Sometimes realli hate i hate bein tha big sister...

always the younger ones have exceptions...
they dont noe anything you have 2 help them...

i always here these types of lectures and i realli am getting sick of havin a little
sister...
for me sometimes i feel like i can hear things saying 2 me in mi head... mi mum going on bout one thing in my ear... mi sista the otha ear... its so annoying
and wen i actually try 2 be a good nice sister mi sister just rejects the help...

she goes 2 me and says she needs help with how 2 rite a picture book... i take her 2 tha libary and show her how some of tha books are formatted and then half way thru she says she's read one of tha books and says she dont want mi help how annoyin is that??

and then she needed help 4 her blog and i wz realli sleepy... i did most of it for her and wen i wanted 2 go on tha net straight afta i discovered she took mi keyboard!
and refused 2 give it bak or let me go on the comp wit mi keyboard in it (btw we have 2 comps and the keyboard she uses is stuffed up) so she is foreva tryin 2 change from mi comp wat eva is stuffed up on hers, last time it wz tha mouse so she kept takin mi mouse and now that she has a new mouse she keeps changing the keyboards coz this one is a little stuffed and wen u use it 2 long the desk starts cuttin in 2 ure skin coz tha keyboard aint raised and tha desk i have has quite a sharp edge and her desk is round... the pain....
well
i dont wanna rite ne more coz mi wrist is realli killin now
g2g
bye

sometimes i wonder y life is so repetitve (how eva u spell it)...
i mean yet again i'm having one of those daiz
where i'm so angry and stressed that i jus wanna scream and
snap at every single person i see... just like one of tha posts i posted last yr...
i think it wz tha 1st of decbut ye... it is partly my fault that i have loads of hw

but at home i just realli cant stand mi sista who is foreva annoying me i mean i wz readin and she keeps trying 2
make me look in certain directions and when she catches mi attention i always end up hearing tha usual chant

made u look dirty chook sittin on tha butcher's hook... etc

it get SO annoying!
and tha thing that realli annoys me is she seems shy, cute person infront of otha ppl... i mean she has so many faces and get away with ne thing practically
jus because she is younger and 'will' make more mistakes she is always forgiven and end of
story but with me its lectures, lectures and more lectures and there is also tha extra resposibility of looking
afta tha sista which means i have 2 also make up 4 her mistakes as well sometimes...
she even got away with telling mi mum she hates her when mi mum wz in a realli pissed mood and got out of it l8r by sheddin a few fake tears and whining...

and there is alwaiz the usual things like THE COMPUTER which keeps stuffing up
i mean i've got mi commerce report thingy and this french thingy i have 2 type up but the thing is
that mi comp is stuffed up and there is no word processor on this darn computer!
aggghhhhh
oh well... i guess i'll have 2 go hand rite tha stuff
nite nite

in commerce yet again...
so bored...

ne waiz i cant wait!
mi cousins comin ova! yay!!!!!!
i mean i havent seen them 4 at least 4 yrs
so happi... but then they're onli stayin 4 bout 10 days
i mean thats not very long but they've got skool
g2g
bye

i'm in commerce now an i realli cant be stuffed typin up another copy of mi report of wat i found at tha freo markets coz it got deleted coz some one accedentaly kiked tha plug oh well.... and there is just half a period left so i realli cant be stuffed typing it again... i'll just do it later... lesson ends g2g bye

well, i'm supposed 2 be doing mi hw but i cant seem 2 get wat tha doppler effect is.... i mean i got this text book 4 physics and i still dont get it (well actualli there is nothing in tha text book that mentions tha doppler effect) and i've searched on tha net but i dont understand tha scientific mumble jumble their talkin bout... i'm so stupid...

ne waiz nothin's realli happened, we had our interhouse swimming carnival and obviously mi house lost as usual... i wz an official yet again but this time instead of servin drinks i just sat and cut and stapled tha results 2getha... it wz quite borin but at least tha room i wz in wz airconditioned...

