okz... havent posted since thurz... thatz mainly coz of tha english story assignment... i wz tryin 2 do but wz distracted by msn... so it took 2 nitez instead of 1... nothin seemz 2 have happend ne waiz.... dia i repeat... if u quit cadetz... our class (prof 2) will be reduced 2 a total of 6... coz there iz no prof 1 class coz tha basic 2 class got held bak... so... therez gonna be thiz huge gap... and even if u not gonna turn up... maybe jus com once in a while insteada quittin...? that betta than quittin.... hmm... wat happend since wed...? no main thingz realli... had skool... went 2 tha parent info nite on thur nite... stayed at tha boardin house b4 that... fri had skool... cadetz... thiz mornin... had chinese skool... went out wit mi parentz... for once since agez... came home... thatz bout all thatz happend 2 me in tha last 3 daiz... *sigh* mi borin life... but then i realli shouldnt complain... i should be happi that i am quite lucky... i do go 2 skool... and i do get wat i want most of tha time... but then i guezz itz jus that whole repeatative thing... 2 much 2 do... maybe i should drop bak on some stuff... oh well... till next yr... nothin more 2 say realli... nite nite... *hugz

====== continuin 4m last post ====== tha bio test wz okz... i fini 20 min b4 every1 else... handed tha test in and looked round... pplz were like on tha 2nd last page or somethin... and then i started worryin that i may have missed a page... or somethin.... so strange... i hope i did okz... social pix up 2day... i havent seen em yet... parrently they pretty bad... oh well... i neva said i wz photogenic... ugh... got mi bank statement... bit bad... oh well... tha interest ratez hav gone up... nothin interestin... lalalalala... wat 2 talk bout??? oh as every1 noez... ms lawson gave out tha warnin bout bloggin... and all... hmm... i wonder would mi blog be threatenin 2 othaz??? i mean am i realli givin out that much info??? oh well... jus gotta be a lil more cautious i guezz... i neva thought bout that... hmmmm... okz... need next subject 2 talk bout... i jus got bak 4m tha ct afta dark tour... a lil diff thiz yr... but tha main topix were tha same... but then i also had nic steele wit us thiz time... y did i totalli 4got that i mite have him take us on tha tour??? oh well... we walked past tha metro... heapza pplz... musta been pete murray concert... wait... okz jus told heapza stuff bout where i am... -.-" so much 4 bein cautious... oh well... damn.. french exam 2moro... -.-" oh well... i'll jus fail that... hmmm... wen we think of thingz... do we think of em bcoz we wanna think bout it??? or iz it coz ure mind jus wonderz... and change from one topic 2 anotha... until... u just think of somethin totalli different... 4m wat i start thinkin of... oh well... could jus be me... ... me in pain... still sufferin 4m that violent basketball game we had yesterday... i mean seriously... how competative??? pplz scratchin... and clawing (scar)... elbowin me in tha face (twice)... ugh... god... and ova wat??? a "friendly" match of basketball... *sigh* i wonder... wit tha ms lawson warnin thing... i wonder which staff member found em... and how long they've been readin... and whoz site they readin... and y not voice their veiwz??? we have a rite 2 noe who readz our blogz.... dont we??? wait... by ms lawson tellin us.. they did voice their veiw.. well... sorta... okz... i take bak wat i say... got voice 2moro... and guezz speaker... -.-" oh well... uh oh.. gettin late... niten nite *hugz

IT

i gotta stop bloggin durin IT...
but itz so borin...
i guezz tha onli reason i took it wz coz mi dad wanted me 2....

2 day i had...
s+e... mathz...health... bio.. and IT...
i had inclass essay 4 s+e...
we were given 1 page (double sided..)
i ended up ritin 5 pagez...
2 much...
it wz on tha electoral process...
i couldnt remember a single thing bout it in tha mornin...
but i thought i knew tha gist...
tha otha pplz in class were complainin bout how they didnt understand....
and guezz wat???
mr O as usual doez tha slack thing he usualli doez...
and goez and explainz it 2 us...
-.-"
wat iz tha point of ritin notez and listenin in class...
and revisin tha nite b4...
wen tha next day tha teacha jus practicalli givez u tha answer...
rite b4 tha essay???
all tha pplz had 2 do wz remember wat he said bout 10 minz ago...
and convert it in2 essay form...
-.-"

then we had mathz...
and yee lian said shez doin that mathz olympiad...
i saw tha examplez of last yrz test q...
OMG...
they so bloody hard...
there iz no way i'm gonna try out 4 that no matter wat mi parentz say...
i mean me stuck in there doin stuff like factorialz wit out a calc...
i guezz i jus 2 dependant on tha calc...

