week long post

well bak 4m choral camp...
and and bout a week (or 2..?) since i last updated...

well it wz mi bday on tha swimmin carnival...
nothin much..
EXTREMELY hot..
tho thank god no work 2 do..
i substituted 4 eve..
coz dia didnt wanna swim and she wz in tha event..
so i jus participated 2 support her..
and so i came last in tha 50m breastroke...
and then came last in tha noodle relay...
and also i had 4gotten mi towel that day
-.-"
but thankfully 4 mona who lent me herz

then tha rest of tha week sorta past...
and had choral camp..
i guess it wz quite alrite..
there wz jade, kathleen, nithya (yay i think i spelt her name rite 4 once on tha first try !!!) an alison..
well there wz also liz, nelly, bec, sarah, helen and tegan
but they were sorta a group of their own...

jade helen and sarah left early..
and 4 tha first time we actualli got thru 3.8 songs in tha 1 camp..
then apparently u could hear mi voice ovall at tha concert ?.?
and there wz onli 2 sop 1s..

ova tha last 3 or so weeks...
ive grown 2 dislike tha blonde techdesk lady more and more...
(i think ive already told some ppl bout this)
i mean 1 fri aftanoon...
it wz round 4..
and tha RC closes at 4 rite?
well instead of jus tellin us that it wz 4 and that we needed 2 go..
she goes and saiz "dont ne of u have ne homes 2 go bak 2?"
in this haughty tone..
i mean dun need 2 be that harsh..
and then..
there wz this arvo where her son wz doin hw in tha RC...
surrounded by these girls..
and they were jus casualli talkin and then tha lady comes along...
grabs her son by tha neck..
and drags him 2 tha next area...
and he falls off tha chair and she KEEPS draggin him..
i mean how MEAN is that?
oh well
shouldnt talk bout other pplz bzness...

eva felt like uve done somethin rong 2 make some1 angry at u?
i dunno y i feel liek that somtimes...
like some ppl seem pissed off at me..
and i jus cant help but wonder wat did rong..
oh well

and eva felt like sayin somethin 2 some1 but just dunno how 2 start?
or that ppl r talk bout u..?
and yet wen u notice they try 2 change subject?
*sigh*

or i could jus be ova reactin 2 everythin..

hmmm...

im realli gettin worried bout mi sista..
and i seriously dunno wat 2 do bout her..
i mean its either me or she suddenly seems OVA self absorbed and materialistic...
AND obssesses bout teachas???
and LOVES showin off wat she owns..

like she took 50 pix of herself coz she wz "bored" !?!?!??!
hallo she wz sittin in a car...

and she takes camera 2 skool and takes pix of TEACHAS!?!?!?!?
and drew pix of her teacha
and WONT STOP TALKIN bout her teacha
and tells me bout HER teacha this and that...
and took pix of her teachaz PASSPORT pic
AND her teacha repeatedly..

AND she takes pix of her DEODERANT!?!?!?!?!?
and her teddy..

i think its either she loves takin pix or she loves her camera 2 much...
but then she doesnt CARE 4 tha camera..
2 her its like wateva
i guess thats her attitude 2 most of her possessions..
coz like tha fact that she believes that dad will buy her a new 1 if it stuffs up..
and yet ppl wonder y we go thru so many items so quickly?
well mi sista doeznt botha carin and let things drop and fall and throw...
and wen i ask her 2 care 4 things i feel SO long winded...

and again im repeatin mi self -.-"

i guess mi sista is mi fave subject coz ive got so much 2 complain bout her lol

well...
happy cny 2 every1..