i had sorta a gatherin on sun 4 mi b'day... nothin realli special... but i do apologise 2 tha ppl who didnt noe bout it and didnt come... u didnt miss out on much ne waiz it wz just a dinner, some cake, walk 2 mi house, watch 'strictly ballroom' coz there wzn't enough time 4 'mouline rouge' (plus some ppl gonna watch it 4 english)... so it wz nothin realli... btw thanx 4 tha prezzies

well... g2g do mi hw
bye

k, i'm just typing somethin short in coz i have 10 mins on tha net...
skool's started and nothin much has happened
mi classes r so boring... i mean there is no variety, maybe i should change...
i dunno if i do would i give up french or commerce?
maybe french, i dont think i wanna study it next year... well, its either i study french or another maths... if i give up french then i could change outta it now and do somethin else... i dunno...

btw i realli dunno wat 2 do 4 mi b'day... mi parents suggested a dinner and some cake... but i'm not sure how many 2 invite so if u wanna come jus tell me 2 moro...
or maybe i could jus do wat i did las year and jus go for a walk round tha city and maybe watch a movie... i realli dunno...

hmmm...wat else 2 say?
i put in a butterfly cursor which doesn't realli work... and i put dekap tagboard bak up again since dekap kept working...
and a counter...
well g2g
bye

bak!
well i was actually bak on tuesday but i've been suffering from jetlag, sore shoulders and a cold... so i've been restin and sleepin all day
well the jet lag is normal, and the cold wz 4m holland but i got sore sholders coz of carryin our luggage. it turned out that we ended taking 120 kg of luggage between me mi mum and mi sista!

:( 2 days until skool... i guess we might not be able 2 go ne where 2gether...
oh well...

i g2g
nite nite

10 daiz 2 go till i get bak!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
well... i just came bak 4m Nice (south of france)... nuthin has realli happened... i stayed in paris 4 bout 2 daiz and then came bak 2 holland and spent bout a week at mi grandparents house and on monday i left 2 go 2 nice...

we spent 4 daiz there, me, mi mum, mi sista, grandpa and mi aunt... i ended up leadin tha way since they refused to go on tha tour... it wz so annoyin... we stopped every 5 minutes coz mi aunt kept on insistin on buyin heaps of clothes...

ne waiz howz everybody?
i'm arrivin on tha 27th of jan... which means there's bout a few daiz before skool...

tha hols r ova so quickly!
but i cant believe we'll be in yr 10!!!!!!!
it seems like i'm so OLD!!!!!! i mean i asked some of mi younger cousins 2 guess mi age and u noe wat they said? they said, 'are you 20?'
and i asked one of mi aunts tha same thinh and she guessed i wz 20 as well!!!!!!!!!
agggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

well, hope 2 cya soon!

gwad i feel so depressed...
i'm ova here in holland, sleepin ova at mi cousins house and i can't seem 2 be able 2 call dia...

i also just recently realised that on mi mum's side of the family there i no one mi age... i'm either stuck between all these realli annoyin lil cousins who are complete hypocrites that keep trying 2 tickle me or slap and bug me or mi older cousins who are like aged at least 20!!! it is SO annoyin! there is no one mi age 2 talk to...

i mean i'm like stuck sittin round listenin 2 adults talk coz there's nothin 2 do...
also in addition to that, mi uncle and aunty have 2 comps which are connected to tha net... no prob rite? well mi lil cousin and mi sista spend most of tha time hoggin tha net so by tha time i actualli log on there is no one 2 talk 2 on msn...

well i'm goin 2 paris 2moro... for bout 2days and then bak again... at least i have a reason to leave mi cousin's house 2 nite! yay! u see i live at mi grandparents but wz forced 2 look afta mi sista cos she wanted 2 sleep ova at cousins house so i had 2 go there...

come to think of it i realli dunno y i wz so excited bout comin ova cept for tha fact that i'll be seein mi relatives...

well i g2g mi cousin wanna go online again...
nite nite

and this is meant 2 be on dia's tag board coz i cant seem 2 post ne thing on it :

Dia, i'm realli sorri... i accedentally left ure fone no. in mi room @ home... so i dont have ure no. u got mine? btw i'm on tha net on mi cousin's comp @ her home... i dont realli have a lot of time... and i arrived this mornin, 2day... 21st! i left on tha 18th

well it turns out mi cousin has a connection 2 tha net but i cant type much...
ne waiz... mi no. 13 544 2374
or 0402068068...
happi x-mas evry1 i'll tell u bout trip wen i get bak!