health...
we spent time listenin 2 ms hughez...
blabin on bout tha importance of bein assertive in a sexual relationship...
and then how we had 2 work out which 1 we are...
and how we communicate...
whether we are a passive person, assertive or aggressive...
me thinkz me iz passive...
or am i??
oh well...
wat eva...

i had bio test 4 bio...
end of class i fini later....

okz... doin hw now... and half studyin... so much stuff iz due thiz week... -.-" oh well... i guezz thatz tah life in skool.... we got our subject selection formz 2day... every1z talkin bout which subjectz 2 choose... i still wonderin if i wanna do 3 science and 2 mathz and lit.. if i can bearly cope atm... i wonder wat life will be like next yr... or maybe i'll adjust 2 it... which i highly doubt but then i'd neva noe... or maybe i mite drop a day off in tha afternoonz... time iz flyin by... i keep sayin it ova and ova again... and sometimez it feelz like i wasted most of mi time... and done nothing particularly excitin.. or worthwhile... but then onli bout 1/4 of mi life has passed... seemz like a lot tho... betta get 2 sleep... so much 2 do 2moro... nite nite *hugz

commerce

in commerce....
nothing 2 do...
i wonder sometimez y i even took commerce...
oh well...
getting along slowly....
maybe i should have taken another subject instead...
2 late 2 change now tho...

i'm so tired...
i feel like loggin on 2 msn and findin some 1 2 talk 2...
but then skool blocked out emessenger...
now nothing 2 do...
ms quenel iz eyein me evilly....
i mean she keepz walkin thiz way...
there realli iz nothin 2 do...
or it could be me slackin off agian...

talkin bout slackkin off...
i wz thinkin maybe i should try out wat ms padman said...
and jus try and study hard 4 tha examz...
and see if i can improve heapz in a short amount of time...
but then i doubt i'd be bothad 2...

yee lianz doin her debate....
melissa and joanne have their compz open 2 friendster...
and me..
bloggin...
no 1 can be bothaed ne more...
well...
joannez jus started cuttin up a pom pom...
but mainly commerce iz gettin borin...
i mite as well play gamez...

bye...
*hugz

nm happen at skool 2 day as usual... had s+e.... commerce... harp... science.... english & pe... most classes as borin as usual... played modcross in pe.... sorta a modified version of lacrosse... it wz okz... as hard as i remember it 2 be.... wz playin against elissa... and she stepz on mi foot and i ended up trippin ova... -.-" painful... damn... fini eatin anotha box of chocolatez... i realli gotta watch wat i eat... or soon i'll jus grow fatter and fatter... i dunno y... these daiz i jus cravin 2 eat more and more sweetz... hmm... is there ne otha place 2 get tagboardz 4m??? i mean fooble onli workz half tha time... and tagboard.com i dont exactly like... i'll jus keep lookin i guezz... till then... oh well.. itz late... betta go sleep... nite nite

day of cleanin

got up at 12pm 2day.. spent notha day of cleanin again... nothing much happened... dad tried 2 teach me 2 drive... jus mainly tha basicz.... i talked 2 mi uncle ova msn... talkin bout msn... i sorta dont like tha fact that on msn that u dont talk 2 tha person in person... u dont get 2 hear their voice... unless u have tha mic 4 an audio convo.... but then... i guezz there are some advantagez of talkin 2 pplz wit out facin them... and tha fact u can talk 2 pplz who are ovaseaz.... and everythin u read iz of ure own inference... how u interpret it... it may not come out tha way it wz intended... specialli 4 pplz who are prodominantly audio... itz harder... but then.. wit tha disadvantage of not hearin tha person's voice... unless u have a mic... u can still see them if they have a webcam i guezz... but havin both webcam and audio... that'd practicalli talkin 2 tha person but at home... instead of actualli goin out... are we as pplz slowly closin tha world out??? cant be stuffed goin out wen we can talk 2 pplz at home??? i mean therez also tha phone... but then u cant have a large convo wit heapza pplz... and not wit all pplz at tha same time... and then therez sms... convenience i guess... thatz wat itz all bout i guezz... convenience 4 pplz wit bz livez... communicationz... improvin i guezz... but then somtimez... wit tha new technologiez... i guezz simple pleasurez are lost... i mean personalli i prefer... sittin outside... on tha grass in tha sun and jus chattin wit pplz... or jus sittin in silence... and jus enjoy tha company... or stayin indoorz... and jus sit round a table or ne where... and jus simply talk... or i could jus be a simple person... i guess i jus am that way.... the simpleton that i am.... i actualli had quite a good weekend... come 2 think of it... i mean i got 2 have a nice but short talk 2 mi dad... and got 2 learn how 2 drive witout acceloratin 2 much... and talked quite a lot of pplz... got heapza sleep done... bak 2 chinese skool and tha timetablez pretty good.... talk 2 pplz at chinese skool... tha social wz okz... had mona and scar ova... and got 2 see mi couzinz... compared 2 most weekendz it wz quite good.... i feel pretty content... but i mean i woulda liked 2 have gone out somewhere... i mean mi dad offered 2 take me 2 tha ct... and let me wonder round... maybe watch a movie... but i'm happi i kept mi prioritiez in order... i had hw 2 do.. and i did do most of it... cept 4 tha journal.. -.-" but me happi!!! i guezz life can be fun... as long as i look at it 4m a positive view... like i alwaiz did b4... oh well... gettin late nite nite

