realisationz...

>.<
sick atm and mi throat killz like hell so i cant realli speak...

and tha music concert iz 2moro nite...
and tah voice recital iz on sun...
not good since mi voice iznt workin atm...
but then it mite turn out that i wont have 2 sing ^.^

i had mi first harp lesson 2day wit tha new harp teacha...
i dun realli like her already...
and onli in 1 lesson...
oh wellz...
at least its gonna be a short term...

u noe these last few daiz ive made a few realisationz....
i jus realised that mi mum actualli iz a lil jealous of tha opportunitez mi sista and i have !!!
thatz actualli quite interestin...
i mean she keepz goin on bout "wen i wz ure age..."
i neva actualli thought taht she would be a lil jealous...
coz she wz talkin bout her childhood again durin tha w/e
then for tha first time i actualli notices a twinge of jealousy...
and a bit of bitterness...
or it could be that she wz jus pmsin...
i dunno... but it sounded like jealousy 2 me...

and i made a few otha realisationz... but i cant remember wat they were...

hmm...
itz 4 hourz afta i opendd thiz window and ive bearly ritten all tha stuff i wz gonna rite...
and now i cant remember -.-"
cbb

nite nite
*hugz*