Sunday, October 10, 2004

thoughts...

half tha holz are ova... >.<

ne waiz...
i spent yesterday cleanin tha house...
and i sorta realised how materialistic i am...
and how much i cling 2 tha past...
tho some of it i wanna forget..
and how much i hate throwin stuff out..
i jus cant let go of stuff...

no wonder mi room is such a mess...
itz mainly cluttered up wit random stuff i don wanna throw out...
so i have no where 2 put em...
and i dunno y i wont put it in tha garage...
oh well...
me jus strange...

then afta that i sorta started thinkin...
and sorta realised most pplz confuse me...

like itz either that pplz are complicated...
or i have 2 much of a simple mind 2 understand...

i mean 4 mi grandparents (both sides)
2 them pplz hearts and intentions are complicated...
and that pplz are out 2 plot against em...
but i dunno...
i think itz jus pplz in general confuse me...
oh wellz...
*sigh*

mona came 2 mi resto last nite... ^^

well 4 dia hope u have a safe trip if i dont see u 2moro ^^

wat happend 2day..?
well went 2 tha ct wit mona, dia, sheila and monaz bro
monaz dad drove us 2 harbour town...
let mona eat breakky..
spent bout 20 minz in harbour town...
walked and took tha train 2 ct...
walked round...
met up wit dia...
watched cinderella story whilst steven wz in nb wit his friend...
then went home afta that..

and that wz mi day...
not that interestin...

hmm...
im wonderin now y tha reasons y i like goin on tha net htat much...
i think itz coz it makez me think of wat 2 type..
instead of lettin mi mind wonder bout random stuffs....
like rite now wen im jus typin out mi thoughts...
but therez a difference coz im actually focused on thinkin up wat 2 type...
and also choosin wat 2 reveal bout miself and mi life...
whereas wen im doin wateva i do durin tha day..
mi mind jus wonders freely..
and i jus think up random thoughts bout things in life...

lallala...
dunno wat 2 rite now..
but yet again im usin blogger as a means of stayin online longer...
so if u wanna u can give up readin now coz im jus gonna ramble on bout crap...
wateva comez in2 mi mind....

-.-"
i jus lost mi train of thought...
ugh...
jus wen i decided 2 rite tha first thing that comez in2 mi mind i get a mind blank...
i realli cant think of ne thin 2 rite...
or maybe mi mind is preoccupied wit msn 2 much...
thinkin wat 2 say...
oh stuff it...
cbb tryin 2 stay online ne longer..
mite as well get some sleep

nite nite
*hugz*
bye








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