Bombing and Natural Disasters = DEATH + Survival Stories

I guess today im really havin a "bloggin spree"
i seem to have or more likely..
WANTING to say stuff..
and really these are the only things i feel liek talkin bout atm..
saddening things like death.. and MY PROBS..
hey.. wat can u say? its my blog and i write what i feel :D

Nice how the whole earthquake thing happend so recently..
which has happend in north eastern pakistan
when teh whole thing jus got ova with the tsunami in SA asia
earlier this yr..
well more of last yr since it was boxing day..
but still
it was a HUGE thing..
and tehn teh bali bombing..
interesting how all i seemed to mainly hear bout on the news
is jus single digit number of AUSTRALIAN ppl dead..
well i jus found out the total dead was around about 20..

saddening?

*sigh*

and what of the london bombings earlier this yr?
i missed them by 3 days...
if our tour had stayed..
we might have been travelling on those busses on the way to shop..
and then BOOM

and the bomb threat on eiffel tower..
what is the point of these ppl?
WHAT is it they want?
protest?
like many questions..
WHERE do you draw the line?
are all these bombings their form of protest?
or are they jus undermining some thing else?

WHAT do they want?
an ulitmate chaos?
scariest thought is jus like what i read in this article
in the paper on the plane to vienna..
EVERYTHING is so accessible..
everything is on the net..
and even if you access it you could access under some random username
people are learning things.
is our great technology also our undoing?

is our technology that great?
so great that we destroy all we have with what we create?
what is the whole meaning of this?

but i guess.
one good point..
well obivously since death and injuries isnt one..
is that there are always those great inspiring survival stories.
as well as medical trimphs eg. fiona wood
(i think? :S) that did that burns thing
and the emergency services also become of use.
but really..
how depressing is the thoughts
of losing a loved one in an instant?
and what if you had a fight with them earlier that day?
ure last memory of them was in an argument..
and you dont even get to say goodbye.

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you know the possibility of not being able to sleep
could be the fact ive been turning too much of this stuff
over in my mind..
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*sigh*
maybe i should jus go..
nite nite
*hugz*