nearly finished wit exams !!!!

exams, exams and more exams... but i guess that its good that soon they'll be ova and holz are here and i can get some rest.... this week has mainly been study and exams... well all except 4 tue which i spent watchin movies a bit... Mon:S+e exam went alrite i guess.. Wed:French and English exam... well tah french i practicalli failed... it wz SO long... and the english exam i think i stuffed up coz i dont think tha essay had ne structure wat so eva... Thur(2day): Science Exam consistin of tha Physics, Bio and Chem... I guess i did ok ova all... but wit tha exams i havenet felt at all stressed... either that or i do feel stressed but cant identify it as stress... math test 2moro... pplz wish me luck.. coz i prob gonna fail... oh well... hmmm... i jus found out that mi sista called me a 3 timer... -.-" 4 wat??? 4 jus usin tha bloody webcam... this is saddenin... wen i dont even go out wit ne guyz or ne thing... i'm sick and tired i guess bout hearin bout relationships al2getha... i mean from jus friends to god noes wat... i jus wann... hmmm... i dunno wat i want... oh well... and lookin bak on some of tha pix 4m america i look so old >.< oh well... well there isnt much 2 talk bout... nothin special happen... coz need concentrate on study... or maybe me jus unobservant... oh well... nite nite

1 week till end of skool

i havent posted in agez it seemz but it wz onli a few daiz ago....

exams start 2moro...
and time is goin by so sluggishly...
i should be studyin but i realli cant be stuffed...
plus i'm not takin s+e next yr ne waiz...

nothin realli happen this week...
im not jetlagged ne more..
but mi sleep pattern is still bit stuffed up....
its like i get home at 5pm..
and instead of gettin changed and studyin...
or doin wateva i have 2 do that day...
i jus fall asleep...
and end up gettin up at 7am tha next mornin...
so barely ne study is gettin done...
and none of mi hw is done either...

so that wz most of mi week...
jus skool... and then tha majority of tha afternoon and evenin sleepin...
and yesterday i managed 2 get up 2 go 2 chinese skool...
nothin much happend...
usual classes...
chinese skool teacha and her family fell ill...
so she wznt in tha class all tha time so it wz bit more slack...

on thur nite tha chinese skool principal specificalli called me..
to inform mi mum, lina and i 2 stay at skool
coz she invited pplz 4m taiwan 2 come and teach us cultural arts stuffz...
it wz gonna start at 1:30 and it wz gonna last till 4:30pm...
thatz round 3 hours long... plus lunch which meant
i would have 2 stay 4 hours and 30 minz longer than usual at tha temple...
so there went mi day of sat studyin...

but wen it wz time 2 start i decided not 2 do tha activities(dancin and arts and craft)...
so instead i hid 4m tha principal and mi mum and mi sista wit andy in tha courtyard area of tha temple...
then later...
went 2 andy's grandparents' house wit raymond and andy...
got 2 see tha shed in tha bak wit all tha lion dancin stuffs, swords and otha stuff...
and den we jus sat round and talked in his room...
watched both of em sleep... lolz
then round 4:20 went bak 2 tha temple...
met up wit mum and lina...
and went home...
got home and fell asleep...

and that wz mi yesterday...
and 2day i've mainly spent doin nothin in particular...
jus sorta wonderin round tha house...
nothin in particular...

so ye dats mi day..
*hugz
bye

first day bak at skool...
and yet again everythin felt like a blur...
next week is exams >.<
and i dunno y but itz like i have moments wen i get realli stressed..
then tha next few moments everythin is fine again...
it feelz so weird...

mi comp in mi room is stuffed up >.<
everytime i log on it logs me off straight away :(
so now i cant access it and itz realli annoyin me...
its like i wanna talk 2 pplz on msn usin mi comp coz itz all nice in there..
but no... now if i wanna use tha comp i have 2 use tha 1 in mi dad's room...

i jus finished reading sixational (aka six appeal) by meg cabot...
coz i wz 2 lazy 2 do study and i couldnt go online due 2 mi comp stuffed up...
itz okz i guezz...