Last Post 4 tha year

Leavin 2moro...
nearli all packed...
this'll prob be mi last post 4 tha year unless mi uncle has tha net and will let me use it (which i highly doubt he will)...

mi dad has been threatenin me 4 tha last week...
i mean wat ure meant 2 do in tha hols is relax and take time off not doin nethin cept 4 tha things mentioned in mi last post...
mi dad threatened that if mi room wznt clean and all mi bags were paked by 12 noon 2day that he would cut tha net connection (and would never join up 4 net service eva again) and he would clean mi room himself whilst i wz gone (which is a bad idea coz wat he calls 'cleanin' is throwin everything in sight in2 a rubbish bin...) so ye...
not good...

hmm... i jus realised tha day i leave hk is tha day b4 susan arrives in hk...
so bored...

g2g
mi sista ramblin on bout y she wanna go on tha net...
happi x-mas 2 evry1 and a happi new year!
cya all afta tha hols (but hopefully b4!)
bye

10 DAIZ TILL XMAS!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!
4 daiz since i last posted ne thing...
3 diaz till i leave!!!!!!!!

ne waiz tha last 2 weeks have been alrite...
i've spent most of tha time sleeping in and shoppin and jus watchin tv...
but i realli wonder if tha hols do me ne good?
i sleep
i eat
i watch tv
i go online
and go shoppin occasionally...
thats bout all i do...

i'm gettin realli fat now...
i mean all i do is eat and sleep
and activities which include little movement...
plus i've been eatin tonnes of sweets... i dunno wats wit me...
i'm losin mi ritin skills, i can barely spell...
i cant remember mi times table...
oh well... i'm not that smart ne waiz....

mi blog's sorta stuffed up now...
i changed tha tagboard and c tha result!
hmph... that proves mi gr8 html skills!

we went shoppin yesterday and i got a game boy advanced sp (YAY!!!!)
and a book....
i stayed up all nite readin... and strangely i'm not tired...
i've stayed up all yesterday last nite and 2day...

uh oh! mi mum's comin
g2g
nite nite

hmm... nothin much happened 2day...
less than a week till i leave yay!
but then i still havent packed...
i g2g get pizza... mite rite l8r!
nite nite
bye!

BRACES OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but now i've got retainers... GR8!
i mean now i'm jus verbally impaired / challenged, wat eva u wanna call it... i cant speak proper english... its like a got a lisp...
plus its a bit painful and annoyin...
i've spent mi last few daiz watchin tv (mi sista hogs tha net most of tha day)...
i realli dunno wat 2 say otha than that...
ne waiz i miss u all and it's gettin l8
so g2g
nite nite
bye

there!
i went thru tah last post and divided it up... happi now gar? :)
bye

...
oh i'm gonna enjoy goin shoppin wit mi sista an mi mum wen we go...
at least mi mum wont be drivin thank goodness...

i mean 2 day... i went shoppin wit mi sista an mi mum...
i had very bad time... mi mum wz shoutin at me 4 directions and mi sista sittin next 2 me wz babblin on askin me questions...

an then we got outta tha car... walk round 4 bout 10 mins an mi sista starts complainin that her feet hurt... an mi mum wz like adela go ask a sales man bout tha HP printa ure dad wanted... i ask and then they said no... mi mum doesnt believe so she drags me 2 anthoer salesman in tha same shop and tells me 2 ask again... he says no... mi mum still refuses 2 believe so i'm dragged up 2 anotha salesman etc.
an then she gives up... (at last) but then finds anotha store... process begins again...
in total we went 2 myers, megamart, harveynorman... i end up askin things at least 3 times at each place (well cept 4 harvey norman)...
and all along tha way mi sista is whinin' "mi feet hurt"
sometimes its jus realli annoyin how mi mum neva gives up wit somethings...
oh well...

i guess its jus part of her personality... but then mi sista's slurpin habit isnt part of her personality... she jus sits there an slurps her soup... or drink or even water melon...
so annoyin... and i tell her off 4 it and she tells mum i'm tellin her off and i get a whole lecture on not tellin mi sista off and i also get told off... i mean all coz of mi sista's realli annoyin habit of slurpin... tha thing is she doesnt try not 2... she doesnt care... so she continues 2... oh well...
i guess she'll neva learn...
ne waiz
gettin l8
g2g
nite nite
bye

thoughts...

