hmmm....
nothing 2 do.... maybe i'll try out that stream thought thingy garz keeps doing....

tis 4:40 i'll have 2 go in 10 mins have 2 go look afta all those little kiddies who go 2 guides international nite so i guess they gonna be cookin wat a mess it'll be oops mum has woken up i jus opened mi blog up and tha music wz on and tha speakers were so loud she's woken up hmmm i got heaps a hw coz i've let it pile up again uh oh i got commerce business plan and french thingy 2 do and tha french thingy is already ova due oh well cant be stuffed doing it mi hair is still wet i jus washed it and its sorta drippin everywhere thank god i've got a towel on mi bak so tha water doesnt go every where mi mum is mumbling again coz i'm on tha net but then i've been so bored all mi life wat with all tha work and tutoring/piano i g2g eat b4 i go

byez
and nite nite

hmm...
no one realli blogs that much ne more do they...
oh well... i jus keep ending up looking at mi own blog...

nothing realli 2 talk bout ne morez... again...

mi parents are yet again on tha debate bout whether or not 2 get me a tutor...
personally i'd prefer not 2 get one... coz tha ppl are usualli some random guy who's jus got in2 uni
or some random old guy who has children at uni and he has some gr8 method for maths and science but
tha thing is everytime i've had a tutor so far a) they jus keep blabbering on bout something i dont understand
or b) they get bored of teaching me coz they chose not 2 go ahead of tha syalbus at skool and are waitin 4 tha skool
syllabus 2 hurry up and run outta work sheets for me 2 work on so i jus sit there reviewing things repeatedly....

well... i g2g study for s+e and french tests 4 2moro
nite nite

OMG....
oh well... tha damage has been done....
i realli cant believe this....

plus Dia i'm realli sorri!!!!!!

i totalli forgot bout it.... i added it 2 mi profile last yr but bak then u didnt eva rite in ure blog so i didnt realli care....
dia i think u mite wanna change ure site addy...
coz mine doesnt realli matter coz there is nothing interesting realli on here that way
whoeva this nosey person is cant read wats on ure site... but then this randoms gonna pass it on 2 every one...
oh well... i dont realli have ne secrets on here i dont think that ne one relates 2 ne one he noes ...

btw whoeva u r, these sites were put up as a form of communication between a group of friends when eva tha rest r online.... so plz keep out!!!!!!!!!!

i cant believe this.... if u ask me this has been 1 of tha worst week ends eva...
i had choral camp in tha scorching weather, mi sista and mi mum seemed have gone out shopping wen i wz away on camp so yet again i missed out on going ne where (coz last time they went out i wz on flying camp), and now this...
i realli cant believe this as well as all the stress of tha up coming stress of tests and pile up of hw....
mi sista is screaming at me coz she wants 2 go online... when she could have gone on during tha weekend so far....

and then there are all tha lectures on top of that... i've jus found miself listening 2 another member of mi family whose become a lecturer.... mi grandmother... now i have mi mum, mi sista, mi chinese skool principal AND mi grandmother on mi bak bout being a perfect daughter/student/sister/person etc... i cant believe it.... now she jus starts accusing me of doing stuff... i mean she gave me this lecture and wz telling me 2 hug and kiss mi dad more coz wen i get older i cant coz mi mum will get jealous and suspicious and i wz like... wat tha???? i mean suspicious of wat??? me havin an affair wit mi dad???? thats jus a realli disgusting thought.... and then there wz tha time that she gave me a lecture about working hard and not slacking off when i wz doing mi hw... and then accusing me of having a boyfriend and not concerntrating on mi studies and i'm like.... ummm... i spend 95% of mi time at home, going 2 mrs tans house and going 2 girl guides (excluding skool time).... so that is impossible yet she accuses me....
i realli dunno wat 2 say...

gwad mi sista keeps annoying me... i jus come home about 2 have a shower, walk in2 tha bathroom and she then choses that particular time 2 walk in and ask me how it went... of all that time on tha car not a single word and then ask me in tha bathroom?????

kz now 2 talk bout choral camp...
we were soooooooo off tha schedule!!!!
we arrived half an hour early 2 tha place and we had dinner there and then we had rehearsals for 2 and 1/2 hours instead of just 2 and then tha next day we sang for bout 9 hours and for bout 3 hours 2day... thats a bout 14 and 1/2 hours! and then there wz tha concert and on top of that we had a quiz nite and we also had 2 make up lyrics 2 go with the tune of the brady bunch we came equal second for that... so yea thats bout
it i think of me week end...