otha than exams not realli ne thin happenin comin up...
there iz tha hols and tha show....
and then afta that is bak 2 skool...

i dunno but ive got a feelin that im gonna fail tha exams...
but as per usual ive found that im not worried that much bout it...
well tha majority of tha time..

ugh... i feel like talkin 2 pplz...
but then pplz i wanna talk 2 not online...
maybe i should jus fone dem..
but then take up fone bill...
plus that fact that as usual i have nothin 2 talk bout...

i keep repeatin mi self... -.-"
oh well... jus me i guess...

itz gettin cold in this room...
and since no1z online im goin...
nite nite
bye
*hugz

bak in aust ^^

hmmm... i'm not sure if i should be celebratin that i'm bak... there are all tha good and bad thingz bout comin bak... and leavin... well... finalli bak in mi house and 2nite i get 2 sleep in mi bed 4 tha first time in like 2 and a half weekz... well i can barely remember a thin 4m minin camp... it feelz like that wz last yr... and mi trip in america feelz like it wz 2 monthz long.... i took all mi filez ova... and didnt do a single bitta study.. every nite i wz either 2 tired or i cbb... *sigh* and tha temperature wz humid and all stuffy... and then there wz tha actual wedding... it wz pretty good i guezz... there wz 450 guests 4 tah dinner... and i had 2 sing again... >.< this time i think i realli sounded crap... plus tha dress i wz wearin seemed a lil short and tha straps bit short... but all in all it wz all good... :) we stayed in los angeles.... first 3 nitez wz spent at disneyland hotel... went 2 disneyland... then tha family hired a 15 person van and went 2 las vegas... stayed in tha stratosphere.... travelled 5 hours by van 2 go c tha grand canyon coz tha adultz wanted 2... all adultz and cousins in their 20s went gamblin and drinkin at nite... which left me in charge of tha kidz... >.< then went bak 2 los angeles... stayed in tha ramada inn... i went swimmin there... and fell ill i ended up vomitin 3 timez thruout tha nite... then tha next day we helped set up 4 tha wedding... mum went shoe shopping... and then wz tha wedding... then afta tha wedding slept 4 tha nite at tha crappy ramada hotel... and flew this mornin... tha plane flights wasted so much time... i mean seriously... it took 24 hours each flight 4m los angeles to perth... with a stop ova at singapore for 3 hours... so that tha main gist of mi hol in america... i guezz it wz realli good 2 meet up wit family again... and cousins... but then mi cousins were either 20+ or 11 or less... so ya... me stuck in tha middle.. >.< but then wit tha meetin up... also came tha family competition... nice 2 find out that mi cousin on 2 her 3rd masters... *sigh* well... ne waiz... i met mi bro-in-law... hez azn... round 30... wearz glasses... doin economics i think... but didnt get 2 talk properly coz he and cousin bz wit wedding preparations... and me and family doin typical tourist thing goin everywhere and takin pix... exams next week... and atm... me feelin jet lagged... zzzzzzzzzZzzzZzzzzzzzZzzzzz so tired... i dunno y i keep noticing that tha 2 main q i keep gettin asked these last 2 weekz wz : 1) "where are u 4m?" OR 2) "do u have a boyfriend?" -.-" wat iz wit pplz... tha second 1 wz mainly asked by relativez... but then as u prob have heard tha trukkie i got 4 tha minin camp asked me that... and some otha pplz but i cant remember who... and then that first 1... mainly asked by friendz of mi cousins... and some pplz i think at tha social... and hank tha trukkie... and some randomz at tha airport... it wz so weird... i mean y do random weird thingz alwaiz happen 2 me!??!!?!?!?!?!? so scary sometimez... worse if u dunno wat they talkin bout... and then therez tha age mistake... i mean some1 asked if i wz in college... which iz like tha equivalent of tafe but then college iz 4 tha pplz who less smart i think... i dunno if college offerz trade appreinteships tho... (how eva u spell) ugh... i so tired... but if i sleep now i may stuff up mi sleepin pattern more... i mean i've spent mi last 2 weekz lacking of sleep... i mean on mining camp it wz waking up early for tha breaky... and 2 get 2 tha shower... got at round 4/5 >.< and in america it wz sleepin late coz wz alwaiz out lookin at stuff coz tha adults felt like it or coz wedding preparations or tha wedding itself... thinkin bak.. interestinly... tha fri nite of tha social wz tha same nite as tha yr 9 social... tha 6/7 social and tha 1 at ccgs thatz y there were that many carz wen i left... i wonder how tha college choir went 4 tha trophy winnerz concert... oh well hope they did well.... hmmm... cant think of ne thin more 2 say so maybe i'll jus publish... bye *hugz

