harp concert -.-
which was a good thing i guess.
i really wasnt in the state to be performing..
ah well have to face the teacher tomoz
><

wow..
quite an unintentional long post..
that took bout 20 mins..
anyways..
time to go to bed..
school tomoz ><

nite nite
*hugz* to all