>.<
i have 5 hours of chem catch up 2 do..
PLUS GnT >.<
oh well..
break 4 now..

tha otha day wen i went 4 tha cosultation wit tha facial/oral surgeon guy...
i wz sittin in tha waitin room..
and i picked up this magazine..
jus flickin thru..
then came across this REALLI disturbin article..

it wz bout parricide..
(tha murder of a mother father or CLOSE relative)
i mean so scary..
and tha article wz mainly focusing on this case of this azn dude..
he wz 19..
and he had a sista who wz 13 (i think...?)
apparently tha family wz quite wealthy..
and afta all this careful plannin he murderd his parents and sista..
i mean how scary..?

and apparently annualli this happens on an average of 12 times..
which is 1 case per month..
and jus imagine it..
some1 u LIVE with could be plottin URE death..

and accordingly tha ppl dun have ne mental issues..
they jus are realli distanced and detached..
and seem 2 show little feeling..

but this azn son jus murdered them..
and pretended like it wz a surprise 2 him for months b4 ppl found out..
and he wz in full mournin and stuff...

and tha most hauntin thing in tha article is that there wz anotha case..
of some white guy...
he murdered his sista mother and lil bro..
coz tha parents WOULDNT LET HIM DRIVE THA FAMILY CAR!!!!
i mean WAT THA?!?!?!?
could DRIVIN A CAR
be worth MORE than ure family's lives!?!?!?!?!?!?
jus tha thought of it makes mi skin crawl...

uh oh..
gettin late..
g2g
nite nite
*hugz*

first week of skool...

first week of skoolz finished..
have had most of mi subjects..
and am quite happy..
tho it seemz like hterez heapz of hw..
but its not realli that much..
or it could jus be me...
used 2 gettin away witout doin tha hw..

i wonder..
y do ppl ask "did u miss me?"
i mean wat do they wanna noe?
that we ourselves are lackin such a life
that we're missin em and thinkin of em 24/7?
or that we're so head ova heels that we cant think of ne thin but em?
or wat do they mean by tha actual "MISS"?
yet wen i say i DUN miss em..
they either say im heartless or im lyin....
so wat u want?
an actual lie?
or r u so up of ure self
that ure convincin ure self that im lyin 2 u?
oh well...

ne waiz gettin late...
and mi new yrz resolution wz 2 be asleep by 10 everynite
oh well i broke it...
nite nite
*hugz*

day 3 of skool

3rd day of skool now...
tha teachas i got are ok..
tho not completely happi tho i cant complain
coz some ppl didnt get ne thin they wanted...
turns out that scar chewy and i arent in tha same classes...
oh well
so much 4 hopin 4 tha best..

u noe i wz thinkin 2day...
and i thought...
if ms silberstein say therez tha placebo effect (dunno how 2 spell)
where tha person's heart rate speeds up due 2 tha person thinkin bout it...
and gettin excited therefore increasin tha heart rate...
could some1 by that way convince themselves that they liek some 1?
i mean u could get confused...?
between ure heart rate increasin coz u like that person..
or coz u try and NOTICE whether or not ure heart rate increases..
and there by increasin it?
confusin :S

i realised tha otha day wen i went shopping wit mi mum...
wat i wear is realli gettin more daring...
if u noe wat i mean..?
but them again im not tha 1 doin most of tha choosin..
oh well...

i wonder soemtimes...
how can some ppl go on in their lives not affected by tha way otha ppl talk..?
i mean i can take some..
but i mean i have mi limits...
yet some ppl jus go on by..
or they jus turn it in2 some form of compliment...

g2g
nite nite
*hugz*

BAD DAY

addin 2 tha post on wed...
aust day..
i wz gonna rite more but mi dad wz REALLI annoyed

bein patriotic on aust day is all fine..
but do ppl have 2 turn tha NATIONAL FLAG in2 ITEMS OF CLOTHING?
personalli i find it sorta a form of disrespect
i mean it is tha national flag..
it represents australia..
and ppl turn it in2 clothing..
and jus SIT on it...
*shakez head*

i had tha WORST DAY 2day..
well mi sistaz friend wz goin 2 adventure world
wit friends and family of friends..
and invited her and me..
(plus tha fact that mi mum MADE me go
coz she wz scared taht lina would get lost)
not that i didnt wanna go 2 adventure world
ive neva been..
tho goin wit mi sista and her friends
didnt realli make it seem so appealing as it coulda
but i guess im grateful that they invited me

ne waiz...
all wz goin fine..
then i wz swimmin in tha pool wit this lil girl
who wz tha sista of mi sista's friend's brother's friend
ne waiz
we were swimming..
then she came up and headbutted me in tha jaw..
and since it wz so near mi ear i sorta lost part of mi hearing -.-"
and cos of her age and height...
i missed out on ridin most of tha rides..
coz apparently she wz mi responsibility since i wz tha oldest...
-.-"

tho i did end up ridin tha rampage
and wz scared tha hell outta me...
coz i had jus got outta tha pool b4 i wz still drippin wet...
so wen it wz goin...
i wz slippin and fallin outta tha seat..
and then wen i fell forwards i dunno..
maybe i wz 2 heavy or somethin..
tha safety bar thingy moved forward
and it so freaked me out that i wz gonna fall out...