life is so dull these daiz....
well i do have heaps of hw to do yet i waste mi time stuffin round on the net...

i should realli be stressing and working hard to gettin higher marks since i'm in yr 10
but i jus dunno y i cant realli be stuffed... i guess its jus mi motivation realli... its nil...

and as usual there is tha whole thing where teachers somehow organise 4 everything 2 be due in tha
same week... all assessments and assignments due... and i've got choral camp just tha weekend before...
gr8!
oh well...

gar i sorta noe wat u mean no one can realli be stuffed bloggin ne more....
but then i didnt realli like it in the start... i just blogged once in a while coz scarlet made me an account...

life goes by so quickly... days pass by then weeks then days... we're nearly through term 1
and before we noe it we'll be in yr 11 startin TEE subjects and slowly we'll drift apart following our own
career choices... for me it'll be medicine... i just hope we can keep in close contact but sometimes we just
become forgotten people in the back of each other's memory of the great skool days...
i mean i dont even talk 2 ne of the friends i had in primary skool ne morez even tho we promised 2 keep in contact...
we jus carried on with our lives as though it wz jus a dream, only a long lifelike dream...

we're just living in a small small world which we ourselves are destroying quickly, moment by moment when ever we abuse availability of the resources available to us as if it were infinite... life is realli 2 short 2 waste yet i'm spending my time here typing and wasting mi time... and yet again i bring up the subject that i myself have no social life... no time off...
just stuk at home, going 2 skool, coming home, going 2 piano/guitar, go and help out at the local girl guides or jus cadets... nothing other than that... jus a revolving cycle... seems like it will never end yet very soon it will....

i spend then the rest of mi weekends staying at home... i want 2 go out yet i have 2 point of going... i end up staying at home... and yet very soon i realli will have no time 2 go ne where... jus alwaiz busy... alwaiz having 2 face up 2 deadlines
where ever i go deadlines from handing in work to returning books to the library or even time up when things will stop...
sooner or later every single person will have 2 face up to at least 1 deadline... whether u enjoyed wat u were doing or not...

sometimes i feel so isolated... so confused... there seems to be no one to turn to... i dont realli noe... it jus feels like there is no one 2 talk to although i'm surrounded by a whole college of ppl... i could even go 2 the councellors if i realli got desparate yet i feel like there is nobody there... i'm all alone... oh well... they're just deep dark thoughts... thoughts within me... thoughts i dont dare think of... yet once in a while they come 2 surface whenever i'm alone jus sitting there with nothing to think about...

oh well... i should stop thinking bout this sort of stuff 4 a while
g2g do mi hw (it gotta happen sooner or later)
bye

yay i got a webcam now!!!!!!!
the thing is its connected 2 mi sista's computer coz mind dont work properly :(
oh well...

i had chinese yesterday and we actually got some work done!
but if u ask me it seemed a bit usless... learn how 2 rite bout our starsigns...
we had singing afta that where we sang remember by S.H.E.

we then bought the webcam and i went bak 2 tha shop
i helped Minh out wit some of tha work...

nothing much happened... except 4 a container lady attack and seeing some ppl

she sorta walked in and complained that while she wz eating food 4m mi resto she spilt it as she wz eating it on the car on tha way of coming 2 tha shop...
and i heard her voice and hid under the counter with mi sista
and i dont noe but there is something wrong with her... she jus decided 2 go round 2 the back of tha counter and found me and mi sista and we were like 'umm... hi we didnt c u coming! soz we were jus getting somethin 4m under the counter' and surprisingly she believed us!
quickly we walked off saying that we needed 2 get something and take it 2 tha resto and began walking out tha front door but then annoyingly her van wz parked outside the shop so she began pulling me 2wards her van and saying 'u gotta go meet mi son' and i'm like "NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
well i said hi and she asked me mi age and i said 15 and her son wz 17 and she's like quite a good match coz he's still single... and i wanted 2 vomit.... there is no way this would work out!
and then she left thank goodness!