hmm... sometimes i realli wonder... is it that i'm realli open minded and say wat eva i think without thinkin or i'm just a blabber mouth...? i mean i wz down at tha shop 2 day and i wz tryin out tha FruJu slushie while i wz sittin in tha lunch bar and i just sat there and said 2 mi sista "this tastes gross" i mean wat is rong wit me????? we're meant 2 be sellin stuff and i just sit there and say out loud that it tastes GROSS!

hmm... maybe its coz i blabber that ppl dont tell me ne thing...
ne waiz... wit mi day...its been very bad...

i mean first i'm woken up at 11:30 am told that i'm goin 2 subi markets wit mi sista and her friend and her mum and her sista an they were standin at tha front gate waitin 4 me and i wz told by mi mum that i had 2 go...
ne waiz tha markets were ok... dispite that fact that tha onli thing i got wz a demented ring...

an then i go bak 2 tha shop... everythins fine until i discover callum (wz in mi class 4m yr 1-5) at our till askin 4 mi dad... (everythins fine up 2 there he noes mi dad so that normal...) and i lead him 2 mi dad an then mi dad say somethin bout goin 2 find Robert so nothin bad... i find robert tell him 2 go 2 mi dad and mi dad say 2 him we got a new employee... go train him... i wz ... how would i say it... shocked!!!!!!!!!! i mean now instead of seein him occasionally i would have 2 face tha horror of seein him wheneva he worked at mi shop!!!!!!!! aaaaaaagggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
and guess wat?
i get kiked outta mi shop and am told 2 work at tha resto coz i would distract him coz i knew him... rite... i'm very distractiong...
i'm just... i dunno...

ne waiz 2 make things worse tha fact that i have a memory of spendin mi lunchtimes in yr 1 wen i spent a whole our runnin in circles coz y? coz i have him - callum - runnin round tha oval chasin me and mi friend tryin 2 kiss us... gr8!
and then 2 top things off 4 tha day...

i wz jus on msn and i wz talkin 2 this random... he added me as his contact coz one of his friends gave him mi addy... ne waiz he's spent tha last few weeks askin 4 mi pic and jus then guess wat he says?
he jus starts by sayin... he got a pic...(wow... as if i care!) ne waiz... he says that if he shows me his i have 2 show him mine... ne waiz i refuse... he continues askin y i wont show him mi pic... then he goes and asks:

Do u wanna Cyber??

ne waiz...
ye...
i had a gr8 day didnt i????
hmm... i'm realli not in a good mood...
ne waiz
gettin late
nite nite
bye

ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so annoyed... i'm tryin 2 attach a file 2 mi e-mail but it not workin!!!!!!!!!!
aaaagggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
ne waiz... it 11:24 pm... y? coz mi sista hog net all day....
oh well....
aaaaagggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!
g2g mum shoutin 4 me 2 get off net...
nite nite
bye

ignorance is bliss

New template!!!!!!!!
So happy!!!!!!!!!!!
ne waiz 2 day i went 2 tha orthadontist an he said 2 me i can have mi braces off next week!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i'll have em off b4 i go ovaseas!!!!!!!

well, last nite i had speech nite... bored me 2 death but then i wz quite amused by tha fact that whilst this lady wz giving her speech tha projector wz so low that tha air con wz blowin on it so it had this weird effect on mi eyes... well it looked like it wz gonna fall but then it did realli funny things 2 mi eyes (btw i wz sittin rite behind it so i saw everythin bakwards)
hmm...
ne waiz...
i finally worked out and fixed tha tagboardy so u noe wat ure typin but then i still gotta fix tha smiles... its somewhere on tha board jus need 2 clik it coz its sorta blended in 2 tha board coz its still white...
u noe i jus realised how nice it wz bak wen i wz so much younger an wz more innocent and ignorant and bak wen mi mind wzn't so corrupted... i wz alwaiz smilin an so positive all tha time... *sigh* plus i didnt alwaiz got so angriez... (check post below)
oh how i miss mi primary skool time... well i dont exactly miss some of tha teachers...
i h8 mi yr 7 teacha...
AAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!
i just stuffed up mi bracket!!!!!!!!
i just went 2 orthadontist 2day and now i stuff up one bracket... orthadontist gonna be very pissed...
oh well...
cant be stuffed ne more...
i go play habbo...
nite nite
bye