and then round 2 mi sistaz friend got lost...
so spent tha rest of tha time lookin 4 her..
then i wz late 4 work..
but then turned out that she wz waitin 4 us..
coz she thought we were gonna go on that ride..
but in tha end gave up on waitin in tha line..
and didnt noe that she wz waitin 4 us coz
she had said that she wz gonna go on some ride..
-.-"

so i wz late 4 work...
and mi parents werent home..
i had 2 ask mi sistaz friends mum 2 drop me off at mi house
so i could 2 grab mi clothes 4m mi home
and change at tha resto..
and ended up gettin 2 tha resto
in mi bathers hair out and jus a sarong on
-.-"

and not good since andrew wz workin...
im not sure if i rote bout it..
i jus found out that 1 of tha waiters at mi resto
wz discussin wit his cousin
(whos tha bf of 1 of tha shop's employees who i noe
realli well)
how id react if he (tha waiter) grabbed mi ass
-.-"
and then 2day since i went 2 adventure world..
i got this sunburn (4 tha first time)
on mi face..
and apparently it looked like a blush that wouldnt go away
-.-"
plus plus plus is not good...

and then...
afta i had changed..
i worked tha resto...
i SMASHED 3 glasses..
broke 1 tall glass..
took a menu 2 tha kitchen..
instead of sayin "sorry 2nite tha kitchen is bz"
said "sorry 2nite tha kitchen is bitchin"
cut mi finger...
and a load of otha stuff..
tho cbb mentionin..
plus im sorta runnin outta time..
parents say have 2 turn off SOON

ummm...
went out wit mi sista gar dia and kevin yesterday..
soz scar didnt invite u coz we knew ure still grounded...
originalli it wz gonna be jus me and gar..
but then dia finished her bridgin course jus in time
and wz notified on V LATE notice (15 mins b4 movie start)
we watched alfie..
1 of tha most borin movies...
well in mi opinion tho gar mite have found it interestin
due 2 jude law..
there realli wz no plot 2 tha movie...
tho kevin and lina sittin 2 getha wz a highlite enough
lol

then we ate at sizzlers..
kev and lina sat next 2 each otha again
and played in timezone
well more of me lina and kev played..

and then every1 went home..
and me lina and mum went shopping in westfield..
then bak 2 work that evenin 4 me..

sometimes i wonder..
do i take most things in life 2 seriously..?
like i take jokes 2 seriously..
and i take wat ppl say 2 seriously..

ugh..
g2g
maybe continue thinkin aloud later on...
well not exactly aloud but in written form?
nite nite
*hugz*

aust day

aust day 2day..

stayed at home..
no work coz tha resto wz closed...
tho we ended up goin 2 watch tha fire works..
tho mi dad came late coz he had 2 go buy some stuff...

we arrived at 7..
and sat 4 an hour waitin 4 tha fireworks 2 start..
and while i wz sittin there near tha footpath..
this guy walked past im not sure if he wz sober or drunk
but u noe wat he said?
"its australia day NOT chinese"
i mean im jus slightly offended
but if he wz drunk i guess it wz jus ok..
maybe he didnt noe wat he wz talkin bout in tah first place...
tho if he wz sober...
id be a lil annoyed..
but mostly id sorta pity him
i mean if he realli meant it that way..
i realli feel sorry 4 him
that he didnt think
of tha fact that HE himself ISNT australian...
i mean wat do u have 2 be 2 be considered australian..?
otha than bein borne here wat could he say..?
he WZNT an aboriginal so he cant say his family wz here all along..
so he would jus be as australian as i am..
cept a diff country bakground
ignorant git...