social last nite

WB 2 DIA!!! so tired... i got 2 sleep at round 12pm last nite again... =.= jus readin thru pplz blogz... all typed last nite or earlier 2day... all bout tha social... and scar i didnt give mi number 2 3 pplz... -.-" last nite i guezz wz quite fun... maybe next yr.... or next time i could get dia and gar 2 come ova as well... shorter than last yr... but i think it wz fine... i do agree wit mona... there wz a lil dirty dancin.. and there were pplz who all ova each otha... me no comment... got up earli 2 day... went 2 chineze skool... got there l8... ended up bein tha 2nd student 2 arrive... and sat down... for once i had all mi bookz 2getha 4 class... since agez... then pplz started dribblin in2 class... then... 4 tha first time in agez... we had tha full class.... and mazingly we were tha largest class in tha whole skool... that had come 2 day.... li ru did come in 2 say hi... and she did a bitta work... then left... class fini... went 2 return tha tablez... then saw andy... said hi... had lunch... talked 2 andy and raymond 4 a whilst.. lolz he put lina in tha bin... went home... and slept... that wz basically mi day... so borin... as usual... wat else 2 mention??? i dunno... seemz like therez nothin 2 talk bout.... but again... i feel like talkin... y am i alwaiz like thiz??? i realli dunno... oh well... and then i end up repeatin mi self tryin 2 create convesation... and then jus nothin... *sigh* i wonder outta me and mi sista who uses tha net tha most... i mean mi sista spendz tha most time playin habbo... and me i jus chat wen therez pplz 2 talk 2.... yet tha time i'm online most pplz aint... and wen they are... i start gettin told off 4 bein online 4 2 long.... *sigh* nite... *hugz

mathz and chem compz...

daiz ova...
i cant believe tha daiz gone past so quickly...
tha mathz comp and tha chem quiz were okz...
i left all tha last section of tha mathz q blank...
2 lazy 2 work them out...
practically tha whole day otha than tha compz i didnt do ne work at all...
i had 2 music lessonz (voice and harp)..
and then durin english we had a free readin period...
and our s+e period wz taken up by a talk thingy 4 subject choicez...

tha social iz 2 moro...
i still dunno wat 2 wear...
oh well...
i'll choose 2moro nite...
that way i get scar and monaz opinion...

i jus found mi hol pix lolz...
i look so bad in em..!!
oh well...

so late already???
-.-"
talk bout bein distracted...
i started thiz at 7:43 pm and now itz like 10:38
-.-"
oh well...
betta go sleep got choir 2moro..
*hugz*

still term 3

okz...
2daiz down...
still got tha rest of tha term 2 go...
so much due...
pluz examz...
i gotta stopp thinkin bout all these assessmentz...
face em 1 at a time....
but then therez tah mathz comp AND tha chem thingy 2moro....

i dunno y....
wen i noe somethin sometimez i wanna tell tha whole world...
but tha thing iz that once itz out..
i feel so happi bout it...
one less thing 2 keep secret 2 tha pplz round me...
...

i decided 2 copy gar...
but instead of makin meaninz...
i've put in some idiomz and metaphorz...
i've come across that i like...
that way i can maybe improve in english...
oh well...
somthin 2 do at least...
i betta go
nite nite
*hugz

first day of skool... term 3

first day of skool 4 term 3...
now ova...
still got bout 10 weekz 2 go...
pluz tha examz...
*sigh*
and i jus lost mi notez on mi calc again... -.-"
and i've still got mi english journal 2 do...
oh well

hmm...
i dunno y...
theze daiz i feel like talkin...
yet it feelz like therez nothin 2 talk bout...
so wat 2 do?
sigh?
heapza pplz are online...
but then i dunno y i dont wanna talk 2 them...
it sorta feelz like i'm gonna end up botherin them some how...
pluz not realli taht much 2 say i guezz...
*sigh*
evry1z bak in2 tah whole skool mode again...
me on tha otha hand...
mi brain still asleep in mi bed...
i couldnt get up at all thiz mornin...
lina wz standin outside mi room...
screamin her head off b4 i even opened mi eyez...
me big sleepy head i guezz...

talkin bout sleep...
betta go sleepy b4 mi parentz get pissed again...

