home again..

well..
linaz at her dance comp thingy...
good luck 2 her...

hmmm...
u noe 2day mi dad wz meant 2 get a new car 2 replace his old 1 which is like fallin apart....
and he sold tha maxi taxi van a while ago... *sob*
so yah... he wz meant 2 get a new car...
so that he can actualli do some of tha deliveries 4 tha shop..
but guess wat...?!?!?!?
instead... mi grandparents decide they want tha car instead...
-.-"

so wat does mi dad do?
he GIVES tha car 2 mi grandparents...
i mean itz rite and all..
but WAT will mi dad do now...?
still go drivin round in his old tatterd car which is like a road risk...?
and itz not like mi grandparents dun have a car...
cept itz not suitable 2 do tha deliveriez in...
i mean how good is mi dad...?
he jus gives up his new car and keepz drivin tha 1 he has...
which i think is like a hazard coz like bits are fallin off tha car...
*sigh*

but then cant realli change mi dadz mind...
since i dun have a say in ne of this..
oh wellz...
sometimez i wonder if there could be ne 1 nicer than mi dad...
i mean 2 our family hez like perfect son... perfect husband... perfect father...
wat else...?
hmm... dunno bout bro tho...
but then he usualli has otha pplz interests firsts...
i love mi dad ^^

hmm...
i wonder...
do pplz change or do they stay tha same all tha way thru their life...?
i mean obviously therez tha physical change...
and then learnin 4m mistakes i guezz...

doez EVERYTHIN come in pairs...?
i mean think bout it..
pairz could be total opposites or fit 2getha...
i mean wit love therez hate...
male and female obviously...
then black and white...
and with sadness there is happiness...
for the elderly there are the youthful...
there are tall and short pplz...
tha list could go on and on...

but jus coz there are differences...
are there times wen thingz go 2 far..?
like how therez discrimination...
and racism..
and sexism... (discrimination of gender)
and homophobia...
u sometimez hear bout em..
but then do they go 2 far sometimez...
i mean if itz a protest and everythin 4 human rites and stuff..
but do pplz sometimez go ova tha top bout it...?

i mean 4 eg. wit feminism...
girlz can blame and say that they are bein sexist...
jus coz itz not goin tha rite way 4 em...

and 4 eg. racism...
some1 in class could easily say that tha teacha iz racist jus coz they got a low mark...
i mean sometimez tha cases maybe tru..
but in some otha cases...
r pplz abusin tha fact that there are such reasons...?

like wen u go 2 a lil playground...
and u hear kids playin..
u can sometimez ovahear tha ova used term "bully"
i mean a simple joke and act of takin a child's hat could result in cries of " give it bak u bully!"
they've been taught about bullying...
yet...
wat is bullying..?
it is wen a person who KEEPS doing or saying things to have power ova another person
so..? it is ova used..
could all the forms of prejudice be used in this same way..?

i mean all these thingz go under prejudice...
and wat is prejudice but a baised point of view of individual, group, race or class?
but then wit bein against prejudice...
are u ureself not bein exertin ure own pov against pplz who are prejudice...
wen they are doin exactly tha same...?
itz sorta hypocrisy i guezz...
but then bein against tha prejudice...
would u be generalising a group in particular...?

am i gettin 2 tired...
coz it soundz like im randomly ramblin on bout random stuff (again!!!)...
-_-"

oh wellz i betta go sleep...
nite nite
*hugz*