ok
feel much betta
um....
nite nite
*hugz*

annoyed...

dunno..
im not excited that i have 2 go bak 2 skool soon
yet its not like im dreading it...
jus numbness if thats how u can sorta explain it
not realli ne feelin bout it

-.-"
SO annoyed atm..
and some ppl arent helpin at all
bad day of work..
and then ppl who r jus curious..
or love 2 use msn 7 and keep usin tha nudge...
so wen im typin stuff in tagboards
or 4 a post i keep gettin interrupted..
and i think its also how some ppl affect me..
or tha point that i cant stay annoyed at ne 1 4 longer than 20 mins...
or its jus me annoyed at me...
or i could jus conclude pms

ne waiz..
2day...
therez a week left till skool
and how easy is it 2 regret stuff?

and i seriously dunno wat 2 do wit mi sister...
jus tha otha day i caught her tellin some random
which suburb we live in -.-"
or maybe im jus bein paranoid..
oh well
i jus keep tellin her and tellin her..
and now i keep feelin like me mum
i even sound like her sometimes >.<

ne waiz
late
nite nite
*hugz*

Money

money...
*sigh*

i realised recently how much i talk bout it
>.<
and how realli it seems important 2 me i guess...
or not.. ?.?
like how ppl say time is money...
time can sometimes be worth more than money
and with time you can get money..
u could work hard and earn it in time
or win it but all in a matter of time..
but u cant buy time wit money
>.<

i seem 2 waste so much time
and mi parents spend so much of their time 2 get money
and i guess i help 2
but wat 2 do wit so much money..?
u convert such precious time
jus 2 get money
but wat is it worth in tha end?
is that y i keep tryin not 2 spend money...?
i mean i keep talkin bout how little i bought somethin 4
is that y it seems so important 2 me that i save money..?
that its jus time spent converting it 2 money in tha first place..?

its like i wanna get all that time bak..
so i try 2 save money..?
or ...
*sigh*
oh well

time thatz gone cant be retrieved...
yet haunting memories of what was done and wat wznt..
all that could have been changed..
if i had acted differently at that time
and each replay shows a different possibility
a different me..
a different change...
a different ending...
a different everything...
if onli i had done this..
or if onli i hadnt done that..
a variety of wat could have been
yet can no longer be
*sigh*

and then i get flooded with tha empty hollowness...
of great guilt..
like therez no point doin ne thin..
if ure gonna regret it later..
yet i dun think of how by not doin ne thin ill end up regrettin
and i jus seem 2 drift thru time..
second by second..
minute by minute..
hour by hour..
(u prob get tha idea by now)
day by day...
week by week...
yr by yr...
*sigh*

well late
g2g
nite nite
*hugz*

y..?

y cant i keep my ... mouth shut?
but then sometimes y cant i tell tha WHOLE truth?
ugh
alwaiz talk in tha rong situations..
maybe i could jus put it as a late new yr's resolution
attempt not 2 speak wen i shouldnt

well last nite wz last nite of freedom..
got work later on..
*sigh*
oh well
but bak 2 talkin 2 more ppl i guess
not that its a bad thing
but then i dun realli like some pplz
plus tha potential of seein some 1 i used 2 noe

well g2g..
finish later

----------------------------------------------
bak 4m resto...

i SERIOUSLY cant teach
ugh..
2 new ppl 2day...
talk bout short of staff atm..
but i guess thatz y we got new ppl in...
seems so awkward..
i mean im used 2 workin wit certain ppl
or i start 2 get used 2 talkin 2 em
but new ppl harder
oh well

i dunno y
i seem 2 jus ignore ppl
wen i first meet em or like not talk much
not more tahn i have 2..
sorta like an uneasiness
i guess its jus easier 2 distance ure self
but then 2 some ppl
i jus meet em and i cant stop talkin
so weird
oh well

nite nite
*hugz*

daiz

well last few days nothin much happening..
well nothin worth ritin bout..
but ill jus rite tha gist..
went 2 sizzler again
but this time wit grandparents..
played at timezone
exchanged tickets 4 a basketball..

