Songs, Reception and Connection...

This post could yet again fit undre the category
of like the title of the previous post..
this is written the time of pure procrastination

but since i just finished a phil tute a while back
little more than a few hours ago
i guess its a plausable reason why im typing away
i have a POINT to make
not htat it matters..
its just my random supposed rationalisations
of like what is widely accepted
or not widely accepted..
well whatever
its sometimes common sense and sometimes not

anyways
reception and connection?
basically its for the love of phones
as much as i may dislike casual phonecalls
one thing i surely cant deny
is bascially that well the phone
mobile or landline is something that
well nowadays you cant imagine living without

what with like the nth time ive walked outta my house today
AGAIN without my phone
i was caught in between the decision
of forgoing having a phone for the day
or to turn back and risk missing the bus
YET AGAIN

and well
as per usual the result turned out i'd rather
miss the bus than to forget my phone
i have to have my phone on me

and reception?
oh gees dont even get me started on
how frustrating it is when there
is no reception for phones at all?

so basically..
fone conversation dislike
lack of reception dislike
why do i always have to have my fone on me??

basically
isnt it essentially a comfort thing?
to know its always there
that you're connected to the rest of the world?
that basically
through these pieces of metal plastic and what other not
you're part of the circle of what's around you?
that at any time you can be reached
(providing you answer the phone)
but with sms as well
is it not increasing the connectivity between people?

but at the same time
you wonder about the whole sms dumping
is the increased connectivity decreasing the human interaction?

meanwhilst
im sitting here with only a single song
playing on repeat
is it not that there are those songs that reach out to you?
yep..
ive talked bout songs before too
tho you know. those were memory recalls
where as..
well this is on repeat
just cos i wanna hear it
i want it playing
i want it on
i want to hear what its saying to me
not that its directed at me
but you kno
you like to assume

bleh.
feels incomplete and complete at teh same tiem
probs not as indepth as i'd like it to be
but my brain is starting to hurt..
probs cos im really tired
nite nite
*hugs*
-del