Why Would I Run...? Why Do I Run...?

another weekend gone...
or at least at this rate going..
its sun night
*sigh*

what should i be doing ?
my molec bio lab report due on tues.

how much have i done?
...

anyways.
sitting around on a weekday evening..
i found myself watching today tonight.
not quite sure why.. i cant remember why
but i was.

what was it on about this time?
1) the great dangers of hair dying (mainly allergies mind you)
2) the use of aromatics in retail stores
3) the 'big guy' of tv advertising

talk about what made tv easy to advertise for..
there was the suggestion that people nowadays
were more willing to find an escape.

Escapism.

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mm.. that was 4ish days ago...
what'd've i gotten up to as of late?
work the last few nights
and well.. on tues.. it was lab report rushing..
buttttt..
not like you care :)

our internet connection's been really crappy
and i dun even know why im talking about this..
ok.. now trying to continue on with before..

Escapism..

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or.. not.
things happen i guess
hmm actually more of.. time passes...
mostly coz of procrat... sadly.
but but its my escape from study.

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hmmm -.-
i want this one over n done with
but i never get around to it..
am i even escaping the bother of having to type this?

anyways.
i dun wanna be on track with it anymore
ill just write something and post this.

ive been blog-flicking again...
tho cant really 'flick' since i dont have a remote
but 'blog-hopping'?
anyways.
over and over a number of blogs.
even mona's latest post i came across a slightly common theme..
the sort of boredom or the growing acustom to things.
things we love and enjoy
slightly begin to dull over time
just like the whole topic i did in micro last sem
about the indifference curves..
(cant believe i dug up
my micro lecture notes to find that term)
but at least its the theory i get.
the fact that the more we consume of a good
the less utility we gain from the consumption of that good

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hmm this post is being procratted alot..
and what am i doing now?
procratting study.. coz webCT is taking FOREVER to load.
yep..
waited HALF an HOUR already..
and with the email from the IT staff last week
saying that since its pre-exam week this week
its less likely to be built up.. as if...
seems more like everyone's cramming..
well cant say much.. i am too :P

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but yes.
'blog hopping' has resulted in a number of posts
relating to growing weary of things
and the fact that since the object of interest
seems to lack its once shiny appeal
the care once given to it becomes complacent
seeing things everyday.
you begin to take it for granted.
and where does your attention then turn?
to something new
some thing that has a higher value placed upon it
but will this next thing retain the same interest
or will it like the rest reach its plateau
then meet its inevitible downfall?

and like mona said..
where has the magic all gone?
the great excitement of upcoming festivities?
the eager waiting for.. counting down
just for the magic.. the happiness

but what happens to it all?
could it just be some mind thing?
the fact that our concept of time has changed?
or that things that once were trivia to us
suddenly took on a whole new dimension within our lives?
coz.. back in the day.. a prezzie was a prezzie
no economic thought behind that for example
and yet. now xmas for me at least.
goes all commercial
its a time when stores are stocked up to the brim
with shiny colourful things.. times for sales
masses of people shopping and on top of that
longer opening hours for shopping.
ho hum.
but
turn that around.
i had the best day ever today
just back to the basics
a day out then early dinner.
as a whole family together
and truthfully. just the time spent
fun ^^
things like that which used to be 'just another day'
is a day cherished
-love n cherish it while you have the chance

bleh.
dont feel like writing on this anymore.
publish!