 

oke...
2moro skool!!!
agh...
but then i luckki i guezz..
most public skoolz started 2day...
i went 2 hps round lunch 2day...
walked round there for a lil while...
so mani memoriez there...
*sigh*
i saw mr sayce and mr lagan...
mr lagan saw me and said 2 me..
who r u and wat r u doin here??
-.-"
funny...
he taught me 4 bout 7 yrz and he couldnt recognise me...
have i changed that much???
and then i saw mr sayce...
but 4m a far away point of view...
I CANT BELIEVE HE'S TEACHIN YR 3s!!!!!
i realli feel sorri 4 tha yr 3s....
and then...
i looked round tha skool...
now so mazingly small...
and evry1z so short!!!
but then i guezz diff perspective...
coz i prob taller than i wz in yr7...
and then i saw tha leaverz jumperz...
they're so GOOD!!
betta than tha 1z i got...
-.-"
ourz wz sorta a leaverz shirt wit long sleevez...
and it wz called a jumper...
oh well...

no equality?
i guess so...
pplz in tha french revolution said stuff bout equality and how they wanted it...
and now i guezz pplz say there iz a lil equality in tha world...
but then would it be possible 2 have an entirely equal world?
wen they talk bout equal do they talk bout a balance of both sidez or  somethin in tha middle and every1 is tha same???
eg. therez tha rich and tha poor...
tha fortunate and tha less fortunate...
iz there meant 2 be a balance on both sidez???
like for every fortunate there iz an unfortunate???
or iz it meant 2 be so???
so tha fortunate are meant 2 extend a helpin hand 2 tha less fortunate???
but then there r those who jus take it 4 granted...
but then iz our livez realli revolved round jus bein either 1 extreme or tha otha?
damn...
i g2g out 2 tha shop...
fini later....

jus got bak 4m shop... so COLD!!! i'm FREEZING!!! agghh... ne waiz... wat did i do 2 day? i guezz i spent most of tha day at tha shop... i got up round 12 noon... went out 2 tha shop... 2 help mi dad wit tha spellin and grammar in tha menu 4 resto... but then mi spellin aint that good ne waiz.. came home round 2pm... helped work out how 2 bind tha menu... continued tha borin process of cleanin mi room a bit... went online round 5pm... and went out 2 help out at tha shop at 6pm... coz mi mum had 2 work at tha resto... coz some employee couldnt come 2 work... -.-" bored 2 death at tha shop.... surrounded by complete silence... coz apparently now daiz 2 play radio in shop u have 2 pay tha broadcaster... -.-" so no radio... no music... jus total silence... and tha occasional customer... -.-" then jus came bak.. and bak online again... how borin iz mi life?? but then i guezz itz betta than a skool day... but then a skool day is varied.... but there iz tha hw due.... -.-" i keep contradicting mi self.... hmm.... so bored i mite as well list tha pplz i noe that saw 2 day... *minh *julian *michael *simon j *some random that i can recognise that went 2 hps once... *pplz in mi family *otha pplz who work at shop and resto who i dont noe that namez of... *customer pplz... hmm.. who else?? ugh.. cant be stuffed ne morez... garz... like scar said.... pplz choose wat 2 say... coz they dont wanna hurt pplz feelinz coz u neva noe whoz gonna read ure blog... itz a realli small world.. word of mouth travelz pretty quickly... and u neva noe who iz readin it... i mean even i choose 2 leave bitz of mi thoughtz out... i try 2 be open bout wat i rite... but some thingz are jus 2 personal 2 have ritten down... and pplz have diff levelz of privacy... some pplz want more.. othaz care less bout it... hmmm.... watty else i feel like sayin??? wat am i doin 2moro? hmm... heapza hw... goin 2 visit hps... gonna hav 2 face mr sayce again... >.< not good.... BUT mi sista say HAVE 2 go so ... *sigh* have 2 go... wat 2 say??? tha more i say tha longer i can stay online... hmmm... i need stuff 2 say... but then some pplz alwaiz have stuff 2 talk bout... i dunno why... and some pplz dont... so strange... but then i wonder if thatz connected 2 tha whole privacy thing... hmm... i jus realised.. tha more pplz ask questionz bout me.. and tha more they persist on askin tha more likely answer.. i wonder why... *think think think* but then wen pplz jus ask... and then they say i dont have 2 answer i'm least likely 2 answer... ne 1 else like that ??? or iz it jus me??? oh well... hmmm... realli hard 2 blog whilst chattin 2 ppl but then if i dont type here mi parentz noe that i've been chattin... ugh... wat 2 say??? i keep sayin ova and ova again tha same thingz... aghh... i guezz thatz prob y mi blog so boring... nothin new realli... i found tha panoramic (bad spelling) foto 4m last yr... pplz look so different... i betta go... nite nite *hugz