Truly the sooner chi chi's son gets a social life and finds himself a girlfriend tha happier i'll be! then i'm being a bit hypocritical since i dont have a social life of mi own....

and then other then them i saw Callum, Sam and Ben Jones....

first it wz sam, i saw him afta chi chi left, (he used 2 go 2 tha same primary skool as me) and said hi and he said hi... nothing much but the onli surprise wz wen he said hi it wz such a deep voice i nearly jumped in surprise it wz SO LOW!!!! very freaky.... i guess thats an example of ppl changing...

then it wz Ben Jones... well i dont noe him that well... he wz in mi sista's class wen she wz still in hps (Hollywood primary skool) and lina and i saw him and his dad and his dad points out 'hey ben isn't that ure good friend alina? " and they both look away... quickly lina runs 2 hide... and he goes off looking at stuff...
then i shout out 'bye lina' in some random direction coz she wz crouching next 2 mi feet in tha lunch bar and he saw me and went lookin in that direction i called 2... lol
thing is alina used 2 have this huge crush over him and has nearly gotten ova it and now she wz like OMG... lol

dia - seems like kevin has a little competition... lol

and afta that i saw callum...

that wz all i think that happened yesterday....

oh well...

yay i jus came bak 4m cadets and now i've been promoted yay!!!!!!!
but then i dont realli noe if i realli wanna be promoted....
but i guess it wz ova due coz it wz meant 2 be last yr....

i guess its jus more resposibilities and expectations...
i realli cant stand those 2 words, i realli dunno y....

and dia i cant believe u missed out on ure own promotion...
oh well it'll happen next week (if they remember)...
and also u missed out on gettin a hat badge... i'm not sure if there are ne left tho...
i wz gonna get one 4 u but they wouldnt let me.... :(

i guess thats all that's happened...

mi life realli is boring and repetitive...

list -
things that i can actualli rite bout:
*promotion
*flying camp
*choral camp (coming up soon)
*singing at tha riverside (coming up later)
*mining camp (coming up later)
*jnco (later if i go)
*horse riding camp (if i get in 2 it)
*flying camp 2 (later if i go)

hmm cant think of ne thing else...
plus its gettin late
nite nite

i realli havent posted 4 ages... i guess its just i either can be stuffed or i'm doing something else

i guess its jus prob tha pile up of hw....
i mean there's such a change 4m yr 9 to yr 10 come to think of it yr 9 has been tha easiest yr so far...
oh well...
mi life is just boring...

there isn't realli ne thing 2 talk bout ne more and wen i find something 2 talk about
the person who i want 2 talk 2 it bout is not around for some reason so i end up 4getting it ne wiaz...

some times i dunno but i just feel so lonely...
nothing realli happens...
life is so repetitive...

i could talk bout flying camp but
its been a week since i came bak so its not worth talkin bout ne more...

oh well... i have 2 get off tha net now
bye

Sometimes realli hate i hate bein tha big sister...

always the younger ones have exceptions...
they dont noe anything you have 2 help them...

i always here these types of lectures and i realli am getting sick of havin a little
sister...
for me sometimes i feel like i can hear things saying 2 me in mi head... mi mum going on bout one thing in my ear... mi sista the otha ear... its so annoying
and wen i actually try 2 be a good nice sister mi sister just rejects the help...

she goes 2 me and says she needs help with how 2 rite a picture book... i take her 2 tha libary and show her how some of tha books are formatted and then half way thru she says she's read one of tha books and says she dont want mi help how annoyin is that??

and then she needed help 4 her blog and i wz realli sleepy... i did most of it for her and wen i wanted 2 go on tha net straight afta i discovered she took mi keyboard!
and refused 2 give it bak or let me go on the comp wit mi keyboard in it (btw we have 2 comps and the keyboard she uses is stuffed up) so she is foreva tryin 2 change from mi comp wat eva is stuffed up on hers, last time it wz tha mouse so she kept takin mi mouse and now that she has a new mouse she keeps changing the keyboards coz this one is a little stuffed and wen u use it 2 long the desk starts cuttin in 2 ure skin coz tha keyboard aint raised and tha desk i have has quite a sharp edge and her desk is round... the pain....
well
i dont wanna rite ne more coz mi wrist is realli killin now
g2g
bye

sometimes i wonder y life is so repetitve (how eva u spell it)...
i mean yet again i'm having one of those daiz
where i'm so angry and stressed that i jus wanna scream and
snap at every single person i see... just like one of tha posts i posted last yr...
i think it wz tha 1st of decbut ye... it is partly my fault that i have loads of hw