*sigh*

timez passin away... time slowly tickin... as we ourselvez dont notice... friendshipz driftin apart... new 1z beginnin all tha time... hmmm... wat happend 2 day..? well... i guezz we had chinese skool...and i saw andy...and then i went home... and slept.. and i've been online since i woke up... thatz mainly it... these daiz... i dunno y... mi mind and thoughtz seem 2 start wonderin... i mean itz bit strange.. coz usualli.. all that happenz is i stare out.. and mi mind jus focuses on a subject and mi mind goez blank.. but these daiz... itz liek all these thoughtz come in2 mind... itz different.... and sorta strange... oh wellz... wat else 2 talk bout...? umm... i g2g nite nite *hugz [6 daiz 2 go... ]

*sigh*

timez passin away... time slowly tickin... as we ourselvez dont notice... friendshipz driftin apart... new 1z beginnin all tha time... hmmm... wat happend 2 day..? well... i guezz we had chinese skool...and i saw andy...and then i went home... and slept.. and i've been online since i woke up... thatz mainly it... these daiz... i dunno y... mi mind and thoughtz seem 2 start wonderin... i mean itz bit strange.. coz usualli.. all that happenz is i stare out.. and mi mind jus focuses on a subject and mi mind goez blank.. but these daiz... itz liek all these thoughtz come in2 mind... itz different.... and sorta strange... oh wellz... wat else 2 talk bout...? umm... i g2g nite nite *hugz [6 daiz 2 go... ]

s+e...(again)
ne waiz...
jus finish small bzness day...
it went alrite i guezz...
but then we didnt sell everythin...
oh well...

had choir dis mornin...
and then had p1 and 2....
and then recess...
then p 3 i missed most of coz i had small bzness day...
but then it stuffed up coz i ended up bein 1 outta 4 that did tha set up...
coz 2 pplz had inclass essay so thatz okz..
i still meant 2 have melissa toh come down and help me...
but then apparently she 4got...
so i wz standin there by mi self tryin 2 work out how 2 actualli set up wen tha place wz so windy...
and then all tha paper in mi diary flew away across tha great court coz of tha huge wind.... -.-"
oh well...

wat else..?
hmmm... no 1 online... but then u can expect that..

work exp next week... agghh...
i still gotta pack...
and sorri if i snapped at ne1 dis mornin... i realli stressed out atm...

but itz all good that i have small bzness ova so no need 2 worry bout that *phew*
but still gotta make a decision on whether or not 2 perform on tha harp 4 tha music tour 4 vienna...

u realli hate makin decisions....
hmmm... got voice lesson now..
g2g
bye
*hugz*

[8 daiz 2 go....]

s+e

s+e...
nothin 2 do..
small business day 2moro...

itz so quiet.... oh well time 2 relax and reflect i guezz...
come 2 think of it...
these daiz tha onli time i get 2 jus sit and sorta relax at skool iz durin s+e...
not realli taht much work involved since i have mr o...

minin camp next week...
i gonna be so bored on tha bus trip there...
i mean sittin on tha bus for 7 hours!!!
i aint gonna liek it... but oh well..
i'll have dia and scar 2 entertain me :P

now daiz i realli startin 2 reconsider mi choicez 4 subjects next yr...
i dunno if i should change outta human bio in2 some humanitiez subject...
i realli worry bout if i stuff up then it'll go bad...
oh well....