and 2day jus went 2 south perth riverside...
me and mi sista rollerbladin
and mi parents ridin..
and then went 2 kings park 4 a ride
then jus a drive round tha ct..

nothin 2 talk bout...
well hope every1z enjoyin their holz
and hope 2 talk 2 u soon

death

*sigh*
wat has this world come 2..?
i mean wit tha whole tsunami incedent..
and then i read in tha paper this arvo..
apparently pplz have gone 2 tah extremes...
stealing jewlery off tha dead corpses...
or cuttin body parts off other ppl 2 get jewelery..

and then dead pplz bodies bein stolen..
so that tha relatives have 2 pay money bak 2 give them a burial..
i mean pplz lost EVERYTHIN in tha disaster..
and now jus 2 give their beloved some nice burial..
they have 2 PAY 2 get tha body bak..!?!?!?

but then y botha ramblin..?
jus read it outta tha paper..
and waste of post realli
and time...

ne waiz
nite nite
*hugz*

well few more hours and new yr..
and i havent realli written in a while...

i spent boxing day evenin lookin at xmas lightin at pplz houses..
then tah next nite i went 2 ms maud's wit mi grandparents 4 a dinner buffet..
tried oysters 4 tha first time...
28th - went 2 garden city 4 shoppin... didnt find a single thing... went 2 sizzlers in innaloo and watched meet the fockers
29th - went wit mi dad to do deliveries to some pizza place in applecross and then ate pizza near tha foreshore somewhere in applecross and rented out movies
30th - went shopping for books with mi piano teacha
(weird huh? well mi mum arranged it) then watched movies at nite
tonite - went 2 cott beach and sat round... ate pizza then went home.. watched movies..

and thats mi last few days and 2nite..
nothin much happenin..
but at least im spendin more time than usual wit mi dad...

g2g
nite nite
*hugz*

yet anotha xmas

merry xmas every1!!

okz its xmas...
and outside it wz 35 degrees 2day..
and it even rained..

well recount on mi xmas 4 this yr...

last nite (xmas eve)
had xmas dinner at mi grandparents house..
wit all tha family..
except some who couldnt come...
we ended up comin 2 and a half hours late...
but at least we arrived b4 ne 1 had left...
which wz good

um..
then we decided 2 go and see some of tha xmas lightin..
tha 1z tha were in tha paper..
ne waiz..
by tha time we got there
(1 of tha randomly picked addresses 4m tha paper)
we were disappointed 2 see they were already off..
(but then it wz 12 am)
and then wen i finalli got 2 sleep..
wz 2 am ...
got woken up at 5:30 am this mornin by mi sista..
(who stayed awake all thru tha nite)
we went 2 tha beach
came home...
had a nice undisturbed sleep again
then went rollerbladin at tha foreshore..
whilst mi parents were ridin bikes..
and then went 2 kings park..
and just had pizza 4 dinner..
all in all it wz nice 2 have a day off..
and time wit tha family...

well i g2g
nite nite
*hugz*

ugh...
jus got bak 4m work...
and i dunno...
in some random mood that is half way between stressed and pissed off...
tho i think afta a while it should disappear...
so this post mainly a pissed off ramble so dun read if u dun wanna noe..

but itz jus work realli i think..
work at tha resto...
tha western pplz who come in and eat...
wen we set tha tables
we give em a fork a spoon and a set of chopsticks and a serviette..
tha fork and spoon are there 4 a reason..
wen they order ne dish but they DUN noe how 2 use chopsticks..
tha fork and spoon are provided 4 em
coz we not expectin em 2 noe how 2 use tha chopsticks...
BUT some pplz jus 2 sure of themselvez..
and decide 2 use chopsticks 2 eat tha rice..
WHICH is served on a PLATE
so they end up gettin tha rice ALL OVER tha table
and fine if u clean it up ureself...
BUT NO most of em jus leave it there
and we do clean up tha dishes and that afta them..
but wit tah rice all ova tha table itz MORE work !!
not that THAT lazy..
BUT it getz annoyin wen tha WHOLE RESTO is bz..
and therez pplz comin in non stop..
and then havin 2 clean up rice and stuff wen pplz are waitin..
itz jus hard 2 do wit all tha pplz...