Oke...
wat happened 2 day?
umm....
nuffin realli...
i want 2 go shopping!!!!
oh well...
betta not spend money on clothez....
but then mi sista keepz stealin mi new clothez....
wen eva i get new clothez...
she stealz em...
agghhh...

2 daiz till skool....
*sigh*
-shit-
i totalli 4got bout tha hw i wz meant 2 do durin tha holz...
-.-"

hmm...
i got most of mi room cleaned up 2day..
but still got heapz 2 do... -.-"

ugh...
i have nothin 2 talk bout...
y???

hmm...
i spent last nite cryin...
mi dad practicalli screamed at me 4 mi room...
but then mi room is messy i do admit miself...
but ye...
and then tha next mornin mi dad came home early...
and we jus had a nice heart 2 heart...
coz he felt guilty wen he heard 4m mi sista that i had cried...
and now hez bak 2 tha attempt of bribin me 2 clean mi room..
and tha house...
but ye....
i havent talked 2 him in agez...
so i guezz it wz quite good...

aghh... i betta go b4 mi mum scoldz again..

nite nite
*hugz

few daiz 2 end of holz...

llalallalallala...

i wonder wen dia will be bak???

welcome bak 2 susan hmm...

i've had quite a good day despite a few downz....

i went rollerbladin thiz arvo...

and i fell 5 timez...

-.-"

i realli wonder where mi sense of balance iz....

i mean it...

tha first time i tried i fell 3 timez and it wz wet...

but 2 day wz perfectly fine and i fell 5 timez...

-.-"

and on top of tha 5 timez...

i hit smak in2 tha pillar which holdz tha gate up at mi house...

so i got a nice white streak down mi jumper before i left tha house...

-_-"

bad bad...

i realli need 2 learn how 2 break...

everytime i try to even break it doeznt work...

i jus lose wat lil balance i got all 2 getha...

oh well...

need practise...

practise away 4m public view...

i mean realli...

so embarressing...

 

wat else???

agghh...

these daiz have nothin 2 say...

*think think think*

 

hmmm...

i got notha 2 blank smsz...

on top of tha 3 random 1z i got durin tha last week of skool...

i wonder whoz sendin em 2 me..

dey're all 4m tha same number...

oh well...

prob some random who keepz makin mistakez wit tha fone number...

oh well...

 

agghh...

mi fone outta credit already???

 -_-"

 

bout 4 daiz till skool...

:( i dont wanna go bak 2 all that hard work...

but then therez pplz i can see!!!

4daiz 2 catch up wit hw...

and clean mi room...

wat else???

catch up wit music practise... (if i can be bothad)

 

so repeatative....

thatz life i guezz....

i betta go..

nite nite  

hmmm....
i wz cookin lunch 4 lina 2 day...
and i wz jus thinkin...
bout some of tha convoz i've had wit pplz...
in tha last few weekz...
and i thought of how in one particular convo...
i had said 'itz not mi place'
thinkin bout that particular one...
i realised wen i think bout pplz and how i and otha pplz relate 2 each otha....
i sorta think of social rankz and classes...
but i dont mean of it as in how rich they are or how they look...
but how they relate 2 othaz....
sorta like social groupz....
eg. one person is in tha middle of a circle...
and then their closest friend or friendz would be in a ring around them...
and then the next closest few and so and so on...

and one of the more interesting facts is that i seem to put miself on the outer....
i wonder....
could it jus be me being antisocial and deliberately putting miself on the outer?
or would it be me perceiving that i'm less wanted as a friend????
or am i afraid of reaching out and trying to make friends...
and bein afraid of rejection???
or am i jus alwaiz down lookin mi self and jus thinkin that i'm a loser...
and no 1 wanna be mi friend...
hmmm....  *think think think*
oh well...

and then durin tha course..
i realised that pplz do have many sidez...
i mean mi room mate had tha side which she wz wit me...
and then a side wen she wz in a group..
and then a side wen she wz round guyz...