itz artz week...
so every day this week is day x... me so happi!!
but then we've alwaiz got some random thing 2 go 2...
there wz tha talent quest 2 day as well as tha dance fest performance...
thiz year tha talent quest wz so much betta than last yrz...
so funni

half tha lesson 2 go...
and i've gotten a realli big headache...
hmm... i wonder if itz dehydration... or if i'm jus sick....

ugh...
2 much stress this week...
2 much due 2moro....
i've still got mi maths invest 2 work out... all mi pom pom hair ties 2 sew up... mi english journal thatz due... mi bio test...

i dunno if itz me...
or if itz pms... or jus otha pplz....
but these daiz itz as if i cant tolerate ne thin ne morez...
esp it seemz like in tha mornin... i jus am so pissed off...
and then also durin commerce... and some otha classes...
i dont wanna be pissed off but then pplz jus seem 2 get on mi nervez so easily...

oh well...
class is ova...
*hugz
bye

[9 daiz 2 go...]

s+e...
mr o iz jus sittin across tha room and talkin 2 pplz... typical...
nothin 2 do... and no 1 iz on msn...

so ye...
tha mid term break iz ova so quickly...
oh well..
and now i got heapza stuff 2 do coz i didnt do ne hw....
oh well...

well tha second half of tha w/e wz okz...
i went 2 tha temple on sun and had a lovely vegetarian lunch...
and then stayed at home 4 tha rest of tha day...

but now i'm sorta gettin worried bout miself...
i mean i'm not sure if i've developed an eatin disorder or somethin...
i hope not... but then i dont think i've been eatin properly..
wen i feel like eatin... i sorta lose mi appetite no matter
oh well end of class finish later...

========== continued ==========

ne waiz... i think i wz on tha topic of mi eatin habitz...
oh well... i hope it getz betta soon..

well atm... i'm a quarter tryin 2 study 4 2moroz mathz test....
a quarter makin a pom pom 1 quarter typin dis... and 1 quater chattin...
very bad habbit..
oh wellz... it keepz me 4m stressin...
or maybe i should get mi prioritiez straight...

i dunno y... sometimez... life feelz like itz full of deceit..
and liez... and as if therez heapza pplz out there 2 jus trick u and fool u and then laugh...oh well...

and then.. yesterday..
went 2 tha ct... walked round... now i hurt all ova... >.< 2 much walkin i guezz.... mi arms and mi shoulders hurt and mi nose ?.? oh well...
well walked round... met scar and then met andy later on at joy garden.. then lina went off wit her friendz...(4 once!!! but i got told off later on 4 it... -.-") and so scar and i had 2 walk 2 and from tha ct repeatedly... and then scar left and it wz jus me and andy..
we walked round tha ct 4 a while... still havent found a prezzie 4 dad 4 father's day... and then got home round 6 or 7 some time den... and then thatz bout wat happedn 4 mi day yesterday...

mi life seemz so borin...
oh well... betta go finish studyin and then get some harp practise done or mi teachaz gonna kill me...
nite nite
*hugz

[11 daiz 2 go...]