AND THEN...
therez tha whole thing where pplz..
OUR RESTO is a SMALL area...
we have VERI LITTLE space...
so PLZ MOVE wen we TRY 2 walk past...
WE ARE NOT ALL STICK THIN

AND THEN...
therez tha whole starin thing happenin again..
this time...
it wz afta i lifted anotha 2 chairs...
i mean WAT is rong wit me bein able 2 lift chairs ova mi head..?
tha customers give me lookz as if ive grown 3 heads or somethin -.-"
and then therez all those whispers i hear...

AND THEN...
whilst i wz liftin a chair..
nearli speared chichi wit a chair leg..
she came racing in ...
and she touched mi bak ..
and i got so freaked out that i nearly speared her wit tha chair leg...

and 2 day i saw this guy...
OMFG he wz SO bloody TALL..
i mean i wz wearin heels..
but he HAD 2 be at least 1 metre taller than me..
i swear..
and he wz round mi height wen he sat down
-.-"
iznt it nice 2 be reminded that ure short..?

ugh..
gettin late..
finish ritin later...
nite nite
*hugz*

new poem blog

well..
ive made a start on that poem blog thingy that i said id do last nite...
tha bakground of tha template is tha 1 that gar used 4 her dp i think..
and i couldnt realli find ne nice blogskins...
so ill stick wit that 1 4 now..
coz i g2g out 2 work soon...
im not sure if ill onli rite poems in there...
depends on how much time i have...
and also if i find an inspiration 4 a poem
or story or a composition of ne kind...

Oh and wen u go 2 tha site it onli shows tha blog body..
but if u wanna comment i have a tagboard...
but u have 2 click on tha word "tagboard" 2 see it..
and same wit tha word "blog" and "info"
well
g2g

i mite rite more later 2nite if i can think of ne thin 2 rite...
bye
*hugz*

new template

well new template...
not realli enough space in tha side bar thingy
2 put in tha quotes or tha idioms and metaphors thingy...
and i doubt u read em ne waiz...
so..
jus leave em out...
i mite put tha happeninz bak in tho i doubt i need that 2..
jus see if i can be bothad..

um...
2day nothin...
jus work again..
kim didnt come 2 tha resto... dunno y..
um...
i got tha boostrix injection at last..
and i soon realised that i had mi hep b wen i wz lil..
coz i thought i had missed em

and pplz...
seemz like no 1 otha than me iz updatin..
oh wellz...
wat can i say...?
otha than me most of u are either :
(a)ova seaz
(b)2 bz
(c)neva online
(d)cant be bothad...
if u pplz did update tho at least thered b somethin4 me 2 do on tha net which is interestin 2 read...
oh wellz
ure choice wen u update..

wat else 2 talk bout 2 pass time...?
nothin...
coz nothin happenz..
maybe ill jus start a poem blog like mona..
somethin 2 rite bout then..
or attempt 2 i guezz...
ill do that 2moro i think...
or wen eva i have tha time..

ne waiz gettin late
i g2g
nite nite
*hugz*

anotha day has gone...
*sigh*
nothin 2 do...
and linaz bored enough goin round and readin mi blog...
so hi lina if ure readin this...

um...
i found tha minin camp certificate thingy 2day..
and thinkin bak it wz SO long ago >.<

and new yrz approaching...
so wat will tha new yr bring..?
new challenges...
new studies..
MORE studies 2 >.<
MORE work
1 more yr of knowledge..
MORE expectations to fulfill
MORE AND MORE...
>.<
and wit somethings less and less...