but at home i just realli cant stand mi sista who is foreva annoying me i mean i wz readin and she keeps trying 2
make me look in certain directions and when she catches mi attention i always end up hearing tha usual chant

made u look dirty chook sittin on tha butcher's hook... etc

it get SO annoying!
and tha thing that realli annoys me is she seems shy, cute person infront of otha ppl... i mean she has so many faces and get away with ne thing practically
jus because she is younger and 'will' make more mistakes she is always forgiven and end of
story but with me its lectures, lectures and more lectures and there is also tha extra resposibility of looking
afta tha sista which means i have 2 also make up 4 her mistakes as well sometimes...
she even got away with telling mi mum she hates her when mi mum wz in a realli pissed mood and got out of it l8r by sheddin a few fake tears and whining...

and there is alwaiz the usual things like THE COMPUTER which keeps stuffing up
i mean i've got mi commerce report thingy and this french thingy i have 2 type up but the thing is
that mi comp is stuffed up and there is no word processor on this darn computer!
aggghhhhh
oh well... i guess i'll have 2 go hand rite tha stuff
nite nite

in commerce yet again...
so bored...

ne waiz i cant wait!
mi cousins comin ova! yay!!!!!!
i mean i havent seen them 4 at least 4 yrs
so happi... but then they're onli stayin 4 bout 10 days
i mean thats not very long but they've got skool
g2g
bye

i'm in commerce now an i realli cant be stuffed typin up another copy of mi report of wat i found at tha freo markets coz it got deleted coz some one accedentaly kiked tha plug oh well.... and there is just half a period left so i realli cant be stuffed typing it again... i'll just do it later... lesson ends g2g bye

well, i'm supposed 2 be doing mi hw but i cant seem 2 get wat tha doppler effect is.... i mean i got this text book 4 physics and i still dont get it (well actualli there is nothing in tha text book that mentions tha doppler effect) and i've searched on tha net but i dont understand tha scientific mumble jumble their talkin bout... i'm so stupid...

ne waiz nothin's realli happened, we had our interhouse swimming carnival and obviously mi house lost as usual... i wz an official yet again but this time instead of servin drinks i just sat and cut and stapled tha results 2getha... it wz quite borin but at least tha room i wz in wz airconditioned...

i had sorta a gatherin on sun 4 mi b'day... nothin realli special... but i do apologise 2 tha ppl who didnt noe bout it and didnt come... u didnt miss out on much ne waiz it wz just a dinner, some cake, walk 2 mi house, watch 'strictly ballroom' coz there wzn't enough time 4 'mouline rouge' (plus some ppl gonna watch it 4 english)... so it wz nothin realli... btw thanx 4 tha prezzies

well... g2g do mi hw
bye

k, i'm just typing somethin short in coz i have 10 mins on tha net...
skool's started and nothin much has happened
mi classes r so boring... i mean there is no variety, maybe i should change...
i dunno if i do would i give up french or commerce?
maybe french, i dont think i wanna study it next year... well, its either i study french or another maths... if i give up french then i could change outta it now and do somethin else... i dunno...

btw i realli dunno wat 2 do 4 mi b'day... mi parents suggested a dinner and some cake... but i'm not sure how many 2 invite so if u wanna come jus tell me 2 moro...
or maybe i could jus do wat i did las year and jus go for a walk round tha city and maybe watch a movie... i realli dunno...

hmmm...wat else 2 say?
i put in a butterfly cursor which doesn't realli work... and i put dekap tagboard bak up again since dekap kept working...
and a counter...
well g2g
bye

bak!
well i was actually bak on tuesday but i've been suffering from jetlag, sore shoulders and a cold... so i've been restin and sleepin all day
well the jet lag is normal, and the cold wz 4m holland but i got sore sholders coz of carryin our luggage. it turned out that we ended taking 120 kg of luggage between me mi mum and mi sista!