*sigh*

*sigh*hmmm.... happi bday 4 kat 2moro... tho i doubt she readz mi blog... but oh well... itz tha mid term break... so i had fri off and mon also... i spent fri at garden ct... went wit jade and dia.. and met up wit scar dere... had lunch (and breakfast 4 me)... we were gonna go see tha girl next door... but we ended up watchin white chicks coz dia 4got 2 bring her library card 2 verify her age... tha movie wz quite good i guezz... but i dunno y... i'm not sure if i wz sick or ne thin.. but i felt realli sick.. i ended up vomitin a bit in tha bathroom half way thru tha movie... and then.. walked round 4 anotha while... then went home... but then b4 that both scar and dia decided 2 call AND sms andy on mi fone wit out me noein... -.-" and he called bak... lolz so funny... ne waiz... went home 2 get ready 4 cadetz... andy called up again 2 wonderin wat wz up and if it wz urgent... and me sorta in a towel and doin mi hair... so i promised i'd call him bak some otha time... had cadetz... froze 2 death... and got called mrs braidy.. -.-" i mean first house wife.. now somethin specific.. -.-" okz... 2day... had chinese skool... mi teacha decided to invite her friend along 2 class... apparently her friend iz like some famous advertisin actress person... ne waiz... i hated it... then skipped lunch... and wz picked up by mum and dad... went 2 ct wit em 2 get tha plane tickets... went home... then spent bout an hour at home... went out 2 tha resto 2 help coz 1 of tha employees called in sick... worked till round 9... called andy bak 2 clear up everythin... (4 once i could talk on tha phone wit out mi sista interferin..) coz shez at her friendz house... ne waiz... yah... tahtz mi w/e so far... 2moro goin 2 tha temple on money st... prob have lunch there... and then find somethin 2 do.. damn... mum wont lemme go out until afta tha trip... -.-" *sigh* oh well.. gettin late... nite nite *hugz* [14 daiz 2 go....]

Bored Bored.... doin some quizzez... resultz below.. Color Quiz Your Existing situation: Easily affected by her environment and readily moved by the emotions of others. Seeks congenial relationships and an occupation which will promote them. Your Stress Sources Resilience and tenacity have become weakened. Feels overtaxed, worn out, and getting nowhere, but continues to stand her ground. She feels this adverse situation as an actual tangible pressure which is intolerable to her and from which she wants to escape, but she feels unable to make the necessary decision. Your Restrained Characteristics Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity. Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation. Your Desired Objective Preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature, whether erotically stimulating or otherwise. Wants to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality with an altogether charming and impressive influence on others. Uses tactics skillfully so as to avoid endangering her chances of success or undermining others' confidence in herself Your Actual Problem The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or her reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. She attempts to remedy this by intense activity and by insistence on getting her own way. Faulty self-control can lead to ungovernable displays of anger. Your Actual Problem #2 The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her to play her part with an urgent and hectic intensity. click on a shape Introspective Sensitive Reflective You come to grips more frequently and thoroughly with yourself and your environment than do most people. You detest superficiality; you'd rather be alone than have to suffer through small talk. But your relationships with your friends are very strong, which gives you the inner tranquility and harmony that you require. You do not mind being alone for extended periods of time; you rarely become bored.

colorgenics
You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalize but you need to realize a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.

The Map
The Map personality is often deeply and intimately involved in the world. This world however is usually inside his/her own mind. Thoughtful to the extreme, this type is often obsessed with perfection and the rules governing their own personal interests. They are generally good-natured people, and are often in areas not important to them very easy-going. Step across the line in regard to something the Map deems important however and you will recognize the wrath of the true believer. Principles to the Map are generally black and white. Their understanding of these principles however are always in question. Because the Map personality believes strongly in justice, it will often question its own perceptions, in fear that a mistake could have disastrous consequences. This prevents the Map personality from becoming too dictatorial or didactic.

ABC
You seem to have a Type B personality. Your personality draws characteristics from each of the other personality types, that is, Type A and Type C. Either you adjust your behavior depending on the situation, or you tend to be moderated in your attitudes. In any case, you are the most balanced of the three personality types.

oh well...
enoughz enoughz..
nite nite
*hugz

stupid math... i realli dislike prob solving.... oh well... i dont realli see tha point of thiz week... i mean they say itz meant 2 be stress less and all... but EVERYTHING is due NEXT WEEK!!!! i mean realli... 4m 1 extreme 2 anotha... and then all followed by work ex... bz bz term.... okz... oh well... sometimez some pplz realli get on mi nervez and annoy me... thinkin bout it... i could say i realli hate them but then tha word hate iz quite strong... but then some pplz i noe... *shakez head* i mean they are hypocritez.. and they dont seem 2 realise... if they do still.... or i could say they jus r 2 harsh wen they make their commentz... (and thiz aint directed at u scar...) i mean even if they aint gonna hear it realli iznt rite of u 2 judge em...