*sigh*
i think ill do a yr review later on..
cbb now

>.<
parents annoyed...
g2g
nite nite
*hugz*

ice skatin

went ice skatin 2 day ^^
and for tha first time
NO FALLZ !!!
ah so happi..
i mean it wz somethin 2 do..
but saddenin still coz there wz no 1 there i knew otha than mi sista...
and her friend -.-"
but somethin 2 do outside tha house so fun ^^
altho i wz a total loner >.<

i g2g get ready 2 go out 2 work
maybe rite later
*hugz*

work

well...
a nice day of work 2day...
-.-"
there wz anotha joke bout aaranged marriage...
and then there wz tha randomz on tha street that said hi 2 me...
*rollz eyez*
um...
went shoppin 2 day 4 once...
bought nothin realli...
i bought a dvd of mean girls 4 mi sista as her xmas present...
and since i went out shoppin in a black skirt and spag top..
and wen we got bak home it wz time 4 work i had 2 work like that
-.-"

so hard 2 waitress in a skirt...
hopefulli dun have 2 do that again...

umm.. wat else..?

goin iceskatin 2moro..
wit mi sistaz friendz and mi sista -.-"
oh wellz
somethin 2 do

hmm...
i jus realised tha majority of tha friendz ive met a chinese skoolz ive been 2 r guyz...
or like hta pplz i feel closest 2 are guyz...
well in yr 1-3 i didnt realli noe tha pplz...
and afta that i got 2 noe this guy..
and we spent recesses 2getha..
then i change chinese skool..
then i went 2 tha 1 near dalkeith...
total loner..
then just got 2 noe this guy...
then change skool again..
and then loner 4 AGEZ...
then got 2 noe this girl...
then she left..
then got 2 noe this guy...
and this otha guy..
and then 1 of tha guyz left chinese...
and yah...
thatz tha gist...
of mi life as tha antisocial person at chinese...

i guezz thatz jus tha story of tha evenin...
gettin late and me got a throbbin headache >.<
nite nite
*hugz*

well these daiz still nothin 2 rite bout..
so i dun post that often ne morez...

mi mum rote up a time table 4 us 2 follow..
so life is beginnin 2 seem like skool again
wit time restrictions and tha whole repitition of wat 2 do...
herez tha time table:
(since i dun realli have ne thin 2 talk bout)

9am - get up
10:30am - readin or ritin
12:30pm - lunch
1:30pm - clean up round tha house
3:00pm - rest
4:30pm - aftanoon tea
5pm - go out 4 work
then round 8-10 come home...
then online till tha latest which is 11pm.. and sleep

work is like practicalli tha main event of event of tha day these daiz..
i mean 4 once itz actualli startin 2 get interestin...
like therez more staff that mi dad has employed then there used 2 be...
and so more variety of pplz..
and it wz close 2 more like jus a time 2 meet pplz...
and get 2 noe em...
but then realli ive onli worked wit 3 diff pplz in tha last 3 daiz..
andrew... tha playboi of tha resto...
humphery... tha interlectual whoze mum keepz tellin him hez stupid
and kim... well 4 her shez jus nicknamed "tha bitchy lady" by chewy...
and i mean im startin 2 like kim more than i used 2..
coz b4 she wz alwaiz DEAD serious bout everythin..
but now i guezz wit andrew and humphery workin
there seemz 2 be less tension between tha rest of tha staff...

wit tha work...
nothin realli...
um...
i had a total of $4.70 tip 2 day...
and sadly that wz mi highlite 4 tha day..
so i guezz it shows how bored i am dun it..?

there wz this azn guy at tha resto 2 nite...
and wen he came in they needed anotha chair 4 tha table..
and i couldnt get thru coz tha resto wz packed...
so i lifted tha chair above mi head and carried ova 2 their table...
he jus stared at me and then he asked "do u work out heapz?"
-.-"
i mean seriously...
wat am i ..? some bloody weakling..?
do us girls have 2 work out jus 2 be strong enough lift a bloody chair..
or r we so frail that we have 2 stay at home and jus sew ?!?!??!?!?!?!?!
or im just takin that comment 2 seriously..
also some random azn dude wz eyeballin me again at tha resto 2 day...
*rollz eyez*

and some pplz jus dun get a hint of wen 2 leave...
i mean i wz closin tha doorz and all they did wz stare at me and continued talkin
and then i gave em tha bill..
and they jus kept talkin..
-.-"
oh wellz

well i sorta ran outta stuff 2 talk bout..
and im startin 2 get tired so yah..
nite nite
*hugz*