and it realli got me thinkin....
i finalli realised pplz react diff in diff situationz...
diff pplz..
diff placez..
diff moodz...

i mean wen ure round diff pplz of diff agez...
and wen ure round pplz of diff racez....
i mean i dont wanna be racist...
but i realised i do react diff wit auzziez...
to wen i wit aznz...
not sayin that i treat em diff but i seem 2 act diff...
they're all mi friendz but i act diff round each of em...
and then wit tha agez...
i act more immature wen i'm wit tha girlz at tha guidez...
and diff at cadetz and skool...
and then at home...
diff environmentz....

and wen pplz say

'be ureself''

i dont see how it could be....
2 me it seemz there is no single me...
therez liek a combination of me...
me is a collective word for all tha pplz i am...

and then there iz tha side i sometimez want pplz 2 see...
i put on an act and they think wat they see iz me....
but i may be completely opposite....
i guezz itz impossible 2 tell bout pplz....
they may react diff 2 u if u were a diff age..
or maybe diff race...
even if u are tha same person on tha inside...
but then they may not....

*sigh*
i realli think i've got relationship probz....
oh well...
i'll try and change...

but some pplz dont eva change...
but heapza pplz change heapz...
in a time frame of an hour a person may change....
i mean i changed quite a bit ova 10 daiz on JNCO...
i found i got so stressed...
i had increased mi amont of swearin by at least 400%
i mean i wz sayin fuk at least 15 timez a day....
oh well....

and then...
time goez past so quickly....
chancez a lost so quickly...
opportunitiez gone...
some which may neva be available again...
*sigh*

but then again...
some chances come and go....
again and again...
and then one day they no longer r available...

and then..
i started thinkin bout goalz....
i think 4 cadetz....
i'll jus aim 4 cwoff...
i doubt cuo would suit me would it???
then maybe if i had time i could try out for cuo...
but i think shoutin at pplz on tha drill square would be fun!!!
:D
hehe

i guezz...
study medicine first...
if i get a high tee score that iz...
oh well...
MUST STUDY!!!!

aggghh...
so much stuff due in afta holz....
and so much happenin...

but then there r family thingz on as well....

hmmm....
wat happened b4 jnco???
oh ye....
i 4got  2 say....
we had buffer nite on fri...
we watched shrek and shrek 2....
and ate pizza....
tha cuo's bought like 60 pizzaz...
there wz HEAPZ!!!!
i couldnt believe it...
wat else???
o i went rollerbladin...
coz mi dad brought em 4 me on tha last day of term...
wat else????
o...
wen i went 2 go buy em...
i saw laurence watz...
lolz
so much taller!!!
oh well...
pplz i cant believe i'm seein these pplz...
last time i saw em wz in yr 7...
time fliez...
been 3 yrz....

oh well...
betta stop sittin at tha comp...
g2g and unpak mi stuffz...
*hugz
bye

holz...

lalala... holz... nothin 2 do now.... mona said she mite be free this fri... maybe go harbour town and help her find clothes 4 social??? and jus go round lookin at stuffz? maybe i mite find some more clothez as well....   dia wen u comin bak????   wat i did 2 day???? i went rollerbladin 4 tha first time!!!!! i fell on mi arse at least 3 timez tho.... -_-" oh well... but then it started rainin whilst i wz outside... and we were goin down hill... bad bad bad time 2 be outside rollerbladin 4 tha first time.... so slippery...   wat else???? thatz mainly it...   oh i remember.... lolz i wz workin out at tha shop and i saw this guy 4m mi primary skool... i think hiz name wz simon jonkiz or somethink like that... lolz... but i did remember his face... and then wen i asked if that wz all... and he replied... i wz so shocked!!! lolz his voice wz so bloody high....   i mean thiz is gettin weird... bak a few monthz i remember seein a guy 4m mi primary skool... his voice wz so bloody LOW and now thiz guyz voice is bloody HIGH lolz...   i guezz thatz all that happened 2 day.. cant remember ne thin else... oh well.... nite nite *hugz

