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s+e... got tha s+e excursion later on 2day... hmm... got commerce next... and then science afta... i guezz tha daiz gonna be okz... theze daiz i dunno y... i keep typin posts but i neva actualli end up publishin em... i mean i may even jus feel like typin 1 up... then by tah time tah screen actualli loadz... i jus sitt and stare at tha screen find somethin else 2 do and then i wont end up postin ne thing.. *sigh* hmm... i noticed... mondayz i also usualli jus go 2 tha shop..... grab heapza junkfood... and then spend monday evenin bingin on food.. me jus gett fatter and fatter.... oh well.. i wonder sometimez... i mean i think of mi life as full of responsibilitiez.. but i wonder if they realli r there... i mean... i noe i've got mi lil sister 2 worry bout.... but do i jus mother her and try 2 do 2 much??? do i jus choose 2 have thiz responsibility??? i mean like gar said i could alwaiz refuse it... so do i choose 2 actualli take on tha reponisibilitiez... or r they actualli there... do i realli hav a choice in it all??? *sigh* and then... therez mi skool work... i noe that i do hav 2 do it... but y dont i??? do i hav mi prioritiez ordered in tha rong way??? wat do i value??? wat do i actualli think iz important??? *think think think* ugh... itz rainin again... see??? so easily distracted... oh well... must concentrate more... but then i'm distracted 4m mi class work by typin thiz post... oh well... time iz tickin away... time time time... how i hate it sometimez... "time iz a precious resource" sayz mr o... -.-" i guezz every1z runnin outta it... i handed in mi science subject form in thiz mornin... i doubt i'd get mi choicez tho... hmmm.. i wonder... y dont pplz think.... some pplz i guezz jus get along in life.. jus havin fun... dont stop 2 think or read tha fine linez... i mean i'm not directin thiz at ne 1 in particular... but still... there are pplz who jus waste time.... and get good resultz... and there r those who work so hard... and still dont achieve their goal... and those who work very hard and finalli do... i mean... eg. there are some pplz in mi science class... they r in tha top class.. yet they jus dont do ne thing... they fool round... and therez like lian.. who workz so hard... i wonder... am i 1 of those pplz who realli waste time??? i prob am.. but itz not like mi markz are that good... maybe i realli should get mi act 2 getha and get bak on trak.. come 2 think of it... i spent most of last yr slackin off in s+e and english... maybe thatz y i got pretty bad class... i mean i have practicalli no consistancy in ne of mi work... i dont even remember a time of workin hard... lalalalalala... nearly end of class... i need somethin 2 do... gar.. i'll put up tha metaphorz 2nite prob 4 u kz??? um... wat else 2 say in tha last 2 minz??? oh well... betta publish tha post... thiz time i aint gonna jus close it.. bye *hugz [18 daiz 2 go...]