:( 2 days until skool... i guess we might not be able 2 go ne where 2gether...
oh well...

i g2g
nite nite

10 daiz 2 go till i get bak!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
well... i just came bak 4m Nice (south of france)... nuthin has realli happened... i stayed in paris 4 bout 2 daiz and then came bak 2 holland and spent bout a week at mi grandparents house and on monday i left 2 go 2 nice...

we spent 4 daiz there, me, mi mum, mi sista, grandpa and mi aunt... i ended up leadin tha way since they refused to go on tha tour... it wz so annoyin... we stopped every 5 minutes coz mi aunt kept on insistin on buyin heaps of clothes...

ne waiz howz everybody?
i'm arrivin on tha 27th of jan... which means there's bout a few daiz before skool...

tha hols r ova so quickly!
but i cant believe we'll be in yr 10!!!!!!!
it seems like i'm so OLD!!!!!! i mean i asked some of mi younger cousins 2 guess mi age and u noe wat they said? they said, 'are you 20?'
and i asked one of mi aunts tha same thinh and she guessed i wz 20 as well!!!!!!!!!
agggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

well, hope 2 cya soon!

gwad i feel so depressed...
i'm ova here in holland, sleepin ova at mi cousins house and i can't seem 2 be able 2 call dia...

i also just recently realised that on mi mum's side of the family there i no one mi age... i'm either stuck between all these realli annoyin lil cousins who are complete hypocrites that keep trying 2 tickle me or slap and bug me or mi older cousins who are like aged at least 20!!! it is SO annoyin! there is no one mi age 2 talk to...

i mean i'm like stuck sittin round listenin 2 adults talk coz there's nothin 2 do...
also in addition to that, mi uncle and aunty have 2 comps which are connected to tha net... no prob rite? well mi lil cousin and mi sista spend most of tha time hoggin tha net so by tha time i actualli log on there is no one 2 talk 2 on msn...

well i'm goin 2 paris 2moro... for bout 2days and then bak again... at least i have a reason to leave mi cousin's house 2 nite! yay! u see i live at mi grandparents but wz forced 2 look afta mi sista cos she wanted 2 sleep ova at cousins house so i had 2 go there...

come to think of it i realli dunno y i wz so excited bout comin ova cept for tha fact that i'll be seein mi relatives...

well i g2g mi cousin wanna go online again...
nite nite

and this is meant 2 be on dia's tag board coz i cant seem 2 post ne thing on it :

Dia, i'm realli sorri... i accedentally left ure fone no. in mi room @ home... so i dont have ure no. u got mine? btw i'm on tha net on mi cousin's comp @ her home... i dont realli have a lot of time... and i arrived this mornin, 2day... 21st! i left on tha 18th

well it turns out mi cousin has a connection 2 tha net but i cant type much...
ne waiz... mi no. 13 544 2374
or 0402068068...
happi x-mas evry1 i'll tell u bout trip wen i get bak!

Last Post 4 tha year

Leavin 2moro...
nearli all packed...
this'll prob be mi last post 4 tha year unless mi uncle has tha net and will let me use it (which i highly doubt he will)...

mi dad has been threatenin me 4 tha last week...
i mean wat ure meant 2 do in tha hols is relax and take time off not doin nethin cept 4 tha things mentioned in mi last post...
mi dad threatened that if mi room wznt clean and all mi bags were paked by 12 noon 2day that he would cut tha net connection (and would never join up 4 net service eva again) and he would clean mi room himself whilst i wz gone (which is a bad idea coz wat he calls 'cleanin' is throwin everything in sight in2 a rubbish bin...) so ye...
not good...

hmm... i jus realised tha day i leave hk is tha day b4 susan arrives in hk...
so bored...

g2g
mi sista ramblin on bout y she wanna go on tha net...
happi x-mas 2 evry1 and a happi new year!
cya all afta tha hols (but hopefully b4!)
bye

10 DAIZ TILL XMAS!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!
4 daiz since i last posted ne thing...
3 diaz till i leave!!!!!!!!

ne waiz tha last 2 weeks have been alrite...
i've spent most of tha time sleeping in and shoppin and jus watchin tv...
but i realli wonder if tha hols do me ne good?
i sleep
i eat
i watch tv
i go online
and go shoppin occasionally...
thats bout all i do...

i'm gettin realli fat now...
i mean all i do is eat and sleep
and activities which include little movement...
plus i've been eatin tonnes of sweets... i dunno wats wit me...
i'm losin mi ritin skills, i can barely spell...
i cant remember mi times table...
oh well... i'm not that smart ne waiz....

mi blog's sorta stuffed up now...
i changed tha tagboard and c tha result!
hmph... that proves mi gr8 html skills!

we went shoppin yesterday and i got a game boy advanced sp (YAY!!!!)
and a book....
i stayed up all nite readin... and strangely i'm not tired...
i've stayed up all yesterday last nite and 2day...

uh oh! mi mum's comin
g2g
nite nite