i mean itz practicalli human nature 2 judge everythin in sight...
but still.. even if ure gonna voice it... u realli shouldnt unless u understand their circumstances or situation...


i mean by judgin so quickly.. judgin by name... appearance... and maybe how they act... u dont realli get 2 noe em.. it jus leadz 2 racism and discrimination by judgin 2 quickly... every1 doez it... but then if pplz keep it 2 a minimum.. then everythin'd be fine... if not... at least betta...


but then there are some cases where ure first judgement of tha person realli how they are by appearance...
*sigh*
i talkin round in circlez...
maybe i just talkin in circlez coz therez no1 2 talk 2 atm...
i mean pplz jus not replyin for some reason or otha...
*sigh*
every1 has their own reason...



oh well...
betta sleep now...
nite nite
*hugz
[still 17 daiz 2 go...]

stupid math... i realli dislike prob solving.... oh well... i dont realli see tha point of thiz week... i mean they say itz meant 2 be stress less and all... but EVERYTHING is due NEXT WEEK!!!! i mean realli... 4m 1 extreme 2 anotha... and then all followed by work ex... bz bz term.... okz... oh well... sometimez some pplz realli get on mi nervez and annoy me... thinkin bout it... i could say i realli hate them but then tha word hate iz quite strong... but then some pplz i noe... *shakez head* i mean they are hypocritez.. and they dont seem 2 realise... if they do still.... or i could say they jus r 2 harsh wen they make their commentz... (and thiz aint directed at u scar...) i mean even if they aint gonna hear it realli iznt rite of u 2 judge em...

i mean itz practicalli human nature 2 judge everythin in sight...
but still.. even if ure gonna voice it... u realli shouldnt unless u understand their circumstances or situation...


i mean by judgin so quickly.. judgin by name... appearance... and maybe how they act... u dont realli get 2 noe em.. it jus leadz 2 racism and discrimination by judgin 2 quickly... every1 doez it... but then if pplz keep it 2 a minimum.. then everythin'd be fine... if not... at least betta...


but then there are some cases where ure first judgement of tha person realli how they are by appearance...
*sigh*
i talkin round in circlez...
maybe i just talkin in circlez coz therez no1 2 talk 2 atm...
i mean pplz jus not replyin for some reason or otha...
*sigh*
every1 has their own reason...



oh well...
betta sleep now...
nite nite
*hugz
[still 17 daiz 2 go...]

commerce

commerce atm...

meant 2 be doin prof and loss statement..

but then i dont understand wat 2 do...

so now i got somethin 2 do...

or it seemz like i'm doin somethin...

lianz actualli gettin tha work done as usual....

joanne iz at a music lesson..

melissaz jus on friendster (again..)



nothin 2 do...

tha net connectionz stuffed up...

and melissaz askin me y it not workin..

-.-"

i mean i cant help it...

so ye...

i jus half type and half make a pom pom...



hmm... got house act next.. then stupid french and english...

oh well.. at least i'll get 2 jus lie down and read 4 english..

but tha english jounal due soon... >.<



hmm...

wat 2 do now???

so bored....



tha teacha doeznt noe wat shez teachin... i mean she keepz correctin herself...
watz tha point in that????
i prefer ms stein so much more...
pluz commerce iz so borin 4 me...
i guezz i wont be an accountant so bloody borin...
and tha funni thing iz that atm...
everytime i see a relative itz all bout askin wat i subjectz i choosin and wat i wanna be...
i mean i've still got time...
stop buggin me...


in mathz b4...
ms bayly yet again turned on hymnz 2 listen 2...
-.-"
cept thiz time they were those lil kiddee happi 1z that can get so annoyin....
she event tried 2 get us 2 learn 1 of em...
tara got tha 1st verse...
thatz prob y she noez tha namez of tha bookz of tha first testament off by heart....


got bout 5 minz left of class...
bye
*hugz
[17 daiz 2 go...]