JNCO recap

JNCO IZ OVA!!!!!!! an i PASSED wit a CREDIT!!!!! YAY!!!! ne waiz... i realli cant believe itz ova... it wz like tha best and worst daiz of mi life... it wz SO much fun!!! i cant believe itz ova.... ::tear:: now i wish it were a bit longer... aggghhhhh yet durin tha course i wanted it 2 finish ASAP but now i want 2 still be there.... *sigh* oh well...   at least i'm happi wit mi credit!!!!! i mean i thought tha higest i'd get wz pass... oh well... and then there is tha fact... that i'm kinda pissed at miself 4 not tryin that hard... i mean if i'd tried i may have gotten a distinction... -_-" i got mi report 2 day and i saw tha score ... and mi CO said... i missed out on distrinction by a bit... -_-"   oh well... nuff bout mi score... bout tha daiz.. hmmm.. i cant believe they passed so quickly... i cant believe i lasted so long wit out tha net... oh well...   tha first day... i went up 2 tha east perth station like mosta tha metro cadetz... then formed up and got on tha bus 2 leave... saw LCDT scott 4m GST... and LCDT Naarstig 4m tha wing parade...   got 2 pearce... got allocated in2 our flightz... i wz in A Flight... pplz in A Flight - LCDT Amis (jazz!!! i miss her!!) LCDT Coccaro LCDT Cook (same flight as dia in gst i think?) LCDT Cvianovic (in mi sqn and on same flight as me in gst...) LCDT Falconer-West LCDT Hewit LCDT Hotz (703 sqn) LCDT Kaps (miss her a lil...) LCDT Naarstig (703 sqn)(miss her)  LCDT Pratten LCDT Ruck (aka dobby) LCDT Scherini LCDT Scott (wz in mi flight 4 gst) (miss her) LCDT Shearman (left for personal reasons) LCDT Skinner LCDT Southhall LCDT Steenstra LCDT Urquhart   ye... and there wz one more... but she wz moved 2 anotha flight coz we had most pplz... at tha start of tha course we had 75 pplz on tha course at tha end we had 69.... oh well... so many pplz left..   ne waiz... we spent tha first day stuffin round wit team building exercises...   then 4 tha next few daiz we spent workin... herez our timetable...   0600 - Get up 0645 - Form up 2 go 2 brekky 0700 - brekky 0815 - 0840 - Daily Parade 0845 - 0925 - Period 1 0930 - 1010 - Period 2 1015 - 1055 - Period 3 1100 - 1145 - Period 4 1245 - Lunch 1330 - 1420 - Period 5 1415 - 1455 - Period 6 1500 - 1540 - Period 7 1545 - 1625 - Period 8 1630 - 1700 - Period 9 1800 - Dinner 1900 - 1940 - Period 10 1945 - 2025 - Period 11 2100 - Block Curfew 2200 - Lights out   but ye.. that wz tha timetable.. 4 our flight we had 2 DIs... CWOFF Walters and CWOFF Collins.... so luckki us.... wat else....   LCDT Scott and one of tha DI fell in love... wat else happend? i got distinction 4 instructional technique ( IT ) !!! LCDT Amis claimed she had no diaphragm.... lolz.... tha highest i kept gettin 4 mi room tidyness wz 5.75 outta 10 >.< oh well...   went shootin on tues... we got 30 roundz.. i mean i wz luckki went first coz tha next detail only got 28 roundz... but ye... mi first time i went shootin.... we shot wit 0.22 calibre riflez... i got a score of 117!!! i'm so proud!!! it wz SO much fun!!!   wat else??? oh... we also had fieldcraft... i jus bearly passed 4 tha fieldcraft prac... i'm so crap at it...   wit mi IT pracz.... mi first lesson wz supposed 2 last 5 minz... i ended up talkin for bout 2 minz 30 secondz... -_-" and then... for mi 8 min lesson... i wz forced 2 stop coz i went up to 10 minz.... and i wznt even finished... so ye.... i didnt get 2 ask questionz 4 taht 1... -_-"   wat else??? oh... we had leadership / team building exercises... in total we did 5 exercises... for 2 of those exercises i wz carried ova ropez and stuffz... y? coz in mi group there 5 pplz... me and 4 guyz... so dia.. that ratio wz accurate.... it iz tru... even on tha course... for every gal there were at least 4 guyz... so ye... cadets iz male dominant... yet a female duxed... go galz!!!! it wz LCDT Radford i think....   OMG... i had grad parade this morning... and everythin wz fine... i wz standin in tha front rank between naarstig and pratten... until i heard this sound.... and i turned mi head 2wardz tha source of tha sound... and saw Hotz freeze up rigid and faint bakwardz... OMG it wz tha worst sight eva.. i got so bloody scared... Naarstig who wz next 2 me broke in2 tearz... and pratten started sorta swayin... naarstig wz walked away 2 calm her down... and pratten wz dragged off tha drill square in case he fainted... and i wz left standin there... i stood in time 2 hear that bannister got 3rd (congratz 2 her!!!) wetton got 2nd.. and then i sorta felt dizzy so i went down on mi knee... and wz taken 2 admin area...   i saw naarstig.. we sat round 4 a while... and went 2 visit hotz... he wz actualli fine... all he had wz some minor injuriez on his thumbz...   wat else? i still cant believe i survived tha course... oh kaps... she got so annoyin.. and not onli her but steenstra i also found a lil annoyin.. both of em 2 me seemed like couldnt stop wingein... i had tha worst time wit kaps... i mean i wanted 2 be nice but sometimes she jus realli got on mi nerves... she was always on about how unpopular she was... and how she couldn't call her mum and step dad... -_-" and once she had called em she wouldnt stop goin on bout her pets... -_-" and how she kept jumping down pplz throatz... and wen pplz did tha same 2 her she'd get all pissed... and say there wz no need 2 jump down her throat... and then she wouldnt stop askin pplz 2 do thingz 4 her... i mean she'd go and ask pplz 2 do her bed... and hold stuff 4 her... and help her wit her jumper.. i mean realli.. i can put on tha jumper by miself... she on tha otha hand needz at least 4 otha femalez 2 help... and she wouldnt stop talkin bout... how this guy onli asked her out 2 get her in2 bed... i mean who carez ne more??? thatz part of her past...   and then some pplz did this head bobbing thing... after she saw it... she spent tha whole course doin it... i mean itz ok 2 do it but it jus got annoyin coz it started makin me dizzy... and then there were that timez wen i wz realli stressed... and she'd come 2 me and ask me 2 do somethin... i mean she even came in wen i wz tryin 2 change 2 ask if i could do her hair.... -_-" i mean cant she do ne thin herself? i understand that some pplz are dependent on their parentz.. so on thiz course ure meant 2 learn 2 adapt to independance... i mean even amis learnt how 2 do her hair.... amis alwaiz had her mum 2 do her hair.. so she asked me 2 do her hair.. then afta that she learnt and worked it out herself... oh well... itz jus some pplz i gues...   i cant remember ne more major eventz... oh well... thatz tha gist of mi last 10 daiz... i gonna go rest now... *hugz bye