*sigh*

s+e... got tha s+e excursion later on 2day... hmm... got commerce next... and then science afta... i guezz tha daiz gonna be okz... theze daiz i dunno y... i keep typin posts but i neva actualli end up publishin em... i mean i may even jus feel like typin 1 up... then by tah time tah screen actualli loadz... i jus sitt and stare at tha screen find somethin else 2 do and then i wont end up postin ne thing.. *sigh* hmm... i noticed... mondayz i also usualli jus go 2 tha shop..... grab heapza junkfood... and then spend monday evenin bingin on food.. me jus gett fatter and fatter.... oh well.. i wonder sometimez... i mean i think of mi life as full of responsibilitiez.. but i wonder if they realli r there... i mean... i noe i've got mi lil sister 2 worry bout.... but do i jus mother her and try 2 do 2 much??? do i jus choose 2 have thiz responsibility??? i mean like gar said i could alwaiz refuse it... so do i choose 2 actualli take on tha reponisibilitiez... or r they actualli there... do i realli hav a choice in it all??? *sigh* and then... therez mi skool work... i noe that i do hav 2 do it... but y dont i??? do i hav mi prioritiez ordered in tha rong way??? wat do i value??? wat do i actualli think iz important??? *think think think* ugh... itz rainin again... see??? so easily distracted... oh well... must concentrate more... but then i'm distracted 4m mi class work by typin thiz post... oh well... time iz tickin away... time time time... how i hate it sometimez... "time iz a precious resource" sayz mr o... -.-" i guezz every1z runnin outta it... i handed in mi science subject form in thiz mornin... i doubt i'd get mi choicez tho... hmmm.. i wonder... y dont pplz think.... some pplz i guezz jus get along in life.. jus havin fun... dont stop 2 think or read tha fine linez... i mean i'm not directin thiz at ne 1 in particular... but still... there are pplz who jus waste time.... and get good resultz... and there r those who work so hard... and still dont achieve their goal... and those who work very hard and finalli do... i mean... eg. there are some pplz in mi science class... they r in tha top class.. yet they jus dont do ne thing... they fool round... and therez like lian.. who workz so hard... i wonder... am i 1 of those pplz who realli waste time??? i prob am.. but itz not like mi markz are that good... maybe i realli should get mi act 2 getha and get bak on trak.. come 2 think of it... i spent most of last yr slackin off in s+e and english... maybe thatz y i got pretty bad class... i mean i have practicalli no consistancy in ne of mi work... i dont even remember a time of workin hard... lalalalalala... nearly end of class... i need somethin 2 do... gar.. i'll put up tha metaphorz 2nite prob 4 u kz??? um... wat else 2 say in tha last 2 minz??? oh well... betta publish tha post... thiz time i aint gonna jus close it.. bye *hugz [18 daiz 2 go...]

i realli give up... tha middle of thiz blog iz realli stuffed up... i spent most of last nite tryin 2 fix it 2 later realise it wz tha layoutz of each individual post... so i deleted some of tha stuffed up onez...
so ye... therez some posts missin...

okz...
yesterday wz pretty borin... and so wz tha day b4... tha drill comp iz comin up next w/e... i'll prob have 2 go... coz i dont have a reason not 2 go... pluz i'm stuck on tha cheer sqd... i mean it wz that or i'd have 2 do tha air rec thingy... i mean i'm REALLI crap at air rec...so ye..

therez tha fieldcraft camp at bindoon comin up as well...
*sigh* jus lookin at mi diary... therez so much comin up!!!
ugh... i mean therez all thiz stuff...so bz!!!

hmm... jus realised... next week'll be 1 yr since i first rote in thiz current blog... i cant believe itz been onli 1 yr...
seemz like agez ago...

oh well...
betta get mi hw done...
maybe post again 2 nite...

ugh cant remember tha last time i posted..
ne waiz...
wat happend in tha last few daiz...
mi sista sprained her ankle...
and thatz bout all that realli happend that i can remember...


there goez mi memory...


i jus got bak 4m cadetz...
we had pplz 4m hk come... they were like 4m tha hk air force pplz or somethin....
watched drill sqd... and then afta i heard em say...
"letz go" as soon as we were told 2 clean up...
lolz they were so eager 2 leave...
and tha thing iz they said it so loud but then like no 1 understand canto so i guezz it wz fine...


hmmm... got chinese skool 2moro...
garz i dunno y but i cant open ure blog...


damn... i cant change that template coz blog skinz stuffed up atm...
oh well...


so....


nothin 2 do...
life so borin sometimez...
but then i have mi hw 2 do... yet i dont do it.... me so lazy... thatz prob y some of mi gradez drop...


hmm.. there wz that engineerin thingy that ms bayley wz talkin bout... i wonder if i should try out... but then i dont exactly wanna show pplz mi report... oh welll... tryin out has no harm...
hmm...
betta go 2 sleep...
nite nite
*hugz

*sigh* so bored... Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia tha fear of long wordz... how sad... i mean how mean iz it??? i feel sorry 4 tha pplz that have that fear... they have tha fear yet wen they need 2 explain it they scare themselvez 2 death... hmm... i spent 2 hours at tha piano 2 day... thatz like hta longest i've played since i dont practise... i guezz i wz jus havin bitta fun 4 once... i mean tha piecez i played started gettin so familiar mi mind started jus wonderin off... and i guezz it wz quite relaxin.. 4 once i actualli enjoyed tha piano... mmm... white burgandy.. ne waiz... wat 2 talk bout... so strange... 2 nite... everytime i open a convo 2 talk.. afta a while every1 go offline straight away... am i that much of a reject or loner??? *sigh* oh well... i dunno y... theze daiz i like playin instrumentz... i mean itz not that i didnt like playin em b4.. but now i like 2 more than i usualli do... or it could jus be tha white burgandy... er... betta get sleep nite nite *hugz

commerce

in commerce atm...
got bout 45 minz b4 i have 2 go...
got notha performance... >.<

last nite i had tha mini harp performance... i did SO crap...

i kept stuffin up...

oh well...



but i guezz itd be heapz worse if i stuff up at tha joondalup eisteidford (how eva spell)...

we're up against st stephenz chior mainly... and chorale has pulled out...

i mean thatz good 4 us...

but then... that meanz that we as a skool prob not win 4 that section...
*sigh*

at least i miss out on skool... but then i also miss out on free dress day...

but then if i wz gonna dress up i wouldnt noe wat 2 wear ne waiz...

i hope mi harp teacha wont find out bout me performin as a choir 4 tha eistedford coz...

she wz liek encouragin 4 me 2 perform on tha harp there.. and tha onli reason she gave up...

wz that i told her that mi parentz wouldnt let me go 4 so much competition....

and now i'm goin 2 go sing...

oh well...

durin tha rehersal thiz mornin... it seemed like every single one of her correctionz were aimed at me... oh well... i neva said i wz good at singin... i jus love 2 sing :D



wat else??? oh in mathz jus b4.. i couldnt believe it... ms bayley had her comp on... and had windowz media player on... so i thought she mite play some music... she told us that she'd play some music on tha comp... turned out 2 be HYMNS!!! -.-" i mean realli... i wouldnt have even minded if it were classical music... BUT they were hymnz... tha onez that we sung 4 college sunday!!! but by some otha random vocalist...



hmm...

maybe i'll jus leave earli...

tara jus told tha teacher we leavin in 17 minz...

wat 2 say for bout 15 minz???

lalala...

scar it tha name of tha song i think wz renew mi heart lord...
oh welll mite as well log offnow...
no point in typin ne morez since i cant think of ne thin 2 say...
bye
*hugz

*sigh* me feelin realli sick... i mean durin p.e. i wz liek seein lil white thingyz floatin everywhere... we played modcrosse... and i ran in2 elissa a few timez... kat got hit by tha ball a few timez as well lolz.... and then afta she asked me 2 look at her head 2 see if she wz bleedin... so cute^^ i cant believe itz thurz... itz like tha time iz goin very slowly yet not as slow as i think... sorta fast and slow... oh well... at least i gettin heapza music practise done.... damn i g2g... bye *hugz