IT again...
LAST DAY OF SKOOL!!!
agggghhh!!!!
JNCO...
-_-"
and i'm so sleepy...
we jus had tha author of lookin 4 alabrandi come in and speak 2 us...
i mean it wz interestin but i'm SO tired...
AND SO hungry...
i missed out on breakfast.... -_-"
and i had no dinner last nite..

should i go 2 buffer nite???
i wz meant 2 spend last nite pakkin..
-_-"
2 bad...
didnt even start...
oh well...
that'd mean i have bout 2 hourz 2 pakk wen i get home...
and then go 2 buffer nite if i wanna....
OR stay at home and pak all nite...
and then sleep bit earlier...

hmmm...

end of class..
bye

aghh...
lost mi last post..
and i cant remember wat i rote last time..

hmmm...
distracted 4m pakkin 4 JNCO..
ugh...

oh well...
wat happened 2 day???
hmmm..
had s+e, mathz, health, science and IT

s+e...
well did nothin realli...
wat could i expect???
i got mr oxnam...
mainly spent that time...
teachin jayne how 2 do chem coz she had a chem test comin up...

then had mathz...
-no comment-
and ms bayley made us each answer a q each b4 we were allowed 2 leave class at tha end... -_-"
ended up leavin class late...
lost a bitta mi recess time...

then i had health...
we talked bout sexual and non sexual relationshipz...
-_-"
wit ms hughz...*shrudderz*
and then...
we had 2 make listz...
of tha qualitiez which we'd like our 'perfect partner' 2 have....
and i sorta realised i havent thought bout that much..
i mean wat sorta guy would i end up bein wit???
well..
hmmm..
he'd at least have 2 luv me...
that iz quite obvious...
oh well...
till then...

science wz ok...
and then IT i spent stuffin round...

hmm...
wat else???
oh ye..
next term...
on tha thurz that we come bak..
we have tha mathz comp and tha chem quiz thingy...
which meanz period 1 and 2 are taken up 4 tha mathz comp...
and then period 5 is taken up by tha chem quiz...
which leavez tha 3rd and 4th period...
hmm...
i have voice at 11:30...
which meanz half of english...
DAMN
i hav 2 change tha harp lesson...
that would mean i'd have 2 change 2 either durin english...
and miss tha whole period and a bitta recess...
or miss out on most of s+e...

hmm... hard choice...
lolz

so much stress these daiz...
i mean at least we spent this lunch laughin...
i havent laughed like that in agez...

i mizz year 8 now...
so good bak then...

*sigh*
time realli fliez...

hmm...
every1z offline now...
i betta go sleep 2...
betta go...
nite nite
*hugz